I finally know smthing today. It's not hurting, but it's very hurting. I dont want to talk about it anymore. Skipped all my meals today, seriously no appetite and i wasn't feeling well during work. Almost fainted lah! Oh my god. Wanted to work tmr but body cannnot take it alr so never wrk tmr! ;X But meeting Sher go HougangPt to pass mike my schedule and eat brkfast. ;DDD YUMMY. And POP outing on 27th to play poool and steamboat! YAY.

I didn't sms him after i know about the news today. I dont know wht to say but i've decided to let go. Sorry to make my best colleagues worry just now because my eyes went red and i almost tear and they kept asking wht happen but i just dont want to say out. ;X In the end i told Baoyin about it and i made tht decision lah. Heart to heart talk with Baoyin after wrk, walked all the way from HgMall to Rivervale Plaza then i took 88 back home. (: Stomachpain today, gastric pain or whtever. But dont careee lah. ;D

I've decided to let go, not because i dont love him anymore but it's because i choose to wait silently. I'm sorry for all these shits tht i've thrown out during this period of time but maybe, it's time i step away and let you find your new love. I know you'll be happier tht way and for me, i rather wait silently then to give you stress. I choose to keep everything to myself and from today on, all the rantings will be in this blog. (: I will keep everything to myself, face everything myself and wait silently. This is the only way to make everyone around me happy. I'm sorry everyone, esp to him. Just let me be from today onwards. I dont need anybody's pity, i dont need anybody to comment, i dont need anybody to tell me wht to do because i know wht i want to do and tht is to keep quiet about everything. Bck to the past-

I would rather hurt myself then to ever make you cry.
There's nthing left to say but good-bye.