Threw away all my past memories, all the letters and things that are all from the past. (: Perhaps i should learn to live on my own, learning to be understanding and change to a better person. I realise that I shouldn't have take my family for granted especially my dad who stood by me and supported the whole family even though he cause me to feel so upset that im being born into this world for the past 16years. I understand why he want me to study hard and no matter how much i dislike this family for the past 16 years, perhaps its time i should grow up and learn to appreciate every single thing this is in my life now. ;D Look forward and live happily!

YAY. Im back to blog! (: My day today is just so oh-fabulous! Actually its only in the later part of the day, all thanks to this client who made me laugh like hell and i ended up laughing at practically every single thing that comes into my mind and anything that i come across on the bus, the people and some stupid things i hear. Was kinda stress in the morning because my aunt or rather my boss actually told me to double my steps because she said that its alr 10days but there isnt any progress and sales at all so the very worried me began to work doubly hard in the morning till the afternoon and i only have my lunch at 230pm.

Went to meet Boss after work and he treated me to Yoshinoya because he owes me a Pizza Hut meal luh. But because he went to make his specs that cost 200$ so the very nice me let him off by requesting for a Yoshinoya meal that cost half of the Pizza Hut meal. ;D And he told me about smthing that i kept laughing about luh. Im just in such a great mood that i can laugh at every thing even though it isnt meant to be a joke at all luh. I shall stop laughing at that matter but told him bout those drivers that made me laugh like hell today. ;x Took 82 home after dinner and after buying Selegie Beancurd home! (: YUMMY!

Went to work for the past few days as usual, more things for me to do as days pass by. (: Chatted with PA Sharon and she told me about the past coordinators. Hah. Im afraid i'll be like that Malay lady luh.

Getting more tired and restless each day that i can immediately fall asleep on my bed and sofa. Slept at 8+pm last night and 9+pm on Monday. ;] Oh yes, alena called me up yesterday. Supposed to meet her up today evening after my work but pushed it to another day because i need my sleep and i've got 4things to do today luh. Gotta rush through every single thing or else i'll be extending work again. Stomach isnt feeling very well these few days, the pain will come automatically if i dont have my dinner by 7pm and its bloody hell pain luh. Stop all these pain pleaseee!

Shall go prepare for work alr!

Went to work today morning at Mcdonald's and im hell tired luh. Couldnt keep my eyes open after 12pm today but i extended another hr till 1pm. (: Walk over to Ave8 to meet Xue Qin, pass her the calculator and head home. Today work was boring luh. Hell little customers, fussy customers but luckily theres still Cynthia, Fiona, Sao Yi and Ling Xiang there even though Mei Yun is wrking in the late afternoon and theres this attachment manager Andy today luh.

Talk on phone with boss den use the computer, chatted with Yan and Kenny. ;D Went to CompassPoint to buy some tops at U2 and bought lunch at McDonald's. Saw that bastard there working and he hid in the manager room not daring to step out to face me. Such an ass! Hate him and some people now luh. Flirts and bastards. I swear i wont speak to them anymore! Told boss bout it and i went home after hanging up with him. (:

Shall go continue chat with Yan alr. ;]

Thanks Yan, Boss and Joy for chatting with me early in the morning today through email and Msn. (: I was feeling bored and kinda stress again luh. Had lotsa jiaowei mails with Yan and we were typing like twits, true twits. Hah. Fond memories of our past during our primary school days when we would type like those twits.

To him i really dont know what to say once again. Yes, its true. I place all my friends infront of my boyfriend, not because of anything but because they were the ones who stood by me and helped me out all the times thats why i cherish all my friends and i wont neglect them even if im attached. I dont want to lose all my friends and lose contact with them just because im attached, if i knew things would turn out this way, i rather we stay single. Cherish all your friends and learn to appreciate them because we were once friends. If you can live without your friends and place your girlfriend before them then i think our thinkings are different. And i didnt give you any cold shoulder nor ignore you, if i have the time to sms, i would have replied you but this job isnt easy for me. I really really hope you'll understand all these things but it seems like you're still upset over all these and keeping it to yourself doesn't help at all and i didnt blame you for screwing everything up. You may think that im happy enjoying my life and neglecting you and thinking whatever im not trying to mean then let it be. I dont want to talk much bout this anymore, really. (:

Im not the happy girl anymore,
Im not like the past anymore.

Finally have the time to blog, getting quite used to the job but its really super duper tiring as days pass luh. Having about 6 buyers now or more than that and i've to arrange viewings and call the agents and stuffs like that.

Went off at 430pm since i requested to go off 2hrs earlier than usual, took bus 88 down to Hougang Point but when i was on the way, boss called me and said he couldnt make it so i called Kenny and Xue Qin and the earliest time they could meet is 630pm. Argh. Went home and change into smthing more comfortable and took bus down to Hougang Point again. Met up with Xue Qin at ave8 and we walk over togther luh. (: Saw Raniel, Lawrence and Derrrick twintwin! Damn happy luh. Sort of have some misunderstandings with Lawrence last night but hope to clear up all these misunderstandings by today, head home after dinner, sent Xue Qin home then Ling Xiang and Kenny sent me to the bus stop. ;D Went to Rivervale Mall get somethings and my dad came to fetch me up, head over to Punggol Plaza and the messages kept coming in luh, thats when the misunderstandings start. Home and slept at 9+pm, SUPER DUPER TIRED.

Luckily today my aunt told me to reach at 10am luh. But i alr woke up! Urgh.

Feeling so stress due to the job luh. I made like 1million calls today and ytd but i only found one place suitable for one client because of her budget luh. Wth. This job is killing me seriously! Requested to go off 2hrs earlier so that i can meet my friends luh. Luckily they agreed to let me go off earlier because i told them i would cover back that 2hrs on Saturday which means i'll only end work at 3pm on Saturday.

Going bonkers luhh. Facing the computer from 9am to 6+pm each day making calls and more calls! Urgh. And i've to wake up at 6am everyday and leave the house at 7am so that i wont be stuck in the traffic jam. Hah. What a great life i have!

First day for my new job at Tpy as a coordinator. (: Slack for the first day and i've got tons and tons of stuffs to do tmr. Hell for me man! I think i would probably work more than 9hrs and reach home late each day. But im still not being tortured by them because they're my uncle and auntie luh. ;D Gotta work hard in order to get commission and i must definitely work hard luh. The pay and commission is so so attractive! Hah.

Next month got another new job awaiting, working for my brother as flyer distributor. (: $6 per hr for me ONLY! Working during the night time after my job at Tpy on weekdays, there goes my whole week and im only left with Sat evening onwards to spare for all my friends and family so i've to cherish all my time from today onwards luh. Sunday working at McDonald's still.

Work yesterday with Wendy, Mike, Fiona, the morning aunties and Lawrence. (: Worked only 1/2 hr with that manager but luckily i've all those nice nice people to accompany me! Friday meeting up with Kenny laopo and maybe Meiyun wifey. Tmr gonna stay back in the office to look for sellers luh. JIA YOU TO MEEEE EH!

Kinda neglect him these few days or rather this whole week because of my mood and the job. Urgh. I seriously dont know how to plan my time luh. Dammit. Shall arrange everything properly by tmr! (: