Friday was a working day this week. Woke up at around 11+ and watched tv and eat. :D Was feeling damn lazy to work though. But cause it's the last day of the month, still have to go. ):

Worked from 330pm to 11pm, fast bite for break. Didnt want to have break initially but cause the good sales, making me very tired and hungry. Needed a rest. Wanted to bring my meal home after work but too bad, they dont allow so have to finish up there and i had to eat very fast cause of the stupid last bus. Didnt even finish my food! >< SO IRRITATED OK. Went off, saw JP outside so talked to him awhile then rush to the bus stop. Took last bus home. (:

Onlined and slept at near to 2. :D

Was so sad this morning because i couldnt ping my networking lab test. ): IDIOTICC. And i dropped my phone TWICE early in the morning. Make me feel that my day isnt going smoothly. Didnt have the mood to attend lesson so decided to go over to boyf's place after WAD class.

Got back WAD result. Did OOP report during WAD class, went over to J8 to buy my lunch then to boyf's place. Had my lunch and we love shaker friessss! :D Watched tv awhile then made him help me with my report. Finished it up then surfed websites and watched movie on his lappy. (: Had early dinner but only crab, cooked by his mum! Damn nice! Went back room continue watch movie on his lappy and he wanted to rest for awhile BUT i got pranked by him when i went back to his room after getting a drink!

Wahpiang. I think i whole life must get prank by everyonee. ): And we were both laughing non-stop just because i was pranked. Watched tv awhile after all the laughing then he went to meet his friends and i went home. :D


We're getting better and better as days pass. Happy eh! Im really glad. Even though we still dont meet as often as last time but he calls me about every few hours now, at least better than last month! (:

Saturday he gonna come pick me up after his soccer game to go to his cousin's bbq. (:
Finally OOP project DOWN! IADP proj gonna chiong over this wkend then study for that 3 upcoming test.

Gonna go do some work already! :O

Imagine doing the SAME lab exercise from 1pm until 10pm. And i still cannot get it to ping succesfully. Well done. ): I give up!

Tmr's lab test is killing all of us! Didnt attend class today. Woke up at 8am so i decided not to go school. Back to sleep, woke up at 11 and prepared. Head back school at 12+pm, studied with Anthony. He taught me the lab exercise until 3+pm then he accompanied me for lunch at South canteen before going home. (:

Have been working on that stupid thing from 5pm after i reach home till now.
TEE. Not sure meeting boyf tmr or not even though tmr is Thursday cause he got soccer tmrrrr!
):
Urgh!

Happy todayyyyyy!

Today early in the morning, OOP project assessment. 2nd group to present, got it over with. Went to Cheers with MM and YL but i bought nothing. Went to meet my dearest boyf over at the atrium, went to Koufu for lunch tgt then to entrance. (: Talked for awhile then he walked me to Block L. DBMS test was so-so. Luckily it's open book + Sher's help. Finished the paper, went off to boyf's house and he MIA-ed for that 1hour plus.

Called him no answer, smsed him no reply and he wasnt at home so i waited for him at his house. Watched tv and fell asleeep on his comfortable bed again. :D He finally came back at around 630pm. Rested for awhile, watched tv then ate dinner at his house and back to TV till around 9+ and he send me back.

Pampered by him this few days. I like! :D
Gonna go do OOP report already.
Feel like sleeping heh.
Miss boyf's bed. ):

Forgot to mention smthing yesterday. I met Wei Liang at my house downstairs bus stop when i alighted from the cab. (: Coincidence eh? Damn long never see 5n2 peeps. Suddenly feel like having a gathering to meet them up. ):

Slept late yesterday. Woke up at around 9 this morning, csharp codings again. Then prepared for school. Late for school, met KY and we went to school tgt. WAD lesson dismiss early again. Continued csharp codings, southcanteen for tako ball. Thanks Sher for treating. :D Free access lab continue codings then went for lecture. Lecture lasted only an hour today. I like!

Went to buy waffles with the guys + Joyce then walked to yck with KY, Gavin and Joyce. 72ed to Tampines then back to Sengkang to buy dinner back home. Boyf called when i was on my way back. And he just called again not long ago to ask if im okay cause i told him im very upset and stressssss. How can i not love him right! (: (:

And i have to apologise to this friend of mine who have been asking me for help but yet i couldnt help him cause i was busy with my projects and LOTS AND LOTS of tests this few weeks. Sorry! ):

OOP project assessment tmr followed by DBMS test and i have yet to study for it. Cisco test i dont know is this wed or next wed. :X Thurs FNET lab test. DIE DIE DIE! Friday last day for OOP project and report. SIGH!

Cant wait for exams to be over. ):
Urgh.
Goodnights all.
Gonna go continue csharp and wait for boyf's call. :D

Everyday have to edit the post date and time. TROUBLESOME! ><


HAPPY BDAY JP SISTER! (:

Woke up in the late morning cause of stomach cramp. ): Sad deh. Watched tv awhile then went to work. Damn tired and restless cause of the cramp. Work till 6, ate and talk tgt with Agnes, Eunice and JP sister then KL lonbang JP sister and me home by cab. :D thanks! Bathed, tv, project awhile then head out to CompassPt. Needed a break so i took a walk there. Bought dessert and whipped potato. Paid the price of a medium one for a LARGE one cause they didnt have a medium size one so they gave me the large one. HAPPY! (: Walked home again. Talked to boyf awhile on the way back. Tv awhile again then do project awhile, ERP and back to project. Talked to boyf awhile before he go to bed just now.

Gonna go sleep soon. Smokie loves me! He happily lie down on my bed and enjoy himself from just now all the way. :D

140AM ALREADY. Goodnights all!

Very sleepy now. Probably gonna go sleep after blogging. (:

Woke up at 11+ this morning but was still feeling very tired. Wanted to go back to sleep but i guess i will end up waking up very late for work! Onlined till 1+ then watched tv and ate maggi again. Late for work for about 15mins, worked till 11. Hafiz facial expressions and his jokes again made me laugh during work. :D

Sad case. I thought about him again at work today. Hoping that he would appear to make me laugh again. ):

Happy thing. My dearest boyf called me and talked to me during my breaktime and after work. Make me feel happier at work. :D

Stopped going out, gonna try to spend lesser money on everything including food cause im broke. VERY BROKE. ): DAMMITTTTTT. Projects due, tests, exams coming. When smbody pops out in my head is enough to make me feel restless. ): SIGH.

Stayed home the whole day today. Amazing. :D

Watched tv almost the whole day. Was feeling damn damn damn lazy and sleepy throughout the whole day. Head out for dinner with Agnes at point. Casual conversation with Azri and Azhfar while waiting for Agnes. Long dinner with her cause of the long talk. (: Head back store for awhile then home. Continued tv show followed by more csharp codings.

HK Shows are damn damn nice. Loving it cause i watched channel 55 & 255 the whole day today. :X

130AM ALREADY. Time flies. Work tmr! Cant wait! :D
Gonna go continue to bury myself in csharp codings again.

Thursday lesson was good cause it was somehow a short day as compared to other Thursdays! :D All the guys cept' Kenneth and Anthony left after Netcom class. So WAD class was short. The lecturer left after 40mins cause the class had around 11 or 12 people only. Left for early lunch at koufu with classmates, South canteen to get my green tea then library to do IADP assignment then to lecture. (: IADP class ended early also. FOR THE FIRST TIME even though only half hour earlier. Back to SK with MM, YL and Anthony again. CompassPt to buy my dinner then walked home.

:D

No calls from you for 2 days already. You did call today but i purposely rejected your calls because you never even bother.
No replies from you when i text you.
When you dont bother, i also can choose not to.
(:

Decided to work on Saturday cause i need monehhhhhhhh! And work gonna be so fun on Saturday again. Damn lazy to find a new job!

Goodbye!

Edit yesterday's entry date to 21st instead. Then i wont have double post on 22nd. :D
Have been talking about something with Junheng dage recently. Hiak hiak hiak.

And as expected, i was late for class again today. My transportation is using way too high. Travel alot by bus and mrt, and i change mrt to bus, bus to mrt every single day. Taking a few trips each day. ): Got back CA result, luckily i didnt fail. Thanks to my group membes alot for helping me with the project during the holidays. I think i will fail for sure if not for them! :D Left the lecture halfway through with Sher, went to free acess lab and did revision for our IADP test.

Started to get bored after an hour plus so i started surfing websites and msn chats as usual. :X Was feeling damn sleepy while waiting for time to pass. IADP test was manageable. (: Early dinner with KY after school at Amk hawker. Went to find Pam at her workplace to chat with her for awhile before going home. :D

Did abit of OOP project, ERP assignment and went for supper at Bedok with father then back home again. Did my cisco already! Another assignment down. Yay!

Tmr thursday but not meeting Teri teo. Sad or not. ONCE A WEEK ALSO DONT HAVE ALREADY. Anniversary no meet, weekly date also cancelled.

Dear God is back on my playlist again. (:
Working on Saturday. Friday yet to confirm. Sunday got another lobang but not confirm also! :P


When i realise i dont get the attention from you.
Im lonely, im tired, im missing you again.

Didnt head town after school today.

Was late for school again today. Luckily lecturer went through revision for OOP test or else a confirmed fail for me cause i didnt study at all. :X Managed to finish the test successfully. Koufu for lunch with classmates then back to class. DBMS lesson, damn hate SQL. ): Bishan after school alone to trim eyebrow then back to Sk to meet sister-in-law. Had our dinner at Jia Xiang noodles restaurant then walked around the shopping mall. Talking, laughing and gossiping. :D Walked back home, brother came back and we went for supper tgt at Punggol because he havent had his dinner. I went there for drinks only though. Head back home after that. Talked to Tlove on phone just now, kinda shocked that he rmbers smthing and he said he will get me the water bottle that i want! YAY! (: I think bettter dont yay so early in case he never go get it. Hanged up because my father was nagging that im talking on phone instead of sleeping cause i was late for school for the past two days.

Tmr IADP test. ): Took away my wed afternoon again. AGAIN. Sigh.

Love you T.
Happy anniversary. :D

Sunday was spent at home at the earlier part of the day. Woke up in the afternoon and Jon came all the way to Sk to accompany me to have lunch. Meet him at CompassPt and had McDonald's, ended up he eaten already. Damn nice of him. (: Walked around awhile, went to Pop to get my mouse then Minitoons to buy gummies and he went off to Bedok while i head home. Thanks alot. Smthing happened at night, dont want to talk about it. Im sorry and im really really sorry. Perhaps it was wrong of me to even start this whole thing at the very beginning.

Monday which is today. Head back school and i was late, alighted the bus at Yck road to take a cab to school instead because i had a test! Was late for the test, and classmates have already started. Luckily i manage to finish it on time! (: Koufu for lunch with classmates, WAD lesson was super boring. Second breaktime accompanied Sher to go take smthing then went to freee access lab to surf websites. :X Lecture after that then took bus back with MM, YL and Anthony. Thanks Anthony for helping me carry the lappy throughout! Laughed alot on the bus cause of MM. Went to get my dinner along with MM and YL then MM went to get cakes before we go separate ways. Walked home and smbody surprised me at my house downstairs. (: Really thanks alot! Really touched. He left and i head home and that person is not Tlove.

CHUNK REMOVED. ALL IN LJ. (:

And i bloghopped today. Happened to read Tlove's friend's gf's blog. Influence i guess. The girlfriends are facing the same problem. I miss Tlove alot now. And everytime i miss him, i will be wearing his jersey. He haven't give me a call from just now. Well. Smthing he said yesterday really saddened me again. Teared at night, sudden again. I tell you things because i hope you are someone i can talk to, someone i can turn to when i face problems. But you really made me feel disappointed with the way you reply. At least you made me feel better at night by saying smthing really sweet. (:

Gotta go study for my OOP test already now. Might be heading town after school tmr. See how it goes cause i still have IADP test on Wednesday. Exam timetable out already. ):



Alrighttttttttt. GOODLUCK PPLE!

Today best. Woke up late for work in the morning so i didnt go in the end. Cabbed down to Thomson Plaza to collect my dress then over to Tlove's place. And there's this van who horned me and the guy in there actually waved to me but i have no idea who he is. Whatever. Tlove's place, eat lunch, tv then afternoon nap. And the sleepypig slept all the way till evening time because he was so tired. :X Woke him up in the evening, prepared then off to his uncle's shop tgt with his family for his grandma's birthday celebration. Ate alot, drank alot. And he was extremely sweet today. (: Thanks Tlove. Left the place at 10++pm, head back to his house cause the brothers want to get changed first and had to send his mum back. Then his brother send me back along with Tlove and his younger brother and his brother's gf before they go over to Hougang for mahjong. :D

Gonna be going out with Sher tmr in the afternoon. (:
Love T!
Thankyou love for your effortsssssss.
:d

60 THINGS GUY MUST KNOW.

Saw this in one of the blog! (: 60 things guys must know!

1. We only talk about our ex boyfriends to explain how much better YOU are than they were, no other reason.

2. IT'S THE TRUTH! We need a little challenge too. It's OK to act a little uninterested sometimes (don't go screwing some other chick or extreme behavior of the sort), we like to have to work to keep you by our side too. If you are too sweet, too fast, a girl could possibly lose interest.

3. We don't buy things because we expect gifts back, we are being genuinely nice.

4. Girls don't always want to hang out with girls. Just because we have guy friends does not mean that we want to be with them. We probably already had the chance and didn't take it.

5. If you mess up, we will almost always get angry before we actually calmly explain everything.

6. We do not all like dollies and pink. Do not treat us like we are fragile.

7. If we complain to you, it is because we confide in you, not because we want to torture you.

8. Don't expect us to make the same mistakes your ex did. If we do, it is not because there is some huge conspiracy against you. Maybe you are making a mistake, not us. Do not compare our mistakes to hers.

9. Girls get jealous too, usually worse than guys. We always feel like we have to fight for you, and will say anything mean about any girl you were speaking to, even if we never met her. Don't take offense, be glad we care so much about it.

10. Do not make promises or tell us you'll call when you know you'll forget or fall asleep. We will wait hours for that call. Just tell us you'll talk to us tomorrow.

11. if there's another girl, tell us. You might be surprised at our reaction. We don't all want to be serious either. It beats sneaking around.

12. We really do feel unattractive or overweight. There is a lot of competition out there. We need to be assured, even if its 600 times.

13. We don't search for compliments in the way you think. We are helping you by telling you exactly what we need to hear. Do not get annoyed, it will most likely cause an argument.

14. We want to hear we are prettier than the girl in the magazine, even if its not true. We don't think its cheesy. Stick to it, no matter how hard we push you.

15. We DO want to be called hot by you, just not all the time. Change it up.

16. We know you don't care about what happened in our day, but listen. It hurts us a lot when you don't pay attention.

17. We watch plenty of movies with you where girls remove clothing and do outrageously abnormal sexual things. When we ask you to watch a love story with us, we only want to spend time with you. It will not kill you, and it doesn't make you less of a man.

18. We don't mean to embarrass you. Don't get so angry with us when we do. We already feel terrible. We'll try not to next time.

19. Flowers and chocolate don't make everything better. You do.

20. We don't want to change you. We met you the way you are, and we love you. The suggestions are just that. We are used to changing a lot about our appearance, and mean not to offend you.

21. We are not all materialistic. Back rubs and making us dinner (even if its a sandwich because you can't cook!) are plenty sweet enough.

22. We like to pamper you, just don't take advantage.

23. Don't expect us to cook for you all the time. If we do, appreciate it, and let us know you do.

24. We don't really want a fairytale romance. You have your fantasy girls, we have our fantasy love. It's meant to stay that way. We want what's real, too.

25. We think you are the hottest guy in the world, no matter what anyone says, or what you do.

26. If you are a friend, do not ever agree with a girl when she calls her boyfriend anything along the lines of an asshole. Stand up for him and try to be positive. She may get mad initially, but she will later appreciate it and probably realize she was just overreacting. If she loves him, even if he really is a jerk, she will not take your advice to leave him. She will only do that when she feels she is ready to. If you try to convince her she will question your motives and may not want to speak to you.

27. Don't expect us to always come to you. We want you to come see us too.

28. We don't like to be nagged about where we are going or what we are doing either, but we usually hear you out.

29. We might let you go, but we are never "cool" wih you going to strip clubs. We are being very understanding by letting you go. It is advised that you be just as understanding about our feelings towards it. Please do not come home and tell us about it. We'll like to pretend it never happened.

30. Do not call us crazy. We are emotional and act in mysterious ways, but you are pushing a huge button when you call us crazy.

31. We go to the club to dance with our GIRL friends, not other guys. No, it is not the same if you go. We all know you are not dancing by yourself or with your guy friends. Be reasonable with your comparisons.

32. No, PMS is not an excuse, but we do not mean to be shitty to you. It IS a biological fact. Expect an apology, but you do not have the ability to sympathize with dealing with cramps or unstable emotions, so try to be understanding.

33. It is a general rule: Do not speak about other women in front of us. Women are apt to be much more insecure than men, and while we should not be talking about men in front of you either, you are setting yourself up for more of those "searching for compliment" questions. That, and its plain disrespectful. Just do it when we aren't around.

34. We will always get annoyed when you act cocky. We know who you really are and we love you. We will deal with it, but we absolutely detest it.

35. If you are a friend, respect your fellow man and do not attempt to woo her or try to get her to participate in questionable things. She will try to ignore it, but she HATES it.

36. We dress sexy because we want YOUR sexual attention, no one elses.

37. We don't put on makeup to impress anyone but ourselves. Do not worry if we put it on just to go to the store.

38. We may hang out all day with friends, and not call or talk to you, but at night, we just want to be next to you.

39. We like to have clean fun. What you may think is ridiculous and boring, we may actually find exciting, especially when we do it with closest friends. Don't try to understand. Just accept it.

40. When we cry, just listen. Even if you have no idea what we are talking about or saying. All we need is to feel heard.

41. Be careful when you roughhouse with us. We might act like we want you to really try, but we know you are stronger than us.

42. Not all girls are afraid to feel inferior to their man, just don't be condescending.

43. Tell us your fantasies. we want to fulfill them.

44. We probably like the same things you do in bed, you just haven't given us time to get comfortable with you. We aren't all freaks from the get-go. Give us a chance.

45. just because we don't have sex with you when you offer it doesn't mean we don't want to or we are trying to tease you. Our mothers taught us wisely. Be patient: if you can't, move on.

46. We aren't porn stars, do not hold such high standards.

47. unless you want us to treat you like you don't matter around OUR friends, don't treat US that way.

48. We're nice to your family because we want them to like us, so we can be closer to you. It does not always mean we like them.

49.Just because we say we love you doesn't mean we want to get married. You don't have to get sacred and run away. We'll understand if you don't feel that way too.Remember that we are emotional. We just need to know where we stand with you.

50. We're not trying to betray you when we ask your guy friends advice on our relationship with you. They know you best, and we're probably only saying good things about you anyway.

51. We don't expect you to be like the guys in the movies that romance the girl. We know life isn't like that. Don't worry so much about doing amazing things, just thoughtful things. For instance; cleaning dishes, spending the night alone, making the bed, or remembering something that she might forget. We appreciate that so much more.

52. Don't freak out about Valentine's day or anniversaries. If the girl is mad that you forgot your three month anniversary, she needs to grow up (move on, it's ok). Kisses, cards, and/or just a Happy Valentine's day hug are absolutely acceptable. We understand that you can't buy or do outrageous things.

53. Tell us what you want in bed. You are not as easy to figure out by reactions. If you want it, just ask.
Don't push it if she won't do it. She probably has good reason, and it will just make her feel terrible if she can't or isn't comfortable with doing it. We never want to deprive you.

54. It's ok to confide in us, even if you cry. We will not tell the world of your weaknesses or make you feel less masculine because of it.

55. We don't expect you to have 6 pack abs, nor do we really want you to. Like huge boobs and perfect asses, they are just nice to look at.

56. We don't want to hear about your past sexual endeavors. We really don't care how many people you've been with, just that you are with us now. However, we are naturally curious, and will ask questions. Don't EVER answer them. EVER. No matter what we say.

57. Hide your porn properly. We don't want to know that you have it or use it. It hurts to know that we may not be providing you with something that you need.

58. Girls snoop. Especially when we just meet you. We're sorry, but we automatically have no trust in you, and must find out for ourselves what you are like. A lot of us won't admit it, and may never tell you that we have. It's a terrible habit of which we are ashamed. Remember this when you have old photos or other things you do not want us to see in your room.

59. Most girls will just want you to be honest with them, even if it hurts. If you just want sex, make it clear. Not all girls need to be lied to to get them in bed. We like to have fun too. If the one you are going after is not interested, I'm sure there's another at the bar more than willing.

60. Do not sleep with a girl if she is drunk unless you are prepared for the worst drama of your life. She may deny it, she may own up to it, she may make you look like a schmuck to the entire town. Either way, know the consequences.

Wed - Netcom lesson followed by CA lecture then followed Sher to block N to study with another friend. (: Saw Tlove when we were about to go off. Happy girl! Went for WAD test, thank god we didnt have to sit according to our index number. Head back home after WAD test, took train to Khatib then 965ed home. Slept at 9+ that day cause i was too tired.

Thurs - Tlove's day! :D Happy every thursday cause can meetup with Tlove! finallyyyyyyyy yeh. School was so-so. WAD lesson was spent revising on the next test. Breaktime was spent eating at koufu with classmates then to lecture. Ate chocolate, play with lappy in there along with MM. Paid full attention during IADP lesson cause of the upcoming test. AGAIN. ): Ultra sad. Never-ending tests. Had to wait for that slowpoke to come pick me up after school. Waited damn long this time round. ): Went off to st22 cause wanted to buy some food back to his house but it was closed so we went back empty-handed and his brother's gf ordered pizza delivery instead. Dinner then watched tv for awhile before me and Tlove went over to st22 for dessert thn he send me back. :D

Today - spent at home in the morning doing my IADP assignment then last minute went back to school to find Gavin and KY to study. Reached school at 4pm though. :X Gavin went off, did my packet tracer and finally it woorked! HAPPY DEH. Left with KY for Yishun to have dinner then i 854ed to point to meet JP sister and the rest. (: Rickson and LX they all was there alsooo. Did ERP assignment then chat with them. Went to ave8 to buy some food then home. :D

Tmr gonna work in the morning instead of night shift. Gonna miss out the fun working in the night tmr though. But no choice! ): Gonna be heading over to Tlove's place in the afternoon after work. Teeee.

Cant wait to hug Tlove tmr again! :D

Slept at around 5 on Saturday night/Sunday morning. Woke up at 10 for work on that very morning. Worked from 12 to 4. Was feeling very moody, head home after work. Rested for awhile and meet up with Sher to Amk for my interview and i didnt like it. :X Went for dinner at s11 with her after that then bused home. Forgot what i did after i reach home though. :O

Monday back to school. Free access lab with the girls during breaktime, talked and listened to their stories. (: Head to lecture then followed Gavin and KY up to level 5 to print some things after that. Mrt-ed back with KY cause i was going to Khatib but last minute decision to have dinner so we alighted at Yishun to have dinner tgt before going home. :D Head home, chat online, surf net then started on my netcom(half), iadp(half) and WAD test revision and abit of oop project. Slept at around 3 again. ):

Tuesday back to school, DBMS test was no feelings to describe. :X Head back Sk with Sher, i went to buy my dinner then back home. Chatted with boyf for awhile again and was studying for WAD when sister called me down to point. Brother came back to take smthing so he drove me there. (: Chatted with them for awhile then accompanied Agnes for dinner before KL, JP sister, Cass and me accompanied Eunice to walk then separated. Left for home. Had a chat with boyf on the phone on my way home :D Continued to study WAD then slept at 12+. Very very tired already. ): Gonna take a break from work this Friday and Sunday. Feeling as though my body is going bonkers soon.

Gonna go prepare for schoool already. (:
CIAOS~

Yes. Its 430am right now and i still cant go to sleep. ): Clock haywire already. Sickening body. Gotta try to get to sleep after this post or else im gonna be in deep shit later on because i have to wake up at 10 to prepare for work. Work from 12 to 4 later on instead of 2 to 6 because of the interview in the evening. (:

Today work was fun. :D Love working on saturdays. Always enjoy, always laughing on saturdays. Thanks to the riders, thanks to Zhongwee, thanks to sister. Hafiz was damn affectionate today. Super. And it made me laugh. :X Worked from 330 to 12am without break today. Thought i would be able to punch out at 11pm so i requested not to have a break but extended because of the sudden orders that came in. 3 person running one station. (: Cleared orders, punched out and had my super super late dinner then cabbed back home with KL. He dropped me first then he head back to Woodlands. Thanks!

Life have been good now. Perhaps im avoiding again. He was the one who did it first so im just granting his wish if it's what he wants. (: I rather we didnt even meet in the first place, i rather we didnt even start contacting in the first place. Then all these wouldn't have happened now.

Gonna turn in now~ (:
GOODNIGHTS ALL!

Went to work yesterday and it was boring to the max. No idea why also. Surya said he could see from my face that smthing is troubling me. Oh my! And i've been eating alot recently, especially yesterday. Finished work at 11+pm then head home. Had a chat with Tlove for awhile then surf net the whole night. Smsed with Tlove when i couldnt sleep. ): Slept only at 4++am.

Always love it when i receive Tlove's goodnight message when i open my eyes in the morning. (: He always go home late in the midnight or rather early early morning so i will only see the message when i wake up. :D :D :D

Start everything afresh.
Good things will comeee!
Work later again. ): 3 TO 11.

Thankyou boyf for being so sweet today! :D
Things indeed turned better after i told him how i feel that day.

School today, climbed out of bed to go to school and i was very sleepy throughout the whole day in class. Hard time keeping my eyes open. Didnt bring lappy to school today so i watched Sher do her netcom packet tracer task then WAD was spent surfing internet plus abit abit of work done. (: Breaktime at South canteen then skipped lecture. Walked back and fourth between Block L and Block A. Tiring deh. Settled down at Block N, Sher's friend came over to look for us and he explained to me some of the c# codings. Power. Gonna try to do the codings tmr or later on. :D
Boyf happened to pass by after his test, talked for awhile then he left to join his friends. IADP lesson was so-so.

Boyf came back to school to pick me up and he had to rush back because i was dismissed early. (: 20mins for him to bath, prepare and come back to school. Fast okay. Touched because he nrmally take his own sweet time just like me. :d Went off to E!Hub for movie, finally get to watch Transformers with him! Dinner at Kfc after the movie then he send me back home. He did alot of things that made me smile and appreciate his efforts more today. (:

Tmr gonna work 3 to 11 again. Gonna do some assignments later on and tmr morning. Probably stop working after this wkend. Interview at Amk on Sunday for another job. :D Lets hope nothing will happen this wkend.

2 more weeks.
(:

School everyday.

Monday school was ok. (: Thanks to boyf for lending me his jacket if not im gonna freeze the whole day! After school head home with Sher and we dropped by Pam's workplace. (: Chatted with her for awhile and she went back to work. Jiayou to her! Can see that she's really working very hard! Went home after that.

Tues school, OOP was so-so. DBMS was usual, no comments. :d Bishan after school to meet Ry boss. Walked around awhile then we went to Hougang Mall to meet Xueqin. Had dinner, catch up alittle, then walked around again. (: Minitoons for my gummiesssss! Dropped by Pop to see Agnes but she was busy so i went off without even chatting with her. Miss her alot! ): Left for home after that.

Wed woke up late. Was so so so tired that i slept till 10+am. :D Late night sleep results in late wake up in the morning. Went back to school at 11+am, studied CA with classmates in the library and went for the test. Screwed it all up because i couldn't understand what they were trying to ask. :X The way they ask the questions was totally different from the past year papers. Anyhow write answers, didnt have time to finish it up. Left for mrt station with classmates, took mrt to Amk. Bought some things then to work. (: Packed condiments all the way, JP sister came down and he accompanied me to have dinner. Finally finish packing at around 10, chatted with Agnes awhile and ate again. :O Now i feel so fat. I need to go on a diet!

Thanks sister for waiting but i didnt accompany him back because i was not done yet. Sorry!

Short chat with riders for awhile after packing condiments, thanks smbody for offering a ride home! Rejected because i got my brother to come pick me up before he asked. (:

Reached home near to 12. And now it's going to be 2! AH. I think i cant wake up on time again tmr.

Need a new job asap. Lobangs? :D

Im seriously in a bad mood nowadays whenever somebody mention about him. Thanks for spoiling my mood by mentioning his name anyway. But i already said, I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS ISSUE ANYMORE AND I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM OR HEAR ABOUT HIM. THATS IT. Dont blame me for showing attitude and being pissed off if you wanna talk about it ever again.

I know whats best for me, i let time decide everything. But i've made a choice.
(:
Probably the best for everyone of us.
Thanks for waking me up at this point of time when my life is so shaky.

Somehow, i couldn't bring myself to face this problem and to make a choice because i fear.
But still, i know i have to face it one day and make a choice, a stop to everything that is so perfect now.

I dont know if i'll regret or not, but it is indeed a choice i cant bring myself to make.

Studied in the afternoon before work on Friday, prepared for work and then work from 6 to 11pm. Smbody spoilt my day. Bad bad day. ): Dont wanna talk about it, refer to LJ blog for more details. :D Told boyf about something that we both hate to talk about. But sooner or later, i know i will give up on this whole thing if things doesnt change. ):


Saturday work was bery very very fun. Work from 330 to 11 without break but did MDS and i had a crazy day. Laughed alot, played alot. (: Thank god there's Agnes and ZF to accompany me at work. And thanks ZF for the green tea! :D Worked till 11, had my super late dinner then rush off because of the last bus! Regretted not staying in store awhile more deh.

Couldnt sleep all the way till 4++am. Text with ZF and sister for awhile. (: Holiday is over just like that! Sigh.

Gonna go prepare for work already. 2 TO 6 LATER! (:

Wed meetup with JP sister at ave8 for prataaaa! :d NICEEEEEE! Went over to point, slack and talk awhile with Azhfar and the rest. Head home at 8+pm cause i was very sleepy! Smthing happened at night, dont wanna talk about it but it did spoil my mood. ):

Thurs happy day! :D Woke up at 12+pm, prepared then went over to boyf's place. Started raining when i was about to reach so stayed at his house, had lunch, tv, afternoon nap and then dinner at his house before we head out in the evening. (: Went to Novena to satisfy my craving for mangoooo tango then walked around. Didnt know where to go so we sat down and talked for awhile. Head back Bishan to meet his friend, sat under his friend's block and waited for his friend then his friend followed us back to Sk before they go over to meet another friend because boyf had to send me home. :D Me love rides home!

Slept very early because was too tired. I think i slept too much nowadays! ):
But i've no idea why im so so so tired despite sleeping so much. :O Woke up in the middle of the night to reply smses because of the weird dreams im having. Very weird, very scary. And ZF say i have dreams when im sleeping because i did too much bad things. ): I NEVER OKKK! )):

Completed my assignments that are dued today this morning. Got plenty of studying to do, plenty of assignments to complete. Wanted to take off for today to study but Agnes said there isnt enough people. School starting next week and what a week we gonna have.

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ERP, FNET assignments due on Monday.
DBMS test on Tuesday.
CA Common test on Wednesday.
IADP assignment due on Thursday.
And worst of all, im working all 3 days for this wkend.
GREATTTTTTTTTTT.

Gonna go study CA already. :D