Very troubled now. I am not given a chance to express how i feel about going to those courses that i'm not even interested in and now, i only have a chance to choose 4 courses out of that 12. The rest are either by my dad or my brother. Holy crap.

Payday today, gave away half of it to my parents. Crap again. There goes my allowance for this month. The rest are supposed to be kept away for emergency use but looks like i've to withdraw somemore again. Out with boyfriend today for some window-shopping. Wanted to get some newyear clothes but the noon quarrel spoilt our mood for the first few hours in town. Of cos i was the unreasonable one, wasn't feeling any better ltr on in the day although we were okay after that because of the JAE thing. This whole crap made me feel superly miserable for the past few days, even now. I don't know what to say, maybe just crying will help me to feel better.

Sigh. Valentine's coming. I doubt there'll be anything special on that day.
Too difficult to convince people that i'm okay.

I'm sorry boy for all those craps and nonsense that i've given you these days. Thankyou for tolerating my temper and nonsense. ;D