Yesterday happy day! Morning lectures was nthing and it's a total waste of time. Woke up late today so i went to school late. ;X Manufacturing process lecture only lasted for like an hr or less so Sher, Gavin, Pam and me went down to Amk Hub. Went to find Kim Yong da ge then go eat brkfast togther at Amk Hub's foodcourt. (: Arcade next to play! Played daytona and basketball, we're the pros okay. Dont siao siao. Want challenge me must queue up one okay. ;P Although i not expert but i professional hor.
Back to school, PCMP got quiz again. Me hate quizzes. ): Internet computing was busy lame-ing with SP on msn. ;X SO SO SO many things to complete over the wkend, Monday got Maths quiz again. Why must we have so many quizzes! So unfair. Smore this month super busy because alot of presentations and projects to be done. Chicken.
Going to start saving up again everyday from today onwards. Sunday to town with the couple and dont know who again. ;D I want to go suntan, very long never go alr. Wendy, sms me okay.
JH is being very nice again. ;P Thankyou alot again and you'll have good luck for 24hours also. Be grateful hor. Chicken again because i got work both sides today. Going to prepare for work alr. ):
Smbody please save holy sharon from coughing. ;X Whole family down with virus now. Chicken again again. We must start saving the Soo family if not will spread to everyone. And i still happily eat kentucky again last night, i'm going to get strangled by everyone if they know about it. ;P SRY DA JIA. Kentucky too tempting you know.
Sher tell me not to go away to India and leave them here, see how much she miss me. And i think India is very cool, the nice and strong fragrance and i will get to paste mickeymouse sticker right at the centre of my forehead. I'll become more pretty tht way you know. (: Dont miss me when i go away okay people. ;P
Go prepare to go work alr. EDIT POST AFTER WORK AT NIGHT TODAY. ;D
Too many posting liao.
Sayo.
I miss you, wht about you? I'm just a nobody to you afterall.
Friday, June 27, 2008
I cant stop myself.
Never blog yesterday after school because very busy and tired. Go school for Web Design module, slack around in the lab then off to Amk McDonald's with the couple again after school. (: Tutors dismissed us early alsoo, good right. Because i told the tutor tht we have to go home early and complete the flash project assignment and every minute is precious to us. ;X Lame shit. Go Amk McDonald's, waited for donkey hours because of 4 kids(Primary school students). They ate super slow and because we needed the adaptor plug so we waited patiently. Eat McChicken meal with icelemontea(as usual) and icelemontea is forever so nice. ;D
Did our flash assignment and i anyhow do because i thought is today hand in but i only realised tht is Monday hand in. Kns. But nvm, i anyhow do also got grade one right. ;P Indian guy(He's not indian by the way) and the rest dropped by at 7+pm and they went off at 8+pm. Dinner with the couple at S11 at 9pm, home. (:
Tonight gg down to Bugis for steamboatt. ;D YAY. More lame jokes and funny actions togther with the rest. ;P I AM GOING TO BE A HAPPY GIRL TODAY but i'm very tired because never sleep well this whole week. Holy sharon, please let me sleep well today. Holy sharon, please do not let me cough non-stop anymore. My cough seems to be getting worst day by day. Chicken. I AM HOLY SHARON, I CANNOT FALL SICK. ;P
I want to watch movieeeee, book people alr. ;X People got lovey dovey to watch with them, i also can find a date hor. Chicken. Dont lovey dovey infront of me because holy sharon not need to be in a relationship. ;D
Tmr work work work. Chicken again again again. Maybe sunday tell manager dont want work alr because Monday got Maths test, need to study and get smbody's present. Too belated alr. ;P Sry da ge.
Sharon rocks many.
Sayo.
Did our flash assignment and i anyhow do because i thought is today hand in but i only realised tht is Monday hand in. Kns. But nvm, i anyhow do also got grade one right. ;P Indian guy(He's not indian by the way) and the rest dropped by at 7+pm and they went off at 8+pm. Dinner with the couple at S11 at 9pm, home. (:
Tonight gg down to Bugis for steamboatt. ;D YAY. More lame jokes and funny actions togther with the rest. ;P I AM GOING TO BE A HAPPY GIRL TODAY but i'm very tired because never sleep well this whole week. Holy sharon, please let me sleep well today. Holy sharon, please do not let me cough non-stop anymore. My cough seems to be getting worst day by day. Chicken. I AM HOLY SHARON, I CANNOT FALL SICK. ;P
I want to watch movieeeee, book people alr. ;X People got lovey dovey to watch with them, i also can find a date hor. Chicken. Dont lovey dovey infront of me because holy sharon not need to be in a relationship. ;D
Tmr work work work. Chicken again again again. Maybe sunday tell manager dont want work alr because Monday got Maths test, need to study and get smbody's present. Too belated alr. ;P Sry da ge.
Sharon rocks many.
Sayo.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Love.
Yesterday got very good luck. HENG AH, HUAT AH.
I only managed to do 2 more slides for my oral presentation right after i blog and i was feeling alittle tired so i rested for awhile. YAH, only 3hours okay. AWHILE. Father woke me up so i had to accompany him out to buy dinner then he go make payment for smthing. Hougang then ToaPayoh and back home. (: Finished up the PCMP Screen Design and slept after tht. ;XXX
Very heng yesterday because i picked up one $10 note. RED COLOR OKAY, NOT PURPLE. First time pick up $10 and JH was telling me he picked up alot more. CHICKEN. Let me happy awhile also cannot. ): So i spent the money on snacks instead, bought drinks (Icelemontea) and chocolates. Yes, dont scold me. ;P Chocolates during this period of time, i must be mad.
Yesterday also bad luck because cough getting more and more worst, half way losing my voice. MY BEAUTIFUL VOICE. ): Yes, it's beautiful because i use it to entertain my friends. Kns. No more voice, no more entertainment. And i hate hate hate coughing because cannot talk properly, talk 1 word cough 10times. Chicken again. Holy sharon, please bless me more with money and no sick. Sharon very holy, can bless people one. If you want good luck must treat me better then i'll bless you to have good luck for the new 24, 48 hours, depending on how well you treat me. Sher deserves 48hours instead of 24hr because she helped me alotttttttttt. Amitahba. I buddhism, no christian. ;P
Later going to lao di fang after school with the couple to finish flash, havent start at all. Shit and chicken again again again. SHARON, PLEASE FOCUSSSS. (; Okay, i'll try.
Very upset because house no pi pa gao. Have to buy again, waste me money. ;X It's okay, for the sake of not losing my beautiful voice, I am going to buy the smallest bottle later and tell my brother to buy the biggest bottle at night by listing down all the benefits of getting pi pa gao. They should pay me advertisement fee. ;P Very upset also because i got bullied by JH yesterday. I'm not going to talk about it. CHICKEN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN. KEEP SHOOT ME SMORE. NVM. Wen rou and nicest sharon is not going to get angry over this small problem. ;D
You all know smthing, 1509 opened last night but it's jump here jump thr but then got 1509 okay! ;X Seeeeee, lucky number. Mai siao siao. 1509 1509 HUAT AH.
Blog again later after school.
Sayo.
I'm missing the old times again. But i won't say anything because i'll leave it to our fate to arrange it all. (: God, please bless me. ;X SHARON NEED BLESSINGS ALSO.
I only managed to do 2 more slides for my oral presentation right after i blog and i was feeling alittle tired so i rested for awhile. YAH, only 3hours okay. AWHILE. Father woke me up so i had to accompany him out to buy dinner then he go make payment for smthing. Hougang then ToaPayoh and back home. (: Finished up the PCMP Screen Design and slept after tht. ;XXX
Very heng yesterday because i picked up one $10 note. RED COLOR OKAY, NOT PURPLE. First time pick up $10 and JH was telling me he picked up alot more. CHICKEN. Let me happy awhile also cannot. ): So i spent the money on snacks instead, bought drinks (Icelemontea) and chocolates. Yes, dont scold me. ;P Chocolates during this period of time, i must be mad.
Yesterday also bad luck because cough getting more and more worst, half way losing my voice. MY BEAUTIFUL VOICE. ): Yes, it's beautiful because i use it to entertain my friends. Kns. No more voice, no more entertainment. And i hate hate hate coughing because cannot talk properly, talk 1 word cough 10times. Chicken again. Holy sharon, please bless me more with money and no sick. Sharon very holy, can bless people one. If you want good luck must treat me better then i'll bless you to have good luck for the new 24, 48 hours, depending on how well you treat me. Sher deserves 48hours instead of 24hr because she helped me alotttttttttt. Amitahba. I buddhism, no christian. ;P
Later going to lao di fang after school with the couple to finish flash, havent start at all. Shit and chicken again again again. SHARON, PLEASE FOCUSSSS. (; Okay, i'll try.
Very upset because house no pi pa gao. Have to buy again, waste me money. ;X It's okay, for the sake of not losing my beautiful voice, I am going to buy the smallest bottle later and tell my brother to buy the biggest bottle at night by listing down all the benefits of getting pi pa gao. They should pay me advertisement fee. ;P Very upset also because i got bullied by JH yesterday. I'm not going to talk about it. CHICKEN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN. KEEP SHOOT ME SMORE. NVM. Wen rou and nicest sharon is not going to get angry over this small problem. ;D
You all know smthing, 1509 opened last night but it's jump here jump thr but then got 1509 okay! ;X Seeeeee, lucky number. Mai siao siao. 1509 1509 HUAT AH.
Blog again later after school.
Sayo.
I'm missing the old times again. But i won't say anything because i'll leave it to our fate to arrange it all. (: God, please bless me. ;X SHARON NEED BLESSINGS ALSO.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
An important necklace.
I think i'm very bad. ): Shitttt. Pikachu please do not attack me okay, do not attack your mama. Sry to Sher! Tmr pasar malam with the couple, maybe doing some studying or complete some assignments. ;D
I AM VERY LAZY. The pcmp teacher today suddenly go siao, she returned to us our assignments just because ALL our assignments looks the same so she said tht we copied. Chicken. Waste our precious time doing her assignment and she don't want to mark. Kns kns kns. It's okay, i shall be a wen rou and nice girl and appreciate her for her efforts. PCMP quiz this coming friday, ho seh. They only tell us today, trying to make us die. As if we only have their quiz to study, we have other assignments also okay. Chicken again. Flash assignment due this Friday and i've yet to start on it. Ho seh again. ;P Steamboat this coming Friday after school with Pop matesssss! Finally. Very long never step into Bugis alr, scary place. Especially on weekends. But nvm, for the sake of fun and laughter. ;SSSSSSSSSSSSS
I am a snake, so i go ;SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Today early in the morning everyone go mad, super high. ;D I like i like. Laughing over stupid things and actions and i disturbed Pam today. ;X SSP rocks many.
Sms alot alot yesterday, dui bu qi phone. ;P My phone must be so tired after getting pressed by me. Throughout the whole day until night time, midnight. Kns kns kns. Sher knows why. (: TEEHEEHEE. I think i am very bad again, always be lightbulb. Super bright. Sry couple. Dont throw pokeballs at me okay, shroomy and pikachu will protect me so even if your throw also no use. NEH NEH NI POO POO. ;X
I am going to complete my oral presentation and PCMP today, DIE DIE ALSO MUST FINISH. Flash assignment tomorrow must completeeeeee. ;D
Sayo.
Dont disturb meeee, and dont make me laugh and play. ;P
I AM A VERY SERIOUS GIRL WHO IS ONLY INTERESTED TO STUDY. ;D
Dont laugh. I knw i knw. Say i lame again righttt. CHICKEN. ):
I will prove you all wrongggggggg by studying today. ;D
I AM VERY LAZY. The pcmp teacher today suddenly go siao, she returned to us our assignments just because ALL our assignments looks the same so she said tht we copied. Chicken. Waste our precious time doing her assignment and she don't want to mark. Kns kns kns. It's okay, i shall be a wen rou and nice girl and appreciate her for her efforts. PCMP quiz this coming friday, ho seh. They only tell us today, trying to make us die. As if we only have their quiz to study, we have other assignments also okay. Chicken again. Flash assignment due this Friday and i've yet to start on it. Ho seh again. ;P Steamboat this coming Friday after school with Pop matesssss! Finally. Very long never step into Bugis alr, scary place. Especially on weekends. But nvm, for the sake of fun and laughter. ;SSSSSSSSSSSSS
I am a snake, so i go ;SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. Today early in the morning everyone go mad, super high. ;D I like i like. Laughing over stupid things and actions and i disturbed Pam today. ;X SSP rocks many.
Sms alot alot yesterday, dui bu qi phone. ;P My phone must be so tired after getting pressed by me. Throughout the whole day until night time, midnight. Kns kns kns. Sher knows why. (: TEEHEEHEE. I think i am very bad again, always be lightbulb. Super bright. Sry couple. Dont throw pokeballs at me okay, shroomy and pikachu will protect me so even if your throw also no use. NEH NEH NI POO POO. ;X
I am going to complete my oral presentation and PCMP today, DIE DIE ALSO MUST FINISH. Flash assignment tomorrow must completeeeeee. ;D
Sayo.
Dont disturb meeee, and dont make me laugh and play. ;P
I AM A VERY SERIOUS GIRL WHO IS ONLY INTERESTED TO STUDY. ;D
Dont laugh. I knw i knw. Say i lame again righttt. CHICKEN. ):
I will prove you all wrongggggggg by studying today. ;D
I've never regretted at all.
Mad alr. I think i got serious illness, shi mian until come blog at 3+am. I slept just now, but i woke up suddenly thinking tht smbody is going to chop me into pieces. Scary right. ;X Okay, i also dont know why i'll wake up in the middle of the night again today. It's the 3rd day for this week alr, SHIT. Serious problem. Smbody please save me or else my panda eye will go thicker and thicker, become very black like Po from Kungfu Panda. ;P
Everyone love my blog song now. ;X Everyday listen to the song over and over again because lyrics meaningful. Dont jealous and dont come to my blog just to listen to blog song. MUST READ MY POSTS. UNDERSTAND OR NOTTTT. ;D If not i'll tell pikachu to attack you all again. Throw pokeballs! Aim at tht 3 sickos who were in the library tht day also, Sher tell me to shoot them because they tiko peks. ;X
Gavin lent me La Bi Xiao Xin yesterday, i knw i knw. It's very lame but very funny okay. JH tell me to watch bleach instead because i stopped at Episode 13 and i'm very lazy to load the episodes everytime because must wait. ;P Although very fast but then also must wait righttt, so let me watch finish la bi xiao xin first.
No blanket this few days because mum took it away for washing and life sucks without blanket because very very cold in the middle of the night. I think i know the reason why i'll shi mian. Must be because i'm too cold alr. I never switch on air-con smore. Kns.
I'm going to look through Gavin's bday celebration pictures and blog only those interesting ones. I knw of one picture tht is confirm guarantee plus chop interesting, but then i think it's not so nice to post it up. ;X Smore censored content one okay, ltr got xiao mei mei xiao didi learn i mati.
Sayo.
I'm going to sleeeeep soon. ;P
Things just happen like tht, i dont understand at all.
Everyone love my blog song now. ;X Everyday listen to the song over and over again because lyrics meaningful. Dont jealous and dont come to my blog just to listen to blog song. MUST READ MY POSTS. UNDERSTAND OR NOTTTT. ;D If not i'll tell pikachu to attack you all again. Throw pokeballs! Aim at tht 3 sickos who were in the library tht day also, Sher tell me to shoot them because they tiko peks. ;X
Gavin lent me La Bi Xiao Xin yesterday, i knw i knw. It's very lame but very funny okay. JH tell me to watch bleach instead because i stopped at Episode 13 and i'm very lazy to load the episodes everytime because must wait. ;P Although very fast but then also must wait righttt, so let me watch finish la bi xiao xin first.
No blanket this few days because mum took it away for washing and life sucks without blanket because very very cold in the middle of the night. I think i know the reason why i'll shi mian. Must be because i'm too cold alr. I never switch on air-con smore. Kns.
I'm going to look through Gavin's bday celebration pictures and blog only those interesting ones. I knw of one picture tht is confirm guarantee plus chop interesting, but then i think it's not so nice to post it up. ;X Smore censored content one okay, ltr got xiao mei mei xiao didi learn i mati.
Sayo.
I'm going to sleeeeep soon. ;P
Things just happen like tht, i dont understand at all.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
You make my day.
Yesterday school was okay. Celebrated Gavin's birthday during 4hours breaktime, Amk Hub with Pam to get the cake then back to school. Cut cake, take photos, slack in library for the remaining 2 hours. ;D Lecture ended at 5+pm, very early. Down to Amk Hub with the couple again, eat bakchormeee then stoned at basement while waiting for Gavin's friend. Went to find smbody after tht and watched Kungfu Panda! YAY. ;X Home at 10+pm.
Today woke up late for school again! Kns. Coms skill Presentation only today, no tutorial. ;X Then run here run thr then go Gavin's house with Sheralyn. (:
Okayyyy, nthing to blog lah. Life so kns. Never go work today in the end. ;D 2 more days to payday! YAY. Rebonding next month, togther with Baoyin because she want highlight hair also. HAPPY ME. *CLAPS*
Going home early today, life so boring. Shitttt. Okay, nvm. Blog again when i reach home ltr.
Sayo.
I dont understand at all.
Today woke up late for school again! Kns. Coms skill Presentation only today, no tutorial. ;X Then run here run thr then go Gavin's house with Sheralyn. (:
Okayyyy, nthing to blog lah. Life so kns. Never go work today in the end. ;D 2 more days to payday! YAY. Rebonding next month, togther with Baoyin because she want highlight hair also. HAPPY ME. *CLAPS*
Going home early today, life so boring. Shitttt. Okay, nvm. Blog again when i reach home ltr.
Sayo.
I dont understand at all.
Monday, June 23, 2008
I'm missing you again.
Changed my blog song to 刘力扬 - 眼泪笑了. VERY VERY NICE, then again, if you think it's not nice you will have bad luck for one week. SCARED RIGHT. ;D I like the lyrics, meaningful. Go dig out at lyrics post, words for him.
Didn't blog and online yesterday because father nag. Worked the whole day, wake up at 530am go work, reach home at 10+pm gg 11pm. Very hardwrking right. ;X Yesterday got crowds at both working places, so kns. Crowd at Pop was kns kns kns because of the 20%, non-stop queues. Tag-ed team with Agnes and we rocks many because closing at night accurate again. ;D WE ARE THE RICHEST and i touched all 3 cashiers yesterday. WAS FORCED TO but lucky all 3 cashiers accurate yesterday. HEHEEEE. And i said smthing that made everyone laugh during closing, so sorry Soo Hua. Sharon innocent but becaus you never answer phone on your anniversary day so i said smthing to make them laugh. ;P
Agnes reminded me to take off on the last day of school holiday next time so everyone is taking off next time. ;X Clever right, if not everytime we suffer. Lucky Soohua never work if not she tell us extend to 10pm again i sure faint. And lucky today no irritating customers if not i make sure pikachu throws pokeball at them to make them die.
Tmr got work again again, die. Haven't complete assignments yet, movie tonight with Hgtr. Kungfu Panda! FINALLY. ;DDDD Everyone says tht it's very nice and cute. I AM GOING TO WATCH IT TONIGHT AND TELL YOU AGAIN. I know i very lag but no choice, all got boyfriends girlfriends accompany them watch, i single so wht. CHICKEN.
Father nag yesterday because i work too much nowadays. Chicken again again, spoil my mood in the afternoon. Almost tear but controlled. I AM A STRONG GIRL WHO DON'T CRY OVER USELESS THINGS THT'S NOT WORTH IT. ;P Think of him again yesterday, chicken again again again. KNS. Maybe because i was standing at tht counter, YES, tht counter when i received the breakup sms. Chicken again again again. Make me feel so sick standing thr.
Happy birthday to Gavin Lim Kian How, 19th bday! ;P FORTUNATE LEH, YOU'RE PUBLISHED IN MY BLOG. Rare okay, cherish. ;D Not everyone can one okay.
Happy birthday to Joy tmr also, 24th June. Fortunate also, because my post got your name. (:
And school reopen today, lucky first day no PD lesson then we can go school later abit but very sad because have to go school alone. SP(Sher and Pam) got English class so they go earlier. Sad. ): Okay, i very excited now. Go back school can ka jiao all my classmates, EI0808 rocks many. And today Maths tutorial and lecture, KNS. But nvm, slack slack. ;D KUNGFU PANDA! YAY.
Constantly reminding myself not to think of you and not to tear for you again, but i just can't stop myself. The fact tht you love her wont change forever.
Didn't blog and online yesterday because father nag. Worked the whole day, wake up at 530am go work, reach home at 10+pm gg 11pm. Very hardwrking right. ;X Yesterday got crowds at both working places, so kns. Crowd at Pop was kns kns kns because of the 20%, non-stop queues. Tag-ed team with Agnes and we rocks many because closing at night accurate again. ;D WE ARE THE RICHEST and i touched all 3 cashiers yesterday. WAS FORCED TO but lucky all 3 cashiers accurate yesterday. HEHEEEE. And i said smthing that made everyone laugh during closing, so sorry Soo Hua. Sharon innocent but becaus you never answer phone on your anniversary day so i said smthing to make them laugh. ;P
Agnes reminded me to take off on the last day of school holiday next time so everyone is taking off next time. ;X Clever right, if not everytime we suffer. Lucky Soohua never work if not she tell us extend to 10pm again i sure faint. And lucky today no irritating customers if not i make sure pikachu throws pokeball at them to make them die.
Tmr got work again again, die. Haven't complete assignments yet, movie tonight with Hgtr. Kungfu Panda! FINALLY. ;DDDD Everyone says tht it's very nice and cute. I AM GOING TO WATCH IT TONIGHT AND TELL YOU AGAIN. I know i very lag but no choice, all got boyfriends girlfriends accompany them watch, i single so wht. CHICKEN.
Father nag yesterday because i work too much nowadays. Chicken again again, spoil my mood in the afternoon. Almost tear but controlled. I AM A STRONG GIRL WHO DON'T CRY OVER USELESS THINGS THT'S NOT WORTH IT. ;P Think of him again yesterday, chicken again again again. KNS. Maybe because i was standing at tht counter, YES, tht counter when i received the breakup sms. Chicken again again again. Make me feel so sick standing thr.
Happy birthday to Gavin Lim Kian How, 19th bday! ;P FORTUNATE LEH, YOU'RE PUBLISHED IN MY BLOG. Rare okay, cherish. ;D Not everyone can one okay.
Happy birthday to Joy tmr also, 24th June. Fortunate also, because my post got your name. (:
And school reopen today, lucky first day no PD lesson then we can go school later abit but very sad because have to go school alone. SP(Sher and Pam) got English class so they go earlier. Sad. ): Okay, i very excited now. Go back school can ka jiao all my classmates, EI0808 rocks many. And today Maths tutorial and lecture, KNS. But nvm, slack slack. ;D KUNGFU PANDA! YAY.
Constantly reminding myself not to think of you and not to tear for you again, but i just can't stop myself. The fact tht you love her wont change forever.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Konichiwa.
Back homeeeee. Never edit post because lyrics post very very long, got 2 songs i hear today and found the lyrics very meaningful. Okay, i know. People who shi lian tend to listen to this kind of songs. So whts the big deal? ;D I only know how to enjoy life now after waking up from this whole emo thing. Don't jealous.
Didnt eat bakchormee just now because they got homecooked food to eat at home instead. Ate McDonald's again instead. McChicken meal with sprite, no icelemontea for dinner today because drank two cups of medium sized icelemontea in the morning. I broke the rule again today so mission fail again again. ;P I promise to give up tmr's lunch instead and i mean it because i got work the whole day which means i only get to eat either brkfast or lunch and dinner but i think i'll be having breakfast because Pech Chinyee made me very upset today by throwing my BigBreakfast when all the very nice aunties kept for me. I AM GOING TO EAT BIG BREAKFAST TMR. Die also must eat, scramble egggg! ;D With my favourite icelemonteaaaaaaaaaa. Life rocks so much recently.
Kan kai yi dian, i'll be happier. (:
Downloaded alot of songs again just now, hope ma ta wont catch me. I am very innocent okay. I just want to enjoy life by listening to songs so ma ta will understand right. ;P Next month rebonding, happy again.
So many happy things. Kbox next month with Pam and Sher, party until siao. We're powerpuff girls, power rangers and SSP/SPS. NICE RIGHT. Dont jealous again, but we're all under kim yong who is the lao da of kim yong tong. ;X He fierce, mai siao siao. We got any problem he settle one okay.
Sayonara.
I am going to sleep now or else tmr late for work again Agnes will chop me into pieces. ;X
But then, tmr Agnes not working so i think it's okay. But tmr is 2 da nan sheng. WAHPIANG. I make sure i )#%*)*)(&^)#*&U# if they dare to bully girls. I think there's alot of guys working tmr, they dare bully us i'll bao chou! ;PPPPPPPP
HEHEHEHEE.
Didnt eat bakchormee just now because they got homecooked food to eat at home instead. Ate McDonald's again instead. McChicken meal with sprite, no icelemontea for dinner today because drank two cups of medium sized icelemontea in the morning. I broke the rule again today so mission fail again again. ;P I promise to give up tmr's lunch instead and i mean it because i got work the whole day which means i only get to eat either brkfast or lunch and dinner but i think i'll be having breakfast because Pech Chinyee made me very upset today by throwing my BigBreakfast when all the very nice aunties kept for me. I AM GOING TO EAT BIG BREAKFAST TMR. Die also must eat, scramble egggg! ;D With my favourite icelemonteaaaaaaaaaa. Life rocks so much recently.
Kan kai yi dian, i'll be happier. (:
Downloaded alot of songs again just now, hope ma ta wont catch me. I am very innocent okay. I just want to enjoy life by listening to songs so ma ta will understand right. ;P Next month rebonding, happy again.
So many happy things. Kbox next month with Pam and Sher, party until siao. We're powerpuff girls, power rangers and SSP/SPS. NICE RIGHT. Dont jealous again, but we're all under kim yong who is the lao da of kim yong tong. ;X He fierce, mai siao siao. We got any problem he settle one okay.
Sayonara.
I am going to sleep now or else tmr late for work again Agnes will chop me into pieces. ;X
But then, tmr Agnes not working so i think it's okay. But tmr is 2 da nan sheng. WAHPIANG. I make sure i )#%*)*)(&^)#*&U# if they dare to bully girls. I think there's alot of guys working tmr, they dare bully us i'll bao chou! ;PPPPPPPP
HEHEHEHEE.
Songs for you, words for you.
LYRICS TIME. ;D MEANINGFUL LYRICS. I LISTEN TO SONGS WITH MEANINGFUL LYRICS. ^^
{EDITED}
刘力扬 - 眼泪笑了
作詞：蓝小邪&严云农
作曲：郑楠
专辑：我就是这样
比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的
你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
//
萧敬腾 - 疼爱
作词：阿 信(五月天)
作曲：阿 信(五月天)
专辑：同名专辑
我沉默 不代表我不痛
我不痛 眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受 安静忍受
安静看你走
你说我 很适合当朋友
你说我 总是会听你说
你说别太难过 保持联络
有空的时候
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身後 眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最後的温柔
如果你能飞得 快乐自由
这疼痛 并不算 什麽
想挽留 却为什麽点头
我不懂 连我都不懂我
如果说的太少 爱的太多
有谁能够懂
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身後 眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最後的温柔
如果你能飞得 快乐自由
这疼痛 并不算 什麽
千言万语拥挤我的宇宙
让我震耳欲聋 喔喔
有多少爱 就有多少
沈默的疼痛
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后 眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得 快乐自由
这疼痛 并不算 什么
{EDITED}
刘力扬 - 眼泪笑了
作詞：蓝小邪&严云农
作曲：郑楠
专辑：我就是这样
比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的
你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
//
萧敬腾 - 疼爱
作词：阿 信(五月天)
作曲：阿 信(五月天)
专辑：同名专辑
我沉默 不代表我不痛
我不痛 眼泪就不会流
总是安静承受 安静忍受
安静看你走
你说我 很适合当朋友
你说我 总是会听你说
你说别太难过 保持联络
有空的时候
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身後 眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最後的温柔
如果你能飞得 快乐自由
这疼痛 并不算 什麽
想挽留 却为什麽点头
我不懂 连我都不懂我
如果说的太少 爱的太多
有谁能够懂
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身後 眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最後的温柔
如果你能飞得 快乐自由
这疼痛 并不算 什麽
千言万语拥挤我的宇宙
让我震耳欲聋 喔喔
有多少爱 就有多少
沈默的疼痛
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身后 眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头
把疼爱都给你 把疼痛都给我
放开手是我最后的温柔
如果你能飞得 快乐自由
这疼痛 并不算 什么
I rocks more than you.
Shit shit shit shit. I'm supposed to be in a good mood today but nobody entertain me now so i started to think of some bad things again. I hateeeeeeeeee. ): ALL BECAUSE OF ONE SMS THT I SAVED IN THE PAST. Whtever, all your promises are lies all along. Chicken. I still have tht sms and i'm not going to delete away. NEXT TIME CAN KILL YOU WITH IT. Chicken again.
Tired. Today woke up late for work, 2hours late. Pikachu failed to wake me up because i too adorable alr and so he don't dare to wake his mama up. ;P Pikachu is afraid of me and shroomy. Shroomy very nice to hug yesterday, brother drove me to work today or else i'll be even later. Lame around with Kenny, JP and the rest during work and they rocks many. 1230pm punch out then home. Left home to meet Sher at 3pm to Amk Hub. Lao di fang again. We rule the world. ;D Sry to them again because i teared again 5mins ago. Chicken again again. I'm not suppose to tear for him anymore. Macho woman, strong girl sharon is.
And today weather is @(%A&(&()A)$**)5 i tell you. Very very warm. Perspire like shit today in bus. Air con bus like no air con smore. Chicken again again again. Bad day it is. ):
Bakchormee later on with couple again. I'm tempted alr. No diet today. Diet tmr instead. Sher just reminded me tht i'm suppose to stay HIGH today. Mission fail alr. TMR HIGH LAH.
School reopening on Monday alr. Yayness. ;D More things coming up. Holiday faster come again.
Tmr working both sides, shit shit shit. For the sake of money! *CLAPS CLAPS*
And i am now at Amk McDonald's for your information. High tech, got wireless internet to use. ;X It's gonna be 23rd soon! YAY. Got people to entertain me from Monday onwards in Msn again alr.
Blog again tonight. ;P Sayo.
I have to keep reminding myself not to think of you. Have i really let go? ):
Tired. Today woke up late for work, 2hours late. Pikachu failed to wake me up because i too adorable alr and so he don't dare to wake his mama up. ;P Pikachu is afraid of me and shroomy. Shroomy very nice to hug yesterday, brother drove me to work today or else i'll be even later. Lame around with Kenny, JP and the rest during work and they rocks many. 1230pm punch out then home. Left home to meet Sher at 3pm to Amk Hub. Lao di fang again. We rule the world. ;D Sry to them again because i teared again 5mins ago. Chicken again again. I'm not suppose to tear for him anymore. Macho woman, strong girl sharon is.
And today weather is @(%A&(&()A)$**)5 i tell you. Very very warm. Perspire like shit today in bus. Air con bus like no air con smore. Chicken again again again. Bad day it is. ):
Bakchormee later on with couple again. I'm tempted alr. No diet today. Diet tmr instead. Sher just reminded me tht i'm suppose to stay HIGH today. Mission fail alr. TMR HIGH LAH.
School reopening on Monday alr. Yayness. ;D More things coming up. Holiday faster come again.
Tmr working both sides, shit shit shit. For the sake of money! *CLAPS CLAPS*
And i am now at Amk McDonald's for your information. High tech, got wireless internet to use. ;X It's gonna be 23rd soon! YAY. Got people to entertain me from Monday onwards in Msn again alr.
Blog again tonight. ;P Sayo.
I have to keep reminding myself not to think of you. Have i really let go? ):
Friday, June 20, 2008
You should die, seriously.
BACK. ;DDDDDDDDD PIKA.
Today almost late for work but i'm still considered early okay! Work today was very very tiring because alot of deliveries came in for the 20% storewide discount. SO UNFAIR TO US. Work so hard also no use, the money dont come to us. ;X Today was madness, in a happy mood throughout the whole day. Counselled Kelly because she had some problems. SEE, SHARON GIVE PEOPLE ADVICE OK. AND IT'S LOVE PROBLEM. AISEH. *CLAPS* ;D
Angry because SooHua told me to go work Suntec Pop fair in November and the hours are long which means i can earn money until siao but then school reopen in Oct. KNS. ): SO DEPRESSED. I want to work more then can earn more moneyy. KNS KNS KNS. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR.
I hearts Jane's bakery Choco Fudge cake because it's VERY VERY YUMMY AND NICE. ;X Fine, cut down on those sharon. IT'S FATTENING. I ate Kfc today with Agnes and Soo hua. Alot fats in my body today so tht means it's time to go on a diet again. DIET. Rmber. (:
I gave flying kisses to Pop mates just now. SEE, RARE CHANCE OK. ;X Everyone please catch it if i send you flying kiss. YOU NEVER CATCH YOU WILL DIE IMMEDIATELY I TELL YOU. ;P
KNS. Got two cuts today because of the wonderful powerful weapon - PENKNIFE. It's very powerful i tell you. Too powerful until i get cuts because of it everytime. CHICKEN. No vulgur, so i scold chicken. Poor chicken. Get dragged in for nothing. I shall be nice to chickens from today onwards. ;X And 1 of the cut made me bleed, lose blood again. Kns. Smbody please donate blood to me because i'm constantly losing blood and i may faint soon because of too little blood inside my body. Cannot take it. Long post today because in a happy and crappy and lame mood today. The only shitty thing now is tht i've got work tmr at 8am. HO SEH AGAIN. Pikachu will wake me up by aiming pokeballs at me tmr morning and shroomy will make me sleep very comfortably by letting me hug him tight tight. ;X
Another happy thing to announce today. I bought a new pair of sandals today and i'm very the happy you know. ;D *CLAPS* YAY YAY YAY. $15 only, dirt cheap. BATA is on sale now. Everywhr having GSS and it rocks so much to buy things during GSS period. ;P MONEY FLY AWAY AGAIN. Kns. I only have myself to blame. Temptation too strong alr. I shall eat up everyone tht i see from tmr onwards because i am only only going to eat lunch tmr. NO BRKFAST, NO DINNER. Provided tht they dont tempt me because tmr going to finish up assignments with Sher and dont-know-who again. BAKCHORMEE AH BAKCHORMEE. ;D
I promise to make them high tmr. Laugh smoreeeeeeeeee. STEADY POM PI PI. ;P SHARON ROCKS MANY.
Blog tmr when i studying. ;P
Sayo.
*SENDS FLYING KISSS TO EVERYONE WHO DROPS BY*
*CLAPS CLAPS*
Mwahs.
Today almost late for work but i'm still considered early okay! Work today was very very tiring because alot of deliveries came in for the 20% storewide discount. SO UNFAIR TO US. Work so hard also no use, the money dont come to us. ;X Today was madness, in a happy mood throughout the whole day. Counselled Kelly because she had some problems. SEE, SHARON GIVE PEOPLE ADVICE OK. AND IT'S LOVE PROBLEM. AISEH. *CLAPS* ;D
Angry because SooHua told me to go work Suntec Pop fair in November and the hours are long which means i can earn money until siao but then school reopen in Oct. KNS. ): SO DEPRESSED. I want to work more then can earn more moneyy. KNS KNS KNS. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR.
I hearts Jane's bakery Choco Fudge cake because it's VERY VERY YUMMY AND NICE. ;X Fine, cut down on those sharon. IT'S FATTENING. I ate Kfc today with Agnes and Soo hua. Alot fats in my body today so tht means it's time to go on a diet again. DIET. Rmber. (:
I gave flying kisses to Pop mates just now. SEE, RARE CHANCE OK. ;X Everyone please catch it if i send you flying kiss. YOU NEVER CATCH YOU WILL DIE IMMEDIATELY I TELL YOU. ;P
KNS. Got two cuts today because of the wonderful powerful weapon - PENKNIFE. It's very powerful i tell you. Too powerful until i get cuts because of it everytime. CHICKEN. No vulgur, so i scold chicken. Poor chicken. Get dragged in for nothing. I shall be nice to chickens from today onwards. ;X And 1 of the cut made me bleed, lose blood again. Kns. Smbody please donate blood to me because i'm constantly losing blood and i may faint soon because of too little blood inside my body. Cannot take it. Long post today because in a happy and crappy and lame mood today. The only shitty thing now is tht i've got work tmr at 8am. HO SEH AGAIN. Pikachu will wake me up by aiming pokeballs at me tmr morning and shroomy will make me sleep very comfortably by letting me hug him tight tight. ;X
Another happy thing to announce today. I bought a new pair of sandals today and i'm very the happy you know. ;D *CLAPS* YAY YAY YAY. $15 only, dirt cheap. BATA is on sale now. Everywhr having GSS and it rocks so much to buy things during GSS period. ;P MONEY FLY AWAY AGAIN. Kns. I only have myself to blame. Temptation too strong alr. I shall eat up everyone tht i see from tmr onwards because i am only only going to eat lunch tmr. NO BRKFAST, NO DINNER. Provided tht they dont tempt me because tmr going to finish up assignments with Sher and dont-know-who again. BAKCHORMEE AH BAKCHORMEE. ;D
I promise to make them high tmr. Laugh smoreeeeeeeeee. STEADY POM PI PI. ;P SHARON ROCKS MANY.
Blog tmr when i studying. ;P
Sayo.
*SENDS FLYING KISSS TO EVERYONE WHO DROPS BY*
*CLAPS CLAPS*
Mwahs.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
SHAKE-A-LAKA BABY.
Removed this and tht from my blog. IF IT'S NOT OBVIOUS ENOUGH FOR YOU, YOU CAN GO TO HELL. ;D You guys know wht i means by just looking at it.
Last post dedicated for you, rickmond tong.
Thankyou for the sweet and memorable love story we once had. (: After seeing tht sms, i realise maybe the only person you'll ever want to be with is her and like wht you said, at least we were once togther. Promises are meant to be broken so i won't blame you anymore. Fate just wont get to us no matter how long. Maybe it will take time for me to forget this love but i promise we'll be very very good friends like how we were in the past. ;D No matter wht happen in the future, 15th Sept'07 is gonna be a date i'll never forget. I'll still continue to love you for now but friends from today on. (: Thankyou hgtr and you rocks many for looking after me, giving me everything tht i want and treating me the best. And because of tht, you'll have good luck for the next 24hours. MUST CHERISH OK. 24HRS ONLY. ;P
Enough of it. I created a new bakchormee song yesterday and it's NICE OKAY. You can ask Sher and Gavin lah. Inspiration suddenly when i was so tempted to eat. ;X FULL SONG DONE ALR!
Kan kai yi dian, i'll be happier. ;D
And surprise EI0808 PEOPLE! September chalet will be 4D3N instead of the usual 3D2N. Happy righttt! Everyone can play until siao, party time in Sept. (: SONG. HAPPY! ;X Planned by Guys-hater Sharon and happily-inlove Sher and hardworking Pam so please cooperate ok if not sharon will whack you all upside down togther with her team partners Shroomy and Pikachu. SCARED OR NOT, SCARED RIGHT. SO COOPERATE. ;D
So sry people, you all have to listen to my craps and lame things from tmr onwards alr because sharon HIGH back alr.
Blog again tmr. ;X
Sayo.
;D
Last post dedicated for you, rickmond tong.
Thankyou for the sweet and memorable love story we once had. (: After seeing tht sms, i realise maybe the only person you'll ever want to be with is her and like wht you said, at least we were once togther. Promises are meant to be broken so i won't blame you anymore. Fate just wont get to us no matter how long. Maybe it will take time for me to forget this love but i promise we'll be very very good friends like how we were in the past. ;D No matter wht happen in the future, 15th Sept'07 is gonna be a date i'll never forget. I'll still continue to love you for now but friends from today on. (: Thankyou hgtr and you rocks many for looking after me, giving me everything tht i want and treating me the best. And because of tht, you'll have good luck for the next 24hours. MUST CHERISH OK. 24HRS ONLY. ;P
Enough of it. I created a new bakchormee song yesterday and it's NICE OKAY. You can ask Sher and Gavin lah. Inspiration suddenly when i was so tempted to eat. ;X FULL SONG DONE ALR!
Kan kai yi dian, i'll be happier. ;D
And surprise EI0808 PEOPLE! September chalet will be 4D3N instead of the usual 3D2N. Happy righttt! Everyone can play until siao, party time in Sept. (: SONG. HAPPY! ;X Planned by Guys-hater Sharon and happily-inlove Sher and hardworking Pam so please cooperate ok if not sharon will whack you all upside down togther with her team partners Shroomy and Pikachu. SCARED OR NOT, SCARED RIGHT. SO COOPERATE. ;D
So sry people, you all have to listen to my craps and lame things from tmr onwards alr because sharon HIGH back alr.
Blog again tmr. ;X
Sayo.
;D
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Give us a chance.
Found alot of nice pictures awhile ago and i posted up a few of them tht expresses how i feel now. ;X Most contain words tht i want to say to him but yah, he shall read it himself. (:
I went back to school today and spent the time togther with Pam, Sher and Gavin. Left school at 5+pm, Amk Hub to get my leggings and eat bakchormee at S11 again. ;D 86ed to Sengkang, slack at void deck and take alot of pictures again then home. Today mood and body isn't tht good, i dont know why. (:
Dad and brother fall sick alr. Ho seh liao. Whole family sick again. Virus in my house now. ;X BEWARE! Dont come into my house if you dont want to fall sick. ;P
And because i no mood to edit photos tday so friendster no new photos. BUT, i got a very very interesting photo to show everyone tday! ;X Then again, it makes me think of Hgtr again. I miss his cosy hugsssssssss. THIS ACTION I TEACH THE COUPLE ONE OK. ;X
And Pamieeeeeeeeee, stay strong ok! (: No matter wht choice you make, you still have us around you! I love you Pam!
I'm glad i have Sher, Pam, Hgtr and manymany good friends around me. Pop mates, EI0808 and Hgpt mates. I love you guysssssssssss. ;D
I MISS HIM DAMN BLOODY MUCH AGAIN. ):
Shroomy is love (:
{EDITED}
I'm trying way too hard to stay strong. The only thing i know now is tht i can't be as strong as wht you think. I'm sorry to disappoint you. I need your shoulder and your cosy and warm hugs again.
P.S I love you
15th Sept'07 I'll keep praying and wait for you.
//
My head is hurting, it's killing meeeeeeeee.
Oh yes, please do not contact me via phone from today until Friday or Saturday. (: Won't respond to any sms-es or calls AT ALL so please don't waste time and sms to contact me but i'll still be updating my super wonderful blog so just come back if you love me. ;D
Agnes wanted me to work today but i wasn't feeling very well so couldn't help. So sry! ;X Tmr to Sunday will be busy wrking full shift also. I'm way too distracted alr, supposed to complete my PCMP and Coms Skills today but, okay, i shall FOCUS. ;DDD Sher went off with Gavin to watch Kungfu Panda awhile ago, i want to watch Kungfu Panda also but waiting for 26th to come. (: HGTR, YOU PROMISED ME ONE OK.
Hungry, tired and feeling sick. ):
I miss you like crazy but i just want to keep it to myself. Everything, i'll face it alone. ;D
I'm trying way too hard to stay strong. The only thing i know now is tht i can't be as strong as wht you think. I'm sorry to disappoint you. I need your shoulder and your cosy and warm hugs again.
P.S I love you
15th Sept'07 I'll keep praying and wait for you.
//
My head is hurting, it's killing meeeeeeeee.
Oh yes, please do not contact me via phone from today until Friday or Saturday. (: Won't respond to any sms-es or calls AT ALL so please don't waste time and sms to contact me but i'll still be updating my super wonderful blog so just come back if you love me. ;D
Agnes wanted me to work today but i wasn't feeling very well so couldn't help. So sry! ;X Tmr to Sunday will be busy wrking full shift also. I'm way too distracted alr, supposed to complete my PCMP and Coms Skills today but, okay, i shall FOCUS. ;DDD Sher went off with Gavin to watch Kungfu Panda awhile ago, i want to watch Kungfu Panda also but waiting for 26th to come. (: HGTR, YOU PROMISED ME ONE OK.
Hungry, tired and feeling sick. ):
I miss you like crazy but i just want to keep it to myself. Everything, i'll face it alone. ;D
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Breaking down sooner or later
The title of the post shows it all.
Zoo outing today rocks many. (: Took photos and tour around the Zoo then head back to Amk at 4+pm, the couple ate bakchormee again then we 24ed to T1 to see aeroplanes and take photos again. Then to T3 to tour around awhile then 27ed back home. For the first time, i didn't use my phone for hours. Yah, i left my phone with someone else for tht few hours. ;D
I dont know wht got into me suddenly, i suddenly dont have the energy anymore. I want to cry out and let everything out so tht my energy to wait will come back. (: I swore again today and i'll give you time. Once you're ready to return to the past with me then just let me know because i'll always be waiting for you no matter how long and how you treat me. ;D
Zoo outing today rocks many. (: Took photos and tour around the Zoo then head back to Amk at 4+pm, the couple ate bakchormee again then we 24ed to T1 to see aeroplanes and take photos again. Then to T3 to tour around awhile then 27ed back home. For the first time, i didn't use my phone for hours. Yah, i left my phone with someone else for tht few hours. ;D
I dont know wht got into me suddenly, i suddenly dont have the energy anymore. I want to cry out and let everything out so tht my energy to wait will come back. (: I swore again today and i'll give you time. Once you're ready to return to the past with me then just let me know because i'll always be waiting for you no matter how long and how you treat me. ;D
Monday, June 16, 2008
It's just a test for the both of us.
{EDITED}
Go work today at 2pm, bumped into XueQin thr! Chatted awhile only and she went off alr. Work until 10pm today, smthing happened during work today and i teared again. Not because of my colleagues nor any customers but because of the same person. (: Not gg to mention the reason of course. RAH. Whtever. 136ed home togther with Baoyin and chatted with her again. Thankyou Baoyin!
27th outing confirmed alr. Bugis for steamboat in the evening after my school because they're gg to Kbox in the afternoon and i got school. So unfair! But nvm, going to Kbox with Sher and the rest next month! YAY. NEH NEH NI POO POO. ;D
Zoo outing tmrrrrr! Joyce can't join us because her laptop crashed so me togther with the couple again. Sry everyone. ;X Life sucks when you're single you see. Okay, shut up. I WANT 26TH TO COMEEEEE. (: FASTER. Shits. I'm perspiring again. Issit the weather or issit because i never switch on the fan. Go bath again then off to wonderland alr.
Blog song lyrics is meant for you. I'm rlly running out of energy ... Breaking down again sooner or later. I'm sry tht i still cant learn to be strong.
//
Blog again. ;X Random post.
JH will only be back next Monday after my school reopen. 1WK nobody disturb and no updates to hear and i got alot of things to complain lahhhhhhhh! Shits. ;P OKAY. Pokepokeeeeee.
HGTR sucks many. He knows why can alr. (: School reopen two days down, 26th movie with Hgtr, 27th steamboat + pool with POP friends. YAY. Going to work alrrr.
Sayo. Blog again when i come home tonight. ;D
When i say i hate you, it meant I loveyou. (: I just want to love you and wait for you silently.
Go work today at 2pm, bumped into XueQin thr! Chatted awhile only and she went off alr. Work until 10pm today, smthing happened during work today and i teared again. Not because of my colleagues nor any customers but because of the same person. (: Not gg to mention the reason of course. RAH. Whtever. 136ed home togther with Baoyin and chatted with her again. Thankyou Baoyin!
27th outing confirmed alr. Bugis for steamboat in the evening after my school because they're gg to Kbox in the afternoon and i got school. So unfair! But nvm, going to Kbox with Sher and the rest next month! YAY. NEH NEH NI POO POO. ;D
Zoo outing tmrrrrr! Joyce can't join us because her laptop crashed so me togther with the couple again. Sry everyone. ;X Life sucks when you're single you see. Okay, shut up. I WANT 26TH TO COMEEEEE. (: FASTER. Shits. I'm perspiring again. Issit the weather or issit because i never switch on the fan. Go bath again then off to wonderland alr.
Blog song lyrics is meant for you. I'm rlly running out of energy ... Breaking down again sooner or later. I'm sry tht i still cant learn to be strong.
//
Blog again. ;X Random post.
JH will only be back next Monday after my school reopen. 1WK nobody disturb and no updates to hear and i got alot of things to complain lahhhhhhhh! Shits. ;P OKAY. Pokepokeeeeee.
HGTR sucks many. He knows why can alr. (: School reopen two days down, 26th movie with Hgtr, 27th steamboat + pool with POP friends. YAY. Going to work alrrr.
Sayo. Blog again when i come home tonight. ;D
When i say i hate you, it meant I loveyou. (: I just want to love you and wait for you silently.
Love.
1. What age do you wish to marry?
- By 26
2. What do you want most right now?
- Makeover, Shopping and Rebonding. ;DD
3. What do you want to be in your next life?
- To be the happiest woman with the guy i love.
4. Something to describe yourself.
- Crazy. ;X
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
- To be back with Hgtr again.
6. What are you afraid to lose now?
- Friends and Hgtr.
7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
- Depends.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Yah!
9. How would you spend 200 bucks?
- Go complete my wishlist first. ;X
10. What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half?
- Just love and honesty from him will do. (:
11. What type of person you hate most?
- Nobody's perfect but i dislike flirts and girls who act.
12. So you cherish every of your friendship?
- OF COURSE.
13. Do you believe in God?
- Yah. (: I believe in all religion's God.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Hgtr and friends. (: They're my everything now ok!
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Depends is who lah. If it's Hgtr then OK, if it's others NO WAY.
16.What do you want your friends to be like?
- To be crazy like me. ;D
.17. What are the things that i will think of?
- Playing, laughing and Hgtr. ;P
18. What is your favourite hobby?
- Sleeping, Shopping and playing.
19. if you feeling low one day, who will you go to?
- Hgtr. (: Only him.
20. Who is that someone special for you?
- Hgtr and all my closest friends.
21. Would you rather be Rich and Single or Poor and Married?
- Urm, married to who? ;X If is him then i rather be poor and married.
22. Being love by someone is more blessed or being loving someone is more blessed?
- Good question, i've no idea. But i think it's both? ;D
- By 26
2. What do you want most right now?
- Makeover, Shopping and Rebonding. ;DD
3. What do you want to be in your next life?
- To be the happiest woman with the guy i love.
4. Something to describe yourself.
- Crazy. ;X
5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?
- To be back with Hgtr again.
6. What are you afraid to lose now?
- Friends and Hgtr.
7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
- Depends.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Yah!
9. How would you spend 200 bucks?
- Go complete my wishlist first. ;X
10. What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half?
- Just love and honesty from him will do. (:
11. What type of person you hate most?
- Nobody's perfect but i dislike flirts and girls who act.
12. So you cherish every of your friendship?
- OF COURSE.
13. Do you believe in God?
- Yah. (: I believe in all religion's God.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Hgtr and friends. (: They're my everything now ok!
15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Depends is who lah. If it's Hgtr then OK, if it's others NO WAY.
16.What do you want your friends to be like?
- To be crazy like me. ;D
.17. What are the things that i will think of?
- Playing, laughing and Hgtr. ;P
18. What is your favourite hobby?
- Sleeping, Shopping and playing.
19. if you feeling low one day, who will you go to?
- Hgtr. (: Only him.
20. Who is that someone special for you?
- Hgtr and all my closest friends.
21. Would you rather be Rich and Single or Poor and Married?
- Urm, married to who? ;X If is him then i rather be poor and married.
22. Being love by someone is more blessed or being loving someone is more blessed?
- Good question, i've no idea. But i think it's both? ;D
Sunday, June 15, 2008
15th is the day! (:
Hello everybody. No more editing post alr because nobody will see it if my story is on top of the post. SO, PLEASE SCROLL DOWN FOR MORE POSTS OK. ;D
I woke up at 6+pm happily just now and i went to buy Kentucky(KFC) back. I always like to say Kentucky because the name is super cute, especially when those ahpeks and aunties love to say kentucky kentucky. ;X I dont understand why they want to change the name to KFC when kentucky is so nice and cute. Oh ya, continue. Come home alr crap with friends on Msn, super high suddenly just now. Watched bleach two episodes then now blog. ;D
Going to sleep soon again alr. Dammit. Fine. I know i can sleep for very long but cannot blame me right. ;P Shits. I think i get tired easily, old alr.
Oh ya, Sher's boyfriend came back alr. ;X Meaning wht you all know? I must learn not to be lightbulb alr. ): Saddist. AND YOU ALL KNW SMTHING. HE TOOK PHOTOS WITH MICKEY MOUSE I THINK. I'M GG TO SNATCH MICKEYMOUSE PHOTOS FROM HIM. Die also must take. ;X Wahpiang. I want go HK also.
Father and mother came back awhile ago and showed me wedding dinner pictures. Fort canning leh, so romantic ok and it's like they spent a sum of money on it because the place is like super big and so high class smore. ;X I die also want to marry thr next time, or maybe not. Maybe marry at kopitiam can alr or Hgpt McDonald's or tht block. ;P Dont tell you all why, HGTR know can alr. PIKACHU.
Sayo.
Very tired alr. ;X
I woke up at 6+pm happily just now and i went to buy Kentucky(KFC) back. I always like to say Kentucky because the name is super cute, especially when those ahpeks and aunties love to say kentucky kentucky. ;X I dont understand why they want to change the name to KFC when kentucky is so nice and cute. Oh ya, continue. Come home alr crap with friends on Msn, super high suddenly just now. Watched bleach two episodes then now blog. ;D
Going to sleep soon again alr. Dammit. Fine. I know i can sleep for very long but cannot blame me right. ;P Shits. I think i get tired easily, old alr.
Oh ya, Sher's boyfriend came back alr. ;X Meaning wht you all know? I must learn not to be lightbulb alr. ): Saddist. AND YOU ALL KNW SMTHING. HE TOOK PHOTOS WITH MICKEY MOUSE I THINK. I'M GG TO SNATCH MICKEYMOUSE PHOTOS FROM HIM. Die also must take. ;X Wahpiang. I want go HK also.
Father and mother came back awhile ago and showed me wedding dinner pictures. Fort canning leh, so romantic ok and it's like they spent a sum of money on it because the place is like super big and so high class smore. ;X I die also want to marry thr next time, or maybe not. Maybe marry at kopitiam can alr or Hgpt McDonald's or tht block. ;P Dont tell you all why, HGTR know can alr. PIKACHU.
Sayo.
Very tired alr. ;X
STORY, PLEASE READ. ;D
"On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was thenplump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me frombehind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Herwords suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wifesaid, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she wasunhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At themoment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matterhow mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly,she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’sbody. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away fromher. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I wasserious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we livetogether. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got somethingto tell you, I said.She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her knowwhat I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-calledanswer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardlygive her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which statedthat she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. Sheglanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and inthe month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and shedidn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew(BITCH) about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less mademe feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on mychest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some finewrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not becauseI was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our lifewas lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not becausewe didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since Icarried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out everymorning until we are old."
"On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was thenplump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me frombehind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Herwords suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wifesaid, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she wasunhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At themoment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matterhow mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly,she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’sbody. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away fromher. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I wasserious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we livetogether. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got somethingto tell you, I said.She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her knowwhat I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-calledanswer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardlygive her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which statedthat she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. Sheglanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and inthe month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and shedidn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew(BITCH) about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less mademe feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on mychest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some finewrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not becauseI was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our lifewas lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not becausewe didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since Icarried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out everymorning until we are old."
Tell me
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Decided to edit this post if not become multi-post today again because of tht story. Tht story touching okay! MUST READ.
Went to work just now until 1230pm, chatted with Lingxiang and JP aka Jonathan and Eunice for awhile. ;D SEE, now everyone keep telling me the same thing. All say must continue wait when i tell them 3quarter story. Still got 1quarter, half or 3quarter or full story one okay. Only those i rlly close to can know whole story. So far only Sher know full story, Agnes, Jonathan Lingxiang and JP know 3quarter story. ;P Must keep reminding them not to mention anything or say out, so tiring ok. MUST KEEP REPEATING. Okay nvm. I think my determination too strong alr, 6th sense feeling also too strong alr. ;X BELIEVE MY 6TH SENSE AND FEELING OK.
Father sms me tell me to get prepared by 5pm for wedding dinner, i reply: i tired, stay at home do project and he said ok, rest at home. ;D Yaya, i very bad because i dont want go for wedding dinner. ;X So sry. I think i'm gg to wonderland alr, hug my baby shroomy to sleeeep. Shall transfer photos into laptop ltr on! Took pikachu's photo tht day at Kiddy Palace. ;X
Zoo outing coming alrrrr! YAY. Don't jealous i can go zoo see AH MENG'S family tree. ;P Sad. I should go earlier then i can see Ah Meng but he sayonara alr. Nvm. Take alot pictures on Tuesday!
PAMMIE. (; YOU'RE MISSED BY SHARON. Dont wryy! You want hear story you can ask SHER ok? ;DDDD
You're the reason why i can keep going and increase my determination everytime despite seeing and hearing smthings tht i dont wish to. (: You're the reason why i chose to believe in my 6th sense and feeling and it's because of wht you said on 24th May. Tht sentence made me have hope in us. HGTR -
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Camp was much better yesterday, went to school at around 2+pm togther with Sher but i dragged time so i only report at 3+pm. ;X Games then prepare for performance night then after tht i went to someplace first and i still went home in the end. Bathed and sleep right after tht! Okay, i know very boring but rushing time. Gonna be late for work alrrrrrrr! AHH.
Sayo. I'm very lazy to go to work now. Shit.
):
Tell me exactly wht you're thinking, i really want to know the truth. ):
Im trying very hard to ignore wht i see and wht i hear, i dont want to believe wht you and they say because i rather believe in my sixth sense and i believe tht sms or asking about them doesn't mean you have feelings for them. ;D
Blog more when i come home later! ;X
Decided to edit this post if not become multi-post today again because of tht story. Tht story touching okay! MUST READ.
Went to work just now until 1230pm, chatted with Lingxiang and JP aka Jonathan and Eunice for awhile. ;D SEE, now everyone keep telling me the same thing. All say must continue wait when i tell them 3quarter story. Still got 1quarter, half or 3quarter or full story one okay. Only those i rlly close to can know whole story. So far only Sher know full story, Agnes, Jonathan Lingxiang and JP know 3quarter story. ;P Must keep reminding them not to mention anything or say out, so tiring ok. MUST KEEP REPEATING. Okay nvm. I think my determination too strong alr, 6th sense feeling also too strong alr. ;X BELIEVE MY 6TH SENSE AND FEELING OK.
Father sms me tell me to get prepared by 5pm for wedding dinner, i reply: i tired, stay at home do project and he said ok, rest at home. ;D Yaya, i very bad because i dont want go for wedding dinner. ;X So sry. I think i'm gg to wonderland alr, hug my baby shroomy to sleeeep. Shall transfer photos into laptop ltr on! Took pikachu's photo tht day at Kiddy Palace. ;X
Zoo outing coming alrrrr! YAY. Don't jealous i can go zoo see AH MENG'S family tree. ;P Sad. I should go earlier then i can see Ah Meng but he sayonara alr. Nvm. Take alot pictures on Tuesday!
PAMMIE. (; YOU'RE MISSED BY SHARON. Dont wryy! You want hear story you can ask SHER ok? ;DDDD
You're the reason why i can keep going and increase my determination everytime despite seeing and hearing smthings tht i dont wish to. (: You're the reason why i chose to believe in my 6th sense and feeling and it's because of wht you said on 24th May. Tht sentence made me have hope in us. HGTR -
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Camp was much better yesterday, went to school at around 2+pm togther with Sher but i dragged time so i only report at 3+pm. ;X Games then prepare for performance night then after tht i went to someplace first and i still went home in the end. Bathed and sleep right after tht! Okay, i know very boring but rushing time. Gonna be late for work alrrrrrrr! AHH.
Sayo. I'm very lazy to go to work now. Shit.
):
Tell me exactly wht you're thinking, i really want to know the truth. ):
Im trying very hard to ignore wht i see and wht i hear, i dont want to believe wht you and they say because i rather believe in my sixth sense and i believe tht sms or asking about them doesn't mean you have feelings for them. ;D
Blog more when i come home later! ;X
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Number 300 post! ;D
Didnt go work yesterday and tday, too tired alr. ;X Go back school in the evening for camp, left at 11+pm togther with Sher. Separated at the mrt thr because i took mrt instead of bus to Amk hub. Caught last bus 73 and spent the whole night togther with hgtr. (: We just talk and talk and sleep only okay! ;X
He pangseh-ed me at 5am because he super tired alr so he went home first but then, i walk to bus stop and found out tht first bus only come at 0610am. So i walked to HgAve8, hoping tht the bus come suddenly. ;P 161 came just in time when i reach Ave8 bus stop so i took and home to sleep! ;DDD
The sad thing is tht i found out smthing again, lucky determination strong. ;P Nthing can beat me down okay! No matter wht i see or find out about you liking another girl or whtever shit, it doesn't matter to me. ;X Oh my god. Tmr is 15th, 9th monthsary hor! Start saving up for Zoo trip next Tues, 26th movieeee! ;D
Kns. 1 more week of holidays left. I havent touch any of my project work or assignments yet. Very lazy to do! ): Not gg home again tonight, i dont care. Mike dont allow me to off tmr smore, BAD OR NOT. He tell me to go work tmr so tht means i cannot sleep. Ltr still have to go back to school to join back the camp, then leaving at night again. ;X
I suddenly feel very helpless and i still keep thinking whether still possible or not. Shit. ): JH fly alr, and he wont be back until 8 days ltr! Nobody to update me alr, dammit. Okay lah, I think he's the 2nd nicest guy on earth because he always tell me things tht i dont know but dont know he saying the truth anot. ;X But nvm, at least know smthing better then know nthing right. But then, smtimes his info not accurate one! Okay, SHHHH. Hgtr is still the number 1 nicest guy on earth. ;D
I'm very very very lazy now. Lazy to go back to school, lazy to go work, lazy to do assignments and projects. ): AH.
Sayo.
(:
I miss tht sweet love and i'll keep praying -
Didnt go work yesterday and tday, too tired alr. ;X Go back school in the evening for camp, left at 11+pm togther with Sher. Separated at the mrt thr because i took mrt instead of bus to Amk hub. Caught last bus 73 and spent the whole night togther with hgtr. (: We just talk and talk and sleep only okay! ;X
He pangseh-ed me at 5am because he super tired alr so he went home first but then, i walk to bus stop and found out tht first bus only come at 0610am. So i walked to HgAve8, hoping tht the bus come suddenly. ;P 161 came just in time when i reach Ave8 bus stop so i took and home to sleep! ;DDD
The sad thing is tht i found out smthing again, lucky determination strong. ;P Nthing can beat me down okay! No matter wht i see or find out about you liking another girl or whtever shit, it doesn't matter to me. ;X Oh my god. Tmr is 15th, 9th monthsary hor! Start saving up for Zoo trip next Tues, 26th movieeee! ;D
Kns. 1 more week of holidays left. I havent touch any of my project work or assignments yet. Very lazy to do! ): Not gg home again tonight, i dont care. Mike dont allow me to off tmr smore, BAD OR NOT. He tell me to go work tmr so tht means i cannot sleep. Ltr still have to go back to school to join back the camp, then leaving at night again. ;X
I suddenly feel very helpless and i still keep thinking whether still possible or not. Shit. ): JH fly alr, and he wont be back until 8 days ltr! Nobody to update me alr, dammit. Okay lah, I think he's the 2nd nicest guy on earth because he always tell me things tht i dont know but dont know he saying the truth anot. ;X But nvm, at least know smthing better then know nthing right. But then, smtimes his info not accurate one! Okay, SHHHH. Hgtr is still the number 1 nicest guy on earth. ;D
I'm very very very lazy now. Lazy to go back to school, lazy to go work, lazy to do assignments and projects. ): AH.
Sayo.
(:
I miss tht sweet love and i'll keep praying -
Friday, June 13, 2008
Vry very tired lah. So i decided not to go work today, shall go back to sleep after blogging. ;D I dont know how to desribe yesterday, not tht happy because i was very tired and so dead.
Went to work in the morning and then go home after wrk, met Sher at 2pm and went to Amk again. Walked around while waiting for tht Galex then accompanied him to eat at Subway before we toured tht whole area. ;X McDonald's to slack and rest then he went to meet his friends and we walk and walk and walk around Amk Hub. Met JH and HGTR, passed them tickets then go off alr. Sher went home and i waited for the guys lah. Not gg to talk about wht happen after tht but yah, stomach pain again in the night when i was waiting for the guys to finish their movie. So sickening! ): AH. Today's the camp alr, tmr and Sunday too! >.< No time to rest again. Shittie hell.
I miss you, i love you. Issit still possible to return to our past?
I still dont know if i still stand a chance but i'll just continue to wait ....
Went to work in the morning and then go home after wrk, met Sher at 2pm and went to Amk again. Walked around while waiting for tht Galex then accompanied him to eat at Subway before we toured tht whole area. ;X McDonald's to slack and rest then he went to meet his friends and we walk and walk and walk around Amk Hub. Met JH and HGTR, passed them tickets then go off alr. Sher went home and i waited for the guys lah. Not gg to talk about wht happen after tht but yah, stomach pain again in the night when i was waiting for the guys to finish their movie. So sickening! ): AH. Today's the camp alr, tmr and Sunday too! >.< No time to rest again. Shittie hell.
I miss you, i love you. Issit still possible to return to our past?
I still dont know if i still stand a chance but i'll just continue to wait ....
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Ti Amo
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OH YES. And I got smthing impt to blog lah. And is very very impt okay! ): MingMin told me tht my PANDA EYE become thicker and blacker alr. Omg. I need to sleeeep! ;X Sayo!
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Supposed to be off tmr but i promised Agnes i'll help her out tmr also lah. And it's for FREE okay! ;X It doesn't matter anyway, because she down manpower again but they can't pay me or change my schedule or else they'll have to pay double on my 7th day so i decided to help out for freee lah. (: So i'm gg to sleep after blogging or else i'm gonna be so god-damn tired.
Work today was slightly better then previous two days! ;D Crowds came in for awhile only but it was quite fun because i saw AGNES like finally today and we talked for quite sometime. Told her bout this and tht and she gave me advices. (: Feel much more comfortable after talking to her and she said smthing to meeee. ;X She told me to give him smore time also! YAY.
Rushed home after wrk then rushed down to school to meet the rest. Discussed for awhile only then most of them went off, leaving Sher Joyce and me in the library. Played with webcam as usual then to Amk Hub with Sher at 730pm. (: Helped the guys buy tickets for their movie tmr then 86ed home. I went to RivervaleMall to get smthing before walking home. ;D
JH told me smthing again today! ;X This one PRIVATE lah, cannot say out one. Sigh. But i feel quite sad though. I feel so useless tht i thought of wht i told Agnes earlier on in the morning. It made me realise how fortunate i am to have him, he never tell me anything tht make me worry everyday, he didnt ask for anything from me but yet, im always the one making a big fuss out of everything. He kept everything to himself, all the problems and everything but yet, i dont even know a thing about it. ): And he still have to make me happy everytime. Sigh. I'm sorry love. Agnes said tht i'm way too fortunate alr lah. I shall change and be grateful to you. (: It's time for me to start doing things for you, let me do smthing to repay you please.
I'm gg to start saving up for shopping and rebondingg. ;DD HEHEEE. Both will be done togther with Sher and she have to wait for me lah. ;X EAT LESS, SAVE MORE MONEH!
Let me know wht i can do for you from today onwards, everything is for you. (:
15th Sept'07
OH YES. And I got smthing impt to blog lah. And is very very impt okay! ): MingMin told me tht my PANDA EYE become thicker and blacker alr. Omg. I need to sleeeep! ;X Sayo!
//
Supposed to be off tmr but i promised Agnes i'll help her out tmr also lah. And it's for FREE okay! ;X It doesn't matter anyway, because she down manpower again but they can't pay me or change my schedule or else they'll have to pay double on my 7th day so i decided to help out for freee lah. (: So i'm gg to sleep after blogging or else i'm gonna be so god-damn tired.
Work today was slightly better then previous two days! ;D Crowds came in for awhile only but it was quite fun because i saw AGNES like finally today and we talked for quite sometime. Told her bout this and tht and she gave me advices. (: Feel much more comfortable after talking to her and she said smthing to meeee. ;X She told me to give him smore time also! YAY.
Rushed home after wrk then rushed down to school to meet the rest. Discussed for awhile only then most of them went off, leaving Sher Joyce and me in the library. Played with webcam as usual then to Amk Hub with Sher at 730pm. (: Helped the guys buy tickets for their movie tmr then 86ed home. I went to RivervaleMall to get smthing before walking home. ;D
JH told me smthing again today! ;X This one PRIVATE lah, cannot say out one. Sigh. But i feel quite sad though. I feel so useless tht i thought of wht i told Agnes earlier on in the morning. It made me realise how fortunate i am to have him, he never tell me anything tht make me worry everyday, he didnt ask for anything from me but yet, im always the one making a big fuss out of everything. He kept everything to himself, all the problems and everything but yet, i dont even know a thing about it. ): And he still have to make me happy everytime. Sigh. I'm sorry love. Agnes said tht i'm way too fortunate alr lah. I shall change and be grateful to you. (: It's time for me to start doing things for you, let me do smthing to repay you please.
I'm gg to start saving up for shopping and rebondingg. ;DD HEHEEE. Both will be done togther with Sher and she have to wait for me lah. ;X EAT LESS, SAVE MORE MONEH!
Let me know wht i can do for you from today onwards, everything is for you. (:
15th Sept'07
I just want to return to the past.
Changed my blog song. ;D Super nice okay this song, the lyrics especially! Yah, i listen to songs because of their lyrics. So whtt! ;X I think only sher knows the reason why i refuse to give up now. And i rlly hope she understand why i refuse to lah, after telling her some of the things ytd. NW YOU UNDERTSTAND RIGHT? (: BLINKSBLINKS.
Oh my shit god. I dont understand whts wrong with myself. I love typing in CAPS for dont-know wht reason. I think words in CAPS look much nicer then normal ones. ;P Okay, i know some of them are irritated by the CAPS but then i love okay. SO MUST EXCUSE LAH. (:
I cannot find the lyrics now lah. Kns. I'll look for it then post it up alright. ;X
This song represents how i feel when i know tht your heart alr got a new her. ): I'm missing you badly, do you knw? Sigh.
But still, i knw tht as long as i continue waiting, thr is still a chance for us ;]
Oh my shit god. I dont understand whts wrong with myself. I love typing in CAPS for dont-know wht reason. I think words in CAPS look much nicer then normal ones. ;P Okay, i know some of them are irritated by the CAPS but then i love okay. SO MUST EXCUSE LAH. (:
I cannot find the lyrics now lah. Kns. I'll look for it then post it up alright. ;X
This song represents how i feel when i know tht your heart alr got a new her. ): I'm missing you badly, do you knw? Sigh.
But still, i knw tht as long as i continue waiting, thr is still a chance for us ;]
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
too tired ..
Just reach home around an hour ago, bathed and had my super late dinner. ;D
Went to work again in the morning and i wasn't late tday! Didnt have break because not enough manpower. Rushed home after wrk, rushed out to meet Sher. 86ed to school, pass Faizal things then to Amk Hub. (: Saw JH and friends at McDonald's, did PCMP until 8+pm then 86 back and we saw JH again while waiting for the bus. Talk to him awhile only lah. ;D
I still miss him damn bloody much, until today. Oh great. ): I know i know. Determination and trust him.
Sher know who i saw today and why i'm so happy to see him lah. ;X HEHEHE. SHHHHHHHH!
I still love you so, i'm still waiting and waiting. (: 15th Sept'07
Went to work again in the morning and i wasn't late tday! Didnt have break because not enough manpower. Rushed home after wrk, rushed out to meet Sher. 86ed to school, pass Faizal things then to Amk Hub. (: Saw JH and friends at McDonald's, did PCMP until 8+pm then 86 back and we saw JH again while waiting for the bus. Talk to him awhile only lah. ;D
I still miss him damn bloody much, until today. Oh great. ): I know i know. Determination and trust him.
Sher know who i saw today and why i'm so happy to see him lah. ;X HEHEHE. SHHHHHHHH!
I still love you so, i'm still waiting and waiting. (: 15th Sept'07
Tht feeling...
Madly in love with this song tht new friend sent me, he heard it from Channel U lah! >.<>.< Super nice, but it's not my blog song anyway. ;D
Is it because i refuse to give up thts why i'll have tht feeling still? I had this feeling since 25th May and it never goes away until tday. Yah, hgtr knows wht i am talking about! (:
Anyway, i forgot to blog tht i chatted with Rickson yesterday morning. ;D TAKE NOTE OF THE SON. ;X Yeah, he said tht i was stupid because of some reason. Not gg to state it down here, it's just like wht alot of people say so clever people should know why. (: It's just tht i feel tht this is my decision so just let me be alright people? I know wht i want so stop saying meeeeeee. >.< I love pikachu and shroomyyyyyyyy tong. ;P They are loveee!
Is it because i refuse to give up thts why i'll have tht feeling still? I had this feeling since 25th May and it never goes away until tday. Yah, hgtr knows wht i am talking about! (:
Anyway, i forgot to blog tht i chatted with Rickson yesterday morning. ;D TAKE NOTE OF THE SON. ;X Yeah, he said tht i was stupid because of some reason. Not gg to state it down here, it's just like wht alot of people say so clever people should know why. (: It's just tht i feel tht this is my decision so just let me be alright people? I know wht i want so stop saying meeeeeee. >.< I love pikachu and shroomyyyyyyyy tong. ;P They are loveee!
Monday, June 09, 2008
Omg. I so want to watch KungFu Panda! Okay, i know it's kinda lame but the panda super cute lah! ;X WHO WANTS TO BRING ME GO WATCH? Faster book appointment okay. ;X
Chatted with Chunfeng on Msn awhile ago. Super funny lahh! Still the same old xiao hai zi. ;P Yah, he calls me LAO REN! What the hell right. 18 years old only get called lao ren alr. Okay nvm. It's only a nickname so it doesn't matter. (:
Did i tell you all tht new friend sent me two JPOP songs and it's very very very nice?! Seriously lah. If your want can ask from me OK. ;X Tmr meeting Sher to do PCMP project, means we have to bring lappy if i'm not wrong? Might be meeting tht pig one of this day, not confirmed yet because i'm now hesitating. He wants to meet her all along, asked her out and all but she didn't reply? I don't want to be treated this way. It hurts me even more. >.<
Yah, and still, i seriously dont know wht to do again. ): HOW?
Sayo.
Continue to bleach alrrr. ;P
I went back to old wrkplace to work today and seeing some new faces makes me feel abit weird though. But of course there's still those familiar faces around who forever make me feel so comfortable. I seriously miss Agnes, i got so so so many things to tell her and Wendy and Cynthia! ): Oh my god. I made a new friend today, not really new friend. She's my 2nd assistant manager lah! But we talked today, first time meet smore. SEE, i can make friends easily. Wrking everyday this whole week there cept' for Thurs. Should tell them to let me work on Thurs as well because Pop dont allow me to work this wk. ;X SooHua told me she got too many full timers alr so i can only wrk next wk. RAH. Nvm. I just need to work everyday, probably extend my hours from tmr onwards at old wrkplace.
Baoyin and Kelly told me smthing tht makes me dont know wht to do again. So many people tell me things tht make me feel like breaking down nowadays. Sigh. ): New friend told me smthing again today lah. It is a good thing to know all these bad news so tht i can be well prepared but it made my mood worst everyday. I'm feeling tired, really tired. Faking the smile infront of everybody is my job now. Kelly and Baoyin said tht they could see tht fake smile on my face during wrk because whenever i turn around to face the wall, the smile disappears straight away. Okay, shut up sharon. The smile will still remain there for as long as your want, people. (: I wont ask anything from new friend anymore from today onwards. He sweared tht he wouldn't tell me anymore things, it's alright anyway because very soon, my heart wouldn't be able to take it anymore. I seriously cannot take it anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. SHITS. >.< But i think i dont have a choice, i just have to continue to keep things to myself. ): OH RIGHT.
I wan to go watch Bleach alr lah!
Sayo for now.
I've lost completely, i cant win her or replace her anymore. (: I'm ok, perfectly fine. I'll still wait. (:
Class chalet in Sept coming up. ;D
Baoyin and Kelly told me smthing tht makes me dont know wht to do again. So many people tell me things tht make me feel like breaking down nowadays. Sigh. ): New friend told me smthing again today lah. It is a good thing to know all these bad news so tht i can be well prepared but it made my mood worst everyday. I'm feeling tired, really tired. Faking the smile infront of everybody is my job now. Kelly and Baoyin said tht they could see tht fake smile on my face during wrk because whenever i turn around to face the wall, the smile disappears straight away. Okay, shut up sharon. The smile will still remain there for as long as your want, people. (: I wont ask anything from new friend anymore from today onwards. He sweared tht he wouldn't tell me anymore things, it's alright anyway because very soon, my heart wouldn't be able to take it anymore. I seriously cannot take it anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. SHITS. >.< But i think i dont have a choice, i just have to continue to keep things to myself. ): OH RIGHT.
I wan to go watch Bleach alr lah!
Sayo for now.
I've lost completely, i cant win her or replace her anymore. (: I'm ok, perfectly fine. I'll still wait. (:
Class chalet in Sept coming up. ;D
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Hurting me way too deeply.
SCROLL BELOW BECAUSE I EDITED TODAY'S ENTRY FOR TONIGHT'S POST. ;D BLINKBLINKS.
Kiss on the stomach = "Im ready"
>
> ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're
> together forever"
>
> ~Kiss on the Ear = "Your my everything"
>
> ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
>
> ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
>
> ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong
> together"
>
> ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
>
> ~Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"
>
>
> What the gesture means...
>
> ~Holding Hands = "we definitely love
> each other"
>
> ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
>
> ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to
> let go"
>
> ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i
> sincerely love you"
>
> ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love
> me"
>
> ~Arms around the Waist = "I love you
> too much to let go"
>
> ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am
> completely comfortable with you"
>
>
>
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
>
> ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're
> together forever"
>
> ~Kiss on the Ear = "Your my everything"
>
> ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
>
> ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
>
> ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong
> together"
>
> ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
>
> ~Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"
>
>
> What the gesture means...
>
> ~Holding Hands = "we definitely love
> each other"
>
> ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
>
> ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to
> let go"
>
> ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i
> sincerely love you"
>
> ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love
> me"
>
> ~Arms around the Waist = "I love you
> too much to let go"
>
> ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am
> completely comfortable with you"
>
>
>
Sharon Soo Ying Jie You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. |
You Inner Gender is Female |
 You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female. |
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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Crap. I think i know why Sher hates May because i hate it now too. I don't know wht happen to everyone on this earth last month and early this month. Many couples tht got togther before i do broke up as well just last month end(May end). Whtever it is, life still goes on. It's very sad when smthing like this happen to you and i understand lah! Chatted with Kenny in the afternoon on msn and smthing happened to him. I consoled him okay! ;X SEEE, I SO NICE. Macs gathering on 5th July most probably, early bday celebration for Kenny on tht day also! ;DDD PLEASE COME OK. Dont be such a buay steady person! I tried to keep things calm and cool tday but i failed again miserably. Chatted with new friend also the whole afternoon and i dont know why my mood went to the lowest stage suddenly. Sickening. It's hurting me way too much lah! >.< It's hurting me way too bad.
Whtever. I didn't know tht it will hurt me so deeply, it's hurting my beautiful heart. ): Okay fine. Let it be. He will never ask and he wont care. Just take it tht i'm rambling bullshits all this while. (:
Sry to Guy Z { He know who he is, name not disclosed because i dont want ppl to misunderstand}. Seriously, you know who is gg to stay inside my heart. You know who i trust, you know who i love. I'm sry but i've made up my mind to wait. (: Thankyou very much still. I know you care.
The scar is left thr for you to mend it, only you.
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Went out in the early morning to HougangPt to have McDonald's brkfast with Sher and pass Mike my schedule! (: Hehehe. Kept thinking whr to go and we decided to take 89 to Pasir Ris park. Talked about somethings again and then we went to E! Hub, super boring okay the place! ): Then took 89 back home lahh, because she had to go smwhr else ltr on. ;X
I seriously miss him alot. I've no idea wht to do anymore, maybe because i'm feeling as though there's a lump of feelings stuck inside my heart. No matter how hard i try to remove tht feeling, it's always there. ): The feeling make me feel worst every single day. But i know, no matter how hard i try, things will never change anymore and the fact tht you like her cant be changed anymore. I feel the stress and bad feeling deep inside in my heart but nobody will ever understand. I dont know until now, i still choose to trust him. I seriously dont trust guys but i don't know why im still trusting him so much. ): Shits. Forget it. I shall keep all this to myself.
I'm sorry friends, this is wht i want to do. I'm sry tht i cant let go, to wait for him is my choice. No matter wht happen or even if they are togther one day, i'll still wait. I know the consequences, i'll just take the responsiblity alone. Just let me wait alone, please.
If i can turn back time, i rather i wait for you since 2007 and not to be togther if i know the ending would turn out this way. I rather wait then to regret. I'm sry tht i can't give up, i'm sry tht even though you dont want me to wait, i still will continue to wait. I'm very sick and tired alr. SIGH.
Crap. I think i know why Sher hates May because i hate it now too. I don't know wht happen to everyone on this earth last month and early this month. Many couples tht got togther before i do broke up as well just last month end(May end). Whtever it is, life still goes on. It's very sad when smthing like this happen to you and i understand lah! Chatted with Kenny in the afternoon on msn and smthing happened to him. I consoled him okay! ;X SEEE, I SO NICE. Macs gathering on 5th July most probably, early bday celebration for Kenny on tht day also! ;DDD PLEASE COME OK. Dont be such a buay steady person! I tried to keep things calm and cool tday but i failed again miserably. Chatted with new friend also the whole afternoon and i dont know why my mood went to the lowest stage suddenly. Sickening. It's hurting me way too much lah! >.< It's hurting me way too bad.
Whtever. I didn't know tht it will hurt me so deeply, it's hurting my beautiful heart. ): Okay fine. Let it be. He will never ask and he wont care. Just take it tht i'm rambling bullshits all this while. (:
Sry to Guy Z { He know who he is, name not disclosed because i dont want ppl to misunderstand}. Seriously, you know who is gg to stay inside my heart. You know who i trust, you know who i love. I'm sry but i've made up my mind to wait. (: Thankyou very much still. I know you care.
The scar is left thr for you to mend it, only you.
//
Went out in the early morning to HougangPt to have McDonald's brkfast with Sher and pass Mike my schedule! (: Hehehe. Kept thinking whr to go and we decided to take 89 to Pasir Ris park. Talked about somethings again and then we went to E! Hub, super boring okay the place! ): Then took 89 back home lahh, because she had to go smwhr else ltr on. ;X
I seriously miss him alot. I've no idea wht to do anymore, maybe because i'm feeling as though there's a lump of feelings stuck inside my heart. No matter how hard i try to remove tht feeling, it's always there. ): The feeling make me feel worst every single day. But i know, no matter how hard i try, things will never change anymore and the fact tht you like her cant be changed anymore. I feel the stress and bad feeling deep inside in my heart but nobody will ever understand. I dont know until now, i still choose to trust him. I seriously dont trust guys but i don't know why im still trusting him so much. ): Shits. Forget it. I shall keep all this to myself.
I'm sorry friends, this is wht i want to do. I'm sry tht i cant let go, to wait for him is my choice. No matter wht happen or even if they are togther one day, i'll still wait. I know the consequences, i'll just take the responsiblity alone. Just let me wait alone, please.
If i can turn back time, i rather i wait for you since 2007 and not to be togther if i know the ending would turn out this way. I rather wait then to regret. I'm sry tht i can't give up, i'm sry tht even though you dont want me to wait, i still will continue to wait. I'm very sick and tired alr. SIGH.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
I finally know smthing today. It's not hurting, but it's very hurting. I dont want to talk about it anymore. Skipped all my meals today, seriously no appetite and i wasn't feeling well during work. Almost fainted lah! Oh my god. Wanted to work tmr but body cannnot take it alr so never wrk tmr! ;X But meeting Sher go HougangPt to pass mike my schedule and eat brkfast. ;DDD YUMMY. And POP outing on 27th to play poool and steamboat! YAY.
I didn't sms him after i know about the news today. I dont know wht to say but i've decided to let go. Sorry to make my best colleagues worry just now because my eyes went red and i almost tear and they kept asking wht happen but i just dont want to say out. ;X In the end i told Baoyin about it and i made tht decision lah. Heart to heart talk with Baoyin after wrk, walked all the way from HgMall to Rivervale Plaza then i took 88 back home. (: Stomachpain today, gastric pain or whtever. But dont careee lah. ;D
I've decided to let go, not because i dont love him anymore but it's because i choose to wait silently. I'm sorry for all these shits tht i've thrown out during this period of time but maybe, it's time i step away and let you find your new love. I know you'll be happier tht way and for me, i rather wait silently then to give you stress. I choose to keep everything to myself and from today on, all the rantings will be in this blog. (: I will keep everything to myself, face everything myself and wait silently. This is the only way to make everyone around me happy. I'm sorry everyone, esp to him. Just let me be from today onwards. I dont need anybody's pity, i dont need anybody to comment, i dont need anybody to tell me wht to do because i know wht i want to do and tht is to keep quiet about everything. Bck to the past-
I would rather hurt myself then to ever make you cry.
There's nthing left to say but good-bye.
I should learn to be like the past.
Changed blogskin, very happy. I edited with my own hands, although not very pretty but i like it. ;D
I like can alr right! Was reading my archives and realised i'm being too silly now. ): I shall treat him the way how we used to be, before we got togther. Dont ask me how i treat him in the past, READ MY ARCHIVES. It's under the past section. ;] Start reading from 2007 posts onwards then you'll know. I seriously, seriously miss the past. The times when we'll all go out togther and have fun and do all those lame craps with Kenny and the rest. The times when Wendy and Cynthia would help me and cheer me up when i've problems with love. ): Shall call up Wendy soon and chitchat with her. ;D And from now, i'll treat him the way i treat him before we got togther. Shall wait quietly, give him all th freedom tht he needs and pray hard enough. ;D Trust him again of course. I love you pigboy.
Electicity bill and water bill shot up this month, way too high. I don't know how the hell we used up so much of the water and electricity. >.< Oh yay, i'm wrking tmr and i still dont know if i want to work full shift or not because i'm still very tired. ;X I hate it when i'm tired, i'll feel very pissed off over the slighest thing. I miss his hugs. RAH.
I love the way you hug me,
I love the way you kiss me,
I love the way you say you love me,
I love the way you are,
I love everything about you.
(:
Going off to wonderland alrrr.
Sayo people! ;X
I like can alr right! Was reading my archives and realised i'm being too silly now. ): I shall treat him the way how we used to be, before we got togther. Dont ask me how i treat him in the past, READ MY ARCHIVES. It's under the past section. ;] Start reading from 2007 posts onwards then you'll know. I seriously, seriously miss the past. The times when we'll all go out togther and have fun and do all those lame craps with Kenny and the rest. The times when Wendy and Cynthia would help me and cheer me up when i've problems with love. ): Shall call up Wendy soon and chitchat with her. ;D And from now, i'll treat him the way i treat him before we got togther. Shall wait quietly, give him all th freedom tht he needs and pray hard enough. ;D Trust him again of course. I love you pigboy.
Electicity bill and water bill shot up this month, way too high. I don't know how the hell we used up so much of the water and electricity. >.< Oh yay, i'm wrking tmr and i still dont know if i want to work full shift or not because i'm still very tired. ;X I hate it when i'm tired, i'll feel very pissed off over the slighest thing. I miss his hugs. RAH.
I love the way you hug me,
I love the way you kiss me,
I love the way you say you love me,
I love the way you are,
I love everything about you.
(:
Going off to wonderland alrrr.
Sayo people! ;X
Friday, June 06, 2008
Today super tired but very relaxing day in school. (: Html teacher let us off early tday after teaching for an hour only because we're good students. ;X So nice right. And so, i went to Amk hub togther with Sher and her boyfriend again. (: Wanted to go to play the swing but got some kids snatched my SWINGS lor. ): So end up we walk back to Amk hub wanting to watch movie, check time slot but doesn't match lahhh! We don't want to pay normal price when we can pay $6 for student rate. ;P So didn't watch movie in the end and we went to interchange thr and stood for like 50mins. SCARY RIGHT. 50 mins to think on a place to go for dinner, all thanks to me. ;X HEHEHE. They wanted to go Cityhall initially but today me wear lok kok so of course i dont want to go lah! And the stupid adaptor inside my bag plus tht laptop on my hands is super heavy. ;P So we took 166 to Cheenatown instead to have dinner. SEE, TRAVEL ALL THE WAY THR TO EAT. MADDNESS RIGHT. ;D So tempted to go town area/bugis/raffles city when on the bus because the bus got drive pass thr lor! Stomachpain when walking to tht place, abit of gastric also. Sad case man. ): Took mrt to Harbourfront and 80ed back to Kovan then 82ed back home. Very tired lahhh, keep sleeping on bus. ;P Planned my schedule for 2wks holiday alr! Tmr or Sunday passing both managers my schedule! Madness lah. Oh my goddd. I need to sleep now or else tmr i'll die. (:
HGTR you pig! I lovehim many manyyyy! (: Work hard togther with him, no matter how long it takes. ;D PIKACHU TONG AND SHROOMY TONG IS MY LOVE togther with HGTR!
HGTR you pig! I lovehim many manyyyy! (: Work hard togther with him, no matter how long it takes. ;D PIKACHU TONG AND SHROOMY TONG IS MY LOVE togther with HGTR!
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Another post for the day but this one is just a survey lah. ;P
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Go blank? then cry. ;P
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have him back and i'm still waiting for tht day to come.
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
Just a simple one, with just close ones and family.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yah.
#5. what's your ideal lover like?
Thr's only one guy who can take away my heart, and thts hgtr. (:
#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. (:
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Until i've die? Haha. The only thing i know now is tht i'm still waiting for him.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Continue to wait because i believe thr is still a chance. ;D
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Everything.
#10. Is being tagged fun?
-.-" Lame.
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
10 yrs? Maybe a mother by then? (:
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Hgtr, Sher and Pam. (:
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Funneh. ;D
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Married but poor because i know we'll be able to overcome every obstacles togther.
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check time and handphone.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depending on whom i am with.
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
No idea because i doubt i'll fall inlove with 2 person.
#18. What type of friends do you like?
Funneh and who will be thr for you. (:
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
No idea, nobody's perfect.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Go blank? then cry. ;P
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have him back and i'm still waiting for tht day to come.
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
Just a simple one, with just close ones and family.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yah.
#5. what's your ideal lover like?
Thr's only one guy who can take away my heart, and thts hgtr. (:
#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. (:
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Until i've die? Haha. The only thing i know now is tht i'm still waiting for him.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Continue to wait because i believe thr is still a chance. ;D
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Everything.
#10. Is being tagged fun?
-.-" Lame.
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
10 yrs? Maybe a mother by then? (:
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Hgtr, Sher and Pam. (:
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Funneh. ;D
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Married but poor because i know we'll be able to overcome every obstacles togther.
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Check time and handphone.
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depending on whom i am with.
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
No idea because i doubt i'll fall inlove with 2 person.
#18. What type of friends do you like?
Funneh and who will be thr for you. (:
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
No idea, nobody's perfect.
Nobody knows how i feel.
Oh my god. Tmr is the manufacturing test alr! ): Anyway, today very fun inside library. ;X Not very but the company was great. Post alot entries tday smore, nthing better to do lah. ;P So your must continue scroll down hor!
Stayed inside library up till 7+pm and Aaron drove all of us to Amk S11 to have dinner togther but without Kim Yong & Timo. Eat bakchormeeeeeee and it's damn nice lah. My 2nd time eating thr, yesterday also eat their bakchormee. ;X Your must go there and try lah! So after eating, i wanted to take 88 back home because cannot be lightbulb again but the stupid bus ran away when i was at the traffic light. SUPER SUAY RIGHT. And so i went back interchange to take 86 instead but didn't sit togther with th couple. ;P Say i auto please.
Tmr lesson is like halfway here halfway thr. Kns. If only internet computing lab will be cancelled then very shiok, dont need to stay until 6pm. ): Holiday after tmr! YAY. Saturday work, Sunday swimming/suntan then Monday work both sides. (: Moneh please. I think i'll fail tmr's manu test because i couldn't get those points into my small brain tht consist only of stupid things. ;P
I love singing nowadays. Sing emo and sad songs togther with me please. ;X Touching lyrics make me tear. I love tht lady who sings outide Amk hub on certain days, super nice! Go thr and listen to her sing! ;X I want to go learn pool, hire a teacher for me please. CS and dota too. Bball too. Galex aka galgal asked me whether if i want to go study during the wkends. ): See how it goes tmr. HEHEHE.
Nobody understand how i feel, nobody asked how i feel.
Since tht day, all i can see is your backview from far apart. Would you ever understand?
Stayed inside library up till 7+pm and Aaron drove all of us to Amk S11 to have dinner togther but without Kim Yong & Timo. Eat bakchormeeeeeee and it's damn nice lah. My 2nd time eating thr, yesterday also eat their bakchormee. ;X Your must go there and try lah! So after eating, i wanted to take 88 back home because cannot be lightbulb again but the stupid bus ran away when i was at the traffic light. SUPER SUAY RIGHT. And so i went back interchange to take 86 instead but didn't sit togther with th couple. ;P Say i auto please.
Tmr lesson is like halfway here halfway thr. Kns. If only internet computing lab will be cancelled then very shiok, dont need to stay until 6pm. ): Holiday after tmr! YAY. Saturday work, Sunday swimming/suntan then Monday work both sides. (: Moneh please. I think i'll fail tmr's manu test because i couldn't get those points into my small brain tht consist only of stupid things. ;P
I love singing nowadays. Sing emo and sad songs togther with me please. ;X Touching lyrics make me tear. I love tht lady who sings outide Amk hub on certain days, super nice! Go thr and listen to her sing! ;X I want to go learn pool, hire a teacher for me please. CS and dota too. Bball too. Galex aka galgal asked me whether if i want to go study during the wkends. ): See how it goes tmr. HEHEHE.
Nobody understand how i feel, nobody asked how i feel.
Since tht day, all i can see is your backview from far apart. Would you ever understand?
Jaci Velasquez - Imagine me without you
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you
Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Chorus
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Chorus
I can't imagine me without you
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you
Verse 2:
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Chorus
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Chorus
I can't imagine me without you
OH MY GOD. I'm now at NYP's library doing self study togther with mates. I feel as though there's smthing in my mind and heart, it's not a happy feeling. It's a feeling tht i dont like and it happens when i'm feeling stress.
AHH. Whtever. No more talk about unhappy things, shall just let it be. OH MY GOD again. I think i'm going bonkers soon. OKAYYYYYYYYY. Shall keep myself very very busy. Brother's bday coming and i doubt i'll be joining the celebration with family because got work.
OH RIGHT. Dont know wht to say anymore.
I miss him damn bloody much but i just have to stop myself from being a burden to him. Wait silently and keep quiet. (:
{EDITED}
Oh yes, new friend told me alot of things yesterday and i feel happy lah! Thankyou thankyou new friend. He's very good lah! No wonder is HGTR closeee friend, they two super good! ;D HGTR best of course. HOHO. But i super happy lah, because i know smthinggggggg. PIKACHU.
AHH. Whtever. No more talk about unhappy things, shall just let it be. OH MY GOD again. I think i'm going bonkers soon. OKAYYYYYYYYY. Shall keep myself very very busy. Brother's bday coming and i doubt i'll be joining the celebration with family because got work.
OH RIGHT. Dont know wht to say anymore.
I miss him damn bloody much but i just have to stop myself from being a burden to him. Wait silently and keep quiet. (:
{EDITED}
Oh yes, new friend told me alot of things yesterday and i feel happy lah! Thankyou thankyou new friend. He's very good lah! No wonder is HGTR closeee friend, they two super good! ;D HGTR best of course. HOHO. But i super happy lah, because i know smthinggggggg. PIKACHU.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
I finally understood why i love you so much. Sorry for the emo post just now. ;P I keep wondering and wondering after having my dinner just now togther with Sher. (: Studied at McDonald's today, finished one of the worksheet alr. FINALLY. S11 for dinner and sat there talk while waiting for her boyfriend. (: Amk hub walk around, then they took 86 home but i went to take 88 instead. Cannot be lightbulb alr you know. ;P My laptop went bonkers at McDonald's today, the internet connection suddenly just went bonkers and i couldn't connect because the network dont-know wht blocked me. KNS right. I thought my laptop gone case alr because not the first time spoilt lah. ;X Okay fine. I think i got no more time to play around after next wk, gonna chiong work like mad woman lah. ;P Work, study and projects. I can just bloody well go die. ): NO MORE TIME TO POST BLOG OFTEN. Sad or not people. ;X No time to sms, no time to eat, no time to play. Okay whtever.
Want go out with me must book appointment by this wk okay. ;X Confirming my schedule at both workplace this wkend. ;P Working everyday at both sides cept' tues and wed because of project work. BLAH. ):
I miss you, really. I love you, really. Thankyou for letting me understand why i'll love you so much. (:
Want go out with me must book appointment by this wk okay. ;X Confirming my schedule at both workplace this wkend. ;P Working everyday at both sides cept' tues and wed because of project work. BLAH. ):
I miss you, really. I love you, really. Thankyou for letting me understand why i'll love you so much. (:
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Not gg to blog about today, super emo today. ;P Although i see him at Amk today and i'm damn freaking happy about it but i don't know why i'm upset lah. Maybe i'm still waiting for his reply. ): Okay, thankyou alot to my new friend who helped me. ;P I know you very good lah, next time treat you eat. (: And tht gavin haven't send me CS yet lah! Kns. And tht Arian havent send me DOTA yet. Kns.
Feeling damn tired and stressed up these few days because of Manufacturing process. 2 wks holidays is nthing lor, seriously. We've got piles of projects and assignments to complete and i've to go work. Sucks. (: I love HGTR and baby shroomy many many many. ;P
I think i didn't pray hard enough for you to come back to me, shall pray harder from today on. ;D
15th Sept'07
Feeling damn tired and stressed up these few days because of Manufacturing process. 2 wks holidays is nthing lor, seriously. We've got piles of projects and assignments to complete and i've to go work. Sucks. (: I love HGTR and baby shroomy many many many. ;P
I think i didn't pray hard enough for you to come back to me, shall pray harder from today on. ;D
15th Sept'07
你那么爱她 歌手：林隆璇＆李圣杰
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你又深爱着
两个他
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把他留下
是不是你又深爱的
两个他所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把她留下
是不是你又深爱的
两个他
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你又深爱着
两个他
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把他留下
是不是你又深爱的
两个他所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把她留下
是不是你又深爱的
两个他
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔
Monday, June 02, 2008
Time really flies. I didn't realise tht i've fell in love with the same guy for more than a yr, Since March2007. I've been waiting all along, trying very hard. Sometimes seeing tht my friends are happily in love really makes me very tired. All the hurtful words he said in order to make me give up really makes me feel very tired. But still, i manage to overcome all these obstacles and continue to wait for him. (: Thankyou for tht love and i'll still continue to wait. ;DD Shroomyyy is love, you is love.
School was boring today lah, kns. ;P Maths test was bonkers, i didn't know how to do. I shall study harder from today on! (: Oh yes. 4hours break was spent at the library with 1hr plus chatting with my new friend. ;X Yah, been chatting with the new friend recently bout him. Thankyou for listening to my troubles. ;P He even tell me don't be emo and jiayou and to continue wait sia. And he told me some things! Heheee. ;P Great friend righttt! Jealous of HGTR because he got such great friends. Of course i have great friends too but they know about my problems alr lah. ;D Maths lecture was great, i listened throughout the lecture today! Can't afford to play during maths tutorials and lectures anymore. My maths bonkers alr lah! ;X 86ed to Amk hub after sch with Sher and her boyfriend then walk around awhile then take 86 home. (:
Oh yes. Smbody chatted with me ytd, i still gave him my number anyway and he was quite mad at me for telling him smthing wrong. Sher knows, HGTR knows. ;D I don't know why i gave him my number in the end also. But whtever lah, if anything goes wrong HGTR will be the first to know. ;P
At least i know, there's still a chance for us when i receive your reply after i ask you whether issit still possible or not. (:
God heard my prayers, really. I'll still continue to pray everyday and be devoted to HGTR. (:
Thankyou for everything, boy. I'm sure we'll be able to overcome this test and be togther once again. (: 15 Sept'07 love.
School was boring today lah, kns. ;P Maths test was bonkers, i didn't know how to do. I shall study harder from today on! (: Oh yes. 4hours break was spent at the library with 1hr plus chatting with my new friend. ;X Yah, been chatting with the new friend recently bout him. Thankyou for listening to my troubles. ;P He even tell me don't be emo and jiayou and to continue wait sia. And he told me some things! Heheee. ;P Great friend righttt! Jealous of HGTR because he got such great friends. Of course i have great friends too but they know about my problems alr lah. ;D Maths lecture was great, i listened throughout the lecture today! Can't afford to play during maths tutorials and lectures anymore. My maths bonkers alr lah! ;X 86ed to Amk hub after sch with Sher and her boyfriend then walk around awhile then take 86 home. (:
Oh yes. Smbody chatted with me ytd, i still gave him my number anyway and he was quite mad at me for telling him smthing wrong. Sher knows, HGTR knows. ;D I don't know why i gave him my number in the end also. But whtever lah, if anything goes wrong HGTR will be the first to know. ;P
At least i know, there's still a chance for us when i receive your reply after i ask you whether issit still possible or not. (:
God heard my prayers, really. I'll still continue to pray everyday and be devoted to HGTR. (:
Thankyou for everything, boy. I'm sure we'll be able to overcome this test and be togther once again. (: 15 Sept'07 love.
郭静- 百分百
牵着手买的白色的T-shirt
像约定什么都要一起了
情人節唱歌跨年看烟火 都粘着
第一次为你庆生还记得
你微笑 把烛光 吹灭了
你许的愿望让我落泪了
每个祈祷都为我
喜欢 靠在你胸口
就像躺在棉花田那么暖和你的耳语彷彿风和云朵帶我飘向天空
你的爱 让我想 作更多的梦
因为有你 让梦想都结成苹果
喜欢 你握着我手
就像合吃棉花糖那么快乐你的呵护让我像个孩子无拘无束的疯
真的爱 不用伪装 不用強求
很轻松就会懂 爱的人看着我 想什么
第一次为你庆生还记得
你微笑 把烛光 吹灭了
你许的愿望让我落泪了
每个祈祷都为我
喜欢 靠在你胸口
就像躺在棉花田那么暖和你的耳语彷彿风和云朵帶我飘向天空
你的爱 让我想 作更多的梦
因为有你 让梦想都结成苹果
喜欢 你握着我手
就像合吃棉花糖那么快乐你的呵护让我像个孩子无拘无束的疯
真的爱 不用伪装 不用強求
很轻松就会懂 爱的人看着我 想什么
Ho~ Wo~
很轻松就会懂 爱的人看着我 想什么
Janice Wei - Goodbye
I can see the pain living in your eyes. And i know how hard you try.
You deserve to have so much more. I can feel your heart and I sympathize.
And I'll never criticize. All you've ever meant to my life.
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of. Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You would never ask me why. My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore. I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry. There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye
I can see the pain living in your eyes. And i know how hard you try.
You deserve to have so much more. I can feel your heart and I sympathize.
And I'll never criticize. All you've ever meant to my life.
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of. Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You would never ask me why. My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore. I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry. There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Today Sharon is a happy girl. ;X I met Sher in the early morning to Bishan library to do some studying, end up we got really bored there while waiting for her boyfriend GAVIN. We waited till 4++ near to 5pm and we went to Kfc to have our first meal for the day. ;D Didn't finish up again lah, expected one. Only HGTR know my pattern when i eat KFC, and it shall not be disclosed. ;P We waited super long for him at J8 and he told us he's still at esplanade so we decided to meet at Amk. Sher and me went around laughing like kids at Amk Hub, up to down. ;X Met her boyfriend outside McDonald's and i suggested doing the report at Ronald's bench but MISTER GAVIN needed the aircon so we went in. Thankyou Sher's boyfriend MISTER GAVIN who suggested going in lah! ;X They know the reason hor! HEHE. MY GOD. Super happy also. Too bad sher didn't manage to see his handsome face, but backview and sideview alr so charming liao rightttt. ;D Do finish report, parted with them. They went off to take 86 home and i went anyhow walk until 88 bus stop and of course took 88 home. ;P
I seriously miss his hugs, i miss all his sweet actions especially. ): But it's okay! I WILLLLLLL WAIT. ;X EXAM WEEK ALRRRR. SUCKY. ); The wkend fly so quickly, need to do duty for the stupid youth day event on Friday during our brktime. SEE LAH. POLY LIFE NOT SHIOK AT ALL.
And i got smthing to showoff, I KEEP WIN SCISSORS PAPER STONE. ;P I think i become so childish and lame is because of him lor. SEEEEEE, FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE. SO WEI DA RIGHT. ;P Sher and gavin can do anything for the sake of love, I ALSO CAN OKAY! I should wrk more during the holidays so tht i have enough to survive else i can die alr. ): Nowadays people keep saying LAME to me. So bad lor, why do they have to say tht i'm lame. I'm a very serious girl okay. Imagine people i dont know also say me lame. Kns. ;X
I LOVEEEEEEEE MY BABY SHROOMY AND MICKEYMOUSE and of course HIM. ;P
i keep praying everysingle day and every minute for us to be togther once again.
I believe in God because He allow us to be togther tht time and turn this into a test for the both of us now and i'm sure we'll be able to overcome this test. (:
I hope you stay strong and let us overcome this togther. ;D
15th Sept'07
I seriously miss his hugs, i miss all his sweet actions especially. ): But it's okay! I WILLLLLLL WAIT. ;X EXAM WEEK ALRRRR. SUCKY. ); The wkend fly so quickly, need to do duty for the stupid youth day event on Friday during our brktime. SEE LAH. POLY LIFE NOT SHIOK AT ALL.
And i got smthing to showoff, I KEEP WIN SCISSORS PAPER STONE. ;P I think i become so childish and lame is because of him lor. SEEEEEE, FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE. SO WEI DA RIGHT. ;P Sher and gavin can do anything for the sake of love, I ALSO CAN OKAY! I should wrk more during the holidays so tht i have enough to survive else i can die alr. ): Nowadays people keep saying LAME to me. So bad lor, why do they have to say tht i'm lame. I'm a very serious girl okay. Imagine people i dont know also say me lame. Kns. ;X
I LOVEEEEEEEE MY BABY SHROOMY AND MICKEYMOUSE and of course HIM. ;P
i keep praying everysingle day and every minute for us to be togther once again.
I believe in God because He allow us to be togther tht time and turn this into a test for the both of us now and i'm sure we'll be able to overcome this test. (:
I hope you stay strong and let us overcome this togther. ;D
15th Sept'07
Girl: do i ever cross in ur mind?
Boy: no.
Girl: do u like me?
Boy: not really.
Girl: do u want me?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u cry if i left?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u live for me?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u do anything for me?
Boy: no.
Girl: choose-- me or ur life?
Boy: my life.
The girl runs away in shock and pain
and the boy runs after her
then says...
The reason u never cross in my mind is
because u're always on my mind..
The reason why i don't like u is
because i love u..
The reason why i don't want u is
because i need u..
The reason i wouldn't cry if u
left is
because i would die if u left..
The reason i wouldn't live for u
is
because i would die for u..
The reason why i'm not willing to
do
anything for u is
because i would do everything for u..
and
The reason i choose my life is
because
YOU ARE MY LIFE..
Boy: no.
Girl: do u like me?
Boy: not really.
Girl: do u want me?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u cry if i left?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u live for me?
Boy: no.
Girl: would u do anything for me?
Boy: no.
Girl: choose-- me or ur life?
Boy: my life.
The girl runs away in shock and pain
and the boy runs after her
then says...
The reason u never cross in my mind is
because u're always on my mind..
The reason why i don't like u is
because i love u..
The reason why i don't want u is
because i need u..
The reason i wouldn't cry if u
left is
because i would die if u left..
The reason i wouldn't live for u
is
because i would die for u..
The reason why i'm not willing to
do
anything for u is
because i would do everything for u..
and
The reason i choose my life is
because
YOU ARE MY LIFE..
Hello everybody. I know you all miss me very much. ;X I GOT A SUPER GOOD THING TO TELL YOU ALL TDAY! I won the couple in scissors paper stone today. SEEE, i'm pro in tht okay. Gavin promise to send me counterstrike so tht i can play but he still havent send. Kns. ;P
Tday wasted trip to HougangPt, but still okay cos can eat fillet ohhhhhhhhh fishie. ;X Very long never eat liao hor. JEALOUS rightt. ;P Toook shuttle bus down to Serangoon North Ave 4 because of the rain and we couldn't cross over to take 159 so the clever me suggested to take the shuttle bus when we don't even know whre the bus is going. ;X Luckily it went to Serangoon NorthAve4 and we waited very very very long for the stupid bus 73. STUPID BUS, SO SLOW. SLOWPOKE. Big Mac Centre's McDonalds to study, i ended up chatting on msn with mrlamer. (: Very fun to play around on msn! Studied abit of Maths and i think i'm still very noob with it. QingLi didn't join us, we didnt find Qing Li because by the time we finish it's alr 5+pm. ;X And i wanted to pull the couple to Amk Park de playground but it rained. KNS. SO LUCKY LOR ME. ): So we ended up taking 86 back to Sk then i took 86 back to Amk to meet Gavin to study. 159ed home alone and reach home at 11+pm. ;X
Msn is getting more and more entertaining. ;D I LOVE YOU YOU LOVE ME.
Sayo.
Eyes closingggggggg alr lah!
Scissors paper stone challenge on MONDAY with my class guys and tht GALEXY. ;P
PRAY THT YOUR LOSE, I WIN.
Tday wasted trip to HougangPt, but still okay cos can eat fillet ohhhhhhhhh fishie. ;X Very long never eat liao hor. JEALOUS rightt. ;P Toook shuttle bus down to Serangoon North Ave 4 because of the rain and we couldn't cross over to take 159 so the clever me suggested to take the shuttle bus when we don't even know whre the bus is going. ;X Luckily it went to Serangoon NorthAve4 and we waited very very very long for the stupid bus 73. STUPID BUS, SO SLOW. SLOWPOKE. Big Mac Centre's McDonalds to study, i ended up chatting on msn with mrlamer. (: Very fun to play around on msn! Studied abit of Maths and i think i'm still very noob with it. QingLi didn't join us, we didnt find Qing Li because by the time we finish it's alr 5+pm. ;X And i wanted to pull the couple to Amk Park de playground but it rained. KNS. SO LUCKY LOR ME. ): So we ended up taking 86 back to Sk then i took 86 back to Amk to meet Gavin to study. 159ed home alone and reach home at 11+pm. ;X
Msn is getting more and more entertaining. ;D I LOVE YOU YOU LOVE ME.
Sayo.
Eyes closingggggggg alr lah!
Scissors paper stone challenge on MONDAY with my class guys and tht GALEXY. ;P
PRAY THT YOUR LOSE, I WIN.
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