I love my store ok. (: They rules totally. Super grateful to Wendy and Cynthia today! ;D

Went to ECP with my family for dinner just now. Went to the beach for awhile and my mood change again when i saw the sea. I don't know what happen but i wasn't happy so i just pulled my family away. The sea and the beach makes me think alot, it can be happy and sad things but today, the unhappy things came into my mind. Mood change after that, kept staring into space. Bedok interchange after that to buy some things and i forgot to get the foolscape paper. Sigh!

Work tmr although i've exam on Wednesday! Yayness. ;D I don't like staying at home at all.

i wanna make him mine..

Mood yesterday was good in the morning but turned bad in the later part of the day.

Took 965 to Sengkang Interchange then change to 159, down to HougangPt. Started doing the paperwork and i was hell bored because everyone were working and i've got no one to talk to so i just kept quiet for a few hours and when Agnes stepped in, i just talk and talk and talk but seeing him brighten my mood up as well luh. ;D Almost went berserk while doing the pile of SOC, thats when my mood turns bad at 4+pm. Was hell tired anyway. Helped till 830pm then dad came to fetch me up. By the time, my mood was already on the extreme bottom. Home, bathed then online-ed but i studied a little while waiting for him to reply luh. Chatted with him and my mood turned back to normal! (: Supposed to go down Amk again but didn't have the time and my mood was hell bad so gonna wait till i'm free then gonna make a trip down again. Rah!

School today was boring, even though there's no school tmr but we've piles of notes to study and my CA results for all the subjects is atrocious. I wonder how i am going to take my mid year exams that is starting this wednesday! Urgh! Shall start to study hard from today onwards. ;x But i still need to use the computer and msn to perk myself up especially by chatting with him. ;D

Was out almost the whole day yesterday. Slacked at home in the morning, tv and computer as usual. Bathed and prepared, dad drive me to HougangPt. Went back to store and chatted awhile, studied a little and went off at 230pm. (: 159ed down to Amk, i was lost at Amk luh! Ended up walking a very big round. >.< Not gonna elaborate what happen. Left at 4+ going to 5, walk over to Amk Park McDonald's and met Joreen and her cousin. Studied for a few hours till 7+pm going to 8. ;D I'mma good girl ok! Walk back to Amk Hub alone because they went to have dinner and i took 136 home. Went to RivervaleMall to buy desserts then walk home. (: Hell sleepy after all the studying and a long day.

Slept at 10+pm last night and i woke up at 6am today. I guess it's just a routine to wake up at 6 luh. Sucks man. I'm wide awake by 630am alr. (: Ltr going down HougangPt again to help Agnes and Cynthia with some paperwork. I'mma nice girl again! Hah. I've to complete my SS homework by today. Urgh. Off to do my homework!


I'm thinking of him again. Rahhh!

Now i know how bored it is to stay at home on Saturday and Sunday mornings, maybe because i'm used to going to work every sat and sunday morning. (: It's ok anyway, i'll get to see them ltr on.

Yesterday went to Tampines for my grandma's birthday celebration, had vegetarian food as usual and it was nice! ;D But all my cousins were not there luh. All had school so i'm the only youngster there, but it's alright anyway. Hah. Giant after the celebration with my parents, bought some groceries then back home. (: Was msn-ing with the usual people, jiaowei-ed with Wenyan again. I think she's going to kill me sooner or ltr so i just have to prepare my weapon and be prepared for the war! ;X Right idol?

I promise her i'll blog about her yesterday but i forgot about it so this post is all for her! ;x
She love laughing at those retardeds, She love B and G and Xiao Hoon. (:
She has alot of handsomes, Super Tim, MPH, Full Suit, Frenchie, Spanchie, Mario, Yong brother.
No one can beat her for being kpl and having the most jiaoweis. ;D
She's my idol and i'm her manager. HAHA.
are you touched? rmber i'll help you buy the pump for you to pump the toilet bowl. ;D

Used the computer last night after studying, chatted with Kenny and Rick. ;D

School today as usual. Lessons were alright, Chinese Oral after school was fast and quick because i was talking non-stop and spouting rubbish while waiting. (: Everything ended in less than 40mins, provided i'm the last 3rd person to sit for the oral. Was smsing with him while waiting and he finally told me smthing.

I don't know if i should feel happy that at least he's honest with me or feel sad that what i guess was right. But even if he ask her to be his girlfriend, i wouldn't feel angry at all because they knew each other first and what can i expect more from him? But i can assure that the feelings will still be there for him even if he still likes her. (: Ah. I like him i like him but i can't do anything. Sucks man.

Grandma's birthday today, don't know if i'm going for the celebration ltr on. Ana's birthday chalet as well today but i'm not going luh. (: Tmr i'm going HougangPt then to Amk, gonna get the disc from Cynthia and see them!

Why issit impossible for us? I believe in fate still, i believe God will put us togther if we were meant to be even if you can't forget her. (:

i'm hoping to receive your message, hoping that you'll take the initiative to care.

School today was fun. (: Everyone was in a good mood including the teachers.

Time to start mugging for the exams coming on next week! (: I promise i'll study hard so i just have to bear with it for the next two weeks. I'll be back at Hgpt after two weeks, i promise! ;D

I've the urge to play with a watergun suddenly. I wanna buy a watergun and play luh! After my exams, i'm gonna get one and play with it.

Although i'm trying to get rid of hoooking onto my phone all the time, i still miss him luh. There are still times i want to sms him but i held back. ): It's better not to disturb him i guess.

I hate it when he neglects me for his game but i don't have a choice because it's his life.

Someone sms-ed me again today and i was quite shocked to hear the same thing again so i didn't reply. Cried myself to sleep last night again because of him. I don't like this to happen all the time so i'm trying to get everything in hand. I've made up my mind alr today just awhile ago. Cynthia told me to trust him instead of someone else, maybe i should but it just hurts alot whenever people tell me things regarding him and another girl. Rahh!

I've made up my mind and i hope this time i'll just follow the way i think and not think another way again even if smthing bad crops up and make me cry for him again. (: Waiting for him silently and keeping all my feelings to myself is probably the best choice afterall. But still, i've to apologise to him again if i've made him unhappy. I'm already satisfied because i like him. ;D

Enough of unhappy stuff. I shall try to keep myself happy. ;D

Today school was great luh. (: Probably the shortest hours of lessons we had ever in NorthVista. School starts at 11am and ended at 230pm. Didn't have any lessons at all today because the teachers were either not around or the lesson was hell slacky. Rivervale Mall after school with Wenyan, walked around. Sent her to the bus stop and i went home. Studied a little and tried doing my Maths homework but i've no idea how to do at all so shut my books off and came online. (: Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NITA DEAR DEAR!

Got a new name for Kpl family and thats Jiaowei family! (: I love them plenty still because their craps is never-ending luh! Love the times when we laugh at those stupid people out there especially. ;D

Should i let go or wait?
Maybe i should just ....

I shall learn to control my mood. ;D

Yesterday was the worst day again. All thoughts inside my head made me feel like breaking down after meeting Kenny and Rick. Separated from them at 5+pm and all went home. I stayed around my house nearby and think alot. Kenny told me some things bout him later on and i was quite upset and disappointed luh. And somebody refuse to reply my messages because he told me he already told me what he want to say, if i refuse to believe him he see no point in replying me. Sigh!

Maybe it's time to let everything go, maybe i should have kept everything to myself so that even if he still likes her, i'll be able to go through it alone silently instead of feeling so vexed. Urgh!

Work yesterday was awsome! ;D

We chatted alot during and after work yesterday and i helped Agnes out again. (: I'm always doing the paper work luh. Dad came to fetch me up at 430pm and thanks to Kenny who accompanied me luh.

Today school was boring. Mrs Singh didn't come for lesson today so we had an hr of free period then Mr Devan had to leave for assembly after ten minutes and the class became so noisy after he left even though he gave us assignment to do but nobody did it, maybe a few did only. (: Skipped Physics practical after school because we were lazy. Home after that but it was raining heavily. What a lucky day uh.

GH sucks and rules. He can be nice and can be bad to me, what an ass but i still like him. (:

Changed my blog song. (:

Slept in the noon yesterday till 11+pm and did alot of stupid things to pass the time. Didn't sleep for the whole night, prepared for work at 6am. Took a bus down to work after so long, i'd been taking cabs every weekend to work. Bumped into Santosh on the bus but he alighted after two stops. (: Chatted awhile with him. Work from 8am to 1pm and punched in again at 2+pm till 4pm because they didn't have enough crews. Was tiring luh. Helped Cynthia do some things then took bus home! Giant with dad after bathing, had dinner then walk around. Home after that. ;D

Tmr work again from 8am to 3pm. Gonna sleep early tonight so that i've energy tmr since i didn't get to sleep last night. (: Thanks again to Alena who accompanied sms for a few hours.

School today was just so great. (:

Development test during Geography lesson was quite tough but i still manage to write smthing down on the foolscape paper. Lessons continued after that, Maths Vector test was hell for me. Wrote rubbish down on the paper, bet i'm gonna get single digit grade again. (: Got back my Chemistry paper result and wasn't shocked at all luh. Got single digit for it. Hah. Home after school. Supposed to meet Kenny for lunch today but cancelled because i was tired and since he got work ltr on, we decided to meet another day. ;D

I love my sisters luh. (:
Thanks alot to them these few days especially Alena who listened to my unhappiness and happiness. ;DDD

Yay! I can log into my Blogger account alr so i'm gonna use back this blog. Sorry people for the trouble uh! ;D This is confirmed if nothing goes wrong.

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