Damn busy with exams and work and TW DRAMAAA. :P

Anyway, SE paper was disastrous. All the notes that i studied and read didnt came out, and all those i DIDNT STUDY AT ALL came out. Almost went mad doing the paper cause i anyhow wrote answers again. REALLY IN DEAD MEAT. ): Let's just pray hard god will save me!

Thurs and Fri rot at home watching TW drama till working time again. Just damn lazy to get out of the house. :D Fri after work met RY for late dinner again at AMK. And it's the first time i reached AMK at such a early time though i end work at 9pm! I'm gonna take 851 to AMK from today onwards instead of 166! Now you know why i love SMRT buses. :P

Anyway, the long awaited day of the week! Finally get to rest on Saturday. And yeps, my last weekend to enjoy and go out. Didnt want to go out actually but dearby asked to watch movie tgt. Went over to his house in the afternoon and was so mad cause he end up sleeping like a log despite his promises. Yes, he broke promise AGAIN. ): Mad to the extent that i wanted to just go home but was held back by him. End up leaving the house at 7pm for Yishun, wanted to go town initially but was feeling damn lazy to squeeze with the crowd. :P Bought movie tickets for Percy Jackson and had tonic soup at nearby coffeeshop. NICE! Movie was nice but the threatre was terrible. So cramp and squeezy! ): Cabbed back home after the movie and continued tw drama! :D

Have been watching the drama till early morning the past few nights and i can just fall asleep while watching! :P And another news is i get to know my attachment company already. Got into 3M as a web/flash designer or smthing. ): Sad note, not really interested in it. Happier note, it will help me to gain more experience in a big company! :D :D

Gonna take a few mins off from SE to blog. Have been really busy with studies! My brain cells became weaker i realised. I've grown older. ):

Anyway, lets start with Saturday!
End up didnt go over to grandma's house though cause brother went off to work at the very last minute so i stayed home and watched tv till late noon then over to dearby's. (: Reached at 5+pm and he was still sleeping! Had to go over to his grandma's place so all our plans got to be cancelled. No dating, no movie! Went over to Novena Square first before going over to his grandma's place, had dinner and watched tv then gamble! Ban luck with his cousins and uncle. :D Luck wasn't on my side at the beginning though, kept losing dearby's money. But after that better already! Won money in the end! :D :D Played till around 12, had beancurd that his cousin and brother bought back and we left cause of the last bus! Took 147 back to Hougang Ave8, bought supper and took a cab back. He dropped me at my house downstairs and continued the journey back to Bishan.

Sunday work! Last minute studying after i reach home, was so tired that i gave up IST at 3+am. ):

Woke up in the morning and did more last minute studying again. Exam at 1230pm, was so screwed up. Anyhow wrote answers for all. :P Left for dearby's after the paper to rest. Tired! Work at night again and Jo came down so she gave me a lift to Bishan! Thanks thanks! (: Wanted to meet up with Tk to study at first though, but no books so took 156 home!

Today again over to dearby's, studied alittle over at his house, ate lunch, laughed and mad angry also. But everything is good still! :D Was tempting for ice cream so we ordered mcdelivery for desserts + his brother's dinner. Left for work in the evening again!

Sigh. Am not finished with tmr paper! SE! My god. I'm only at chapter 4 and i have another 10 chapters to go. Looks like im gonna lose my sleep tonight! And if i dont get to sleep tonight means im gonna go over to dearby's after my paper tmr again! :P Reason why i dont go home is because it takes me 1 hour to reach home from YCK and another 1 hour to Novena from my house. But it takes only 1/2 hour to reach dearby's from YCK and 1/2 hour to Novena from dearby's. Save time you know! And i can rest with the extra time instead of wasting the time on travelling to and fro. (:

Alright, gonna go back to my books already! Sayonara!

Did this quiz on fb and this is my result!
:X
The seriousness of my love results make me wanna laugh. :P


Dear , below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have many goals
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Want to achieve as much as you can
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

Anyway, Wed was a happy day for me! :D Dad drove me over to dearby's place, slept awhile and got up to get prepared. Cabbed over to Gleneagles Hosp with him, his mum and brother for his appointment. (: Decided to walk over to Tanglin Mall for late lunch after that, had Chili's and we were all damn full because the portions are big! American size servings heh. Walked over to Orchard Mrt station and separated with his mum and brother. Took train over to Novena with dearby to visit his friend at TTSH. Stayed on till 7pm and i left for Bugis by cab to meet Jo and Karina at MOF! :D The food quite nice, especially the dessert! I like! And it was Jo's treat, thankyouuuu so much! Dinner was great anyway, got family feeling. I double like! :D Went over to TheFaceShop to get face masks and nail polish + Karina gave us free membership so now i got TFS membership! Happy happy! Walked around and separated with Jo and Evan at Bugis. Walked to bus stop with Karina and separated again. Took 130 instead back to Amk and home! (:

Thurs was home all the way till work time. Sales terrible to the max! Why people dont go shopping after CNY! ): Brother was at Novena so took car back home after shopping at Cotton on.

Today stayed home again till work time. Exam is on Monday and yet i havent start studying! ): Urgh! Any ways to memorise 11 chapters of notes?! Sigh! In deep shit already. Teri teo have to make me feel even worse because of that SINGTEL paper. And now, we have this thing to worry about. DOUBLE SIGH.

Tmr gonna go bai nian at grandma's house i think! Please let me at least finish up 6 chapters by tonight! ):

Massive slacking throughout the entire CNY. Boring i know! ):

New year eve was steamboat at home followed by sleep till 10+pm. Drama marathon all the way till morning and i decided to catch some sleep at 4+AM.

CNY DAY 1
Woke up again at 6+Am and got prepared, off to Msia truly asia~ Journey was like 3 hours long? Reached grandma's place and we continued to nua there for the rest of the day. But it definitely feels good to see them! Did some catching ups with my cousins, happy me! Love them heaps! But anyway, it's the company that makes me happy although we did nothing but rested at home the whole day.

CNY DAY 2
Came back SG the very next morning because all of them went to Genting and we didnt get to join. (: Popped by City Square to take a walk around and have lunch, all of them manage to get some thing except me! Poor me! So i spent my RM$ on food instead. :P Back home in the late noon and continued to nua at home the whole night! Got so bored by 8+pm, so last minute movie plan with RY at AMK! Cathay website got me pissed off but he called in to book the tickets in the end though. Accompanied my dad for late dinner first before i went to meet him at 10pm. Movie ended and we took last bus back to Hougang then cabbed home! :D

CNY Day 3
Woke up at 12+pm, got prepared and off to ECP for lunch with my brother and sis-in-law. Super bloated and full! Left for Marina Square after that and shopping was good except the horror. ): Yes, I MET SOMEONE WHO'S DAMN SCARY THERE! Cant believe i'll be SO 'SUAY!' to meet him there. Hopefully i wont see him around again. Pretty please. Continued shopping and then went to the CNY He Pan which is kinda boring. No cny mood this year! ): Went back to Marina Square for late dinner at Billy Bombers before going home.

And out of all the loots i got, there's one which i super love cause it's Mr Men Little Miss series! Damn adorable! Maybe you can try asking me what it is in person and i'll tell you! And the best thing, it's damn cheap cause they're having sale. Hahah! Am gonna go pop by a few stores today again cause everywhere is having sales. :P

Gonna have a packed day today! Am going to accompany dearby for his doctor appointment followed by dinner with Jo and Karina(my boss & colleague!). Anyway, the dinner was supposed to be at 5 but dearby's appointment is at 4pm so i had to meet the girls later. ): So sorry! Okay, am gonna go get prepared now because im supposed to reach his place by 12pm! GOODBYEEEEEE!

Fri went over to Amk with dad to have breakfast before he send me over to dearby's house. Tried out my chocolates, damn sweet! ): Should have make dark chocolate instead. And something struck me in the afternoon. Broke down just like that. Had a talk with him and i felt better of course. (: But somehow, there's somethings that are best to prove with actions instead of just words. Afternoon nap for awhile, lunch and back to sleep. :P Woke up at 5 to go to work! And Jo was there to accompany me throughout, had some talks about BGR also. And we both agree that it depends on fate for two parties to come tgt. If there's no fate, no matter how hard you try, how hard you feel that this r/s will work out, this r/s will bound to break one day. Leave everything to fate! :D

Closed shop at 10pm, Reached home near to 12am and watched GG + Msn chat with dearby till 4am. (:


For close friends, they would have already known what happened recently. I'm not going to blog about it here. But let's just pray for fast recovery. :D Thanks to friends for their concern and wishes.

I just want to be there for him when he needs me. Anyway, i wont be in Sg tmr till Monday i guess. Coming back by Monday night though!

Feel so distant. There is a line that im not allowed to cross over to step into your life. I'm trying but there's a point where i'll start to give up.

1 week didnt blog again!
Sunday was meeting up with Cass, Lawrence and Yihao for my super late dinner over at Hougang. (: Thanks guys esp Cass cause he went back to get the doraemon and thanks for walking me to the bus stop!

Monday was meeting up with RY boss for late dinner again at Kovan before going home. (:

Tuesday was window shopping day with Jasmine and TK! :D After work was like rushing all the way. Ended work at 5pm, rushed to dearby's house to take the clothes to mail out. TK and Shijie was waiting for me so i had to rush down and we cabbed over to Tpy just in time for me to mail out. Meetup with Jasmine and we took bus over to FEP. Shijie left after awhile and so, TK went shopping with us! :D And it was definitely very nice of him to carry my laptop for me the whole night. (: Ion for late dinner at HK cafe. Again, Tk's treat! Feel so bad though. Went to this shop and we finally bought the first item of the day! Bought a tee shirt i find it damn cute! :P Walked to 313 and we went to Centre Point for mac icecream. Followed TK back to his house cause he wanna take car along with Jasmine, transferred GG season 3 and he lent me his hard disk! (: Sent Jasmine to Amk ave 4 before he drive over to dearby's block to pick dearby and Shijie up and from there, dearby drove to send me back to Sk!

Wed work and that was when dearby called to tell me the bad news. Upset and worried. Jasmine came to meet me after my work and she waited for me to end work. Sorry for making her wait so long! ): Took 166 together back to Amk and we separated. I left for home while she went to meet her friends.

Today went over to Hougang then to Bishan to get my hair cut and eyebrow trimmed. Went over to dearby's house till evening and left for work.

Have been sleeping late. And im feeling so sleepy and tired. Even worst, am bothered by some things. ): seriously dont know what to do. Let it be. Im tired of it.

My everyday life became worst. Sleeping at 4 or 5am everyday. Less than 4 hours of sleep everyday.

Anyway, end up skipping SE lecture on Tuesday. Went over to dearby's house to have lunch then i went over to Paya Lebar to settle some things while dearby went to school then went back to his house again to rest. (: Had dinner and a long chat with his mum, was late for work though!

Friday ended school early. Disappointed with SACP assessment though. Lots of problems and some unhappiness. ): SIGH. Left for AMK to settle my banking things, waited for an hour plus! Went over to dearby's after that, work and late dinner with RY at Amk after work. :D Damn long nver meet up with him deh! Took last bus home for 88 after that!

And finally my long awaited off day! :D Went over to dearby's house early in the morning, woke him up and we went to meet Ahtank to take the camera before going to Bussorah for photoshoot. Took us near to 2 hours long, head back dearby's house to eat before going town for his haircut. Walked around the whole town. Damn damn damn tired. Cheap basics from F21 @ 313 though!
Cheap basics = happy me. :D Head home after that!

Eyes closing already! ): Gonna sleep early!

Quick post before i go to school! :D

End up sleeping like a pig on Saturday, woke up at 2+pm and watched Xia Yi Zhan Xin Fu all the way till 11+pm. Packed my wardrobe and my room too! Wardrobe in a whole mess and packed. Was feeling so irritated! ): Dearby then came to meet me with food after his work! :D :D Walked over to SK Kopitiam to buy food for my father then go home! Reached home at 1am and continued the drama again. NICEEEEE! And im addicted to it alrdy. ):

Yesterday was work, was so bored by 7pm. ): But i managed to hit my own target of cos. haha! Was sending some invoices during work too. Reached home continue abit more. Slept early though! :D


Im feeling so so so lazy to go to school these days. Esp when all the tests are over. How i wish SACP project will end early too. ): Happier note, tryout session #1 tmrw after school! Wed plan for TGL collection #3 and Saturday photoshoot + dating! :D

Looking forward to Saturday! :D But monday gonna be my death cause it's SACP PRESENTATION! ): SIGHHHHHHH. He's taking back his laptop today which means i have to bring two laptops to school today. MISERABLE. ):


Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.