Today ultra super duper good day.
:DDDDDD
Holy sharon is very happy today.
Early morning go work, smsed with Lingxiang and SiewChoo in the afternoon and heard tht smbody got angry during work again heh. :X TEEHEE. Sms awhile already, work work. Got a newcomer today and chatted alot with her and the rest. ;O Everyone happy today hor. Me like cause all very talkative today.
Talk talk and today sales was better than ysterday again. GOOD GOOD. *CLAPS*
*CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS*
Off work at 9++pm then brother came to fetch me then lonbanged Sher home also. :D Gonna mrt home tmr instead cause it's faster due to the traffic jam. Everyday reach home at 11+pm, very tired.
;OO
I am going to sleep soon. Cannot watch drama today already. Too tired.
And i forgot to call Mike up today. See how tomorrow. :D
And tomorrow is the very last day! YAY. But will miss them heh. Enjoyed working with them these days! ;d
Sayo mayo.
Byebyebyebye.
Happy national day to MALAYSIA.
:X
So random cause tv showing Malaysia celebration, they are more united than Singapore cause alot people countdown smore.
Okay, enough.
Goodnights everyone and i have to emphasis again, holy sharon is in a very good mood today. TEEHEE. :D Me good mood can think of him happily. HEH HEH HEH.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
No matter what.
No matter how long it takes.
No matter wht things i hear.
No matter how you treat me.
No matter who you say you like.
I am determined. :D
Today sales was better than yesterday and everyone was so so tired by 9pm. Hungry and tired actually. :X Horrible.
Only good thing for today is that a few people entertained me during work when we had no customers. Emcee gave notepads to us smore. ;O
2 more days, i am going to peservere. :D gambate!
Too tired to reply smses today. Sorry siol. ;O
And arigato to Mr X for that very very sweet sms last night. Really made my day. ;D Mr X is not to be named in blog. TEEHEEE.
No blog alot today cause very tired. :X Going to watch drama again.
Brain cells auto shut down everyday at 2am so i only watch drama till 2am. GUAI HOR. :D
Goodgirl goodgirl. *CLAPS*
Sayonara.
No matter wht things i hear.
No matter how you treat me.
No matter who you say you like.
I am determined. :D
Today sales was better than yesterday and everyone was so so tired by 9pm. Hungry and tired actually. :X Horrible.
Only good thing for today is that a few people entertained me during work when we had no customers. Emcee gave notepads to us smore. ;O
2 more days, i am going to peservere. :D gambate!
Too tired to reply smses today. Sorry siol. ;O
And arigato to Mr X for that very very sweet sms last night. Really made my day. ;D Mr X is not to be named in blog. TEEHEEE.
No blog alot today cause very tired. :X Going to watch drama again.
Brain cells auto shut down everyday at 2am so i only watch drama till 2am. GUAI HOR. :D
Goodgirl goodgirl. *CLAPS*
Sayonara.
TADAH
Cannot think of better title again.
TADAH TADAH TADAH. :X
Happy mood today again, yet tired. But neh mind. Enough. :D
This morning on the way to work, finally pluck up courage to msg him. Apologised to him for smthing tht i cant bring myself to do it. He know i know can already hor. ;O
Work was so-so. Sales not very good so me nthing much to do. Almost bored to death and didnt talk much. Shitty hor. I dont like it when people around me keep quiet cause it makes the atmosphere very weird and makes me bored. But neh mind, sms-ed with a few people during work. Drink alot greentea cause they only have greentea there and arigato ENC for giving us 3 cases of greentea to fill our stomach. The food was not so bad also, ENC too nice to their manpower already. *GRINS* I am fortunate.
*BLINKS*
End work at around 930pm and waited for Sher then meet Gavin and Kimyong dage then take train tgt. Me and Sher took back to Sengkang then the guys took back home also. ;O Reach home only at 11+pm hor. The journey makes me tired but neh mind also. (:
They say they will miss holy sharon over the weekends, very gandong. ;d Sms-ed with JH on the way home also. Very happy. I am fortunate. Today is a good day. Today is a very very good day. Today is one of the super good day ever. :DDDD
Too happy these days, i dont know why.
He always occupy my mind until i dont know wht to do. Shitty shitty.
I wont do anything now but give us time to prove everything. :D
Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.
I am going to sleep already ;O
*YAWNS*
Very tired hor. Have been sleeping late for the past few days cause watch drama.
And when i say i am going to sleep now, i am lying cause i still want to watch drama later but father nagging so i have to act for awhile now. :X Clever daughter hor. TEEHEE.
BYEBYEBEYBEYBYE
TADAH TADAH TADAH. :X
Happy mood today again, yet tired. But neh mind. Enough. :D
This morning on the way to work, finally pluck up courage to msg him. Apologised to him for smthing tht i cant bring myself to do it. He know i know can already hor. ;O
Work was so-so. Sales not very good so me nthing much to do. Almost bored to death and didnt talk much. Shitty hor. I dont like it when people around me keep quiet cause it makes the atmosphere very weird and makes me bored. But neh mind, sms-ed with a few people during work. Drink alot greentea cause they only have greentea there and arigato ENC for giving us 3 cases of greentea to fill our stomach. The food was not so bad also, ENC too nice to their manpower already. *GRINS* I am fortunate.
*BLINKS*
End work at around 930pm and waited for Sher then meet Gavin and Kimyong dage then take train tgt. Me and Sher took back to Sengkang then the guys took back home also. ;O Reach home only at 11+pm hor. The journey makes me tired but neh mind also. (:
They say they will miss holy sharon over the weekends, very gandong. ;d Sms-ed with JH on the way home also. Very happy. I am fortunate. Today is a good day. Today is a very very good day. Today is one of the super good day ever. :DDDD
Too happy these days, i dont know why.
He always occupy my mind until i dont know wht to do. Shitty shitty.
I wont do anything now but give us time to prove everything. :D
Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.
I am going to sleep already ;O
*YAWNS*
Very tired hor. Have been sleeping late for the past few days cause watch drama.
And when i say i am going to sleep now, i am lying cause i still want to watch drama later but father nagging so i have to act for awhile now. :X Clever daughter hor. TEEHEE.
BYEBYEBEYBEYBYE
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Keeping silent
;O
Over 12am again. Didnt look at the clock cause was busy chatting with Xiuting and watching drama. *GRINS* Chat alot again again. TADAH.
Today work so-so only cause was thinking of watching drama all along. :X Did MDS today. Very happy cause very relaxing. Not alot of orders smore. Shiokshiok hor. Walk around happily, poking fun of people, talk and laugh with all of them. And again, somebody said i am humorous. HAHAHA. Funnny hor. Must be i talk and crap and lame too much during work everytime already. ;d
They all say they will miss me over the weekends cause i am not working and that very "nice" Mike talk about how sad it is that i cant work with someone and he can. Bad right?! It's okay. HAHAHA. ;O SiewChoo questioned me again today about someone again. I dont know how to answer, i only knew my reaction changed immediately the moment she ask about him. I'm sorry but i really dont want to talk about it anymore(for now). You all know the answer to all the questions so don't mention it anymore alright? God will arrange everything and like i said, leave everything to God cause i believe in God's feeling and i trust fate.
Fullstop.
Go continue drama already. :D
Family members say Smokie and me look alike. We do the same things hor. ;X A KITTEN AND ME. Except that he's a male and i'm a female. He's handsome, he's adorable. TEEHEE. Prince prince. Prince smokie. ;d He slept on my bed yesterday comfortably and in a very cute way. Regret never take photo down but neh mind, got alot chance.
Go watch drama already.
Sayonara. ;OOOOOOOOO
Over 12am again. Didnt look at the clock cause was busy chatting with Xiuting and watching drama. *GRINS* Chat alot again again. TADAH.
Today work so-so only cause was thinking of watching drama all along. :X Did MDS today. Very happy cause very relaxing. Not alot of orders smore. Shiokshiok hor. Walk around happily, poking fun of people, talk and laugh with all of them. And again, somebody said i am humorous. HAHAHA. Funnny hor. Must be i talk and crap and lame too much during work everytime already. ;d
They all say they will miss me over the weekends cause i am not working and that very "nice" Mike talk about how sad it is that i cant work with someone and he can. Bad right?! It's okay. HAHAHA. ;O SiewChoo questioned me again today about someone again. I dont know how to answer, i only knew my reaction changed immediately the moment she ask about him. I'm sorry but i really dont want to talk about it anymore(for now). You all know the answer to all the questions so don't mention it anymore alright? God will arrange everything and like i said, leave everything to God cause i believe in God's feeling and i trust fate.
Fullstop.
Go continue drama already. :D
Family members say Smokie and me look alike. We do the same things hor. ;X A KITTEN AND ME. Except that he's a male and i'm a female. He's handsome, he's adorable. TEEHEE. Prince prince. Prince smokie. ;d He slept on my bed yesterday comfortably and in a very cute way. Regret never take photo down but neh mind, got alot chance.
Go watch drama already.
Sayonara. ;OOOOOOOOO
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Know the truth
TADAH!
;OOOOOOO
Very very good mood. Busy watching drama from 8+pm after dinner.
This morning woke up at 8+am and watch Fated To Love, watch until 11+am then go bath and prepare. Met Sher and we mrt-ed to Gavin's place. Sat at void deck talk awhile then Gavin went home to rest and the both us went to eat before going down to VivoCity.
:D
Jobhunt Part II was better today cause manage to get 2 numbers for Fox and Topshop and we filled up application form at Esprit but most likely to work at Esprit Atrium Sales instead cause the salary is way better than any other. :X
Down to Bugis and window-shopped awhile then to Sim Lim Square for our briefing. ;d Yesyes, we have got a temporary job from Thurs to Sunday. HAPPY SIOL.
Off for two days already. Have to takeover Kartika tmr cause i promised her but it's alright. :D Next few days gonna be busy working as well, all the way till Monday and hopefully the lady will allow us to work from 2nd to 4th. ;]
No time to waste anymore. Gonna go continue watch Fated To Love already otherwise no time no watch until next week. :D TEEHEE.
I hate to miss you so please get out of my head and heart for the time being.
Fated to love.
How long will you take to understand love?
Sayo mayo.
;OOOOOOO
Very very good mood. Busy watching drama from 8+pm after dinner.
This morning woke up at 8+am and watch Fated To Love, watch until 11+am then go bath and prepare. Met Sher and we mrt-ed to Gavin's place. Sat at void deck talk awhile then Gavin went home to rest and the both us went to eat before going down to VivoCity.
:D
Jobhunt Part II was better today cause manage to get 2 numbers for Fox and Topshop and we filled up application form at Esprit but most likely to work at Esprit Atrium Sales instead cause the salary is way better than any other. :X
Down to Bugis and window-shopped awhile then to Sim Lim Square for our briefing. ;d Yesyes, we have got a temporary job from Thurs to Sunday. HAPPY SIOL.
Off for two days already. Have to takeover Kartika tmr cause i promised her but it's alright. :D Next few days gonna be busy working as well, all the way till Monday and hopefully the lady will allow us to work from 2nd to 4th. ;]
No time to waste anymore. Gonna go continue watch Fated To Love already otherwise no time no watch until next week. :D TEEHEE.
I hate to miss you so please get out of my head and heart for the time being.
Fated to love.
How long will you take to understand love?
Sayo mayo.
Because of you
Because of you, i've learnt how to sort out my feelings.
Because of you, i've realise who is my love.
Because of you, i've learnt to be selfish in love.
Because of you, i fear.
Because of you, i worry.
Because of you, i avoid people.
Because of you, i run away from the truth.
Because of you, i wish i didn't have to face all these shits.
Because of you, i rather be alone than to hurt others.
I rather hurt those people now rather than next time. I'm sorry tht i have hurt some people in a way or other. I'm sorry tht i choose to avoid some people and run away from them because i cant bring myself to start all over again with the risk of getting hurt all over again. It's just not love if we were to be tgt with someone we do not love. Perhaps i need time to heal. Perhaps i need time to start all over again but for the meantime, i know you all care and i hope you all understand wht im going through and why i am doing this.
This is the way how i want it to be. Friends with everyone, close buddies still. :D
For me and him, let it be.
The only thing i care about now is work and friends.
But perhaps he'll still remain deep inside my heart.
I will let god decide everything from today on. (:
Sayo mayo.
:D
Going to go out for jobhunting PART II again later at VivoCity then to Sim Lim for Comex Fair briefing! SHIOKSHIOK. KA CHING. ;O
Have to call Mike and inform him tht i cant work this wkend, gonna get killed by him already. :X
AH.
GO ALREADY. ;ddddddd
Because of you, i've realise who is my love.
Because of you, i've learnt to be selfish in love.
Because of you, i fear.
Because of you, i worry.
Because of you, i avoid people.
Because of you, i run away from the truth.
Because of you, i wish i didn't have to face all these shits.
Because of you, i rather be alone than to hurt others.
I rather hurt those people now rather than next time. I'm sorry tht i have hurt some people in a way or other. I'm sorry tht i choose to avoid some people and run away from them because i cant bring myself to start all over again with the risk of getting hurt all over again. It's just not love if we were to be tgt with someone we do not love. Perhaps i need time to heal. Perhaps i need time to start all over again but for the meantime, i know you all care and i hope you all understand wht im going through and why i am doing this.
This is the way how i want it to be. Friends with everyone, close buddies still. :D
For me and him, let it be.
The only thing i care about now is work and friends.
But perhaps he'll still remain deep inside my heart.
I will let god decide everything from today on. (:
Sayo mayo.
:D
Going to go out for jobhunting PART II again later at VivoCity then to Sim Lim for Comex Fair briefing! SHIOKSHIOK. KA CHING. ;O
Have to call Mike and inform him tht i cant work this wkend, gonna get killed by him already. :X
AH.
GO ALREADY. ;ddddddd
Monday, August 25, 2008
HOP HOP HOP.
Konichiwa, sharonrockswa people. ;d
Slept at 2am last night after watching finish one episode of the drama. NICE NICE. Me like. Got alot of dramas to watch recently, busy busy. :D
Today woke up late again, 9am then wake up. Dad lonbanged me to Bishan, met up with Sher and we went to have brkfast first before walking over to the condo. Sit and talk awhile and i realise i havent been my usual self since yesterday morning. Im sorry people. ): Go to the gym and find the guys then i started exercising. REALLY GOT EXERCISE OKAY. ME FIT FIT. :X
Dont play play. Got witness hor, i breathe in breathe out and do exercise. :D For the sake of my six pack muscles. HAAHAHAHA. Wanted to go suntan after gym but started raining so we went in to the suana to realise tht the suana is not working. SWAY HOR. CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN.
Waited for Gavin to bathe then we walked back to J8 and accompanied the guys to have lunch. ;D Left halfway through with Sher and we mrt-ed to Amk to get my belt and 86ed home. Was feeling very very tired the whole morning so didn't really talk much and mood wasn't tht good. Apologies to they 3. ;O Reach home shower and change, down to meet Sher at the bus stop again.
Tampines for jobhunting failed. The shops thr didn't want part timers. Went to have Seoul garden for our lunch, student rate smore. CHEAP and it's worth it. :D Shall go back eat again the next time. Gained alot of weight again today. Chicken chicken. Window-shopped and job hunt after eating. ;O 72ed back to HougangMall then walked back to CompassPt and lrt-ed home. Talk alot on the way from Tampines cause felt better after showering i guess.
:D
*GRINS*
Imma happy girl.
Tmr to VivoCity to jobhunt. A JOB PLEASE. ;d
Sayo mayo.
Loveyou like before, silently. ;O
DIET DIET DIET.
Slept at 2am last night after watching finish one episode of the drama. NICE NICE. Me like. Got alot of dramas to watch recently, busy busy. :D
Today woke up late again, 9am then wake up. Dad lonbanged me to Bishan, met up with Sher and we went to have brkfast first before walking over to the condo. Sit and talk awhile and i realise i havent been my usual self since yesterday morning. Im sorry people. ): Go to the gym and find the guys then i started exercising. REALLY GOT EXERCISE OKAY. ME FIT FIT. :X
Dont play play. Got witness hor, i breathe in breathe out and do exercise. :D For the sake of my six pack muscles. HAAHAHAHA. Wanted to go suntan after gym but started raining so we went in to the suana to realise tht the suana is not working. SWAY HOR. CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN.
Waited for Gavin to bathe then we walked back to J8 and accompanied the guys to have lunch. ;D Left halfway through with Sher and we mrt-ed to Amk to get my belt and 86ed home. Was feeling very very tired the whole morning so didn't really talk much and mood wasn't tht good. Apologies to they 3. ;O Reach home shower and change, down to meet Sher at the bus stop again.
Tampines for jobhunting failed. The shops thr didn't want part timers. Went to have Seoul garden for our lunch, student rate smore. CHEAP and it's worth it. :D Shall go back eat again the next time. Gained alot of weight again today. Chicken chicken. Window-shopped and job hunt after eating. ;O 72ed back to HougangMall then walked back to CompassPt and lrt-ed home. Talk alot on the way from Tampines cause felt better after showering i guess.
:D
*GRINS*
Imma happy girl.
Tmr to VivoCity to jobhunt. A JOB PLEASE. ;d
Sayo mayo.
Loveyou like before, silently. ;O
DIET DIET DIET.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Trust.
Today only post twice hor but got 3 posts cause one of them was last night's one. :D
HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK.
Just now go Amk with my father and brother to have dinner and i wanted to go get my belt but was closed already. SAD HOR. But nvm. Go get it tmr instead. ;O
Tmr swimming and jobhunting day. :D
Please do not rain tmr, laotian father. Me the buddha sharon/holy sharon willing to sacrifice my.. my.. my 1 hour of sleep(cause i cant think of other things already). :X BIG SACRIFICE YOU KNOW. 1 HOUR OF SLEEP HOR so must be grateful and repay my kindness. *GRINS*
I am going to be a busy woman in September. ;O GAMBATE!
My brother offered to buy me tht mickeymouse(yes, tht big one which i take photo with) as a present but i rejected his offer of course. :D I have got enough soft toys already and shroomyTong baby is the most precious to me now. TEEHEE.
And i have finally finished Coffee Prince(in fact, i finished it few days ago already). So now, i have another new serial to watch! :D YAY. 命中注定我愛你 and another korean drama intro-ed by JH dage.
My voice is turning sexy soon. NO GOOD AT ALL CAUSE I NEED TO TALK EVERYTIME. ):
AND IF YOU ALL NEVER NOTICE AGAIN, MY TAGBOARD IS REMOVED. HAHAHAHHAA.
YOU ALL CANNOT TALK ALREADY. NEH NEH NI POO POO. ;d
ME IS IN CONTROL. HAHAHAHAHA. EVIL OR NOT. :X
Sayo mayo.
I am going to watch my drama already. *BLINKS* ;O
HIAK HIAK HIAK HIAK.
Just now go Amk with my father and brother to have dinner and i wanted to go get my belt but was closed already. SAD HOR. But nvm. Go get it tmr instead. ;O
Tmr swimming and jobhunting day. :D
Please do not rain tmr, laotian father. Me the buddha sharon/holy sharon willing to sacrifice my.. my.. my 1 hour of sleep(cause i cant think of other things already). :X BIG SACRIFICE YOU KNOW. 1 HOUR OF SLEEP HOR so must be grateful and repay my kindness. *GRINS*
I am going to be a busy woman in September. ;O GAMBATE!
My brother offered to buy me tht mickeymouse(yes, tht big one which i take photo with) as a present but i rejected his offer of course. :D I have got enough soft toys already and shroomyTong baby is the most precious to me now. TEEHEE.
And i have finally finished Coffee Prince(in fact, i finished it few days ago already). So now, i have another new serial to watch! :D YAY. 命中注定我愛你 and another korean drama intro-ed by JH dage.
My voice is turning sexy soon. NO GOOD AT ALL CAUSE I NEED TO TALK EVERYTIME. ):
AND IF YOU ALL NEVER NOTICE AGAIN, MY TAGBOARD IS REMOVED. HAHAHAHHAA.
YOU ALL CANNOT TALK ALREADY. NEH NEH NI POO POO. ;d
ME IS IN CONTROL. HAHAHAHAHA. EVIL OR NOT. :X
Sayo mayo.
I am going to watch my drama already. *BLINKS* ;O
I know what to do.
TRALALA.
;O
Still in a super good mood now. Work still alright despite some bitchy girl who spoilt my mood. Try harder to irritate me cause i dont give a damn about you. Try stepping on my tail hor. :D And even if you tell your boyfriend or whoever shit, i also dont care cause i am not like you who have to depend on your boyfriend or smbody else. WOOLA. You dont rule the place, you are not as superior as wht you think you are so stop all your nonsense during work cause i dont see a need to respect you if you bloody hell dont know how to respect others during work. AND, STOP BEING SO CHILDISH AND LAME AND ACT LIKE A 3 YEAR OLD KID. GROW UP PLEASE.
Breaktime chat with Soffia today, she told me some things and i realise perhaps wht they all tell me to do now is right. Even though he may have already made it clear to me but still, Soffia and everyone have already told me wht to do with this. :D Arigato people. Give time, understand and trust him. I believe in fate though, i believe in god's feeling though. :D
TRALALA.
*BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
I am dying to go AMK to get my belt, either later or tmr. It rained almost the whole day today, pray tht it wont rain tmr cause SWIMMINGGGGGGGGGG. :D SWIMMING + SUNTANNING TMR HEH. EXCITED EXCITED.
Job hunting tmr after swimming most probably. ;O Lawrence promised to help me ask his friend to see if there's any job vacancy at someplace. Not going to mention it here. Wait till i get a job. WOOLA. ;d
Chatted with Xiuting last night also, alot alot things. ;d Me and SSP drift apart already, one busy with boyfriend, another one busy with cars. :X Sad hor. One want boyfriend dont want me, another one want car dont want me. I am going to find a lorry and sit on it everyday. :D Sit on the lorry and go roundings. Romantic hor. HIAK HIAK HIAK.
Off work at 4+pm and arigato Mike for giving me another meal for the day. Deeply gandong hor. *CRIES EMOTIONALLY* Must drama abit than got people believe. :X Wanted to go Amk initially with the usuals but all too tired after work already so all stay home. :D TEEEHEEHEEEHEEE.
I am going to entertain myself by sitting infront of the tv and laugh to myself. Pardon me please. ;O
Going to chiong work for the whole of September for the sake of shopping spreee in Early Oct. SHIOKSHIOK. :D
Sayo mayo.
@_@
;d
;O
Still in a super good mood now. Work still alright despite some bitchy girl who spoilt my mood. Try harder to irritate me cause i dont give a damn about you. Try stepping on my tail hor. :D And even if you tell your boyfriend or whoever shit, i also dont care cause i am not like you who have to depend on your boyfriend or smbody else. WOOLA. You dont rule the place, you are not as superior as wht you think you are so stop all your nonsense during work cause i dont see a need to respect you if you bloody hell dont know how to respect others during work. AND, STOP BEING SO CHILDISH AND LAME AND ACT LIKE A 3 YEAR OLD KID. GROW UP PLEASE.
Breaktime chat with Soffia today, she told me some things and i realise perhaps wht they all tell me to do now is right. Even though he may have already made it clear to me but still, Soffia and everyone have already told me wht to do with this. :D Arigato people. Give time, understand and trust him. I believe in fate though, i believe in god's feeling though. :D
TRALALA.
*BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
I am dying to go AMK to get my belt, either later or tmr. It rained almost the whole day today, pray tht it wont rain tmr cause SWIMMINGGGGGGGGGG. :D SWIMMING + SUNTANNING TMR HEH. EXCITED EXCITED.
Job hunting tmr after swimming most probably. ;O Lawrence promised to help me ask his friend to see if there's any job vacancy at someplace. Not going to mention it here. Wait till i get a job. WOOLA. ;d
Chatted with Xiuting last night also, alot alot things. ;d Me and SSP drift apart already, one busy with boyfriend, another one busy with cars. :X Sad hor. One want boyfriend dont want me, another one want car dont want me. I am going to find a lorry and sit on it everyday. :D Sit on the lorry and go roundings. Romantic hor. HIAK HIAK HIAK.
Off work at 4+pm and arigato Mike for giving me another meal for the day. Deeply gandong hor. *CRIES EMOTIONALLY* Must drama abit than got people believe. :X Wanted to go Amk initially with the usuals but all too tired after work already so all stay home. :D TEEEHEEHEEEHEEE.
I am going to entertain myself by sitting infront of the tv and laugh to myself. Pardon me please. ;O
Going to chiong work for the whole of September for the sake of shopping spreee in Early Oct. SHIOKSHIOK. :D
Sayo mayo.
@_@
;d
You and her?
Back home and it's over 12am now.
Saddist.
Today angry and pissed off and jealous.
Dont ever ever ask me why.
Me will take parang knife and kill and slash and hurt people.
I AM SERIOUS.
And i am not kidding(okay, i am). ;O
WHOLE CHUNK OF RUBBISH REMOVED.
TADAH.
I know many alot of things now. HAHAHAHAHA.
Dont be jealous hor. :D
To understand him and trust is all i am going to do from today onwards.
TEEHEE.
I am going to sleep now and replenish myself.
;X
SAYO MAYO.
Saddist.
Today angry and pissed off and jealous.
Dont ever ever ask me why.
Me will take parang knife and kill and slash and hurt people.
I AM SERIOUS.
And i am not kidding(okay, i am). ;O
WHOLE CHUNK OF RUBBISH REMOVED.
TADAH.
I know many alot of things now. HAHAHAHAHA.
Dont be jealous hor. :D
To understand him and trust is all i am going to do from today onwards.
TEEHEE.
I am going to sleep now and replenish myself.
;X
SAYO MAYO.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Happy chic.
Finally find the type of layout i want. :D Edit here and there to suit my style.
STYLE HOR.
LALALALALALALA.
Orangey but no green for this layout cause green cannot be seen in white backgrounds. ALOT OF ORANGEY THEN. :d
WOOOOOOOOLA.
Helped JH change his blogskin also, me can change two blogskins within 2hours. FAST OR NOT. :D *CLAPS CLAPS*
Smore i change the original picture of this blogskin to this current one cause this is much more nicer. RIGHT? ;d I cant stop smiling now cause i'm so satisfied now.
I AM GOING TO BATH AND TRALALA TO WORK. ;O
And since i am in good mood now, i decided to forgive that few miserable primary school kids who made a din just now. I should not be so bad cause i am holy sharon but they were so childish and too bad, they irritate the wrong person which is ME. :D
WOOLA.
Today rain whole day smore. BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Me go bath and go back to work already.
@_@
I hearts shroomyTong many many many.
;O
STYLE HOR.
LALALALALALALA.
Orangey but no green for this layout cause green cannot be seen in white backgrounds. ALOT OF ORANGEY THEN. :d
WOOOOOOOOLA.
Helped JH change his blogskin also, me can change two blogskins within 2hours. FAST OR NOT. :D *CLAPS CLAPS*
Smore i change the original picture of this blogskin to this current one cause this is much more nicer. RIGHT? ;d I cant stop smiling now cause i'm so satisfied now.
I AM GOING TO BATH AND TRALALA TO WORK. ;O
And since i am in good mood now, i decided to forgive that few miserable primary school kids who made a din just now. I should not be so bad cause i am holy sharon but they were so childish and too bad, they irritate the wrong person which is ME. :D
WOOLA.
Today rain whole day smore. BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Me go bath and go back to work already.
@_@
I hearts shroomyTong many many many.
;O
Friday, August 22, 2008
You'll be my last.
Where have all the nice nice nice blogskins gone to. *SCREAMS*
Okay whtever. I am too lazy to search for it already, stick to this one first but not going to use it for long hor so dont be too happy if you love this skin. ME DONT LIKE cause too plain, the profile section cannot display my name NICELY. ROARS.
Scared or not. ;O
Today very happy cause morning go work and finish at 2pm, sweat during work smore. SHIOK. For the first time, i'm very happy tht im sweating cause i was feeling unwell so if i sweat, i'll feel better and i'll recover fast. :D HAPPY LEH. After work rush home, bath already then rush to Serangoon.N to meet smbody!
DOUBLE TRIPLE YAY. :P I am very happy cause of this actually. Super good mood. Not going to elaborate. NEH NEH NI POO POO. I am selfish cause he's mine. HAHAHAHA.
Go home after he went home to change for work. *BLINKS* He's forever the one, my one.
I just want to blog about this happy thing actually. Now tht i have completed my task, off i go to gossip with my SSP already. :X Gossip + crap + lame. I LIKE.
Sayo mayo.
Patience.
Okay whtever. I am too lazy to search for it already, stick to this one first but not going to use it for long hor so dont be too happy if you love this skin. ME DONT LIKE cause too plain, the profile section cannot display my name NICELY. ROARS.
Scared or not. ;O
Today very happy cause morning go work and finish at 2pm, sweat during work smore. SHIOK. For the first time, i'm very happy tht im sweating cause i was feeling unwell so if i sweat, i'll feel better and i'll recover fast. :D HAPPY LEH. After work rush home, bath already then rush to Serangoon.N to meet smbody!
DOUBLE TRIPLE YAY. :P I am very happy cause of this actually. Super good mood. Not going to elaborate. NEH NEH NI POO POO. I am selfish cause he's mine. HAHAHAHA.
Go home after he went home to change for work. *BLINKS* He's forever the one, my one.
I just want to blog about this happy thing actually. Now tht i have completed my task, off i go to gossip with my SSP already. :X Gossip + crap + lame. I LIKE.
Sayo mayo.
Patience.
I only want to return to the past.
I dont know wht happen to me again. AH. ):
I miss him badly now. Perhaps people who're sick tend to behave this way. All i can do is to wait. AH.
I miss cosy hugs and alot of things from him, he've been the bestest and sweetest boyfriend(i swear hor). :D All i want is him, all i pray for is him, all i wish for is him. I believe still, i trust still and so, i'll wait still. ;d
ti amo.
You'll forever be the only one.
150907
I miss him badly now. Perhaps people who're sick tend to behave this way. All i can do is to wait. AH.
I miss cosy hugs and alot of things from him, he've been the bestest and sweetest boyfriend(i swear hor). :D All i want is him, all i pray for is him, all i wish for is him. I believe still, i trust still and so, i'll wait still. ;d
ti amo.
You'll forever be the only one.
150907
Thursday, August 21, 2008
When i know you.
FAST POST AGAIN.
Must make it fast cause me tired already, STOP SAYING IM A PIG JUST BECAUSE I SLEEP TOO MUCH CAUSE I AM NOT ONE. :X Don't judge one by it's habit hor. Is not enough sleep hor.
Today almost faint outside again. Scary hor. JH says i'm a dangerous person. I should write on my face 'DANGER' next time. ;O
Kovan, Bugis, PlazaSing, HougangMall, HougangPt then home. No elaboration today again. :D ULTRA NICE HOR.
Happy thing, me bought 2 tops and bought choco pie today. WOOLA.
I DESERVE CLAPS FROM ALL OF YOU. Smbody says i buy clothes without thinking cause i merely ask for the cost and ask if there is a new piece and TADAH. INTO MY BAG. :X No good no good. Shopping makes one happy when there is no love one around you so YOU ALL SHOULD NOT BLAME ME RIGHT.
Give me one boyfriend and i will stop spending money like water whenever it's payday. :D
SHROOMY SHROOMY SHROOM.
Sayo mayo.
I look forward to wkends because thts when i can get to see you after 5days.
I wait and i love. ;]
Must make it fast cause me tired already, STOP SAYING IM A PIG JUST BECAUSE I SLEEP TOO MUCH CAUSE I AM NOT ONE. :X Don't judge one by it's habit hor. Is not enough sleep hor.
Today almost faint outside again. Scary hor. JH says i'm a dangerous person. I should write on my face 'DANGER' next time. ;O
Kovan, Bugis, PlazaSing, HougangMall, HougangPt then home. No elaboration today again. :D ULTRA NICE HOR.
Happy thing, me bought 2 tops and bought choco pie today. WOOLA.
I DESERVE CLAPS FROM ALL OF YOU. Smbody says i buy clothes without thinking cause i merely ask for the cost and ask if there is a new piece and TADAH. INTO MY BAG. :X No good no good. Shopping makes one happy when there is no love one around you so YOU ALL SHOULD NOT BLAME ME RIGHT.
Give me one boyfriend and i will stop spending money like water whenever it's payday. :D
SHROOMY SHROOMY SHROOM.
Sayo mayo.
I look forward to wkends because thts when i can get to see you after 5days.
I wait and i love. ;]
SHROOM SHROOM.
Couldn't think of any better title today cause my brain cells not working properly after falling sick yesterday. ;O
Yesterday me lie down on my bed the whole day hor. POWER RIGHT! :X Totally no energy to get up except toilet breaks when i force myself to get up and i tried to move around the house when i got too bored but almost died just by moving. Felt like vomiting, no appetite, feverish. Why do i always fall sick in Aug. SUCKS. ):
Very sad hor.
Thought i'll get better by night time cause i slept throughout the whole day but power hor, never get better at all cause never eat medicine the whole day. Slept at 9+pm till 6+am feeling better! SHIOK. Today off day. Can go shopping already! ;D
Shopping makes one happy. *GRINS*
Elaboration of previous post today. MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY HOR. ;D
*BLINKS*
*BLINKS*
*BLINKS*
BBQ night was pretty alright except tht, it rained when we reach thr. SHIOK ANOT YOU TELL ME. Stayed inside the shelter for like 40mins or so and play psp, talk laugh. ;O Avoided somebody throughout the whole bbq despite his stares and looks tht made me feel so uncomfortable and their weird behaviour. But anyway, special thanks to his friend who passed me food and drinks(though i told him i'll get it myself). ;D
The next day exam day, DOOMSDAY. Reach school, koufu to find the rest and i know they miss me cause the first thing they say was, SO LONG NEVER SEE YOU ALREADY LEH. :X Gandong gandong. And our dear sher blogged tht i didn't talk to her for a very long time already, so sorryyyyyy. ;O
I realise i've been hanging out more with my colleagues these few weeks. Probably cause of working too much anyway. Sorry polymates! :X CHALET CHALET. WOOLA. I still love everyone as much as before okay! GANDONG RIGHTT. ;d
Blog later at night.
TADAH
@_@
;d
SAYO MAYO.
And sorry to tht somebody tht i have to be so selfish. Avoiding you is the only way to stop all this shits, i'm only disappointed knowing tht you're the one who told them all this causing rumours and whtever shit so dont blame me for behaving this way. I dont want to be the cause of whtever thing tht may or might happen so i choose to avoid until there's a fullstop to wht other says. (:
Yesterday me lie down on my bed the whole day hor. POWER RIGHT! :X Totally no energy to get up except toilet breaks when i force myself to get up and i tried to move around the house when i got too bored but almost died just by moving. Felt like vomiting, no appetite, feverish. Why do i always fall sick in Aug. SUCKS. ):
Very sad hor.
Thought i'll get better by night time cause i slept throughout the whole day but power hor, never get better at all cause never eat medicine the whole day. Slept at 9+pm till 6+am feeling better! SHIOK. Today off day. Can go shopping already! ;D
Shopping makes one happy. *GRINS*
Elaboration of previous post today. MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY HOR. ;D
*BLINKS*
*BLINKS*
*BLINKS*
BBQ night was pretty alright except tht, it rained when we reach thr. SHIOK ANOT YOU TELL ME. Stayed inside the shelter for like 40mins or so and play psp, talk laugh. ;O Avoided somebody throughout the whole bbq despite his stares and looks tht made me feel so uncomfortable and their weird behaviour. But anyway, special thanks to his friend who passed me food and drinks(though i told him i'll get it myself). ;D
The next day exam day, DOOMSDAY. Reach school, koufu to find the rest and i know they miss me cause the first thing they say was, SO LONG NEVER SEE YOU ALREADY LEH. :X Gandong gandong. And our dear sher blogged tht i didn't talk to her for a very long time already, so sorryyyyyy. ;O
I realise i've been hanging out more with my colleagues these few weeks. Probably cause of working too much anyway. Sorry polymates! :X CHALET CHALET. WOOLA. I still love everyone as much as before okay! GANDONG RIGHTT. ;d
Blog later at night.
TADAH
@_@
;d
SAYO MAYO.
And sorry to tht somebody tht i have to be so selfish. Avoiding you is the only way to stop all this shits, i'm only disappointed knowing tht you're the one who told them all this causing rumours and whtever shit so dont blame me for behaving this way. I dont want to be the cause of whtever thing tht may or might happen so i choose to avoid until there's a fullstop to wht other says. (:
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I will love you and wait for you still..
Short and fast post cause feeling very unwell now. I might vomit disgusting toxins out soon.
Yesterday never blog cause reach home at 1am and drop dead on my bed with shroomy after washing up. Stayed home the whole morning and afternoon yesterday and watched Coffee Prince(Korean drama). NICE. :D HougangPt to meet Eunice dajie and Cassidy then talk awhile then 43ed to ECP for the bbq. No elaboration today. Brother came to fetch me at 1130pm and lonbanged Eunice and SiewChoo home. Home at 1am.
Today go to school for Maths exam, last minute study and arigato to Sher. *BLINKS* Still got hope and i will not get 0 for the paper. HAPPY. :X Go Amk buy thing then rush home and rush to wrk. Work till 10+pm then rush home.
No energy already. Going to drop dead on my bed again. PLEASE DO NOT LET ME FALL SICK, father laotian holy sharon buddha sharon, bless me. ;O
SAYO MAYO.
Blog tmr after work.
I hate to think of him but i cant stop myself. ):
I love you i need you i miss you.
Yesterday never blog cause reach home at 1am and drop dead on my bed with shroomy after washing up. Stayed home the whole morning and afternoon yesterday and watched Coffee Prince(Korean drama). NICE. :D HougangPt to meet Eunice dajie and Cassidy then talk awhile then 43ed to ECP for the bbq. No elaboration today. Brother came to fetch me at 1130pm and lonbanged Eunice and SiewChoo home. Home at 1am.
Today go to school for Maths exam, last minute study and arigato to Sher. *BLINKS* Still got hope and i will not get 0 for the paper. HAPPY. :X Go Amk buy thing then rush home and rush to wrk. Work till 10+pm then rush home.
No energy already. Going to drop dead on my bed again. PLEASE DO NOT LET ME FALL SICK, father laotian holy sharon buddha sharon, bless me. ;O
SAYO MAYO.
Blog tmr after work.
I hate to think of him but i cant stop myself. ):
I love you i need you i miss you.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Heartache?
FIRST OF ALL, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY(cause today already 18th) to ........
Rickmond & Indian Guy(JY)! One 17yrs old, one 18yrs old. :D
Blow candle blow candle. *SWOOSH*
@_@
Yesterday never blog cause come home only at 11+pm. I am sorry to disappoint readers to make empty trips to my blog but i bery very tired so never online after tht. :D
*TWIST TWIST*
Yesterday work late again, 930am then reach cause i thought me work 9am and to find out tht i work 8am when i reach workplace, me shocked hor. But then neh mind cause no one say anything but all thought i go missing cause i was uncontactable. :X PAISEH PAISEH.
Work bery fun cause no customers, no long queues, me do runner despite my injured leg. Breaktime, eat filet-ohhhhhhhhhhh-oh-fish and MeeYan auntie suddenly came in to tell me smthing. ;O Smthing tht MeeYan auntie observed yesterday and it's smthing tht will make me happy hor. *BLINKS* I BERY VERY HAPPY.
But happy things don't last, 2pm punch out. THEN, smbody came in and tell me, "All the riders know already". It's another thing for this, rumours spread fast. LIKE WATER. SWEESH.
Holy holy bolly bolly.
Then i am not going to talk more about it. Change dressing for my wound and go home at 3+pm. :D Called up SiewChoo and talk at 6+pm for like 40mins then use comp till 8pm. Brother send me down to HougangMall to meet Lingxiang, JP sister, Cassidy and Lawrence up. ANOTHER HAPPY THING FOR THE DAY, I BUMPED INTO GERALDINE and we talked for awhile. ;PPPPPPPPPPP ME VERY HAPPY TO SEE HER HOR.
Dinner at LJS then go HougangPlaza see them play pool for awhile. JP sister accompanied me to the bus stop at 1030pm then go home. ;O Tday, me going to stay home until evening then go for bbQ. GOOD GIRL ANOT. *BLINKS*
Our dear JP sister cannot hold on to earpieces cause he spoilt 2 of my earpieces already hor! :X Me shall be nice, no angry no angry. Cast magic spell on him and make him turn into a frog. *TING*
I still like this and this and this.
;d
@_@
$_$
AH.
CUTE.
Me love me love, lurbe, lurve, lub, heartz.
Our dear Miss SiewChoo say she observe smthings during work also and she felt smthing. TEEHEE. :X Just the same way as MeeYan auntie.
I hearts you still, alot.
Me go watch coffee prince already.
SAYO MAYO.
Rickmond & Indian Guy(JY)! One 17yrs old, one 18yrs old. :D
Blow candle blow candle. *SWOOSH*
@_@
Yesterday never blog cause come home only at 11+pm. I am sorry to disappoint readers to make empty trips to my blog but i bery very tired so never online after tht. :D
*TWIST TWIST*
Yesterday work late again, 930am then reach cause i thought me work 9am and to find out tht i work 8am when i reach workplace, me shocked hor. But then neh mind cause no one say anything but all thought i go missing cause i was uncontactable. :X PAISEH PAISEH.
Work bery fun cause no customers, no long queues, me do runner despite my injured leg. Breaktime, eat filet-ohhhhhhhhhhh-oh-fish and MeeYan auntie suddenly came in to tell me smthing. ;O Smthing tht MeeYan auntie observed yesterday and it's smthing tht will make me happy hor. *BLINKS* I BERY VERY HAPPY.
But happy things don't last, 2pm punch out. THEN, smbody came in and tell me, "All the riders know already". It's another thing for this, rumours spread fast. LIKE WATER. SWEESH.
Holy holy bolly bolly.
Then i am not going to talk more about it. Change dressing for my wound and go home at 3+pm. :D Called up SiewChoo and talk at 6+pm for like 40mins then use comp till 8pm. Brother send me down to HougangMall to meet Lingxiang, JP sister, Cassidy and Lawrence up. ANOTHER HAPPY THING FOR THE DAY, I BUMPED INTO GERALDINE and we talked for awhile. ;PPPPPPPPPPP ME VERY HAPPY TO SEE HER HOR.
Dinner at LJS then go HougangPlaza see them play pool for awhile. JP sister accompanied me to the bus stop at 1030pm then go home. ;O Tday, me going to stay home until evening then go for bbQ. GOOD GIRL ANOT. *BLINKS*
Our dear JP sister cannot hold on to earpieces cause he spoilt 2 of my earpieces already hor! :X Me shall be nice, no angry no angry. Cast magic spell on him and make him turn into a frog. *TING*
I still like this and this and this.
;d
@_@
$_$
AH.
CUTE.
Me love me love, lurbe, lurve, lub, heartz.
Our dear Miss SiewChoo say she observe smthings during work also and she felt smthing. TEEHEE. :X Just the same way as MeeYan auntie.
I hearts you still, alot.
Me go watch coffee prince already.
SAYO MAYO.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Say It Again
PIKAPIKAPIKA.
Konichiwa and sharonrockswa, the almighty is back home. EARLY TODAY! *CLAPS* SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT TODAY. TEEHEE.
:D
Today never work, happy neh`z. Go down HougangPt at 130pm to meet SiewChoo and have lunch with her then did usual thing again. Walked to ave8 but shoe shop close down, sad or not. I MISS THE OLD COUPLE, AHMA AND AHPEK. Then nvm, in order not to disappoint myself for making a wasted trip down to ave8, i bought fruits to eat on the way back to HougangPt. Me healthy girl, not like you all. ;O
Walked back HougangPt, eat and eat and eat alot. ME GROW FATTER ALREADY. ): DAMN SAD NORH`Z. All the way down to HougangMall on Cassidy's bicycle again, Eunice on Lingxiang's one. :D On the way there, they all busy shouting, "SHARON, YOUR LEG YOUR LEG. OPEN BIGGER". Incase you all dont know, the injury on my leg got worst already thts why they so kanjiong. GAN DONG LEH. ;P They more afraid than me now hor. NOW ME AFRIAD GOT SCARS ONLY. MUTHU.
Me left at 9pm sharp so tht i can reach home at 930pm sharp, but little did i knowwwwwwww, THE STUPID BUS TOOK SO LONG TO COME and so i took 89 home instead. And because tmr i have to go work, i want to go sleep now but i have to wait until 12am hor. Cannot celebrate with the two guys their birthdays so to make it up, i decided to wish them exactly at 12am. :D GOOD RIGHT! *GRINS*
TMR WORK HAPPY TIMEEE. ;O
GO LIE DOWN ON MY BED, PREPARE SNORE ALREADY. :D
SAYO MAYO.
*BLINKS*
I love you you love me.
I realise you're still the one i love, Hgtr.
Konichiwa and sharonrockswa, the almighty is back home. EARLY TODAY! *CLAPS* SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT TODAY. TEEHEE.
:D
Today never work, happy neh`z. Go down HougangPt at 130pm to meet SiewChoo and have lunch with her then did usual thing again. Walked to ave8 but shoe shop close down, sad or not. I MISS THE OLD COUPLE, AHMA AND AHPEK. Then nvm, in order not to disappoint myself for making a wasted trip down to ave8, i bought fruits to eat on the way back to HougangPt. Me healthy girl, not like you all. ;O
Walked back HougangPt, eat and eat and eat alot. ME GROW FATTER ALREADY. ): DAMN SAD NORH`Z. All the way down to HougangMall on Cassidy's bicycle again, Eunice on Lingxiang's one. :D On the way there, they all busy shouting, "SHARON, YOUR LEG YOUR LEG. OPEN BIGGER". Incase you all dont know, the injury on my leg got worst already thts why they so kanjiong. GAN DONG LEH. ;P They more afraid than me now hor. NOW ME AFRIAD GOT SCARS ONLY. MUTHU.
Me left at 9pm sharp so tht i can reach home at 930pm sharp, but little did i knowwwwwwww, THE STUPID BUS TOOK SO LONG TO COME and so i took 89 home instead. And because tmr i have to go work, i want to go sleep now but i have to wait until 12am hor. Cannot celebrate with the two guys their birthdays so to make it up, i decided to wish them exactly at 12am. :D GOOD RIGHT! *GRINS*
TMR WORK HAPPY TIMEEE. ;O
GO LIE DOWN ON MY BED, PREPARE SNORE ALREADY. :D
SAYO MAYO.
*BLINKS*
I love you you love me.
I realise you're still the one i love, Hgtr.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Stand close to you.
Countdown countdown. Another 2 days to Indian guy's bday and Hgtr's birthday. ;D
Me super nice to countdown for them hor, cannot celebrate for them this year but neh mind cause my heart will be with them to wish them and bless them. *BLINKS*
Shiok nehhh. Today work tiring, alot customers. Me dont like it at all but work very fun with Siewchoo and the rest. Mood aint tht good also cause got people irritate me. :D TRY HARDER TO IRRITATE ME, ME STRANGLE YOU ONE DAY AND CURSE YOU UPSIDE DOWN. Okay, i take back my words cause holy sharon buddha sharon is not so bad. ;O
Talk talk awhile after work with SiewChoo then me rush home. Bathed already then cab down to HougangPt. Talk talk awhile, never study in the end cause too many people around. Me distracted by them. :X Listen to stories, talk and laugh. See gays, lesbians, aguas, handsomes, pretties. Go home at 7+pm and me xiasuey-ed twice within an hour. SWAY ANOT. CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN. ;O
Dropped my psp on the bus, damn hard hor. BOOM very loud. :X Another sway thing is tht i bought my dinner and i forgot to take the rice away. Me never go back and take cause the guys are very weird and look so retarded so me happily listen to my music and walk away to the bus stop to take a bus back to CompassPt and bought another packet of rice thr. :D HAPPY HEH.
For a guy but not Hgtr: It's not whether i have feelings for you or not, but it's the fact tht you're attached and i cant do anything for this love. I'm sorry.
For him: It's not whether am i still waiting for you or not, but it's the fact tht i've found someone who is able to let me forget you when he's with me. Even if it's for awhile tht i dont have to think of you, i'm still happy cause thinking of you will only hurt me more. Just let it be.
MY FATHER SAYS THT SMOKIE SLEEP LIKE ME. ): SAD OR NOT. A CAT SLEEPS LIKE ME. Copymeow. Smokie love to copy me but he's very adorable also, like me. ;O Smokieeee smokiee smokieeee. :D He's my house prince hor, dont siao siao. Incase you all dont know, smokie is my house cat. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
;O
I AM GOING TO READ MY CLEO MAGAZINE NOW.
BYEBYEEEEEEEE.
^^
Me super nice to countdown for them hor, cannot celebrate for them this year but neh mind cause my heart will be with them to wish them and bless them. *BLINKS*
Shiok nehhh. Today work tiring, alot customers. Me dont like it at all but work very fun with Siewchoo and the rest. Mood aint tht good also cause got people irritate me. :D TRY HARDER TO IRRITATE ME, ME STRANGLE YOU ONE DAY AND CURSE YOU UPSIDE DOWN. Okay, i take back my words cause holy sharon buddha sharon is not so bad. ;O
Talk talk awhile after work with SiewChoo then me rush home. Bathed already then cab down to HougangPt. Talk talk awhile, never study in the end cause too many people around. Me distracted by them. :X Listen to stories, talk and laugh. See gays, lesbians, aguas, handsomes, pretties. Go home at 7+pm and me xiasuey-ed twice within an hour. SWAY ANOT. CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN. ;O
Dropped my psp on the bus, damn hard hor. BOOM very loud. :X Another sway thing is tht i bought my dinner and i forgot to take the rice away. Me never go back and take cause the guys are very weird and look so retarded so me happily listen to my music and walk away to the bus stop to take a bus back to CompassPt and bought another packet of rice thr. :D HAPPY HEH.
For a guy but not Hgtr: It's not whether i have feelings for you or not, but it's the fact tht you're attached and i cant do anything for this love. I'm sorry.
For him: It's not whether am i still waiting for you or not, but it's the fact tht i've found someone who is able to let me forget you when he's with me. Even if it's for awhile tht i dont have to think of you, i'm still happy cause thinking of you will only hurt me more. Just let it be.
MY FATHER SAYS THT SMOKIE SLEEP LIKE ME. ): SAD OR NOT. A CAT SLEEPS LIKE ME. Copymeow. Smokie love to copy me but he's very adorable also, like me. ;O Smokieeee smokiee smokieeee. :D He's my house prince hor, dont siao siao. Incase you all dont know, smokie is my house cat. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
;O
I AM GOING TO READ MY CLEO MAGAZINE NOW.
BYEBYEEEEEEEE.
^^
People just change without knowing.
Some people just change without knowing, shoom. They change to another person overnight. :D
WOOLA. Today work damn tired hor, me almost bored to death during work but of courseeeee, me holy sharon buddha sharon god sharon can find my own entertainment during wrk by playing and making fun of everything. :X *BLINKS* I shy already cause some people say i behave like a small kid and is so lame. Me SMALL KID LEH. I WONT GROW OLD LIKE THT THIS WAY. TEEHEE. :D
Got a shock when i saw Sher and Gavin, they came down to find me. Gandong gandong. :D 161ed home with Sher after i punch out, rush home bath then rush down to HougangPt again to meet usuals. Lurbe them many. ;O
We decided to go HougangMall to have dinner instead this time so, Cassidy lonbang me on his bicycle and Lingxiang lonbang Eunice then Lawrence took bus over. :D SHIOK AND FUN LEHHH. Me like me like. The only sad thing was my skin tore off because of the friction between his wheels and my leg. SUCK IT. Bery very painful you knowwww. ;O
Dinner already then go Timezone play awhile. Me almost died thr cause HougangMall's arcade is bery very boring cause dont have daytona. SUCK IT again. CHICKEN. ): Eunice took 72 home after tht, Cassidy lonbang me back to HougangPt and we stayed inside McDonald's to rest for awhile and clean my wound. WOOLA.
Brother came down to fetch me at 11+pm, go Jalan Kayu for supper. PRATA. :D Me grow fatter already, must go on diet. Must be all the food in McDonald's tht cause me to be like tht. CHICKEN CHICKEN. STOP TEMPTING ME TO EAT. :P I AM GOING TO GO ON A DIET FROM TODAY UNTIL SUNDAY.
Monday bbq day. SHIOK HOR. :D Happyhappy cause gurantee plus chop will be bery very fun.
Sunday off day, most probably staying home to chiong Maths. I AM A GOOD GIRL. PRAISE ME MORE, PRAISE ME PRAISE ME.
*GRINS*
MONEY IN NEXT WEEK. NEH NEH NI POO POO. *STICKS TONGUE OUT*
YOU CANNOT WIN ME. ;O
I AM GOING TO SLEEEEEP ALREADY.
Tmr 9am work, dont siao siao. 9am to 2pm then chiong Maths with Zaini after work.
Steady pom pi pi. Hardwrking sharon in action. :D
Sayo mayo.
^^
dont miss me darlings and everyone else on this earth. ;P
WOOLA. Today work damn tired hor, me almost bored to death during work but of courseeeee, me holy sharon buddha sharon god sharon can find my own entertainment during wrk by playing and making fun of everything. :X *BLINKS* I shy already cause some people say i behave like a small kid and is so lame. Me SMALL KID LEH. I WONT GROW OLD LIKE THT THIS WAY. TEEHEE. :D
Got a shock when i saw Sher and Gavin, they came down to find me. Gandong gandong. :D 161ed home with Sher after i punch out, rush home bath then rush down to HougangPt again to meet usuals. Lurbe them many. ;O
We decided to go HougangMall to have dinner instead this time so, Cassidy lonbang me on his bicycle and Lingxiang lonbang Eunice then Lawrence took bus over. :D SHIOK AND FUN LEHHH. Me like me like. The only sad thing was my skin tore off because of the friction between his wheels and my leg. SUCK IT. Bery very painful you knowwww. ;O
Dinner already then go Timezone play awhile. Me almost died thr cause HougangMall's arcade is bery very boring cause dont have daytona. SUCK IT again. CHICKEN. ): Eunice took 72 home after tht, Cassidy lonbang me back to HougangPt and we stayed inside McDonald's to rest for awhile and clean my wound. WOOLA.
Brother came down to fetch me at 11+pm, go Jalan Kayu for supper. PRATA. :D Me grow fatter already, must go on diet. Must be all the food in McDonald's tht cause me to be like tht. CHICKEN CHICKEN. STOP TEMPTING ME TO EAT. :P I AM GOING TO GO ON A DIET FROM TODAY UNTIL SUNDAY.
Monday bbq day. SHIOK HOR. :D Happyhappy cause gurantee plus chop will be bery very fun.
Sunday off day, most probably staying home to chiong Maths. I AM A GOOD GIRL. PRAISE ME MORE, PRAISE ME PRAISE ME.
*GRINS*
MONEY IN NEXT WEEK. NEH NEH NI POO POO. *STICKS TONGUE OUT*
YOU CANNOT WIN ME. ;O
I AM GOING TO SLEEEEEP ALREADY.
Tmr 9am work, dont siao siao. 9am to 2pm then chiong Maths with Zaini after work.
Steady pom pi pi. Hardwrking sharon in action. :D
Sayo mayo.
^^
dont miss me darlings and everyone else on this earth. ;P
Thursday, August 14, 2008
The most wonderful moments last year.
Read through my archive again. Every now and then i find myself reading the archives over and over again, probably because i'm left with memories only. He've been the sweetest guy to me last year, always the one thr for me and going every single shit with me. But now, he belongs to somebody else. I can't help recalling all the memories. September is coming, the month tht i dont wish to go to. From March 2007 all the way to May 2008, too much memories for me to erase off from my heart. Yah lah yah lah, i know everyone will be saying, 3 MONTHS ALREADY STILL CANNOT LET GO. Chicken chicken. 3 months to let go 8 months + 6 months of love is not enough hor. ;O
Chatted with JH last night, just hope he's alright. :D GAMBATE LAODA! *BLINKS* Holy sharon/buddha sharon will bless you. TEEHEE. I didn't go back to school just now cause i woke up at 830am and my dad left the house already so the very lazy me, too lazy to take 86 back to school just for tht sticker. Probably tmr or see how. ;O
If people ask me wht do i actually intend to do now and wht am i thinking, the answer is i dont know(again). Quite a number of people have been asking me this question, over and over again, i said i dont know. I told Siewchoo alot of things recently about how i feel and Eunice dajie and the rest also told me some things. Maybe because i know smthing about tht girl and him.
AH. Whtever. This problem have been in my mind for a few days already. ;O PIANG PIANG PIANG. PING PING PING. PONG PONG PONG. POOT POOT POOT. ;X
I am going to go get prepared for work already.
AH. no time study. SHIT. 24hrs not enough.
*SHAKES HEAD*
I lub lorve lurbe this song alot now. Repeat repeat over and over again.
By Jordin Sparks, presenting to you 'Next To You'.
Two o'clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is I gotta get next to you
Yeah I gotta get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes in the hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
Cuz you don't know that I gotta get next to you
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I, just gotta get next to you
Oh, oh
Asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I gotta get next to you
Oh, yeah
It's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
Cuz I wish, yeah I wish you knew what you mean to me
Baby, let's get together and end this mystery
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I, just gotta get next to you
Whatcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you
Watcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you
Watcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you
Watcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you, yeah yeah
To wanna get next to you
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I, just gotta get next to you
Oh, oh
Yeah
Oh, oh
Next to you
Oh, oh
Yeah
I gotta get next to you
Chatted with JH last night, just hope he's alright. :D GAMBATE LAODA! *BLINKS* Holy sharon/buddha sharon will bless you. TEEHEE. I didn't go back to school just now cause i woke up at 830am and my dad left the house already so the very lazy me, too lazy to take 86 back to school just for tht sticker. Probably tmr or see how. ;O
If people ask me wht do i actually intend to do now and wht am i thinking, the answer is i dont know(again). Quite a number of people have been asking me this question, over and over again, i said i dont know. I told Siewchoo alot of things recently about how i feel and Eunice dajie and the rest also told me some things. Maybe because i know smthing about tht girl and him.
AH. Whtever. This problem have been in my mind for a few days already. ;O PIANG PIANG PIANG. PING PING PING. PONG PONG PONG. POOT POOT POOT. ;X
I am going to go get prepared for work already.
AH. no time study. SHIT. 24hrs not enough.
*SHAKES HEAD*
I lub lorve lurbe this song alot now. Repeat repeat over and over again.
By Jordin Sparks, presenting to you 'Next To You'.
Two o'clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is I gotta get next to you
Yeah I gotta get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes in the hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
Cuz you don't know that I gotta get next to you
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I, just gotta get next to you
Oh, oh
Asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I gotta get next to you
Oh, yeah
It's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
Cuz I wish, yeah I wish you knew what you mean to me
Baby, let's get together and end this mystery
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I, just gotta get next to you
Whatcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you
Watcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you
Watcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you
Watcha gotta say
Watcha gotta do
How you get the one you want
To wanna get next to you, yeah yeah
To wanna get next to you
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
So baby, call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I, just gotta get next to you
Oh, oh
Yeah
Oh, oh
Next to you
Oh, oh
Yeah
I gotta get next to you
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Go away.
WOOOOOOOOLA. :DDDDDD
Today no work cause Agnes say labour high already so tell me dont go work since they still owe me hours smore, but got work tmr again. Ho seh. End up, go down HougangPt at 11+am today. Meet Eunice da jie, she accompany me study awhile and listen lame jokes. ;X Laugh like shit, thanks to Aiman and KC. Dajie left at 3pm left me alone to study, Siewchoo come and go come and go. Talk talk talk, laugh laugh laugh.
Study till 6+pm, more people come and join us talk then me stop studying. Left HougangPt at around 8pm, waited for brother till 9+pm then go Tpy fetch my father for dinner. :D Yahdaaaa, nothing much.
*BLINKS*
I am going to sleep nowwwwww. Damn tired hor, tmr work 11am to 6pm. I have to chiong Maths before and after work for this few days. WOOOOO.
;O
Nights people.
Sayo mayo.
DONT MISS ME HOR PEOPLE. ;O
^^
Today no work cause Agnes say labour high already so tell me dont go work since they still owe me hours smore, but got work tmr again. Ho seh. End up, go down HougangPt at 11+am today. Meet Eunice da jie, she accompany me study awhile and listen lame jokes. ;X Laugh like shit, thanks to Aiman and KC. Dajie left at 3pm left me alone to study, Siewchoo come and go come and go. Talk talk talk, laugh laugh laugh.
Study till 6+pm, more people come and join us talk then me stop studying. Left HougangPt at around 8pm, waited for brother till 9+pm then go Tpy fetch my father for dinner. :D Yahdaaaa, nothing much.
*BLINKS*
I am going to sleep nowwwwww. Damn tired hor, tmr work 11am to 6pm. I have to chiong Maths before and after work for this few days. WOOOOO.
;O
Nights people.
Sayo mayo.
DONT MISS ME HOR PEOPLE. ;O
^^
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Because some people change.
{EDITED}
Me decide to edit post cause already past 12am. :X Reporting time now is 12:32am. It's a brand new day and it's very early now. I am an early bird. :D
*BLINKS*
Today really got nthing to blog about cause ...
me work from 830am to 10pm. No life hor today but no choice, for the sake of money. And bad news for myself, i am not going back to Msia anymore tomorrow. ): Very sad but neh mind cause i can rest at home on Thurs and chiong work again tmr, or rather later on in the daytime. ;O I know i know. I said tht i want to chiong Maths but then again, nobody teach me so i dont know how to do so i can't do it at all. Pathetic maths idiot who knows nthing about maths. I am going to ask Zaini for help maybe, prays hard hard tht he can help or else i am going to bang wall on 19th. :X
After work go find JP sister and the rest for awhile then go home at 11pm. Tmr 8am again hor. I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOWWWWWWWWW.
Sayo mayo.
I choose to let you go cause i love you.
Mr cool rocks rocks rocks rocks. ;D
//
I decided not to tell them things anymore, i'm serious. Dont bother to ask me things, dont bother to find out things from me cause i dont feel tht you all need to know. :D
WOOOOOOOOOOLA.
I come online to blog this cause i just think through again bout how some people change again. I dont mind the sarcastic remarks sometimes but it's not ALL THE TIME tht i can take it, get it? Sarcastic remarks about other people wont help you and wont get you anywhr, i know you are joking but do you have to say it this way? YES YES. Your other partner is the best but you don't have to say about others this way. FOR HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY, YOUR SARCASTIC REMARKS. IF I SAY YOU, WILL YOU BE HAPPY?
I never state names so please do not think tht it's you without evidence unless you're guilty. ;OO I say it out when i can't tolerate anymore, so you know who you are hor.
Sayo mayo.
I'm feeling bery very tired now cause i only had 5hours of sleep lastnight. ):
Me decide to edit post cause already past 12am. :X Reporting time now is 12:32am. It's a brand new day and it's very early now. I am an early bird. :D
*BLINKS*
Today really got nthing to blog about cause ...
me work from 830am to 10pm. No life hor today but no choice, for the sake of money. And bad news for myself, i am not going back to Msia anymore tomorrow. ): Very sad but neh mind cause i can rest at home on Thurs and chiong work again tmr, or rather later on in the daytime. ;O I know i know. I said tht i want to chiong Maths but then again, nobody teach me so i dont know how to do so i can't do it at all. Pathetic maths idiot who knows nthing about maths. I am going to ask Zaini for help maybe, prays hard hard tht he can help or else i am going to bang wall on 19th. :X
After work go find JP sister and the rest for awhile then go home at 11pm. Tmr 8am again hor. I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOWWWWWWWWW.
Sayo mayo.
I choose to let you go cause i love you.
Mr cool rocks rocks rocks rocks. ;D
//
I decided not to tell them things anymore, i'm serious. Dont bother to ask me things, dont bother to find out things from me cause i dont feel tht you all need to know. :D
WOOOOOOOOOOLA.
I come online to blog this cause i just think through again bout how some people change again. I dont mind the sarcastic remarks sometimes but it's not ALL THE TIME tht i can take it, get it? Sarcastic remarks about other people wont help you and wont get you anywhr, i know you are joking but do you have to say it this way? YES YES. Your other partner is the best but you don't have to say about others this way. FOR HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY, YOUR SARCASTIC REMARKS. IF I SAY YOU, WILL YOU BE HAPPY?
I never state names so please do not think tht it's you without evidence unless you're guilty. ;OO I say it out when i can't tolerate anymore, so you know who you are hor.
Sayo mayo.
I'm feeling bery very tired now cause i only had 5hours of sleep lastnight. ):
I can't stop smiling cause of you.
WOOOLA.
I am bery bery very very super happy now cause of Mr cool. :X HE MAKE MY DAY HOR.
Afternoon mrt-ed to BoonKeng with Sher then to McDonald's and study with Joyce and the rest. KimYong dage and Gavin and Pam also came down to study as well and we met one super weird guy. ;O Me left at 5pm. Rush home, bath already then go work. Worked till 10pm, eat dinner with Lingxiang, Cassidy and KC outside. Talk talk then people come and go also. :D Go home at 1130pm. Tired and the thought of working at 8am tmr makes me even bored. I WANT TO CHANGE TO NIGHT SHIFT ALREADY.
*BLINKS*
Me not going to be around in Singapore on Wed and Thurs. Last minute notice by father 5mins ago. SHOCKING HOR. :X Me happy to leave Singapore, finally. TWO DAYS ME ALSO HAPPY HOR.
WEEEEEEEEEEEE. Mr cool can make me smile everyday. ;D AH. HE ROCKS HE ROCKS HE ROCKS.
I am crazy over him now. ;P
Sayo mayo.
I am going to shower and sleep now.
I am bery bery very very super happy now cause of Mr cool. :X HE MAKE MY DAY HOR.
Afternoon mrt-ed to BoonKeng with Sher then to McDonald's and study with Joyce and the rest. KimYong dage and Gavin and Pam also came down to study as well and we met one super weird guy. ;O Me left at 5pm. Rush home, bath already then go work. Worked till 10pm, eat dinner with Lingxiang, Cassidy and KC outside. Talk talk then people come and go also. :D Go home at 1130pm. Tired and the thought of working at 8am tmr makes me even bored. I WANT TO CHANGE TO NIGHT SHIFT ALREADY.
*BLINKS*
Me not going to be around in Singapore on Wed and Thurs. Last minute notice by father 5mins ago. SHOCKING HOR. :X Me happy to leave Singapore, finally. TWO DAYS ME ALSO HAPPY HOR.
WEEEEEEEEEEEE. Mr cool can make me smile everyday. ;D AH. HE ROCKS HE ROCKS HE ROCKS.
I am crazy over him now. ;P
Sayo mayo.
I am going to shower and sleep now.
Monday, August 11, 2008
It's making my heart tear.
Woken up by a terrible dream after sleeping for more than 12 hours. I dreamt of him and another girl again yesterday, and this time, it's not her nor her. It's somebdy else. Now you all know how many girls he can have. :D Way too scary for me so i woke up thanking buddha sharon and holy sharon and father laotian tht it was all a dream. ;O
I slept from 7+pm last night till now. 12 HOURS EXACTLY. *CLAPS* Me finally can sleep for so long hor. Never go work today cause i am going to study MATHS. MATHS HOR. I am not kidding, i am going to chiong Maths this week because when i took out my Maths worksheet and attempt to do it yesterday, i failed miserably. :X Cause i know nuts about Maths. Me hate Maths but have to grow interest for it by this week or else next Tues's exam, me dead meat. ;OOO
*BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
SSP made a promise to go Anchorvale's indoor swimming complex after 7th month. WEEEE. INDOOR SMORE, EVEN RAIN ALSO CAN GO HOR. :D Stylo milo. Raining equals indoor swimming, sunny equals to outdoor swimming. HAPPY. SHIOKSHIOK.
Sher told me to ask myself questions but i've alr ask myself the same few questions and yet, i have yet to get the answer. I am not going to ask anymore because i'm starting to fear the answer my heart will give. Afterall, i know deep inside, the answer will be tht one. Maybe because of wht the feeling tht God gave me, maybe because i still love, maybe because he's my true.
EYE CANDY. :D He's cool and he can make me laugh like hell. ;O
I told Lingxiang and the rest, i am going to be the first female rider in Spore but i was just kidding about it cause it's gonna be bery very weird you know. :P
Friends are all there for me when he's not around.
I loveeeeeeeee you all many many.
Too many to name already hor. :X
You all lah, yes you all. *BLINKS*
*TWIST TWIST*
Go daydream already.
Sayo mayo.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I like to listen to 花树下的约定 cause it makes me think of Mr Cool.
MR COOL MR COOL MR COOL.
I slept from 7+pm last night till now. 12 HOURS EXACTLY. *CLAPS* Me finally can sleep for so long hor. Never go work today cause i am going to study MATHS. MATHS HOR. I am not kidding, i am going to chiong Maths this week because when i took out my Maths worksheet and attempt to do it yesterday, i failed miserably. :X Cause i know nuts about Maths. Me hate Maths but have to grow interest for it by this week or else next Tues's exam, me dead meat. ;OOO
*BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
SSP made a promise to go Anchorvale's indoor swimming complex after 7th month. WEEEE. INDOOR SMORE, EVEN RAIN ALSO CAN GO HOR. :D Stylo milo. Raining equals indoor swimming, sunny equals to outdoor swimming. HAPPY. SHIOKSHIOK.
Sher told me to ask myself questions but i've alr ask myself the same few questions and yet, i have yet to get the answer. I am not going to ask anymore because i'm starting to fear the answer my heart will give. Afterall, i know deep inside, the answer will be tht one. Maybe because of wht the feeling tht God gave me, maybe because i still love, maybe because he's my true.
EYE CANDY. :D He's cool and he can make me laugh like hell. ;O
I told Lingxiang and the rest, i am going to be the first female rider in Spore but i was just kidding about it cause it's gonna be bery very weird you know. :P
Friends are all there for me when he's not around.
I loveeeeeeeee you all many many.
Too many to name already hor. :X
You all lah, yes you all. *BLINKS*
*TWIST TWIST*
Go daydream already.
Sayo mayo.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I like to listen to 花树下的约定 cause it makes me think of Mr Cool.
MR COOL MR COOL MR COOL.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Over and over again.
Feeling damn shitty now cause over and over again, i've been tearing for the same person. Today's tears is all for him, not because of wht happened earlier on between me and Lawrence. Smthing happened earlier on in the morning and i'm not so petty to stay angry cause no point getting angry over it since he've done it. But thanks to tht slap, me cried out everything. FINALLY.
I've been wanting to cry out all those shits and things i've heard from everyone about Hgtr, all the things i see, all the intolerable feelings and thoughts. And today, i finally let everything out of my heart. They thought i was crying cause of tht slap but is not. *CLAPS* You think one sided love is wht i want? You think loving someone and waiting for someone is so easy? I say again, YOU WONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS TO BE LIKE CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW LOVE AT ALL. ALL YOU EVER KNOW IS TO WAIT FOR GIRLS TO FIND YOU AND FIND GIRLS NOW BUT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IT ALL.
Breathe in, breathe out. I must stay calm at all times. :D
I didnt give him tht thing this wkend. Sudden change of thought about it so i've decided to pass it to him either next wkend of next next wk. Whtever it is. G
Go work in the morning, late for like 10mins. ;O Was hell tired hor today but still okay. GOT MOTIVATION LEH. :X SEE SEE LOOK LOOK. *BLINKS* After work stayed back and help pack glass cups, play psp, talk talk, laughlaugh then ZhenYan came down to find us. Go riders' corner talk talk and me go home at 6pm cause super tired already. :D
18th got BBQ to goooo. ;D WOOLA. But not very sure whther going or not heh.
Me dig news tht day again. Bad news for him again but me never tell anybody cept' Sher. :X The news involve him hor. It's his thing but too bad, it's a bad news for him. *BLINKS*
I dont care wht they say, i'm in love with you.
PIKA PIKA. ;O
Me go close eyes and sleep already. *BLINKS*
I've been wanting to cry out all those shits and things i've heard from everyone about Hgtr, all the things i see, all the intolerable feelings and thoughts. And today, i finally let everything out of my heart. They thought i was crying cause of tht slap but is not. *CLAPS* You think one sided love is wht i want? You think loving someone and waiting for someone is so easy? I say again, YOU WONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS TO BE LIKE CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW LOVE AT ALL. ALL YOU EVER KNOW IS TO WAIT FOR GIRLS TO FIND YOU AND FIND GIRLS NOW BUT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IT ALL.
Breathe in, breathe out. I must stay calm at all times. :D
I didnt give him tht thing this wkend. Sudden change of thought about it so i've decided to pass it to him either next wkend of next next wk. Whtever it is. G
Go work in the morning, late for like 10mins. ;O Was hell tired hor today but still okay. GOT MOTIVATION LEH. :X SEE SEE LOOK LOOK. *BLINKS* After work stayed back and help pack glass cups, play psp, talk talk, laughlaugh then ZhenYan came down to find us. Go riders' corner talk talk and me go home at 6pm cause super tired already. :D
18th got BBQ to goooo. ;D WOOLA. But not very sure whther going or not heh.
Me dig news tht day again. Bad news for him again but me never tell anybody cept' Sher. :X The news involve him hor. It's his thing but too bad, it's a bad news for him. *BLINKS*
I dont care wht they say, i'm in love with you.
PIKA PIKA. ;O
Me go close eyes and sleep already. *BLINKS*
Saturday, August 09, 2008
You're not worth my tears.
WOOLA.
Today morning 9am then punch in cause late again. I know i know. Everyone is going to run after me with a parang knife cause i've been late for work this whole week. :X Sorry everybody.
Today work not really tht good. Feeling unwell, stomach not feeling good, felt like vomiting. Punched out at 12pm, eat already then go home. :D Watch finish vcd, did housework and rested for awhile then go down HougangPt to find Lingxiang, Cassidy and Eunice. Helped to pack glass cups again while waiting for Lingxiang to go home and bath. Dinner at Kentucky then go riders' corner talk talk and play psp. ;O
Go home at 1030pm. HAPPY HAPPY JUST NOW. *BLINKS* :D
Me think alot today afternoon again. Rickson told me tht somebody got alot of suitors now and i said, maybe he will only know how to enjoy the happiness of people going after him. He dont need to find any girls cause they will go find him automatically. I asked myself over and over again today, am i really ready to let go and really stop loving him? I dont know wht am i thinking today. Really. I actually ask myself whether have i regretted getting into a relationship with him last year or not. Maybe, if we've never been tgt then he wouldn't tell me so many reasons after 8 months. All the reasons and so on, really makes me feel very tired. Perhaps like wht everyone say, i deserve someone better who wouldn't make me feel so hurt and sad but love is undescrible. When you love someone, you're willing to do anything for the sake of him. When you love someone, whatever you do is just so to make him happy. I say i want to give up and move on now is also to make him happy, this is his wish. But even if i'm not feeling happy deep inside, do i have a choice? I dont have a choice anymore. I really really dont know what to do anymore. Perhaps someone can replace him, but can i actually allow someone to take over his place in my heart? I'll try. All for the sake of him, to make him happy and to start a new chapter. I know i promised alot of people i'll let go, i will not break my promise cause i have you all and new eye candy.
HE'S COOL HE'S COOL. Everyone agrees with me hor, WOOOLA.
:D
This is my blog, go say things for all you want. Go be his spy and tell him whtever i said cause i dont care. I just feel like rambling all this out cause i really dont know how to tell smbody. Let it be let it be.
ME NOT EMO, NO EMO, NEVER EMO, WILL NOT EMO.
Today morning 9am then punch in cause late again. I know i know. Everyone is going to run after me with a parang knife cause i've been late for work this whole week. :X Sorry everybody.
Today work not really tht good. Feeling unwell, stomach not feeling good, felt like vomiting. Punched out at 12pm, eat already then go home. :D Watch finish vcd, did housework and rested for awhile then go down HougangPt to find Lingxiang, Cassidy and Eunice. Helped to pack glass cups again while waiting for Lingxiang to go home and bath. Dinner at Kentucky then go riders' corner talk talk and play psp. ;O
Go home at 1030pm. HAPPY HAPPY JUST NOW. *BLINKS* :D
Me think alot today afternoon again. Rickson told me tht somebody got alot of suitors now and i said, maybe he will only know how to enjoy the happiness of people going after him. He dont need to find any girls cause they will go find him automatically. I asked myself over and over again today, am i really ready to let go and really stop loving him? I dont know wht am i thinking today. Really. I actually ask myself whether have i regretted getting into a relationship with him last year or not. Maybe, if we've never been tgt then he wouldn't tell me so many reasons after 8 months. All the reasons and so on, really makes me feel very tired. Perhaps like wht everyone say, i deserve someone better who wouldn't make me feel so hurt and sad but love is undescrible. When you love someone, you're willing to do anything for the sake of him. When you love someone, whatever you do is just so to make him happy. I say i want to give up and move on now is also to make him happy, this is his wish. But even if i'm not feeling happy deep inside, do i have a choice? I dont have a choice anymore. I really really dont know what to do anymore. Perhaps someone can replace him, but can i actually allow someone to take over his place in my heart? I'll try. All for the sake of him, to make him happy and to start a new chapter. I know i promised alot of people i'll let go, i will not break my promise cause i have you all and new eye candy.
HE'S COOL HE'S COOL. Everyone agrees with me hor, WOOOLA.
:D
This is my blog, go say things for all you want. Go be his spy and tell him whtever i said cause i dont care. I just feel like rambling all this out cause i really dont know how to tell smbody. Let it be let it be.
ME NOT EMO, NO EMO, NEVER EMO, WILL NOT EMO.
Friday, August 08, 2008
Can you fulfill my wish too?
Me got a shock just now cause i thought i was going to miss 12am timing again. :X Must blog before 12am so tht it wont go to tmr's date. Me dont like. :D And me dont cheat so me won't change the timing. ;O Original!
Yesterday never blog cause too tired already. Finally get to off yesterday, go back school for Maths make-up lecture and i was late again. :X Me must learn to be punctual, discipline myself. After lecture go Kbox at Amk Kbox Plaza. :D Sing till 7pm then 159ed to HougangPt with Sher. Meet JP sister and Cassidy eat dinner then Eunice dajie came to find us then go home. :D Nthing much to talk about. We all know can already hor.
Today morning go work, late for work again. Reach at 9am and work until 2pm. Can die hor today. ;O Non-stop queue from 10am to 1pm, everyone almost die. Rush home, rush to HougangPt after bathing. ;d Amk Hub with them, them means them. Me lazy elaborate. Too tired already. Pardon me please. Watch movie already then go dinner at S11 then me go home but they go kpool. :D
Too tired. Me blog fast fast now cause eyes closing. Blog tomorrow. National birthday! :D DOUBLE PAY. Me is going to work full tomorrrowwww, hope laytin allows. *BLINKS* WOOLA.
Lingxiang asked me a question yesterday, he asked me:"Are you sure you're going to give up?". I dont know, really. Maybe it doesn't matter anymore to him thts why i choose not to care anymore. Sher they all knows who i'm more into this few days. :X TEEHEE. *GRINS*
Me go sleep already. :D YAY. Goodnights and ....
Sayo mayo. *BLINKS*
Yesterday never blog cause too tired already. Finally get to off yesterday, go back school for Maths make-up lecture and i was late again. :X Me must learn to be punctual, discipline myself. After lecture go Kbox at Amk Kbox Plaza. :D Sing till 7pm then 159ed to HougangPt with Sher. Meet JP sister and Cassidy eat dinner then Eunice dajie came to find us then go home. :D Nthing much to talk about. We all know can already hor.
Today morning go work, late for work again. Reach at 9am and work until 2pm. Can die hor today. ;O Non-stop queue from 10am to 1pm, everyone almost die. Rush home, rush to HougangPt after bathing. ;d Amk Hub with them, them means them. Me lazy elaborate. Too tired already. Pardon me please. Watch movie already then go dinner at S11 then me go home but they go kpool. :D
Too tired. Me blog fast fast now cause eyes closing. Blog tomorrow. National birthday! :D DOUBLE PAY. Me is going to work full tomorrrowwww, hope laytin allows. *BLINKS* WOOLA.
Lingxiang asked me a question yesterday, he asked me:"Are you sure you're going to give up?". I dont know, really. Maybe it doesn't matter anymore to him thts why i choose not to care anymore. Sher they all knows who i'm more into this few days. :X TEEHEE. *GRINS*
Me go sleep already. :D YAY. Goodnights and ....
Sayo mayo. *BLINKS*
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Goodbye gift.
Me in good mood, very good mood. :D Yesterday talk to KC and JH and they told me some things. Seeee, everyday got people tell me things to keeep me happy. WOOLA.
Finish up the present already, most probably giving it to him this weekend. Take it as a goodbye gift. ;O Let it be let it be. You're the happiest right now cause you've got her. Hahahahaahahaa.
Everytime i start thinking bout how we all discuss about him and all, i'll feel like laughing. Pardon me but it's true about wht we all think hor. :D Even his friends thinks like tht, and it's not a few of us only. It's more than 10 people who feels tht way. :X Let's wait and seeeeee. Let it be let it be.
YAY. Ltr going Kbox, can play until shiokshiok. :X HAPPENING LEHHH.
Go prepare to go school already. Maths again. The only sad thing for today, Maths maths maths. Me hate. I will start burning all my maths books and lecture notes 2 years later which is the year i graduate. :D *BLINKS*
Sayo mayo.
Goodbye my love.
Finish up the present already, most probably giving it to him this weekend. Take it as a goodbye gift. ;O Let it be let it be. You're the happiest right now cause you've got her. Hahahahaahahaa.
Everytime i start thinking bout how we all discuss about him and all, i'll feel like laughing. Pardon me but it's true about wht we all think hor. :D Even his friends thinks like tht, and it's not a few of us only. It's more than 10 people who feels tht way. :X Let's wait and seeeeee. Let it be let it be.
YAY. Ltr going Kbox, can play until shiokshiok. :X HAPPENING LEHHH.
Go prepare to go school already. Maths again. The only sad thing for today, Maths maths maths. Me hate. I will start burning all my maths books and lecture notes 2 years later which is the year i graduate. :D *BLINKS*
Sayo mayo.
Goodbye my love.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
I'll fulfill your wish.
HUAT AH.
;O
Happy birthday to Mr Seak Wei Liang. :D 18 already hor. 18 yi duo hua, you not mei li at all cause you not female. ;X
Today's date must record down, holy sharon/buddha sharon made the most impt decision today hor. :D *CLAPS* Finally finally finally. Arigato Sher, Eunice, Agnes, JP, Lingxiang and KC today. Especially Agnes cause like wht we say, he still dont know wht he want and he dont even know wht he's doing. At least i know i wont regret anymore because i've tried my best. Arigato JH also, really. From the bottom of my heart again. :X
Today go work, late for work again. Break record again hor. Dont know late for how many times already. Break glass smore today, dont know wht happen to me today. ;O Everything do wrong, cannot lame during work, break glass cup and think alot again. Chicken chicken. Punched out at 12pm, help abit after punching out and stayed in store till 230pm then go home. Rush rush rush again. Rush down to meet smbody, then after tht go HougangPt alone to wait for Eunice. :D Da jie da. Me scared. Knw something again hor. Talktalk, laughlaugh, usual routine.
Cabbed home at 8++pm. ;O I like tht uncle cause, he drive fast. Too fast too furious. ;X Drive fast, voom fast. Me like. But still, safety hor. I dont want to die so early.
PIKAPIKA.
Remove somethings in my blog again, if you're clever and got big eyes, then you'll notice the differences. :D If you got small eyes when you smile, like me, then too bad for you but i suggest you to go enlarge your eyes. Put enlarger everyday on your eyes and you'll be like a goldfish after 1 week. :P Nice and pretty.
I'll fulfill your wish from today onwards. No point telling you how everyone thinks anymore cause you've to start learning how to think about wht you really want and what you're really thinking in your mind. If what you're saying is not wht you're thinking and you're saying it for the sake of it and for the fun, then let it be. No one will tell you how they think anyway, we do not talk about you but we discuss. :D
HUAT AH.
Necklace will be removed soon. Must open ceremony to remove the necklace, make it grand and official. :X Once and for all.
Tmr go back school for Maths lecture then go kbox! :D YAY. Me happy happy.
Friday movieeeeeee with usual people then i think should be pool after tht. Me will improve again! NEH NEH NI POO POO. DONT CHALLENGE ME, YOU ALL WILL LOSE TO ME ONE DAY. ;O Me must be a professional in pool. HAHAHAHA. I AM NOT DREAMING HOR. Wait and see! :P
Sayo mayo.
I am going to sleep.
TEEHEE. ^-^
Near to 1 and half year of waiting, i've decided to fulfill your wish since this is WHAT YOU WANT. :D Now you're happy.
;O
Happy birthday to Mr Seak Wei Liang. :D 18 already hor. 18 yi duo hua, you not mei li at all cause you not female. ;X
Today's date must record down, holy sharon/buddha sharon made the most impt decision today hor. :D *CLAPS* Finally finally finally. Arigato Sher, Eunice, Agnes, JP, Lingxiang and KC today. Especially Agnes cause like wht we say, he still dont know wht he want and he dont even know wht he's doing. At least i know i wont regret anymore because i've tried my best. Arigato JH also, really. From the bottom of my heart again. :X
Today go work, late for work again. Break record again hor. Dont know late for how many times already. Break glass smore today, dont know wht happen to me today. ;O Everything do wrong, cannot lame during work, break glass cup and think alot again. Chicken chicken. Punched out at 12pm, help abit after punching out and stayed in store till 230pm then go home. Rush rush rush again. Rush down to meet smbody, then after tht go HougangPt alone to wait for Eunice. :D Da jie da. Me scared. Knw something again hor. Talktalk, laughlaugh, usual routine.
Cabbed home at 8++pm. ;O I like tht uncle cause, he drive fast. Too fast too furious. ;X Drive fast, voom fast. Me like. But still, safety hor. I dont want to die so early.
PIKAPIKA.
Remove somethings in my blog again, if you're clever and got big eyes, then you'll notice the differences. :D If you got small eyes when you smile, like me, then too bad for you but i suggest you to go enlarge your eyes. Put enlarger everyday on your eyes and you'll be like a goldfish after 1 week. :P Nice and pretty.
I'll fulfill your wish from today onwards. No point telling you how everyone thinks anymore cause you've to start learning how to think about wht you really want and what you're really thinking in your mind. If what you're saying is not wht you're thinking and you're saying it for the sake of it and for the fun, then let it be. No one will tell you how they think anyway, we do not talk about you but we discuss. :D
HUAT AH.
Necklace will be removed soon. Must open ceremony to remove the necklace, make it grand and official. :X Once and for all.
Tmr go back school for Maths lecture then go kbox! :D YAY. Me happy happy.
Friday movieeeeeee with usual people then i think should be pool after tht. Me will improve again! NEH NEH NI POO POO. DONT CHALLENGE ME, YOU ALL WILL LOSE TO ME ONE DAY. ;O Me must be a professional in pool. HAHAHAHA. I AM NOT DREAMING HOR. Wait and see! :P
Sayo mayo.
I am going to sleep.
TEEHEE. ^-^
Near to 1 and half year of waiting, i've decided to fulfill your wish since this is WHAT YOU WANT. :D Now you're happy.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
You know nuts about love.
Today work again. 8 to 4pm, can die cause very tired. ;O Me have desserts face cause alot people buy ice-cream from me. Please do not ask me to serve you if you want ice-creams. Me scared already. :X
After work talk talk awhile with Mike, WeiLong, Fiona, Saoyi, Kenny and Lingxiang. Dont have his name cause, we two never talk and dont ask me why. ASK HIM INSTEAD. He's the king so ask him. :D Couldn't meet Agnes for dinner today, couldn't join them for movie today. Go home after talking. Guai right, good girl good girl.
Talk to JH just now. Happy hor. ;O He tell me some things tht make up for all the bad things tht happen after work just now. WEEEEEEE.
HUAT AH. :D
Kenny rocks too. Me very happy cause finally get to see Kenny after so long! Kenny is one of the bestest bestest guy on earth. ;O He help me alot everytime in everything including Hgtr thing. Arigato. Can consider giving him one award hor. *CLAPS*
*Blinks blinks blinks*
I am tired already. Go sleeeep, online at night.
Sayo mayo.
-THIS WHOLE CHUNK IS REMOVED BECAUSE I DECIDED TO STOP POSTING MESSAGES FOR HIM IN MY BLOG ALREADY. ME THINK THROUGH WHILE BATHING JUST NOW, ALL THESE WILL BE IN THT FILE. :D Wht file? Dont ask cause only when the day comes then you will get to see.
After work talk talk awhile with Mike, WeiLong, Fiona, Saoyi, Kenny and Lingxiang. Dont have his name cause, we two never talk and dont ask me why. ASK HIM INSTEAD. He's the king so ask him. :D Couldn't meet Agnes for dinner today, couldn't join them for movie today. Go home after talking. Guai right, good girl good girl.
Talk to JH just now. Happy hor. ;O He tell me some things tht make up for all the bad things tht happen after work just now. WEEEEEEE.
HUAT AH. :D
Kenny rocks too. Me very happy cause finally get to see Kenny after so long! Kenny is one of the bestest bestest guy on earth. ;O He help me alot everytime in everything including Hgtr thing. Arigato. Can consider giving him one award hor. *CLAPS*
*Blinks blinks blinks*
I am tired already. Go sleeeep, online at night.
Sayo mayo.
-THIS WHOLE CHUNK IS REMOVED BECAUSE I DECIDED TO STOP POSTING MESSAGES FOR HIM IN MY BLOG ALREADY. ME THINK THROUGH WHILE BATHING JUST NOW, ALL THESE WILL BE IN THT FILE. :D Wht file? Dont ask cause only when the day comes then you will get to see.
Will you ever appreciate me?
Belated birthday to Benny on 4th August!
Happy Bday to Saoyi and Wendy on 5th August! :D
*SMILES WIDELY*
So many friends' bday this month, me happy for everyone. *CLAPS* All old already. Me still very young. NEH NEH NI POO POO. :X Me will not grow older this year so i am still 17+ years old. HAPPY HOR. NO 18. ;O
Me come blog early in the morning cause these 3 people, gandong anot. *TEARS ROLL DOWN AGAIN* Cannot cannot. Too drama already. ;d
Very troubled by some things again this few days, ever since Sunday. Sept coming, me going to run away from it. ;O Me holy/buddha sharon going to make Sept disappear next month and jump straight to October. But then, if dont have Sept means no chalet. Cannot cannot. Me will MIA after chalet but only on 2 days. :D Clever anot. Me got Professor's brain, stylo milo brain hor. Dont tell you all which 2 days, determined to do it this year cause of him. It's all because of him, all because of him, all because of him. *POINTS TO HIM*
Will you ever understand how i am feeling now? Will you ever appreciate wht i am doing now? Will you ever care for me and ask me how i am doing now? Will you give me just one hug when you feel tht i am so tired and upset? Will you treat me like how you treat me in the past? Sad or not. Everyday go there will be people asking me about him, i don't mind but whtever. There're some things tht cannot be said here. :D
*BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
Time running out already. 11 days more to complete present. ;O Hesitating whther to give already cause cause, i also dont know why. AH. ROARS.
Me determined to wait, believe in us and trust you just like before. :D Even if i know tht the chances are 0.000001%, i still rather believe in god's feeling and my feeling cause i know who i love and i dont want to regret in the future. *BLINKS*
Me not emo, no emo, never emo, will not emo. ;O
Gambate! *PRAYS HARD HARD*
^-^
Sayo mayo.
Go prepare for work already.
Bery tired you knowwwwwww.
Happy Bday to Saoyi and Wendy on 5th August! :D
*SMILES WIDELY*
So many friends' bday this month, me happy for everyone. *CLAPS* All old already. Me still very young. NEH NEH NI POO POO. :X Me will not grow older this year so i am still 17+ years old. HAPPY HOR. NO 18. ;O
Me come blog early in the morning cause these 3 people, gandong anot. *TEARS ROLL DOWN AGAIN* Cannot cannot. Too drama already. ;d
Very troubled by some things again this few days, ever since Sunday. Sept coming, me going to run away from it. ;O Me holy/buddha sharon going to make Sept disappear next month and jump straight to October. But then, if dont have Sept means no chalet. Cannot cannot. Me will MIA after chalet but only on 2 days. :D Clever anot. Me got Professor's brain, stylo milo brain hor. Dont tell you all which 2 days, determined to do it this year cause of him. It's all because of him, all because of him, all because of him. *POINTS TO HIM*
Will you ever understand how i am feeling now? Will you ever appreciate wht i am doing now? Will you ever care for me and ask me how i am doing now? Will you give me just one hug when you feel tht i am so tired and upset? Will you treat me like how you treat me in the past? Sad or not. Everyday go there will be people asking me about him, i don't mind but whtever. There're some things tht cannot be said here. :D
*BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
Time running out already. 11 days more to complete present. ;O Hesitating whther to give already cause cause, i also dont know why. AH. ROARS.
Me determined to wait, believe in us and trust you just like before. :D Even if i know tht the chances are 0.000001%, i still rather believe in god's feeling and my feeling cause i know who i love and i dont want to regret in the future. *BLINKS*
Me not emo, no emo, never emo, will not emo. ;O
Gambate! *PRAYS HARD HARD*
^-^
Sayo mayo.
Go prepare for work already.
Bery tired you knowwwwwww.
Monday, August 04, 2008
^_^
Today dont know what title to put. Rushing day hor. Rush here and there the whole day. Chicken chicken.
Yesterday go for dinner with father at 6+pm then rush home to get my wallet and rush down to HougangPt to find Lingxiang, Cassidy, JP sister and Eunice. Accompanied them to eat cause they very nice to wait for me for hours hor. :X Gandong gandong. *TEARS ROLL DOWN*
Go home at 8+pm and welcomes cousin. ;O Bring him to CompassPoint and tour around, me got potential to be tour guide. *CLAPS* Told him directions and ways to get to Tpy cause he work at Tpy, damn far. :X Slept at 10+pm cause bery tired you know. Slept peacefully last night.
Today for the first time in dont know how many days, me never late for work cause father drive me and cousin to work. :D Round of applause to holy sharon, buddha sharon. Work work work until 12pm, swallowed the food down into my stomach then rush home. Rush to PlazaSing to meet the couple, walked to The Cathay and waited for dage da, KimYong then watch movie Money not enough 2. Nice nice cause very funny and touching. Gan dong gan dong. Can make me laugh and tear at the same time. Laugh like mad girl inside cinema, no image already. :X Spoil my good image just like tht but neh mind cause people cannot see my face inside the dark dark romantic cinema. ;O
After movie, anyhow walk then me rush down HougangPt meet Lingxiang and Eunice. :D Talk talk with riders then eat roti prata. Nice nice. Me like. Continue talk talk, smore talk about Hgtr again, then go home at 9++pm. Shiokshiok. Cool cool. *GRINS*
I forgot to thank sombody yesterday. Must thank KC alot also. Thankyou thankyou. Arigato. :D You rocks so much too.
This week only Thurs off, confirm guarantee plus chop me will be bery bery tired so please do not irritate me. :X Dont worry, i will be bery bery nice to you all cause me holy/buddha sharon. BLESS BLESS.
Go chat with JH and crap with Sher already. ;O
Sayo mayo.
^-^ CUTE OR NOT.
:D
Yesterday go for dinner with father at 6+pm then rush home to get my wallet and rush down to HougangPt to find Lingxiang, Cassidy, JP sister and Eunice. Accompanied them to eat cause they very nice to wait for me for hours hor. :X Gandong gandong. *TEARS ROLL DOWN*
Go home at 8+pm and welcomes cousin. ;O Bring him to CompassPoint and tour around, me got potential to be tour guide. *CLAPS* Told him directions and ways to get to Tpy cause he work at Tpy, damn far. :X Slept at 10+pm cause bery tired you know. Slept peacefully last night.
Today for the first time in dont know how many days, me never late for work cause father drive me and cousin to work. :D Round of applause to holy sharon, buddha sharon. Work work work until 12pm, swallowed the food down into my stomach then rush home. Rush to PlazaSing to meet the couple, walked to The Cathay and waited for dage da, KimYong then watch movie Money not enough 2. Nice nice cause very funny and touching. Gan dong gan dong. Can make me laugh and tear at the same time. Laugh like mad girl inside cinema, no image already. :X Spoil my good image just like tht but neh mind cause people cannot see my face inside the dark dark romantic cinema. ;O
After movie, anyhow walk then me rush down HougangPt meet Lingxiang and Eunice. :D Talk talk with riders then eat roti prata. Nice nice. Me like. Continue talk talk, smore talk about Hgtr again, then go home at 9++pm. Shiokshiok. Cool cool. *GRINS*
I forgot to thank sombody yesterday. Must thank KC alot also. Thankyou thankyou. Arigato. :D You rocks so much too.
This week only Thurs off, confirm guarantee plus chop me will be bery bery tired so please do not irritate me. :X Dont worry, i will be bery bery nice to you all cause me holy/buddha sharon. BLESS BLESS.
Go chat with JH and crap with Sher already. ;O
Sayo mayo.
^-^ CUTE OR NOT.
:D
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Even if there's no more chance for us.
{EDITED}
Reporting the time now is 1753pm. :D
Still awaiting for the arrival of my cousin and my father is happily sleeping tgt with Smokie. ;O I am tired also but cause they sleep equals me cant sleep. Sad or not.
I know wht is happening, but yet, i didn't say anything about it at all. The way you treat me now, the things tht you do now. I know it all and i dont want to talk about it because i know you very well. Fourth year already. I've never blamed you, have never talked about it and i've never complained at all now. If you don't appreciate it, let it be. The day i take off tht necklace, will be the day i decide to let everything go even if i still love you and all tht will happen one of those days after 17th Aug. I say, one of those days. May or may not. :D
People tend to cherish somebody after he/she have left but it will all be too late.
14 days more to complete present. ;O Efforts put in so please cherish it.
Vcd again. ;D
//
And again today, i think i've too many people to thank. ;O
Today must must thank Mee Yan auntie cause she asked me about me and him and told me some things. Really appreciate it alot. :D
Way too fortunate already. Having so many friends who care, so many people who ask me about us, supporting my decision and constantly encouraging me. Arigato people and i love you all. ;O From the bottom of my heart hor. Cause i'm really very touched by all the friends around me, having so many friends and they actually cared for me so much even when he's not around me. *SMILES WIDELY*
*TWIST TWIST*
Today work fun again(even when Jeslyn or dont-know-how-to-spell-her-name came down), she big big boss hor. Siao siao. :X Me play with everyone as usual, lame with them as usual and made Laytin happy today. *CLAPS*
Pika pika. ;O Extend until 2pm then go home. Wanted to extend till 4pm but super tired already by 1++pm. Eyes half closed during work again. So sry Vilma and Laytin. Go home and i'm told to stay home cause cousin coming at 5+pm. Need to open door for him. :X
Plans for the first week of holiday:
Monday 4th Aug - Work in the morning then movie(Money no enough 2) with couple in the noontime.
Tues 5th Aug - Work in the morning then dinner with Agnes in the night.
Wed 6th Aug - Yet to be confirmed.
Thurs 7th Aug - KBOX!
Fri 8th Aug - Dont know got work or not but movie and outing with friends. *GRINS*
Sat 9th Aug - Chiong work. :X WEEEEE. DOUBLE PAY HOR.
Me go watch vcd already. Sunday already. ;X STILL GOT TWO MORE CDS TO GO. I CANNOT LOSE THE BET. ;O
Sayo mayo. :DDDDDDDDDDD
Reporting the time now is 1753pm. :D
Still awaiting for the arrival of my cousin and my father is happily sleeping tgt with Smokie. ;O I am tired also but cause they sleep equals me cant sleep. Sad or not.
I know wht is happening, but yet, i didn't say anything about it at all. The way you treat me now, the things tht you do now. I know it all and i dont want to talk about it because i know you very well. Fourth year already. I've never blamed you, have never talked about it and i've never complained at all now. If you don't appreciate it, let it be. The day i take off tht necklace, will be the day i decide to let everything go even if i still love you and all tht will happen one of those days after 17th Aug. I say, one of those days. May or may not. :D
People tend to cherish somebody after he/she have left but it will all be too late.
14 days more to complete present. ;O Efforts put in so please cherish it.
Vcd again. ;D
//
And again today, i think i've too many people to thank. ;O
Today must must thank Mee Yan auntie cause she asked me about me and him and told me some things. Really appreciate it alot. :D
Way too fortunate already. Having so many friends who care, so many people who ask me about us, supporting my decision and constantly encouraging me. Arigato people and i love you all. ;O From the bottom of my heart hor. Cause i'm really very touched by all the friends around me, having so many friends and they actually cared for me so much even when he's not around me. *SMILES WIDELY*
*TWIST TWIST*
Today work fun again(even when Jeslyn or dont-know-how-to-spell-her-name came down), she big big boss hor. Siao siao. :X Me play with everyone as usual, lame with them as usual and made Laytin happy today. *CLAPS*
Pika pika. ;O Extend until 2pm then go home. Wanted to extend till 4pm but super tired already by 1++pm. Eyes half closed during work again. So sry Vilma and Laytin. Go home and i'm told to stay home cause cousin coming at 5+pm. Need to open door for him. :X
Plans for the first week of holiday:
Monday 4th Aug - Work in the morning then movie(Money no enough 2) with couple in the noontime.
Tues 5th Aug - Work in the morning then dinner with Agnes in the night.
Wed 6th Aug - Yet to be confirmed.
Thurs 7th Aug - KBOX!
Fri 8th Aug - Dont know got work or not but movie and outing with friends. *GRINS*
Sat 9th Aug - Chiong work. :X WEEEEE. DOUBLE PAY HOR.
Me go watch vcd already. Sunday already. ;X STILL GOT TWO MORE CDS TO GO. I CANNOT LOSE THE BET. ;O
Sayo mayo. :DDDDDDDDDDD
Saturday, August 02, 2008
I'm starting to fear.
Me start to think alot again. No good no good. :X
Happy birthday TRIPLE L(2nd lao da)! :D You rocks many cause you're damn nice forever. But you really should turn back to a straight guy you know? ;O TEEHEE.
Today morning late for work again, not purposely one hor. Me wake up at 730am and reach workplace at 830am. ;O Fast or not. Me work Hougang, me stay sengkang. Considered fast already. *CLAPS* Use holy spirit to fly me to another place fast fast.
Work very fun. Alot customers but again, lame and laugh. :D Me happy. Extend until around 3pm then talk to Agnes till 4pm then home. Blahblahblah. Me today lazy elaborate cause very tired. ;O Eyes half-closed already. So sorry people.
Go down HougangPt meet Lingxiang to eat dinner at 7+pm. Talk talk, laugh laugh with JP sister and the rest thr then go home at 8+pm. :D Tired already. Me go sleep now. Dreamland.
Poor smokie get kicked out of his room. :X He has to move back to my brother's room and the living room already cause msia cousin coming to my house to stay from tmr onwards. ANOTHER GUY IN MY HOUSE HOR. ;O No good no good. Why is not girl then i can go shopping with her and go see handsomes with her, hor hor. But neh mind, me will be nice to entertain him. *BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
Dont know why my leg is hurting. Not a good sign. 2nd day already.
Holy holy bolly bolly.
Me go sleep already.
Sayo mayo.
^^
I only need you by my side, thats all. Hgtr is love. ;]
Shroomyyyyyyyy.
Happy birthday TRIPLE L(2nd lao da)! :D You rocks many cause you're damn nice forever. But you really should turn back to a straight guy you know? ;O TEEHEE.
Today morning late for work again, not purposely one hor. Me wake up at 730am and reach workplace at 830am. ;O Fast or not. Me work Hougang, me stay sengkang. Considered fast already. *CLAPS* Use holy spirit to fly me to another place fast fast.
Work very fun. Alot customers but again, lame and laugh. :D Me happy. Extend until around 3pm then talk to Agnes till 4pm then home. Blahblahblah. Me today lazy elaborate cause very tired. ;O Eyes half-closed already. So sorry people.
Go down HougangPt meet Lingxiang to eat dinner at 7+pm. Talk talk, laugh laugh with JP sister and the rest thr then go home at 8+pm. :D Tired already. Me go sleep now. Dreamland.
Poor smokie get kicked out of his room. :X He has to move back to my brother's room and the living room already cause msia cousin coming to my house to stay from tmr onwards. ANOTHER GUY IN MY HOUSE HOR. ;O No good no good. Why is not girl then i can go shopping with her and go see handsomes with her, hor hor. But neh mind, me will be nice to entertain him. *BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
Dont know why my leg is hurting. Not a good sign. 2nd day already.
Holy holy bolly bolly.
Me go sleep already.
Sayo mayo.
^^
I only need you by my side, thats all. Hgtr is love. ;]
Shroomyyyyyyyy.
Friday, August 01, 2008
Two of us.
Super good mood now cause finally no more projects, no more presentations and no more reports to chiong anymore. :D SHIOK HOR.
Final major paper for Computing Maths on 19th Aug then really can party already. Holidays start tomorrow, officially starts on 19th Aug after Maths paper. :d
No school next weeek onwards. YAY.
Bad start in the morning today cause me stupidly pour away my contact lens' solution in the casing tgt with my LEFT side contact len. Dont laugh. Chicken chicken. Late for like 15mins this morning cause of tht contact len. Deep deep sorry to Sher. ;O
Go school, eat at Koufu then go library chiong PCMP project. Late for the class, check check project. Amitahba, amen. Thankyou laotian father cause me can type out the codes. Dont knw why got error at the starting but was okay after awhile. Holy sharon can do magic. :X Now you believe hor.
Go change to formal wear then go for Internet Computing presentation. ;O First group to present. Stylo milo. Me clap for all the groups after that. Happy happy.
After school walked to Amk hub with Sher and Gavin again then me have to entertain myself and laugh alone all the way. ;O Look so stupid but neh mind cause i successfully make Sher laugh at McDonald's. Dont play play hor. ;D
Walk rounds, laugh alone and i saw 3 original indians today. Cause they wear turbans. Me am going to learn how to put on also. :D Buy mcfluffy then laugh, talk inside McDonald's then 86ed home.
Tmr number 2 laoda's birthday. TRIPLE L HOR. ;O 18YEARS OLD. 18 YI DUO HUA. MEI LI DE HUA. HAPPY LIAO HOR.
And me going to thank KENNETH TAY, TRIPLE L, SHERALYN KOH on blog today cause they helped me alot for my PCMP Project. Arigato arigato. *SPLASHES HOLY WATER ON YOU ALL* YOU ALL ARE MY SAVIOURS. ME SALUTE! :X Still must thank PAMELA and one more person who doesn't want to be named in blogs, he know who he is, for helping us do HTML webpage and powerpoint slides. :D *SALUTES*
Too many people to thank already. The list goes on and on but then okay lah, to be fair. ME THANK EVERYONE HOR. :D THANKYOU THANKYOU. *BOWS 3 TIMES*
Me go hug shroomyTong and watch vcd already. Bet with Gavin aka Xiao hao that i will finish all the episodes by next week, ME CONFIRM WIN. ;O You wait and see. *BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
You all must be wondering why me so good girl today right. Cause 7th month cannot go out late late already. ): Sad or not. Yesterday last day. Everyday by 8pm me guarantee plus chop at home. BET BET. :D But then got exceptions one hor. TEEHEE.
;d
VCDs.
Sayo mayo.
@_@
Final major paper for Computing Maths on 19th Aug then really can party already. Holidays start tomorrow, officially starts on 19th Aug after Maths paper. :d
No school next weeek onwards. YAY.
Bad start in the morning today cause me stupidly pour away my contact lens' solution in the casing tgt with my LEFT side contact len. Dont laugh. Chicken chicken. Late for like 15mins this morning cause of tht contact len. Deep deep sorry to Sher. ;O
Go school, eat at Koufu then go library chiong PCMP project. Late for the class, check check project. Amitahba, amen. Thankyou laotian father cause me can type out the codes. Dont knw why got error at the starting but was okay after awhile. Holy sharon can do magic. :X Now you believe hor.
Go change to formal wear then go for Internet Computing presentation. ;O First group to present. Stylo milo. Me clap for all the groups after that. Happy happy.
After school walked to Amk hub with Sher and Gavin again then me have to entertain myself and laugh alone all the way. ;O Look so stupid but neh mind cause i successfully make Sher laugh at McDonald's. Dont play play hor. ;D
Walk rounds, laugh alone and i saw 3 original indians today. Cause they wear turbans. Me am going to learn how to put on also. :D Buy mcfluffy then laugh, talk inside McDonald's then 86ed home.
Tmr number 2 laoda's birthday. TRIPLE L HOR. ;O 18YEARS OLD. 18 YI DUO HUA. MEI LI DE HUA. HAPPY LIAO HOR.
And me going to thank KENNETH TAY, TRIPLE L, SHERALYN KOH on blog today cause they helped me alot for my PCMP Project. Arigato arigato. *SPLASHES HOLY WATER ON YOU ALL* YOU ALL ARE MY SAVIOURS. ME SALUTE! :X Still must thank PAMELA and one more person who doesn't want to be named in blogs, he know who he is, for helping us do HTML webpage and powerpoint slides. :D *SALUTES*
Too many people to thank already. The list goes on and on but then okay lah, to be fair. ME THANK EVERYONE HOR. :D THANKYOU THANKYOU. *BOWS 3 TIMES*
Me go hug shroomyTong and watch vcd already. Bet with Gavin aka Xiao hao that i will finish all the episodes by next week, ME CONFIRM WIN. ;O You wait and see. *BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*
You all must be wondering why me so good girl today right. Cause 7th month cannot go out late late already. ): Sad or not. Yesterday last day. Everyday by 8pm me guarantee plus chop at home. BET BET. :D But then got exceptions one hor. TEEHEE.
;d
VCDs.
Sayo mayo.
@_@
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