YAY. I am back from work and i am freaking hungry now because i havent eat my lunch plus dinner. Holy crap. I haven't been updating often because of my busy schedule. ): Cca, tests, assignments, work. 24hrs seriously not enough for me. ;D But anyway, thank god for tht 3 aces in a week. I did my photoshop assignment myself this week. HEHE. Good girl right? (:

Haven't been eating on time recently. It's always very very late dinner for me or no dinner. So sucky. Gastric pains kept visiting nowadays also, sickening. >.< Anyway, 8th monthsary was very great. ;D Really. Although me and boyfriend only meet at 6+pm but we still went to Amk hub to watch movie and he was super duper sweet tht day! Love him hell many. I'm like half sick now, since few days ago. Holy crap again. I can't fall sick lah! Doing grad duty on Tues! YAY. Super fun i think. Signed up for OGL thing and i'm bloody looking forward to it also. Signed up for many events as well. (:

Alot of craps nowadays. Yaya, concentrate on studies first. ;X I am a hardwrking girl who's lazy to study. Manufact process test this coming Wed, wish me luck because i know i'll fail. HO SEH LIAO. ;P Sayonara. I shall go disturb my father to bring go eaT!

I'm a super lonely and sad girl today. Whole family out for the whole day okay, so i'm left alone. ): Hell sad. Last min decision to meet boyfriend so i had to rush over to his place in the noon time. Accompanied him till around 330pm and he had to go to work so i took 315 togther with him but i alighted at Serangoon Interchange. (: Seeing him makes me smile! Super cute boyfriend. ;D

And i 82ed to Rivervale Plaza after tht to rent dvd 'Stomp The Yard' and it's very nice okay! (: Bought my late lunch home and ate it while watching. Super bored at home luh. Family wont be back until 10+pm. There goes my Sunday. Wanted to go work initially today but luckily i didn't or else i won't be able to meet boyfriend today. ;D 2hrs also can make me smile okay! love.

I still don't know wht to eat for dinner. Shall go night market and buy food back to eat. ;D So shiok to eat and eat and eat when i've nothing to do. BLAH.

I'm still widely awake now all thanks to the list of assignments i have to complete and the stupid photoshop project i've to submit by next week and i've yet to touch on it. So shitty. ): Happy bday to Pamela now, because it've past 12am! ;D Hehe.

Completed most of my assignments alr, only left with the freaking hell PCMP and photoshop. Both are on the top list of Sharon's most hated modules. Sicko. Okay, whtever. I dont know wht i am talking anyway. Feeling so shitty nowadays. Anyway, so many people quitting pop. I dont know why. Our outlet shuaige JL is leaving this month end instead of tmr, thank god. ;D He decided to stay on till this month end instead. Teehee. Must be because of KBY and i am joking. I went to work today and everyone said tht i've become so bloody tired, the look of my face i mean. No choice, i am indeed very tired. You tell me lah, so many assignments to complete everyday tired anot. And everyday so late then reach home. Kns. ;X Okay, fine. I chose to return home late. So whtt. Boohooohoo. Feeling super duper broke nowadays cos i've been saving up and i choose to put my money at home instead of bringing it out so i choose to skip my meals and eat 1 meal perday. Must be nuts lah. ):

But anyway, A-team's GM meeting is super great cept' tht i fell down while playing wind blow wind. Fine, go ahead and laugh at me. ;D Fun lah, looking bloody forward to the camp. *GRINS* HIGH lah. But the bad thing is tht we've to get 1 full set of formal blouse + skirt + heels by next wk i think. So sucky. It will be around $100 for the cheapest set okay. Yah, we went to check out the prices at G2000 tht day. Boohoohoo. Now you know why i'm trying to save up and since i've overspent my savings this month, i'm feeling even more worst for godness sake. ): Shitty feeling. Stress over everything this whole month, made me cry so badly tht day in the morning. It's just yesterday morning, to be exact. I dont know wht happen. Don't bloody hell ask me why did i cry, because i myself dont know the reason lah. Stress i guess, over everything. Thts it, end of topic. ;D Felt better after the crying. Rahhhh. (: Alrighttt, i'm gg to sleep now and complete my Pcmp hwrk tmr instead. I am so so so tired and sad.

First of all, i got into the Ambassadors' Club! ;D So glad i got into it, it isn't easy okay. Have to go for interview one heh. ;X Quite sad tht Kim Yong didn't get into the cca, but thank god the rest got into it. ;D EI0808 got 5people in the cca! YAY.

But the sad thing is, i have to go for meeting on Wed and it's from 6 to around 9pm i think and i end school at 12pm on Wednesdays. ): Alright, i shall be grateful tht i'm able to get into it. So whtever.

Friday school isn't tht great afterall. I'm not going to talk about it anyway, since the matter is over. (: I just hope she's gonna stay strong and think through whether if she's willing to give him a chance anot. This is her future afterall and i'm going to send her an email ltr on! ;D STAY STRONG GIRL! You have EI0808 alrightt!

Alright, let's blog about ytd. ;D I went down to boyfriend's place and waited for him then went for lunch at Shieng Shiong and he went to work so i took 159 back to CompassPt, window-shopped awhile then 80ed to RivervalePlaza to rent vcds. (: Went home to find out tht my father brought my laptop out so i couldn't do my assignments so i watched vcds to waste time. ;X Out to Amk with father at night when he comes home, my super late dinner at 9++pm near to 10. Bought two tops there, i should stop bringing my wallet out. ): I keep buying new clothes lah. So shitty. Went to ave8 nightmarket after tht and bought food home. ;D

Meeting sher ltr on to do smthing and study maths. ): 4tests coming up this wk. RAH.

8monthsary coming up! ;D

Alright, weekly update again. (: Nothing much again this wk except i got to meet boyfriend twice last wk and i met him again on Tues. Happy girl again. Smthing happen to Pam last wk too but i have faith for her, she've to be strong. ;D Yah, Yiling too but i guess her mood was still pretty alright.

Today's PH and i didn't go work, so so so wasted. Sickening. $5.50 per hr lor! Whtever, i've become so lazy to work ever since i enter poly. Working only on Sundays every week and half day smore! ): HOW TO EARN MONEY LIKE THT. I must get smbody to feed me alr! Sher, see tht anottt?! ;X School's been pretty fun since the very first day cept' when we've alot assignments den you'll see everyone's very tired face. (:

Super sad because my pay's like all gone within 3 days, i need to dig out our savings again. Yah, i mean ours because it's my + bf's money. But i got put back one okayy, i always put back the next mth! ;D So honest right? *GRINS* Got my contact lens a few days ago, a new flats from Kappa few days ago, hoodie and bf shirt from online shopping a few days ago too. Dammittttttt. I feel like i'm buying things for nothing lor. But i think i'll benefit because i get to wear pretty clothes! ;DDD

Need to go do my assignment alrr, I seriously hate tht PCMP teacher. They're the only ones who give us so so so many assignments every wk, like we only have got theirs to do. SELFISH BRATS. Next wk hell lots of quizzes coming up which means i've got hell lots of things to catch up. No more playing after today! ;X Going Bugis to shop with sher ltr! Triple YAY!

Super tired now. ): Ever since school's started, i've been feeling tired every single day. RAH. 8am class just sucks lah. Why can't poly start school later? So tired to wake up at 5+am everyday lor. Kns.

Lots of homework every week and projects to be completed. ): Very sad okay. Stayed back in school to talk and slack with Pamela and Sheralyn ytd, we visited online blogs using Pam's laptop. Had to go off at 3pm, went to Popular@J8 to change my thumdrive and i waited quite long lor. Kns again. >.< Meet boyfriend after tht, blahblahblah. Private time togther. ;D I guess some of my friends can see tht my mood aint so good for the past few days. School work, Geraldine, family and relationship problem is making me feel so shitty. Crying over some small problem and making myself so stressed up. I need to de-stress lah! ): Anybody can entertain me or make my mood feel better by donating some money to me? ;DDD

Geraldine quitted school on Monday alr. Kinda sad of cos and although we were friends for only 7days or less, it felt as though we've known each other for over a yr. Whole class was super down tht day okay. ): Rah. Alright, i know we still have to continue our poly life no matter wht though. And i'm not going to waste time alr lah, going to study Coms skills. ;D Hardwrking girl okay.

Back to blog, super busy this few days with assignments, CMS and so on. Didn't have a time to rest and play since ytd because i had to rush and complete everything by today. ): Boo okayy!

Met up with Sheralyn ytd and we 159ed to Amk. Had subway for my lunch and chatted alittle while waiting for Gavin. (: He still haven't reach when i finished eating so we walk over to the library and he came over to find us when we were at Guardian. Walked to the library and it was so so crowded so we walked back and went to Coffee Bean but couldn't connect to the wireless internet so we went off to McDonald's. Gavin's "friend" came to find us and we did our CMS. Super boring okayy! ;X Sheralyn and me left first at 7+ and we 86ed back to CompassPt. Popular to get some stationaries and some food then back home. Chiong-ed all the way for my CMS and now i'm only left with Web Design CMS to complete! Have to write notes outtt. ): Super duper tired okayy.

Im going to finish everything up nowww! RAH. DONT DISTURB PLEASE. ;D

School started alr and yah, so far so good. (: Everything's so perfect in my life now! But it wasn't tht good ytd because had a super super bad quarrel again. Not quarrel but cold war. I don't know wht happen anyway, but it was my fault and i know it right from the start. Super bad mood i guess? Never ending cries after boyfriend went off. He came to find me again after awhile and we had dinner at LongJohn's, my all time favourite. ;D Everything's back to normal again.

EI0808 super nice class, crazy and fun class okay! 3yrs of friendship for us! ;D I think i'm more hardworking this year, study at home and revise notes. But poly's life super tiring for me! Sighhh. Going to revise my tutorial notes now. (: HARDWORKING RIGHTT?!

SMILESSSS.

Super good mood today because me and boyfriend okay alr. He went to work today in the end, i dont know why. So again, i didn't got a chance to talk to him. ): But it's okayy. *GRINS*

I really hate that two newcomers, girl always act innocent everything not need to do. Kanasai. Guy too too too dao alr, act for wht lor. >.< Act cool. BLAH. Tmr work again then Monday dont know do wht then Tues orientation. I AM GOING TO GO ONE DAY ONLY. ;X Xwei's brother teach me pontang lor. ;D

So happy, i dont know why. ;D Super good feeling although i'm feeling a little tired. I am going to sleeep alr. Loveeeeeeeeee. (:

I'm sorry, no more next time.

I think i ought to apologise to him, again. Super big quarrel over the past few days, things not getting any better and we didn't bother to sort it out. Sorry love. ): Mood not really that good for the both of us for the past few days because of this. Sort it out with him awhile ago and now he's sleeping alr. ;X Love love. (:

Anyway, today work was alright but it was alittle boring though. ): At least cashier was more fun than any other department. ;X Teeheee. And i loveeeeee to disturb Agnes and Baoyin today! ;D They got teased by me the whole day. Tmr working with tht new guy named Ivan, whtever. SO MANY NEWCOMERS NOWADAYS LOR. ;X I have to bring one girl to eat today because it's her first day and she got no friends. ): I AM NICE OKAY. Yah, i forced Agnes to say tht to me too. ;DDD

I am going to sleep alr because i am tired because i need to work because i need to earn money because school is starting because i need money to survive. UNDERSTAND? I think very simple to understand lah RIGHT? Dont understand means you're stupid, but it's okay, i won't scold you so don't boohoo cry ok? Like i say, I AM A NICE GIRL. (:

Gonna call boyfriend tmr because i haven't spoke to him for a long timeeeee although he just called me ytd and we talked on phone for like 5 mins ONLY. Shitass. Both of us busy with work nowadays. And tmr he's off as well as on SUNDAY. ): BUT ME? I GOT WORK LOR. Kns. ): So not fair! Sway sway tmr my housekeeping day somemore. ): URGH. I want hugs badly. Moolah running out after spending SO MUCH over the past few weeks. Wht to do nowww?! CANT REFUND. But i won't refund also lahh, so many nice clothes to wear now. ;X

Baoyin also know i rather spend my money on CLOTHES than on food. (: YAY.

Yay. New blogskin, super nice. ;D I love.

Anyway, i spent alot over the past few days. Bought a new bag, 3 new tops, 1 pair of flats, snacks, lingeries and foodd! *SMILES* Super happy when shopping, even if i'm alone. ;X Yes yes, i went out shopping alone yesterday and the weather was killing me okay. Sorching hottt! But i manage to buy new things to pamper myself. ;D Pekchek when i wanted to get a top from Fox because the size just doesn't fits me well. I tried from Size 3 to Size 1 and yet, i decided not to get because it's still quite loose for me. ):

April Fool's was spent with Pop mates, total of 10. ;D FUN DAY! Dinner at Dragon Gate Restaurant at Harbourfront in the night, had a great time cam-whoring and laughing. Sat there for 2 and half hours talking, laughing, eating. They ordered over 20plus dishes okay. Hungry people! ;X Went to outdoor area to continue chit-chatting till 11+pm and took the last train home. (:

Been going out every single day this week, only got work in the weekends plus Friday only for this week. ;X Rahh. Ltr might be going over to HgMall to find Baoyin and the rest or going to KK Hosp with mumsy for her operation. (:

BLOG AGAIN TMR!

Bad bad day tday. Kanasai. Mood spoilt early in the morning and i didn't get to meet boyfriend as planned tday. ):

Wasted cab fares tday for nothing. Not going to talk about it anyway. Super sad tht i cried again on the way home. ): Cry cry cry, cry until no more tears and water inside eyes alr. Actually still have lah, how i wish i can cry until all the water dry out. Give me a shoulder to lean on please.

Ltr going out with POP mates, combination of both groups plus gekeng. ;D Harbourfront for dinner plus shopping plus laughing. Happy thing for tday. (:

Ytd also happy day, pack condiments in the morning togther with boyfriend till noontime then to his place until evening time. I went home and he went for his competition. (: I went out to Tampines for some shopping then to T3 then to J8. Brother came to meet me, bumped into Laytin. Popular to get smthing then back home to fetch dad. Supper at Bedok before going home to sleeep! ;D

Very sad again, cannot find the korean drama i want to watch. ): Youtube, crunchyroll, tudou all dont have. Kanasai again. Curse them. ;X Going to prepare alr. Sayonara.

I decided not to change to tht blogskin anymore because it's not good. ;X BLAH.

Spent an hour or so looking for a PERFECT blogskin but couldn't find any nice one. Sucks okayy.
Okay, i take back my word. I just found one but i still prefer the current one. ): Whtever, gonna change first then continue look for another one.

Ytd off day plus payday so i went shopping with boyfriend. (: Went over to his place in the noon time and off to Bugis at around 3+pm. Yet to buy my jeans, gonna go back again to get another black skinny and denim skinny. Overspent this month so i'm now so dead alr. ): Walked to PlazaSing and i got 2 tops there and mrt-ed back to Sengkang to get my water bottle. ;D HAPPY OKAY.

Beautiful seed is my new layout. ;X i think i will miss this one more but i don't have a choice. ): Sad. Work tmr then sao mu at 1+am till morning then back to work. Shit. See, so now i am gonna have a sleepless night tmr. Can't concentrate on Sunday alr. ):

That qing wa wang zi bian dontknow what show is super nice. I am going to find tht drama from crunchyroll and watch it all tmr so tht i won't fall asleep while waiting for time to pass. ;DDD SO HAPPY AGAIN.

Talked to Agnes from POP on the phone when i was on the way home just now. Talked about some people who everyone dislikes. ;D I'M A NICE GIRL OKAYY. I listen to their troubles. ;X TEEH.

Alot of paragraph tday, no choice. Rubbish post tday. (: So tempted to go look for tht serial now. EEEE. Shall go watch it now.

I shall blog very very fast because i'm running late for work. Work work work, everyday only work. ): Super sian alr ok.

I think there's smthing wrong with my blogskin, dont know why got error. Shall change to another nicer one tmr or when i got the time. I busy woman okay. (: Dad decide to be early bird today leaving me alone at home and so, i've to go to work on my own today. Adult transportation is super expensive. Going to make my tertiary ezlink card tmr or when i'm not lazy.

Wahlao. Life sucks terribly these days. Nobody to play with me after Xwei, Winnie and Joanna left. But i manage to laugh with Waipeng and Pat and they're leaving soon also! This month end their last day so i'm going to be lonely after that. Sad case.

I want to be emo so that i can diet and eat less. ): EMO = no appetite = less food = save $$$ and slim down. ;X CLEVER RIGHTT. I'm going to do that everyday now, be emo but i think it's going to be quite tough for me because i laugh at some people ytd, again. God, please be nice to me and let me slim down. I promise i won't laugh at some innocent people if only they don't let me see their stupid actions. ;D I want to go shopping but have to buy less things this month because school starting.

Contact lens number 1, cut hair and rebond number 2. ;D
The rest i dont knowwww alr. NEED TO GO WORK LIAOOOO. Sayonara.

Super happy with my new blogskin because it's very very nice. ;D Back from Malaysia just this evening, i went there yesterday night because of qing ming jie but it's really very comfortable back at my grandma's place. Although grandparents' not around anymore but everything still the same, laughter and family love still around. (:

Very long never blog alr. Not my fault okay, super busy with work. By the time i finish work and reach home, i'm god-damn tired alr. ;X Anyway, school's starting in another 2wks and Xwei's brother is going with me to the orientation most probably. I feel as though i'm meeting him for matchmaking session because i haven't seen him before and i don't know him! Super shy okay. ;X Nobody believe me though. Winnie and Xwei laugh at me when i say i'm gonnna be super shy and i'm afraid that i won't have friends in poly. ): They say i'll definitely laugh at some people on the very first day. So nice of them rightt? ):

Class bbq on 4th April, not sure whether i'm going or not but i doubt so. Old friends going off except for a few only and let's welcome our new life with new friends in another 2wks. ;D Payday in another 3days and it's my off day togther with payday. YAY. Out with love most probably. Gonna be super broke this month anyway. ):

I promised Agnes to go back to help her out for 3hrs next wk. Gonna pack condiments for her otherwise, i won't go back there. >.<

Super busy this few weeks. School starting on 14th April, 6th monthsary tmr! ;DD YAY.

Work today is boring but okay lah, not so bad. ;X

Did cashiering today at Counter 1 and everything so accurate okayy. ;D Don't jealous. I miss boyfriend alot alot alot now. Dammit. ): Work again tmr then Sentosa with them on Wed, pray hard that it won't rain okay! No chance to meet boyfriend this week because of my work. Super saddddd.

But it's okayy, gonna make him come down to fetch me up after work! ;X I normally don't make him come down because i don't wan to waste his time and tire him so i get my father to pick me up but there's gonna be exception this week! (:

RAH. Gonna call boyfriend up nowww. ;DD

Joanna last day yesterday, super sad okay. She went for work half day somemore, everyone was like feeling quite low for the whole day. ): Luckily i had the chance to have lunch togther with her during our breaktime, my playmate!

Appeal result was out on Thursday and i got posted to NYP's Engineering Infomatics, was kind of disappointed because i wanted to get into the first choice but i got into smthing i just appealed for fun. ): BLAH. Work was really tiring yesterday and i became very very very tired.

Went to bank this afternoon then to HougangPt to accompany dad have lunch before he send me over to boyfriend's place. Went to his house to play while waiting for Kenny. (: Took 73 but we alighted at Srg Garden's bus stop to change to another bus to Amk. Movie with boy, L Change and it's quite niceee! SKIP THEN SKIP THEN SKIP, lazy to elaborate. Home awhile ago. ;D

YAY. 15th gonna go sit Singapore Flyer thinggg, boyfriend is the nicest one on the earth! (:

Today was suppose to go shopping with Baoyin but she had stomach cramp so she went back after having lunch with me. (; And so, i went shopping alone and although it's quite boring because i didn't have anyone to talk to but it's quite comfortable because i get to buy my things without any embarassment or whtever. ;D

132ed to Far East after separating with Baoyin at Hg Interchange. Walked all the way from there to Suntec City and Marina Square and it's really tiring because i stopped by each and every shopping centres on the way. ;X Got myself my conditioner, denim shorts and a watch at Bugis. And i was so tempted to get a Fox translucent top and a Grey Esprit top but when i finally decide to get it, it's either that top wasn't sold at the Suntec City or my father called at the wrong timing when i was looking at that Fox top. ): Luckily boyfriend called when i was walking to Suntec City and i finally speak up after hours of walking okay. ;X

Clarke Quay with dad for awhile then to Bugis again before going back home. (: Rah. Tmr work again, so not looking forward okay. Gonna open a new bank account this week. SMILEEEYY. MORE MONEY PLEASE. ;D

RANDOM: Super addicted to Subway for the past few weeks. ); Not a good sign because it's expensive and fattening! DIET.

Hello people. I decided to blog because i'm going ltr on! ;DD Superly happy yesterday although work was very very very bored.

Sunday off day so i went to get smthing at Amk Hub then i had my lunch at Subway. Yummy! ;D 73ed down to meet boyfriend then i went back at 3+pm and slept all the way till 6+pm. (; Dinner with my family at around 7+pm at Amk. Out with brother and girlfriend to T3 and spent hours at TCC chitchatting and eating. Home at 1+am. (:

Monday work like i said, is superly boring. But yay, boyfriend came down to have dinner with me during my dinner breaktime. (: Back to work, time pass very quickly. He fetched me home in the night after work. ;D Bedok for supper with father after that and slept from 12+am.

Rah. Joanna is leaving soon alr! ): MY PLAYING MATE is just gonna leave like this okayyy. Super sad. She's one of my very very very close friend at Pop although she's like older than me by alot but we had fun all the time when we work togther. ;X The supervisor whos taking over her came yesterday to take a look and i don't like him. I'm not being bias but he's a guy and he's not handsome. ): I am not going to play with him. ;DDD

Going out with Baoyin ltr on to trim eyebrows and she's going to wash her face and off for shopping after that! Gonna bring her brother out as well to Marine Parade. ;D SEEE. WE'RE NICE PEOPLE!

SENTOSA, I AM COMINGGGGG! ;D

Pay very little this month because of CPF. ): Left with $400plus after giving $200 to my parents but whtever, i will TRY to save and not spend money unnecessarily. ;X OFF TO PREPARE.

I want to watch P.S I love you! ): Step Up 2 is coming out soon again. ;DD Work today is super duper fun again with my mentor around. We laughed like crazy throughout the whole day and i think many customers were looking at us because we seemed to be laughing like nobody care. ;X All thanks to that new multimedia supervisor who's coming in on Monday. ;P

Counted coins for 1/2 of the day and i got really really bored inside the office. ;X Had to go home myself today because my brother drove the car out and he wasn't free. Poor me okayy. But it's okay because boyfriend called me when i was on the way home. ;DD

I wan to visit the Zoo! ;X It's been around 10 yrs since i last visited that place. ): Sentosa next Wednesday with my group. YAY. ;D

I got posted to RP's Supply chain management and i was rather looking forward to it but yah, it was spoilt by my dad's choice. He insisted that i submit an appeal to enter NYP's IT course so i had to just for the sake of him. Wanted to appeal for RP's Customer service & Relationship management or whtsoever but brother insisted that i DO NOT choose RP. Feeling damn sucky because of this now because IT is just not my type and i doubt i'll be able to manage with that course. ): Whtever. I'm going to amend my appeal ltr on and it's gonna be RP's Customer Service & Relationship blahblahblah as the first choice then NYP's IT for the 2nd. And of course i won't let them know because they gonna carry on about their fact that RP sucks terribly and i've to keep quiet throughout.

Yesterday was really a tiring day. Woke up at 8+am after receiving a sms from MOE regarding my posting result and i went online to find so many vistarians online. ;X Had a huge lecture by my dad regarding the posting result but i just kept quiet and ignored him. Out to meet Wenyan and off to Amk Hub to have Subway then to Cathay because i needed to buy tickets and so we decided to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd and it sucks, i don't know why. No storyline and it was quite lame. Thank god the movie ticket was just $6. Mrt-ed to Orchard and we walked around Far East for awhile before walking all the way down to Bugis. We dropped by Taka's Kino for awhile to look for her book before we continue walking. ;D Almost died by the time we reach Bugis because we were god-so-damn tired okay. Bought our shorts and her bag then 80ed back to Kovan. Bought t-shirts for myself and dad came to fetch me at Rivervale Plaza to Hougang8 for my late diner. (:

Meeting boyfriend ltr on for CJ7 and i think i'm really getting more and more lazy. ;X Lazy to dress up or whtsoever. Gonna wear just a t-shirt and a shorts with my havanians and off to meet him for movie. ;DD Brother is hooked up with my DS now. SEEE, i told you guys DS is addictive. (: I shall be nice and lend him for awhile since i'm heading out ltr on with my two precious love. ;D

Yay. I requested to punch out early today at 5pm because i'm lazy. ;X Tookaway dinner then 89ed home and we might be going to bai nian ltr on. (:

JAE results out tmr at 8am! Can't wait for the results. ;D Meeting Wenyan tmr for shopping and she's not coming over because my family will be home lah. Changed off day with Baoyin because i'm meeting boyfriend on Wednesday and so, Sunday no off day alr. ):

Had to record stocks these few days for CD-Rama. Tiring okayy but i had fun lah. ;X Work with KBY is fun also because she taught me how to look at handsomes and pretend that we' aint looking at them. She said that guy look like Jaychou but i was like OMG man, he's not handsome at all and he definitely dont look like Jaychou. I wonder what's her taste man. ;P

Going window shopping ltr on. TEEhee. Not going bai nian alr because brother got appointments for the rest of the night. So busy with plans this few days. RAH.

5th monthsary just ended like this. Kungfu dunk in the early noon with boyfriend at Amk then Cafe cartel for lunch at J8. Took 88 back and he dropped off to meet his friends at Hougang so i went walking around alone till my father and brother came to fetch me. Back home awhile ago anyway. (: Was super upset today i don't know why. Teared on the bus on the way back with boyfriend and yah, some kpo-s looked at me like i'm a monster or smthing because i was alone tearing like some idiot. Whtever.

Boyfriend finally called at 8+pm after i sent few sms-es over. Sucks okay. I hate the way i behave sometimes when i'm feeling super low. Apologies once again. ): I think i'm a super bad girl because i always make him angry and pick up a quarrel for nothing. ))):

Millions of sorry to you. ):

And i'm super jealous when i still see people carrying roses around today. Stupid shit. I wan roses too. ): RAH

Say goodbye to 5th monthsary and welcome 6th monthsary next month! ;DD Countdown again!

Meaning of Roses... ♥



♥ Number of Roses ♥
1 stalk - Love at 1st Sight
2 stalks - Mutual Feelings
3 stalks - I Love You
7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You
9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live
10 stalks - You are Perfect
11 stalks - You are My Treasured One
12 stalks - Be My Steady
13 stalks - Friends Forever
15 stalks - I am Sorry
20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You
21 stalks - I am Committed to You
36 stalks - I Will Remember Our Romantic Moments
40 stalks - My Love is Genuine
99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die
100 stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You
101 stalks - You are My One and Only
999 stalks - My Love Will Last Till the End of Time



♥ Colour of Roses ♥
Red - I love you or Encouragement
White - You are heavenly, reverence of innocence & purity
Pink - You are gentle & graceful
Light Pink - Gratitude & appreciation
Dark Pink - Admiration & sympathy joy & gladness
Orange - Enthusiasm
Blue - You are special
Purple - You are my romance
Yellow - Joy, Gladness, Freedom
Two Roses - Joined Together, Engagement
Red and White Roses - Together Unity

Lonely valentine. Super sad okay. ): Worked the whole day today and it was fun. ;DDD

Downloaded NDS games that day and i'm super addicted to it alr. Finished reading my storybooks and i'm going to borrow more tmr to keep me occupied. (: 5th monthsary tmr and it's movie with boyfriend then cafe cartel again! Gonna head home and play with my NDS in the evening because he's meeting his friends. ):

Might be going for a movie with Baoyin next Wednesday although i've work but might be going for night movie.

Wahpiang. I ate so much recently that i've grown fatter. I need to go on a diet lahh. Determination is the most important thing! ;D Off to sleep alr! Super tired after 5days of work. ;X

Helped out Stationary department today and it was boring, tiring and fun. Ran around like a stupid girl helping out both Multimedia and Stationary department, asking for help when customers ask questions that i don't know how to answer. Tiring okayyy. Run from one end to the other, why stationary department so freaking big?! Why not tiny winy then i don't have to run about and persire. ):

Tmr work again equals more running unless i'm doing cashier. At least Popular is still much wayyyy better then McDonald's. ;X SiewLuang gave us youngsters angbao today, happy girl again. So fortunate to be in my outlet. (: Joanna getting more and more crazy these days because of my influence. She said that i influened her to become more crazy, more playful and made her keep talking to herself. That's what i do when i close my cashier in the night you seee. ;X Talk laugh to myself and don't know the reason why i'm doing that. Sorry, that's how i am like.

Spent 20dollars at Pop today, after staff discount okay. Dammit. Save money save money. I feel so bad for laughing at this girl today, couldn't help it okay. Told Winnie about it and she laughed too. ;X That's how i laugh at that girl i saw outside McDonald's the other time, that one was worst okay.

Wenyan is madly inlove with this mister cutie named mph's brother. ;X She know i know and Alena know can alr. ;D I need my beauty sleep now. I want nintendo DS games, please download games and inform me. Thankyou very much people, greatly appreciated. (:

Dreads going to work. Back to work day sucks alot. I'm finding reasons to go to work late now but seemed like i failed. Whatever, i still have to go back to work. And worst. i haven't collect my angbaos yet okay. ): Family gathering on the 13th at my aunt's place but me got work so equals no angbaos this year. Sad case.

Download songs again just now, super nice songs. Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao series very nice, gogo watch. Introduced by my msia cousins, they super high tech now. Phones more expensive than me, internet is unlimited access but cheaper than mine. So unfair okay! I want to go Msia moreeee, March going back there again. You'll know the reason if you're clever, clever people. ;D

新不了情 is nice, by yang zong wei. Repeat repeat repeat all day long, at CD-Rama and psp. ;X Songs make me cry all the time, super baddy. Whyyy why why?! Need to rush to work now because i'm running late and guarantee plus chop confirm late alr. ):

And alsoooo, i bought my bangles alr! Happy girl i am. (:

Next off day on the 15th then 19th then dont-know-when alr. Tired tired but for the sake of money, i need to chiong work. Anymore lobangs people? Can start to countdown to payday again alr. ;DDDDDDD The happiest day okay.

It's Chinese New Year alr! (: And i'm back from Malaysia an hour ago after two days spent over there. I love Soo famiy lahh, they rocks plenty.

Went back to McDonald's to work on New year eve and i almost died there. Not going to hesitate about the decision i've made i guess. (: Reunion dinner with my family in the night, steamboat at home togther with my brothers' girlfriends. Both of their girlfriends came over to join us for the steamboat! ;D

New Year Day1 back to Malaysia as usual, received angbaos then slack around. Stayed overnight there then Day2 again slack around. ;D Back to Sg at 12+am because of the traffic jam at the custom. Sucks.

I hate boyfriend for working so hard sometimes. It's 2+am now and he's working, not sleeping. Piss me off, seriously. Gonna kill him when i see him. He's working at 8am again after he knock off from work at 6am.

Movie dates soon! Got 3 movies to catch this month and Cafe cartel treat from boyfriend again on the 15th for our 5th monthsary! ;D YAY. Window-shopping trip with Wenyan on the 19th, no more postpones this time i hope. (:

Save up money for shopping for the next few weeks! I've yet to visit my maternal's side relatives. Angbaos pleaseee. ;D

Woosh. Welcome my new baby from wed onwards ...

but i'm getting the one in black, not pink. ;DDD Thankyou mr KENNY. I bought it from him lahhh, still in good condition somemoree and he's selling pretty cheap. (;

Work work work all day long. Off day only on Wednesday but going back to McDonald's to work because i promised Wendy i would help her out. (; CNY comingggggg, super happy. More money into my account! Yay! Going off to work alrrr. SAYONARAAA.

Super happy again because i just change my blogskin. Chatted with Renyong boss this morning and it's very fun to chat with him because i feel comfortable telling him everything. ;D

JiaQi's last day today and he treated all of us to Kfc during dinner breaktime. He can be really nice sometimes anyway although i find him quite fierce about 75% of the time. ;X Damn. Now our outlet got no more handsome which means sales low from tmr on. He really attracted many xiao meimeis and uncles okayyy. So charming. ;P

Tmr offday again. Many offdays this month which means less money, i shall request to cancel my offday after newyear so that i can earn back those money. ;D Brother was nice enough to lend me his laptop for the time being because he find no use to it and so, the very nice sister of his decided to look after his laptop for him. ;D

Wanted to go bugis tmr but boyfriend is finishing school at 10+am. ): Maybe not going to get anymore clothes for newyear since fate doesn't allow me to. ;X I got enough clothes but girls you know, as long as you've got the money, you'll definitely get somemore of those. (;

Off to watch crunchyroll. I've got plenty of shows to watch onlineeee! BUYE-BYE.

Off day again! I need to get somemore things, so tempted to get everything available in this world. ;X I want to go Bugis but i'm being told to stay home to do cleaning. ): So upset okayyy. Maybe down to Bugis for awhile ltr on to window-shop before meeting boyfriend. ;D

I shall hurry go mop the floor and clean windows then down to Bugiss! Kiss me goodbye people.

Wangleehom so handsome
KimJeongHoon is my husband
MickeyMouse so kawaiii

Very troubled now. I am not given a chance to express how i feel about going to those courses that i'm not even interested in and now, i only have a chance to choose 4 courses out of that 12. The rest are either by my dad or my brother. Holy crap.

Payday today, gave away half of it to my parents. Crap again. There goes my allowance for this month. The rest are supposed to be kept away for emergency use but looks like i've to withdraw somemore again. Out with boyfriend today for some window-shopping. Wanted to get some newyear clothes but the noon quarrel spoilt our mood for the first few hours in town. Of cos i was the unreasonable one, wasn't feeling any better ltr on in the day although we were okay after that because of the JAE thing. This whole crap made me feel superly miserable for the past few days, even now. I don't know what to say, maybe just crying will help me to feel better.

Sigh. Valentine's coming. I doubt there'll be anything special on that day.
Too difficult to convince people that i'm okay.

I'm sorry boy for all those craps and nonsense that i've given you these days. Thankyou for tolerating my temper and nonsense. ;D

Our king in our house okayy, Smokiee. (: He's very adorable sometimes but very naughty. Those photos are dedicated to Wenyan! ;D

Getting back our results in a few hours time and i've made plans for backups if i fail. ;X I am going to tell manager to let me off again this Sunday because i'm lazy. I rather return her 1 day next month then working on a Sunday. ;P

Past few days was super unwell during work, kept having stomach pain but still couldn't find out the reason to it. It's just smthing like cramps. Whatever, i am feeling sick right now. The fact that we'll know the path for the next few years in a few hours time makes me really sick.

Meeting boyfriend after school ltr at J8 again then send him to work, might be going back to find Joanna for awhile after that i guess. (: Work was super fun with them around. Okayyyy, so now i am going to iron that sucky uniform that i haven't wore it for a few months. ;D I hearts you you hearts me. Yang Zhong Wei's so f-ing handsome that i kept pushing him to Joanna and claimed that hes Joanna's husband. ;X

Was being emo last night, couldn't sleep well and had to listen to my mp3 in order to make me sleep. ): Boyfriend was being encouraging but somehow, we wouldn't know what the results would turn out to be.

Blog-hopped around and read alot of blogs just now because i have nothing to do. ;X Yay. Dinner with the most wonderful boyfriend on earth again tonight. ;D Shopping trip on 29th might be cancelled because Wenyan aint sure if her supervisor would let her off but might be shopping with Baoyin instead if manager let her off on that day as well. (:

I shouldn't think too much. Let things work well for me! ;D

The thought of getting back our results in just 3 more days makes me sick. Dammit. Thurs 21st Jan is alr confirmed. ): Although i've made plans for alternative if i fail my O's but i seriously wouldn't know what my reaction would be and how am i going to explain to my parents. But let God decide for now is the only thing i can do. (:

Today work is okayy, had a fun time gossiping with my mentor and Jiaqi. ;X I was praised for having such a long antenna. -.-" Tmr off day again! (: Sunday off day was changed to Thursday because of the release of O's results. Wasted 1 off day again. Super sad okayy. Off to wonderlandd! (:

I think i'm being very pampered by boyfriend. Too grateful for all these, he has proved to me and made me trust him. (:

And also, i think my dad's way too nice to some suckers sometimes which made them take him for granted. Suckers indeed. Fancy answering my dad in a fucked-up tone when it's not my dad's fault. Use your bloody brain before you speak. If you have the capability to fix that machine when it's raining heavily then do it yourself. But whatever, i don't even know whos that bitch who spoke to my dad in a fuckedup tone and she doesn't read my blog so let it be. Tsk tsk. Bitches.

Anyway, dad drove me to Amk in the late noon and i went to walk around for awhile before taking 88 to Bishan. (: Window-shopped awhile then met boyfriend around 5+pm. Down to his place then left for dinner at Hgpt Kfc at 7+pm. Private time togther with him again after that then home sweet home at 9+pm. ;D

I have nothing better to do nowadays. ;D I just saw my husband on tv awhile ago, Kim Jeong Hoon! ;P I found his album yesterday when i was cleaning up my room also and i decided to put up his poster in my room! (: Weiliang gave it to me the last time anyway, thanks uncle!

And yayyy, i get to eat Kfc ltr on with boyfriend ;D I want to get patent skinny belt as well for CNY!

Smokie was being very cute this morning, he played Police & Thief on his own and we had to keep calling his name because he kept running about. But he's very very naughty anyway.

My next off day is next Tuesday! ): Super sad. RAHHH.

Agnes dropped by today and we talk for awhile. Spencer kor came last week and we talk for awhile too. (: Anybody wanna drop by to visit me also?

O'levels result discussion with Pk and SeeHwa today during work and it's really quite stressful to think about what we're going to do if we fail our O'levels. The latest news is that we might be collecting it on 28th instead of 18th. I'm not very sure still but that's what i heard again today.

I'm off work tmr again! (: I cant wait till next Saturday because it's payday and it's my offday and i want to get bangles and a cardigan for chinese new year. ;D Shopping with boyfriend next Saturday! Yay.

And my favourite quote for 2008: I AM TIRED SO I AM GOING TO SLEEP. ;DDD

Series of unlucky events took place today. But still, meeting up with boyfriend was happy. (:

Met him at Junction8 for my super late lunch-cum-dinner, Cafe cartel makes me very very full after eating 1/2plate. Private time togther at usual place after dinner then home at 9+pm. ;DD Sucky okayyy. I have to pay adult fare now that i am no longer a student. ): $1.19 for a trip from Bishan to Sengkang. I used to pay only 45cents okayyy! SO UNFAIR. BOOO.

Back to work tmr again after 1day of rest. Didn't really rest well today because i had to clean up my room in the noon time. Dumped all my textbooks and worksheets, like finally after so long. But i bet it's gonna be dirty soon after a period of time although i only need that room to sleep now that i've been busy working everysingle day and when it's my off day, i'll be hanging outside and not at home. ;D

4th monthsary is gonna be over in 2hours time. 5th one coming in another month! (:

Very de happy because i just weighed myself and my weight dropped again. ;DDD 50KG WANSHUI!

Cant believe it when i see the weighing scale okayyy. Cafe cartel tmr with boyfriend means i am going to PUT ON WEIGHT again. I shall watch my diet till chinese new year so that i can fit into those pretty clothes! (:

Working with Joanna is super super fun because i get to play with her and disturb her. ;X And my eye is okay now after two whole days of pain. (: Work was okayy lahh. Yesterday was very very busy and today there's not much customers, slacked like 65% of the time although manager was around but luckily she's inside the office. I got nagged by her twice that day because of the songs i played cos i was doing CD-Rama cashier that day. First, play chinese new year songs too LONG cannot. Second, we can't be playing chinese songs for the whole day and she insisted that we play some english songs because there're other racial groups customers and i keep on telling Joanna that manager wants us to be multiracial. ;D

Home after work straightaway everyday. Daily routine remained the same everyday lah and i'm still waiting for my customised necklace, got my name one okayy. Dont be jealous because it's abit expensive for me when i am poor. ): But still okay when i am rich because i know it'll be very de pretty. ;D

29th is shopping trip with Wenyan for CNY clothes, again. ;X And nowwwwwww, i am going to sleep although i am not working tmr but i need to rest. ;D

My eye hurts badly since noontime. F okayyy. Could hardly keep my left eye open because it hurts and i felt like i got boxed by somebody. ): Hardly talk today because i don't like bitches like her and she happened to be working as well today. Unlucky or not? She's working for the next few days also. >.<

I miss boyfriend. ):

Eye pain equals go to sleep. ;DDD BYEBYE

Out with dad and brother to have lunch at Amk before fetching his girlfriend. CompassPt for awhile to shop for CNY clothes then went back home to get smthing. Lonbang their car to HougangMall then they went to somewhere else. (: 165ed to boyfriend's place, slack at his house for awhile then 315ed to Serangoon. He alighted at his workplace, leaving me alone. ): After that dinner with brother and his girlfriend at HougangMall, that place is boring okayy.

I found $10 inside my bag just now and i'm superly happy. ;DD I'm going to sleep now, again. I realised smthing that's unfair to me again. F okay. Even though it would benefit me but don't they ever think that i would be tired? I don't have any saturdays off this month but everyone does and the other part-timers have got 3 days off per week but not me. Suckers. I have to do double job every single day at work yet, i got paid only $5 an hr. I think somebody should kill them someday. >.<

Very happy because i just changed my blogskin. ;D I wanted a navigate blogskin but i don't know whats f-ing wrong with blogger. Whatever, at least i found a nice one. (:

New washing machine came in awhile ago and i looked very stupid because i didn't know they were coming and i couldn't be bothered to dress up appropriately.

Off day today, i shall stay at home and be a good girl for once. Reason is because i'm really running out of moolahs. Might be going over to boyfriend's place for awhile in the evening then accompany him to work before going home. (:

Yay. 5more days to 4th monthsary.

And i wan 26th to arrive soon! Cant i make the time go faster? ): I want to shop so badly. New year is coming which means new clothes into my wardrobe. ;DDD

I'm going back to sleep

Boyfriend is super nice but i think i went alittle too far these days which made him quite mad at me for doing all those things. But still, he always forgives me and give in. ;X Sorry.



Work was really bad today, super busy day and we had to stay for an extra hour to help out textbook department. I was the only one who had to help them but it's okay because we're paid for that hour. ;D *Grins* But anyway, there's a really bitchy girl who bitches about everything at workplace. Fancy her being a head but yet bitches about smthing that's totally stupid and inmature. She should really learn to be more mature and stop bitching about others either in a big round or behind their back.



And i'm very sad now because i wanted to change my blogskin after seeing a very very pretty one but there's smthing wrong with the codes and i don't know how to fix it. Dumb codes. ABC yet i don't know anything about it. I'm a SINGAPOREAN and i know ENGLAND. Okay finee. I'm going to sleep now because i am very very tired and i show my temper to whoever pisses me off whenever i am tired.


I almost screamed because i typed that whole chunk but the very stupid me clicked 'view blog' instead of 'publish post' but lucky Blogger changed its features so it would automatically save as a draft and that would definitely help people like me. (: OFF TO WONDERLAND

I give up on finding the nicest blogskin on earth for my blog. Whatever.

I forgot to complain to my lovely blog that i've collected alot of injuries and cuts on my hand for the past few days. Few cuts on my hand thanks to those penknifes and one small injury on my hand thanks to that fan which fell down from the top placed on those cartons of boxes. It fell when i was eating and it f-ing hurt my right hand. I was fortunate because it didn't hit my left hand or my head. And i was very upset because it dirtied my Peppermint milk tea straw and i couldn't drink it. ):

I woke up around 6+am today and saw one sms that really disappointed me. For the first time, you mentioned that word 'break' to me. Even though things' cleared up, i wouldn't know if your feeling is still there or not. Whatever it is, time will prove everything, every single thing. (:

Work has been okay cept' that i just saw my new schedule for this month, like finally and i think it's pretty unfair for me compared to the others because the others only had to work like 3days then they get to rest but i have to work 4days! ): and it's for 3weeks. F okay.

On a brighter note, working at Popular is pretty fun because we get to listen to the latest albums without buying it. ;X I spent my time gossiping, laughing, cursing when i don't have to open cashier because i am just a part-timer so they don't need me when there's full-timers around and that's like 85% of the time.

I've ordered a customised necklace with my name! Super happy. ;D It cost half of what i have in my bank account. There goes another 30bucks. ): I wanted to get a pair of flats togther with Wenyan but we decided to wait till 27th after we get our pay. So much things to get on 27th. I need to save money now that i'm left only with $30 and i need it for 15th. (:

O'levels results most likely to be out on the 18th, that's what my friends told me but yet to be confirmed. (: It's nearinggggg! F---. Pray hard for people who didn't study at all for the papers, like me. ):

8 days to 4th monthsary.

People who do not need tagboards will use that space for smthing else, like me. Changed it to an organiser for me or rather to remind me of those important days instead of putting a tagboard. I dont need one anyway. ;D

I changed my blog url, again. Not because i dont like frequent visitors from outsiders but because i found the old url alittle too boring. I think i'm way too picky sometimes, i started searching for a nice template hours ago but yet to find one that i really like. Back to work tmr again, all the way till next Monday.

Short shopping trip with Wenyan to Bugis and Vivo today is nice. (: Got myself a new bag plus three tops and my mini-dress/top arrived today. McDonald's pay went into my account in the later part of the night. Met boy for dinner in the late evening at his place after Wenyan left for work, dinner at CompassPt, favourite place then home. ;D

I'm going to change my blogskin now because the current one is outdated now. And because i couldn't find smthing to my liking, i'm going to change it to smthing not so bad but i still dont like it. ;X fussy women.

Okayyyyyyy. I'm going to have my beauty sleep after changing the blogskin. Ask me out after 26th, no more outings this month for me. ): Boohoo.

Smokie(My brother's kitten) behaves like a female although he's a male but he's very adorable. ;D I feel bad for laughing at Smokie sometimes. ;X He can be really stupid at times.

Visited Amk Hub with my brother and his gf, i'm a very bright lamp post. His gf left so he drove me to Hougang Mall. (: Window-shopped awhile then 165ed to boy's place. I almost dozed off into my own wonderland while waiting, made me wait so long alone. ): Walked over to 161 bus stop because 159s happened to be very crowded. Peak hour periods i hate. Took away dinner from Kfc and off to favourite place. ;D

Off day again today, meeting Wenyan ltr on for some shopping. (: Prays hard that i wouldn't see anything to my liking because i need to save up. Father says i've gained weight, again. Sucks. Working at Popular ain't too good either, they give us 2hours of break everyday and resulted in me going out to hunt for food during that 2hours. That made me gain weightt.

Okayyy finee. I should hold on and tell myself to stop eating! )): Less food from today on, i promise. ;D Everyone loves to get yummilicious food for me you seeee so i've to give face and eat sometimeseverytime.

Off to prepare! Bugis and Vivo is the highlight today! ;DDD Might or might not be meeting boy today, we'll see how it goess. ;D

It's 2008 alr now. ;D 15 more days to 4th monthsary with pigboy!

Worked 5days straight in a row and i'm god damn tired today because i had to run about in the store helping all the departments and the promotions killed all of us. The never-ending long queues made us very very tired for the past few days but whatever it is, as long as we're paid it's fine with me. (:

They decided to extend working hours to 10pm on Sunday when the sales was good and they only informed us at the very last minute. Full-timers wasn't happy because they won't be paid for that additional hour. I swear i won't work full time in there. ;X

Off day for tmr and Thursday! ;DDD Although i'm going shopping with Wenyan on Thurs, or rather window-shopping for me because i don't have extra money to spend this month after giving away 3/4 of my salary and spending on fooddd. ;P

I am jealousss when i see boyfriends doing sweet little things for their girlfriends and giving them surprises. ):

PH today which means additional 50cents for each hourrr. ;DDD It's quite little for me still but the working hours are long so it doesn't matter. Saw Mingrong and Weiliang again today, they love popular, i dont know why. (:

Still awake right noww but my eyes are super painful already. ): Gonna go sleep after blogging anyway. (: Off day again tmr, my 2nd offday for this week. Got my first pay yesterday and the amount was just right or abit too little for me. 1/2 of my pay is gone in a day alr, i gave it to my dad luh. And i went to Mini Toons with Baoyin today to get smthings because we saw that the store is on 30percent discount. ;X Got a new wallet from there and i'm very happyy okay. Made me regretted gettting that smile panda pouch last month! ):

Mum's birthday this wkend, requested to go off work earlier on Sat so that i can rest because i hate working on Saturdays because we only close at 10pm. Sucks. Didn't celebrate christmas this year because i've used up all my money by then and i didn't have money to spend. ): Went back to work and went out with pigboy for dinner at Pasir Ris in the evening.

Shopping trip next wk with Wenyan. (: SHOPPINGGGGGG IS LOVE but i need more more money. ):

I NEED TO GO SLEEP NOWW or elseeee i'm going to throw tantrums again. ):

I haven't seen boy for a week and i miss him okayyyyy. Stress level reached the highest on Tuesday night, boohooo. Cried like an idiot to sleep that night and i felt slightly better the next morning but still, i couldn't laugh that much in the morning. Mood was not stable, lose of appetite during dinner time but the gummies made me smile. (:

My off day today, first off day for the week. I lost a credit card receipt on Tuesday night and was ultimately unlucky that very day. I need to rest more, 10 to 1030 job is killing me. I dont understand why they refuse to pay us for that extra 2 hours, paying us only for that 8 1/2hrs and making us waste our time for that 2 extra hours. I need to go on a diet, i have to remind myself consistently so that i wont be tempted by those yummy food.

I hope payday comes faster because i'm very very very broke now. ): I need to save money or else i wouldn't have enough money to eat this month. $150 Good progress award can only be collected after 28th, after my payday. Sucker. Money only come in after my pay day, not when i need money. Rahhh. ): Off to do my wordsearch book! ;D

I think i'm a bad daughter because i haven't been spending time with my father these days. My father had been really nice these days, he helped my brother upgrade his phone line, paid his bills and paid for his new phone first and he even asked me if i want to change but i rejected. (: Shall spend my off days with my father next week.

Getting more and more tired each day after work and i would always sleep till 1 or 2pm in the noon whenever it's my off day. 12hrs of sleep makes my head pain. ):

Been putting on weight alsoooooooo lah. Sucks okayy. Burn off the fats! Shall start my dieting plan from next week. It's hard to resist those yummilicious food. ):

Pay will only be in on the 26th but i've a list of things to do when i get my pay. Meeting Wenyan on the 3rd for shopping as well. ;DDD

Today is fifteen again. *SMILESSSS
1509

My 200th post. ;D

Sat and Sunday work was okayy, managed to survive till 2pm on both days without dying.

Monday was the start of my new jobbb. Learnt cashier and i've got alot of things to rmber. Know a few of my colleagues and some of them are niceee. (: Working full shift is tiring okayyy, so i dropped dead on my bed right after i bath every night for the past 3 days. Working place shall not be disclosed. Wait till you find me!

I only have 1 off day this week! So unfair, but i've 3 off days next week! ;DD Andd today is my ONLY off day for this week so of cos i've to go out and not stay at home. Meeting pigboy ltr on for movieee! Pay in yesterday but return some debts and now i'm left with only 60bucks. Wanted to order a top last night but i doubt i'll wear it often so dropped the idea. (: I'm thrifty okayyy, in my dreams.

Was browsing through friendster last night and i found out smthing. It's not about my friends anyway but it's confidential. And nowww, off to meet pigboy!

Work work work. Wednesday work till 2pm and met pigboy in the evening before brother came to fetch me up. Off to Plaza Sing with him, Daiso-ed and then to Bugis for Mos Burger before going home. Slept at 12+am after washing up.

I woke up late for work on Thurs, reached only at 8+am but i told Mike i would start work at 9am instead so i had my food first. But that hotcake syrup spilled on my pants, super unlucky early in the morning. Got changed then work till 1pm. Pigboy came but i left for home soon. 159ed to his place, went to HougangMall. Kfc-ed then went to ask for job anddd i got the job! (: Starting work on Monday. ;DDD It's a full-time job but PT salary. Wth. But as long as there's a job for me then it's ok. Work means more money entering my bank account but less time with pigboy. 15th is a MUST-OFF day for both of us still. (:

Today was suppose to work but i'm god-damn tired after working for so many days so pigboy replaced me. ;X Super nice of him and he's loved. Am going to bath now and help dad dye his hair. Peninsula to get my skinnies in the noon and search for my sneakers for work! (:

We'll stay togther forever, i promise. (:

Hello hello hello hello people!

Yah, i'm super bored and tired right now. Went back to school to collect my testimonial today, wasted my time. Shouldn't have went back to collect it because it is a useless paper to me. I went to Popular@amk today alone in the evening because pigboy couldn't go home on time. 136ed home after window-shopping around and i'm very hungry now! ):

I can't stop myself from thinking too much about certain things. I always cry when i've a feeling that history would repeat again. Hate myself for thinking too much and giving him trouble. ):

I found this on the net just now, pretty true. (:

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
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March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
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April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
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May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
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July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
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August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
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September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
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October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
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November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
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December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.
If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.God bless the person then!
If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper. You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique..You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are.

Nothing much to blog about recently. Just work and work every single day. (:

Brother's kitten came last friday and he kept meow-ing non-stop all day long. It's a male ok! Agnes calculated my total pay for just last week and it's enough to keep me survive for a month alr. I still have this week's pay as well! ;DD But i'm gonna get new clothes next month and shop for christmas presents! Ordered a mini dress and am intending to order a HOH inspired tee as well! Shall get my skinnes soon also.

Sent in a few resumes yesterday for admin & sales job. Mike transferred games into my psp today after work so i've got new games to play. Super hooked with my psp these days, been playing it all day long after work and before sleep. ;X It's not a bad thing anyway ok. At least it help to keep me company! ;P Tmr is my off day, like finally. The next off day would be next week i guess. Will be wrking everyday for the rest of the week again. Off to watch S-Pop Hurry(Repeat) nowww!

I can't wait for anniversary because it's the only day we would compromise each other no matter what happen and probably one of the day that i can actually feel that love from him again. (:

18days to 3rd month love ;D

Have been working full 7.5 hours, Sunday and yesterday, today 7hrs so my head hurts now. (: Out with pigboy on Tuesday and the day was nice. ;D I'm running out of money now and i'm lazy to find a job. I need a job but i'm lazy to call up companies to arrange for an interview. Dammit. Mayb next monday or maybe next month i guess. (:

Off to sleep now. Still have work tmrrrr. Sucks. ): Might be staying home again tmr night. Planned to meet pigboy in the nighttt but change of plan anyway because we're meeting on Saturday! ;DD

15 Sept'07

I'm god-damn tired now. I shall go sleep after blogging. (:

Anyway, i went out with my brother yesterday noon. Father drove us to Bugis, Suntec, Peninsula, Suntec again. I had Yami Youghurt yesterday! ;D Father fetched us up, bought Rochor's soya bean then back home. I slept all the way from 7pm till this morning. I'M TIRED OK! ;P

Work this morning was ok. Punched out at 3+pm, home at 5pm. (: Dinner at CompassPt just now and despite the long hours of sleep i had last night, i'm still very very very tired.

I need to go sleep now else i'll feel more and more pissed. Don't piss me off when i'm tired or i'll scream. That's how i react too when i'm stress and that's how i'll react right now.

88ed to Amk with pigboy today, watched Game Plan. Was boring at the starting but nice in the middle and the ending. (: Window-shopped around Amk Hub while waiting for the time to pass. 159ed back to Sengkang after the movie because he had to go off for his class chalet. Bought my dinner back home & he left. ;]

I wan to get that pouch and that shroomy coin bank! Gonna get it next tues after i get my pay. ;D Rahh. Tmr gonna go back school in the morning then i'm going to collect my GV card in the noon alone. Gonna rest at home tmr evening!

Shall go help my brother do smthing then gonna go fetch my father. ;D

I forgot to collect my GV card again. I shall rmber to collect it today after moviee! (:

Anyway, went out with my mum yesterday. Had lunch with my parents then dad drove us over to KK Hospital. Screw the nurse who was so damn bloody rude. Waited for an hr to make payment because the nurse(s) in the UG Department didn't transfer the names over to the payment counter. Wasted an hr of our time because those who went for pregnancy checkup waited only less than 1/2hr. But whatever, my mum went to make her specs at a shop located there then we went to have dessert at the foodcourt, Mango Milk Iceee! ;DD Took the shuttle bus to Novena, walked around then 21ed Tampines then 81ed to Pasir Ris. My butt hurts by the time we reach Pasir Ris because we sat on the bus for nearly 1 and 1/2hrs. My mum went to look for her friends awhile then 53ed to T3 but it wasn't fully open yet so we wasted time travelling there. 27ed back to HougangMall, bought some misc items and lingeries then back home, FINALLY. ;D

I couldn't sleep well last night, woke up once every 1/2 or 1hr till 6+am. Yay! I get to eat smthing i'm craving for ltr. I only know it's rice with stingray and egg but it's yummy ok! Kenny and pigboy brought me to eat the last time and pigboy is bringing me to eat ltr! ;D Off to prepare for the moviee!

Today's 1511 (: 2nd Love. ^^

Went out to meet Wenyan at Kovan today. 81ed to Pasir Ris then 88ed to Bishan J8 to waste time and we didn't manage to find any job in the end anyway. (: 88ed home at 6+pm and was quite pissed off with the indian guys sitting right at the back. I shall not be a racist. ;]

I kept forgetting to check my mail and i just checked it this morning to find out that GV has emailed me 3 times to collect my membership card but i only saw it this morning! F---. I'm going to collect it tmr i think, provided if i can rmber. ;D

Today's my brother's and his gf 3rd yr anniversary and he's in quite a good mood. Treated me to McDonald's this afternoon and Kfc in the night. (; Sometimes he's nice to bullyyyy but i'm nice too so i don't bully him. ;PPP

I'm going to read my storybook now. Maple tmr! Provided that the computer doesn't die on me or have heart attack. ;D

Out with Fiona yesterday to PlazaSing till 2++pm. She went off to meet her brother and his gf so i mrt-ed to HougangMall. Bought the heels' comforter at Bata and my peppermint milk tea before taking 165 down to pigboy's place. (: Went to shop&Save to get milo nuggets then waited for him. He bought Kfc for us! Fries dipped in cheese is love. ;DDDD

Home at 8pm. Played maple awhile then watch 9pm show. I told pigboy i want to start playing maple! ;X I wan to win him in maple but yah, i still have a long long way to go. ): Going out ltr on to meet Wenyan at Kovan. Tmr gonna accompany my mum to the hospital for checkup i think or else i'm gonna stay home. Finallyyyy!

Ohyes. I bought 1/2 of the present for someone alr. (: I need to search the 2/2 part of the present for him/her. Probably after i get my pay next week. Yay! Movie this coming Thursday with pigboy. 1511 ;D

I want to get all this! (: Mickey is love, again. I slept like a log yesterday, from 12+pm to 5+pm then 11+pm all the way till this morning. ;X Skipped lunch yesterday because i was sleeping so i cooked instant noodles when i wake up in the evening. I think i don't have enough cash to survive till next week. ): Shall ask father for money. Romantic Princess is superly nice! Woke up early in the morning today to watch Episode 9! ;DDD And now i'm off to prepare, meeting Fiona ltr on.

Bye-Bye!

Craving for peppermint milk tea! (:

Yesterday work and training was tiring but luckily, we only had an hour of training. ;X Practiced cashier and runner again but again, luckily pigboy was there to accompany me. (: Went back to his place after training then to my place. Slack around at the void deck for awhile then 119ed to Kovan. Waited for Wendy and Cynthia, Lingxiang and the rest came down to wait for Agnes and John as well. Lingxiang and the rest actually wanted to go to ChompChomp for dinner but ended up, they followed us to the hawker for dinner instead. Kim Leng auntie and Molly auntie left first then we went to Kfc to buy food for Meiyun, Eunice and Mike. 82ed home with pigboy after that. (:

Today was hell tired and because there wasn't any sales, Wendy allow me and pigboy punch out. He sent me home after that. I'm going back to sleep right after i blog, my eyes are god-damn-tired. Will be going out with Fiona tmr to get a bag for her boy then probably meet pigboy in the evening. ;D Yay! I want to watch Game Plan and pigboy promised to bring me go watch it after he get his pay.

Oh yes, today is MingRong's birthday! (: Happy Birthday!

And and and, I didn't get to try out Wenyan's cookies in the end yesterday because her first attempt failed i think. But it's okayyyy, 2nd attempt will always be successful! ;DDDDDD So nowwwwww, i'm going to dreamland with shroomy!

I'm super tempted to shop for new clothes. Resisted my temptation the whole day, had a bad bad time trying to hold back. Thank god it's either the atm machines queues are too long or i'm too lazy to withdraw cash. ;X Out with father and brother today to Sim Lim, waited for hours with my father for my brother while he went to settle some stuffs. Luckily i held back my temptations and i didn't withdraw a single cent from my bank account! (: I'm not suppose to touch a single cent anyway, it was my rule to myself but it was tough when i knew i had money in my account and i could've used the money for clothes and worst still, my wallet is empty. I need to start saving up again so that i can get myself new clothes and presents. I think i need to borrow money from my bank for those presents. ):

Anyway, i met Wenyan in the late noon yesterday to fill up the application form. Accompanied her to HougangMall to get her ingredients then i 132ed to pigboy's place. (: CompassPt to takeaway kfc. Home at 8++pm.

Next week gonna be alittle busy in the later part of the week. 1411 would be Mum's checkup, gonna accompany her then 1511 would be a day to shop for presents with pigboy and 1611 would be back to NorthVista day for admission exercise i think. (:

Tmr work then training then to Wenyan's in the evening to take her cookies. Sunday will be work again. >.< I need money money money.

Wildwildwet trip is cancelled. I shall pull boss and the rest to Sentosa for the same motive. ;D

Yesterday wasn't such a good day. We met too early anyway so we were super hell bored in the late noon. Went over to boy's place at 12+pm, took a bus over to HougangMall with him at 1+pm. (: Walked around awhile while waiting for Wenyan, candies & peppermint milk tea is love. ;D Foodcourt to have lunch, shared western with pigboy then to library. Borrowed 2books again, thanks pigboy. Went to Red Man to look for ingredients but couldn't find the stuff Wenyan needed so we went to Fairprice. Stood there chatting away for awhile then left the place. 74ed to Amk, window-shopped Amk Hub for awhile then to arcade to see people play games. Funland to see people play again then to S11 then to Mos Burger because i was craving for corn soup. ;X Off to Funland to play pool, i didn't learn because my teacher wasn't there yet. The rest came by 8pm and i was feeling not so happy alr so yah, didn't learn in the end. S11 for late dinner then sent Wenyan to the interchange before taking 159 back with pigboy. ;D Almost died throughout the journey, teared in the bus alittle. Teared alittle while walking home alsoo but things were abit better after that.

I know i'm in the wrong again but i'm just not happy that you're treating me that way sometimes. But still, he's always the one giving in to me every single time. I guess i've to do smthing in return from now on. (: I hearts pigboy. Thank you for forgiving me time and time again, we'll keep this love go on forever ok? ;D

And to end off, I'm craving for Kfc! I got scolded for eating instant noodles 4 times this week. ;X But still, i would rather save up the money for shopping. ;D I think i'll have kfc todayyyy. Gonna pull pigboy to eat with me!

The tears were only for you, just you.

Finally the O's are over. Super harpi but i'm gonna be so bored at home from today onwards. ): I want to buy new clothes! ;DDDD

This month gonna be a busy mth. (: I've to go prepare to meet Pigboy alrr! His presence always makes me feel secure. ;D I shall go window shopping ltr to make myself feel better. I hearts mushroom! Blog again tonighttt!

Triple yay. Tmr marks the end of O's for me! (: Damn harpi. Noon time will be out with Wenyan to Hougang to buy ingredients for her cookies then evening will be Pool lesson@Amk with Kenny, Lingxiang, Jialing, Pigboy &Wenyan. Back to work this coming wkend onwards at McDonald's, my PT job. Tues would be job-hunting day togther with Wenyan, most probably factory wrk for the meantime.

Mood was super bad yesterday. I don't wan to talk about it anymore.

Please reflect too, don't act like you know me well. I've so many things kept inside my heart and i've a feeling that i'm going to explode soon. But i think it's better to keep things to yourself. Never trust people too much, they may be acting infront of you. (:

Even though i trust pigboy but i don't wish to talk about it. ): I'm sorry.

Double yay. I just checked my Dbs internet banking and McDonald's just paid me $153. I was wondering why would they pay me since i haven't been wrking this month and i realise it's my bonus! (:

Met up with Pigboy yesterday, not going to elaborate bout what happen. Home at 6++pm when my stomach hurts so much. I almost died in the lift because i couldn't stand still. F---. The channelU show airing now is making me pissed off. The stepmother is so bitchy.

Sigh. The exams are killing me, making me think so much. ):

Off to study nowwww.

I think i owe you too much, thank you for the love.

Hello beauties and handsomes! ;D

Physics Paper2 was neither tough nor easy, again. Because i hate science so i don't have comments. ;X Slacked at home in the morning all the way until late noon, i did housework okay! Mop-ed the whole house and did the laundry. 88ed to HougangPt at 4+pm, walked over to Pigboy's place and played with my psp while waiting. I waited till i almost died there. ShengShiong for dinner with all his siblings cept' his younger sister. Bball court to play and i sucked at that. The guy who team-ed up with me was a pro and he said i only need to stand near to the ring and shoot in but i couldn't even shoot. He's a niceeee chap! (: Rested at void deck then to playground then to void deck till 8++pm. 159ed home with Pigboy while Kenny, Jialing and Rickson went to other place. Bought McDonald's home and i used up the money for lunch today so i'm not allowed to spend a single cent today. );

I need to study for my Social Studies ltr on. Spent my day slacking away yesterday and i've got 2chapters from Sec3 book and 4chapts for Sec4 book. Total of 6chapts that i've to complete by Sundayyy! >.<

4more papers to goooo!
;D

And i'm back once again to kill my boredom. Chinese paper1 & 2 today was okay, except that it's neither tough nor easy. No comments about the paper. Instant noodles for lunch today, i'm in a pathetic state again because i've to save up for two outings and my shampoo. And my brother is getting a kitten for dont-know-what-reason. He say he's going to tag team with his kitten and we'll attack each other. Yah, me and my mushroom attack him and his kitten ;D Of cos i'll win lahhh, rightt people? I told my brother to make sure his kitten dont ever try to gets out of his room or else i'll make sure my mushroom attacks. ;X Ok fine. I'm not a meanie who abuses pets so don't worry. I'll just do my own usual thing and hang out all day long so that i wont be left alone with a pet since O'levels are ending soon. (: Freeedom loh!

I'm hungry now and i'm suppose to study for my Physics although i think i'm hopeless in Science but whatever. Pigboy got work later on so we decided to stay home today, partly because i've to save money. I've to remind myself consistently not to spend any money.

Yayness. ;D Next Wed is the day! And let me say smthinggg, it's Wednesday today alrrr! Another weeek to happiness and laughter and fun! But i've put on weight again this month. I need to start exercising to build up my stamina and strength and of cos, shed off the extra fats. Off for tv! (:

The weekends was hell for me. I've never been so unlucky in my life ever lah. Smthings happen but i dont want to talk about it anymore. (: Just let it be since things alr turn out this way and pigboy knows what happen again. ;D And i fell down on Sunday night, it's damn f-ing pain and my brother laughed at me! Serve me right for laughing at him everyday.

English paper yesterday was okay, Maths paper was hell for me. I didn't know how to do like 80% of the paper because i didn't study for my Maths yesterday. But i manage to study alittle for my Maths paper 2 in the night. (: Maths paper 2 wasn't so tough like paper1 though, thankfully. Bought takeaway from Kfc after my paper today and headed home. Will be going down to HougangPt to study Cheena/Chinese. And i had a tiff with pigboy again last night but things were fine after that again. ;X

Nov 7 is comingggg! ;D
My brother(s) laughed at me when they saw my motivative words i wrote on my confirmation slip, i pasted the paper up by the window and wrote words there and this shall not be disclosed to prevent further humiliation. ;x My second brother move back alr! Yay.

And this uncle's singing is straining my ear. Uncles indeed, tsk. I shall just switch off the tv.

I need to go prepare alr!
The friendship ended with a dot since then. (:

Chemistry paper and Geography off the list. (: Chemistry paper was undescrible for me, Geography paper ain't that bad. Just pray hard.

Met up with pigboy almost everyday this week except on Wednesday that is the day when i had to mug hard for my Geography paper and he worked full shift that day. (:

Studies was so far so good, Maths paper is coming on Monday and Tuesday. Gonna get Waiyang and Zhixun's help for Maths tmr i guess. (: Suppose to go for group study togther with them today but my mum told me that we've to go over to my cousin's baby full month this morning so i'm just gonna work on the 5YS on my own then ask the guys questions tmr. Tell me i'm hardworking. ;D Apart from all the stress that i'm facing this whole weeek because of the O's, my father and brother motivated me alittle because they knew that i was so god damn stress on Tuesday because my Chemistry was on the next day and all along, my Science was F9. They told me to just do my best for the O's and no matter what the results are like, they know that i've alr tried my best. And because i slept at 430am everyday and wakes up after a few hours of sleep, my mood this whole week isn't that good.

My brother called me Bomberwoman because i kept playing Bomberman these days whenever i'm stress or tired and i'm getting more and more pro. ;D Chatted with Renyong boss the other day as well. Caught up with each other through Msn and i guess i neglected most of my friends this few months. (; After O's i promisee!

I wan to go Sentosa for tanning, Wildwildwet trip with the girls is confirmed! Shopping trip with the girls as well after getting our first pay. (:

I realise i've wasted like 5mins of my time blogging. ;X Time is super duper precious to me nowwww. (: I'm off!

Dropped dead on my bed last night after drinking wine. Yah, my brother and his gf brought back from dont-know-where and i tried it. (: Super addictive. I was suppose to have one sip only but end up drinking up the whole glass. Slept all the way till today 11+am. It's been long since i slept so long but feeling giddy though.

Ohyah, chatted with Cynthia yesterday. ;D Bout jobs, bout him and etc.

My brain is feeling giddy still. Off to study yoh! ;D

Thursday was my Combine Science Practical Paper. It just sucks because i'm sure that i'll not do well for it. But yah, whatever. BurgerKing for lunch after the paper with the girls then home. (: Met pigboy at 6+pm, 159ed to HougangPt at 8+pm while he went home. Ordered my dad's birthday cake then 88ed to his temple there to look for him then lrt-ed home.

Friday woke up at 9+am. (; Skipped Physics extra lesson and met pigboy at 12+pm over at his place. 74ed to HougangMall, lunch at LJS then slack around. Home at 5pm because he got work. >.< Wasted the rest of the time in the evening with dad and brother. Sucks.

Today down to IMM with Wenyan at 9+am. Lunch at LJS again then 105ed back to Tpy at 2+pm. Wasted time then 88ed to HougangPt, collect cake & buy some things then home. (: Yahhh. And to make me feel guilty, i haven't been studying yesterday and today. I think i should die because Chemistry paper is just next Wed and Geography P2 is just next Thurs. So i've to complete my Chemistry revision by tonight so that i can study Geography for the next two days and i've 20plus chapters for Geography. Motivate me please.

Today is Dad's birthday. I'm a filial daughter because i got a durian cake for him because whole family loves durians. (: I need to go buy snacks for tonight's mugging session. Burn midnight oil tonight no matter how tired i am.

Pigboy says that i've panda eyes. Sucks. I thought i don't have it because i sleep early every single day without studying and i don't feel guilty for not studying hard at all. ;X I shall start mugging from today onwards so that i do not regret in the future. But yah, one step at a time for me please. (:

And i got so many paragraphs for this post because i like it. ;D Off to Econ noww then study time! Loveeee shroomy!

I forgot to blog about smthing that day.

I bumped into Gangyi on Friday when i was at the bus stop waiting for my bus. It's been like years since i last met him ok. And and and, on Saturday, Wenyan went 'woohhhh' and 'ohhh' when it began drizzling. The scene was super funny because the other people went 'woohhh' and 'ohhh' as well. ;X

Had a tiff with pigboy on Monday again. Meet him up in the late afternoon because of the rain but end up alittle unhappiness because of what he say. Home at 7+pm after having my dinner. Bad bad bad quarrel with him again after that but things soon turn okay after that.

Went back to school yesterday for Physics but Wenyan and me end up walking out of the school for breakfast without attending the lesson ;D 82ed to Serangoon Interchange and had McDonald's for brkfast then 82ed home. Later part of the day was spent with pigboy and we didn't quarrel at all. ;P He's starting work today alr! >.< He's gonna chiong this whole month which means less time to meet up! Rahhh. But it's okay, i neglected my studies this whole week. I need to have the motivation back real soon because my Chemistry paper is this coming Monday and my practical paper is just tmr. F---. And nowww, i shall pull my brother and his gf for brkfast. (:

I overspent my money for the past few days. F---. Dad's birthday coming 2 days ltr. I need to get him smthing but not much money left! Dammit. Back to 'Save $ Days'! ;DDDDD

Fri went out to study alone at 1+pm at secret place, back home at 3pm. Brother gf came, stayed home till 5pm. Bathed then 88ed down to HougangPt to meet Kenny & Lingxiang. 159ed down to Amk, pigboy met us on the bus. Caught Resident Evil, had late dinner at 8+pm then Funland for pool. Of cos i sat there looking around, almost fell asleep. ;X I left first at 11pm, 7-11 to top up my ezlink card then the guys came. 159ed home alone and reached home at 12+am. Accompanied dad and brother's gf to Kovan for supper then home. (:


Sat stayed home in the morning, out to HougangPt to meet Wenyan at 1pm. Ate at McDonald's, studied at McDonald's because of the rain. Left at 3pm for Junction8. Went to look for her flats but she didn't like it so we went around to search for my dress. Mrt-ed to Amk to continue the search then 136ed home after buying the bag for the her mum. (: Was dead tired and hungry. Comp awhile, brother drove his gf and me to her place, was feeling super irritated and tired. Back home at 8+pm after fetching my dad.


Sun went to work in the morning from 8am to 1+pm. 161ed home, was feeling super hungry but i didn't had time to eat. >.< Sort of have a tiff with pigboy the whole day. Bad bad bad. Only had my brkfast+lunch at 5+pm then wedding dinner. Ate a little only because i wasn't feeling so hungry. ;D Home at 11+pm.

I need to go study noww. ;D Bye-bye people.
Feeling super hungry now, again. Shittt.

I only have 40mins to do everything, blog, bath and dressup. Yah, yesterday i was really so depressed when with pigboy. Poor him again. ;X I cried alittle because i couldn't stand what i saw earlier in the morning. Sucks. It's all the past anyway and pigboy managed to make me smile again. (:

We went home around 6pm, he had to rush home and so he dumped me when he saw 159. Sucker. I waited for my dad to pick me up and went for dinner at Pasir Ris then home.

I'm being forced to attend my cousin's wedding this coming Sunday. I dont have any nice clothings to wear, i'm broke. I shall go console myself if i dont have any choice and persuade my parents with 1001 reasons to let me off. ;X

Today is baking day with Wenyan! (: Hope our dark chocolate cupcakes will turn out edible. Tonight's steamboat plan on and off. But i've got no money to go for steamboat. Sucks. ):

B-Y-E BYE.

Hello hello hello.

Yesterday was a GOOD day! (: Hearts 5n2 many because they're forever bringing laughter to the class. 1/2 of the class didnt turn up for sch yesterday but i'm a good girl so i went. ;P Dad fetch me to Tpy to collect my brother's cheque, down to Aljunied to settle smthing and i dropped by Alena's place to pass her worksheets before heading home. Bathed, slack awhile then dad drop me off at Hougang. 72ed to HougangPt, waited for pigboy. Went over to Wenyan's place, pass her worksheets, talked for awhile then CompassPt for dinner. ;D

Yay. I've improved again! (: MYE L1R4 was 29points, Prelim's L1R4 25points! I'M SO GONNA IMPROVEEEEE MORE. Ltr going over to CompassPt's library to study with Alena and Waiyang. SEEE, i'm pulling red string. ;X Waiyang should thank me yah? I'm gonna be a lightbulb, blinking so brightly. ): I shall go complete my Maths homework now. Maths and Science is killing me.

Alena admitted that Ah Bao is her's so no one can snatch him away from her ok. RIGHT ALENA? ;D Wenyan also admitted that Mph is her's and i admitted that Pigboy is mineeee! ;P

Hgtr is MINE.