Sat was Prelim Oral Day. Got 33 out of 40 for my oral and i went home at 11++pm. Use computer awhile then went to bath and got changed. (: Lrt-ed to CompassPt then 159ed to HougangPt. Waited for Lingxiang at 952 then walk over to 540, waited for My Sweet &Kenny. Down to HougangPt for lunch at Kfc, McDonald's to crap while waiting for JiaLing &Rickson. 109ed down to Serangoon and mrt-ed to Harbourfront. Met Fiona and Saoyi on the train. ;] Breadtalk to buy a small cake before Kenny, Lingxiang, Rickson and me walk over to Harbourfront Centre Pastamania to reserve seats then walk back to Vivo. Took the monorail to Sentosa and slack at Siloso Beach. Played poker and we gambled. Took the monorail back to Vivo, walk to Harbourfront Centre for dinner at Pastamania. (: The whole group separated after dinner. Saoyi, Fiona, Sweet and me 80ed back to Sengkang while the rest mrt-ed over to Yishun for movie. Home at 11+pm.

Sunday went to work. Woke up late so i cabbed down to work and i was late by an hr. ;D Work till 330pm, slack awhile, cut cake session for Mike, Wendy and Saoyi. Played poker again then home. (: Void deck awhile before going back home at 7pm.

Today school was boring. Slept during D&T free period like a pig because i was hell tired. Could hardly keep my eyes open. There were many absentees today and many reported sick halfway through. (: Geo crt after school then home because SS crt was cancelled and we didn't know about it so we decided to skip 6pm SS crt as well.

Happy Birthday to Saoyi on 5th Aug!
Happy Birthday to Wendy on 5th Aug!

Happy Birthday to Wei Liang on 6th Aug!

And lastly, iloveeee My Sweeet!

Thurs after school 87ed home to CompassPt and bought lunch home. (: Bumped into Joanne and Shumei, chatted for awhile and i left first. Home from noon onwards.

Fri school was slacking day. English slack & read books, D&T lesson an hr half played games but my mood somehow change again halfway through and there starts my bad mood. After recess was Maths lesson, had Maths Paper 1 mock exam again and i didn't touch the paper at all luh. Did my other stuff and read books throughout that whole hr. (: Discuss with Waiyang smthing and i went off after school. Rushed home, bath and changed, lrt-ed to CompassPt and 159ed down to Amk to meet Kenny and Lingxiang. Pizza Hut for lunch and we waited for a long time for our food and soup! The guys were busy playing their Psp & Nitendo! >.<>.< Went to meet MeiQi at 77th street, Kenny bought his stuff and we stayed in the interchange to wait for Rickson. 159ed home togther with Kenny, Rickson, Hgtr & Lingxiang, Mei Qi went to funland. (: My sweet sent me home & i was so tired that i couldn't keep my eyes open when walking home. Wanted to sleep when i reach home but brother called me up to help him check smthing. Went to bath and help him to check smthing before going to sleep. ;]

Happy Birthday to Mike on 3rd Aug!
Happy Birthday to Benny on 4th Aug!

Urgh. Having English Prelim Oral ltr on! Dead tired right now. Blog again tonightt!

Today school was ok. Did Physics and Chemistry practical. (: 80ed to Kovan after school with Alena and Wenyan. Popular to check smthing then to get Wenyan's school shoes before taking the bus home. 82ed home. ;] I've to go do my English situational writing now! Saturday going out with Fiona and co. to celebrate Saoyi's and Mike's birthday! (: I'm hungry!

Updated the birthdays' dates just now. (: Mike's bday this fri, Benny's this Saturday, Saoyi's this Sunday and WeiLiang's this coming monday. ;D

That hgtr pig fell sick on Monday and he slept like a pig from Monday's evening all the way till yesterday late noon. (: Get well soon!

Went to CompassPt to print the class photos last night, printed 8 of it but there's a problem with the machine so only 2 were printed out. The lady helped me print the other 6 using their high quality machine and so 2 of the photo that were printed using the lousy machine was kinda blurry and the quality sucks while the remaining 6 was better compared to the 2. ;D Hell man. Today is gonna be a new day for the 5n2's without Miss Ezarin. >.<

I'm so hungry now. Urgh. Waiting for my carrot cake to come back homee! (:
HGTR ^^

Yesterday school was okay. H&F lesson was ok, played basketball. Just kept shooting but my shooting skill sucks alot. I think i'm gonna spend time learning how to shoot! Next lesson gonna be 2.4km run. Spent D&T lesson doing my SS notes while the rest do the present for Miss Ezarin. (: I wasn't in the mood so i just kept quiet throughout the free period. Lessons then home after school. Dad drive me over to Wenyan's place at 6+pm to save the class photos into my phone and we went back to fetch my brother up then down to Lorong Ah Soo to drop him off before going to Kovan to print the photos. Back to Lorong Ah Soo to have dinner at 9+pm before going back home. ;]

Today school was ok. Rush through the present duing recess time and finally complete it during Geo lesson. ;D Sat at the back of the class with the guys and finish up everything. Assembly was boring luh. Back to class and the whole class waited for Miss Ezarin and her bf. Speech by Roy representing the whole class followed by presentation of the present by Wai yang, presentation of presents from individuals and lastly, class photo taking. ;] Quite a few people teared, held back my tears again. Home after that by lrt. Chatted with Weiwen a little. (: Cooked instant noodles, my only food since morning ok. I'm trying very hard to save money luh. Gonna go over to CompassPt to print class photos again ltr on. The latest photos! ;D

I hate them for looking down on me. Yesterday was really a bad day, i wasn't in the mood for anything and my father just nagged at me. I couldn't be bothered with my brother and my dad of cos, so i didn't answer them or clarify anything at all. I teared while eating, not because i'm guilty that i didn't study but because they don't even give me that little bit of trust at all and i was feeling quite vexed. I dont see any need to clarify anything if they insist on smthing and my father kept saying that if it's my second brother, he would be able to trust him and so on but not me and he just kept shooting me that i'll fail my O's. The whole family is like all ganging up to go against me 1 person. 3 against 1 now. How great uh. (: My second brother left the home first because of this family, i guess next will be me. I'm definitely sure that i'll move out one day but i'll just have to wait till after i've graduated from the poly life and after i've got a stable job to support myself. ;D

I swear i'll prove them wrong, Muthufuckers.

Apologies to my lovelies in school today because of my sucky attittude towards everyone and every single thing today.

I decided to study hard for my Prelims from today onwards, gonna mug hard for the exams and prove my parents wrong for looking down on me. For the time being, please do not ask me out for shopping or slacking except for special occasions. (: And please tell me in advance!

We've agreed to have study sessions 3 days each week togther, both Wenyan and me and most probably Alena will be coming along with us if she's free. ;D Tues and Thurs will be in school for night class and Saturday will be at our usual place i guess. But i doubt i can make it this saturday if Fiona and co. wants to celebrate Saoyi's and Mike's birthday. Damn. My money getting lesser each day. I guess i've to start saving all over again because i'm gonna get smthing tmr and there goes every single cent i have.

Amk study session with Alena at Amk Park McDonald's on Friday night was alright. We didnt smoke but we breathed in those smelly air that almost killed us so we changed seats. (; Had dinner at 7+pm and left at 8+pm. 159ed to CompassPt, Popular to get my glue and accompanied her to the bus interchange before i leave to meet my dad. Home after dad had his dinner. ;]

Yesterday had Chemistry Mock Exam. I don't want to talk about it because i didn't study hard for it. I only studied one chapter for the mock paper so i doubt i'll do well for it. Accompanied Wenyan to wait for Nita and we went home. (: Cabbed down to HougangPt, chitchatted with Cynthia and she told me smthing so sweet ok! Ate and studied a little there before going over to void deck and continued studying while waiting for Wenyan. Meet Wenyan up, Kfc for lunch before going over to the void deck for study session till 5+pm. ;D Walked to ave8 to buy my dinner home and we had a good time laughing at someone, i'm not being mean ok! Walked to bus stop and we separated. ;D

Today went to work, took a cab down because i was running late. Work till 3pm and help out awhile more. (: 161ed home alone today and i've no idea why my backbone hurts so much since morning! Gonna get dad to massage my back for me ltr on. ;P Yayness! Tmr school and there's H&F and D&T lessons so we've got free periods! (: Gonna do Miss Ezarin's present tmr during D&T lesson and i dont look forward to Tues! It's her last day and her fiance is coming to school so we've got phototaking with her again! I think most of us will cry again on Tuesday.

Off to study Social Studies! ;D
HGTR is my love despite all the quarrels. ^^

Wed after school went down to Amk with Wenyan, hoping to get her cardigen but we just couldn't find the shop. Popular to get the board for Yunda's card and had dinner at S11 before going back. 136ed home and i reach home only at 8+pm. Hell tiring. (:

Thurs school was ok. Soccer is getting more and more boring for me. I prefer Mondays cos it's basketball. ;D Maths Mock Paper 2 after school for 2 and half hrs, bet i'm gonna flunk that paper again. Home after mock paper, bathed and changed. 161ed down to HougangPt. Meet him up, had dinner at Kfc then 161ed back to Sengkang. ;D Home at 9+pm. Thanks to him.

Today had Physics paper after school. It was a re-test but i didn't study for it. Meeting Alena at 5pm ltr on. (: Amk for study session today! I realise i've been going out every single day this whole week and not staying at home. My family relationship has been getting worst and i realise he's the only one who i can confide on when i've problems although he always scolds me. >.< Thanks to my lovelies as well!

I'm somehow annoyed by someone's behaviour. Just stop acting like it's her fault alright. Blame it on yourself because your character just turns people off so dont blame her for ignoring you and etc. Change your character before you try to act kelian and you dont deserve any sympathy at all!

School was ok except that we're having more and more mock exams. >.< 24hrs is really not enough for me. I dont know what's wrong with me this whole week and last week. Throwing tantrums, making a fuss out of everything, breaking down and crying suddenly and etc.

Monday had school until 530pm because i went back for Geog Crt at 430pm. (: Yesterday meet R up and i showed him attitude again. Cried again in the night. Poor him, he've to tolerate all my temper and attitude everytime we meet up. ): I'm really sorry. Home at 8+pm and luckily, the night was good before we went home. ;D

My schedule is like so packed this whole week again. Have to get Yunda's bday card and get everyone to sign the card by Saturday, probably going down to find them this coming Fri. (: Alrights! off to school!

Quarrelled with him badly yesterday, one of the worst quarrel ever. I don't want to talk much about it but his words are always so hurtful to me. Choices have consequences.

A great marriage is not when the perfect couple comes togther. It is when an imperfect couple leaves to enjoy their differences. (:

Monday had my O level's Chinese Listening, it was quite tough but still pretty alright for me though. (: After school cabbed down to HougangMall togther with Alena and Wenyan. Bought candies and to the libray to borrow books then home. ;D

Tues after school rush home after class photo taking togther with Miss Ezarin and Mr Rashidin, bathed and changed then meet Wenyan at Kovan. Bought drinks and Popular to get pens and notebooks before taking the train down to Parklane Mall. Had a hard time in the shop because everything was in a mess and we just had to rush everything. 65ed down to Tampines, had our late dinner at LongJohn then went to get snacks for the camp. (: 72ed down to her place to get the class list and i went home. Started making calls and it was tiring but my dad was nice to fetch me home anyway. Brother came along and we went back to Sengkang to fetch my brother's girlfriend before going over to Amk for supper but i skipped it. ;D Home at 11++pm.

Wed to Fri was motivational camp. It was awsome because of the trainers. Danny, Adam Khoo and Andrea. (: They really changed my life and woke me up from all the stupid things that i've done for the past 16years. Really appreciate them for everything on the past 3days and i salute them! Home at 10+ or 11+ for the past 3 days cos we're dismissed only at 9pm. And now, i really miss those 3 people esp Danny because he's so so so cool, his strawberry, his jokes, his vulgurities! And Adam Khoo because of his poses that make us laugh alot and his motivative words. They're just like one of us throughout that 3 days, the 5N's togther with them cried togther, laughed togther and cheered togther. Cheers to them and they'll just stay in my heart forever and the 5N's will definitely rmber them for life! The last day of the camp was closing ceremony at night, Danny was suppose to close but because of us, his friend took over the job. >.< The closing ceremony was really touching, esp KenT words to his parents and Lisa's one. I almost teared but i held back throughout. After the closing ceremony, 5n2 went to look for Miss Ezarin immediately. Everyone spoke to Miss Ezarin and hugged her. ;D She's another lady who inspire 5n2 and never gave up on us for the past 2 years. We're just gonna miss her and keep her in our hearts as well! (:

Today school for mock exams. Only sat for the Physics paper and skipped the English paper togther with Feng Wei, Darren Choo, Ah boon, Alena, Wenyan and Yue Seng. ;D 5N2 united. Went to Rivervale Plaza to withdraw money then to Kfc for brkfast/lunch at 10+am. 80ed down to Bugis with Wenyan while the rest went home. Wenyan and me bought a top each then walk around there. (: Started raining but we still walk to Parklane Mall. Waited for 2hrs for the class tees to be ready, collected the tops and train-ed down to Serangoon. 82ed home. ;D


your words sometimes hurt me deeply, so hard that i feel so useless and have the thought of giving up.

This week gonna be hell busy. >.<>.<>.< I think i'll probably die soon.

Tuesday school again then to Kovan with Wenyan and Alena for snow ice but only Wenyan ate snow ice because Alena and me changed our mind to have a proper meal instead although i was quite full. Kinda regret because i was full but i still ordered the food. ): Whatever. Home after that because i needed to do smthing. Hah. Out to meet R at 6+pm and back home at 10+pm.

Wedneday school but it rained when i was preparing luh. Wanted to take a cab to school simply because my house doesnt have any umbrellas but the rain stopped! (: So took lrt instead and reach school just on time. Home after school.

Thurs school, had Maths Graph test after school. I bet i'm gonna flunk that paper as well but who cares. Quite a bad day for me anyway. Ladies know why uh. ;D He came down to Sengkang to find me after my school. Met him on the bus when we were alighting. Slacked at void deck before going home at 5+pm. Time just flies whenever i'm with him.

Fri school. Home after school, played Time Crisis II on my brother's Ps2. ;D Bathed and prepared den bused down to his place and waited for him downstairs. Went separate ways at 8+pm. I walk alone to RivervaleMall and it was kinda scary for me but was quite a bad day for me anyway so i needed some quiet time. (: I just love walking so much because it makes me feel comfortable. Friday the 13th just sucks.

Today woke up early in the morning, helped my dad dye his hair. ;D Watch movie on crunchyroll till 2 den prepared. Out to meet Wenyan, 80ed down to Bugis. Went to get her shorts then 80ed back. She went to her grandma's place and i alighted at Sengkang. (: Walked back home really slowly. The cramps are killing me. Damn. Did my Maths homework just now and i've alot more to go. (: Gonna complete it by tonight cos i've work tmr!

Lots of unhappiness between me and him these few days, but there's still happy moments as well. Thanks alot for giving in to me and tolerating my sucky attitude. I just want to tell you that i'm sorry for spoiling your mood. ):

Friday school. Rivervale Plaza after school togther with Wenyan and Alena for lunch then back to school for Chinese Oral with Wenyan. It was tough but who cares, it's over. (: Head home, bath and prepared. Meet R and trained down to PlazaSing for movie, Transformers. ;D Nice! Home at 11+pm after having supper at RivervaleMall Mcdonald's.

Sat school for Chem & English Mock Papers. Prepared to fail these two papers because i didn't study for Chem and i didn't have the mood to do my English paper. Home after school then meet Wenyan at Serangoon at around 2pm. (: 105ed to Singapore Poly and we just walk aimlessly around the school. Mrt-ed down to Bugis, search for Kenny's present and got him a top. Window shopped awhile then 80ed back to Kovan at 5+pm. Popular to get Wenyan's stationaries and we went to see smthing before going back. I left first at 7+pm. Mrt-ed then lrt-ed home, showered and changed before heading out again. ;D Waited for R then we slack at void deck again before going to Amk at 10+pm to meet the rest. Waited for that birthday boy and we had super late dinner/supper at Kfc. Cab home at 12++am.

Sunday went back to Msia in the morning with my dad and had lots of durians over there despite the heat. The sun was killing me when we went out to have lunch togther with my uncles and cousins but i love the sun! (; Slept in the afternoon then we went back to Singapore. Reach Sg at 6+pm, had dinner at Tpy before going home.

Today back to school. Lessons sucks on Monday lah. But we get to play Bball during H&F lesson every week! ;DD But i didn't get to play it today because i didnt take my Napfa test last term. >.< Meet R again after school. Home at 5+pm. ;D

Dad fell sick alr and i may have to go school alone tmr. ): How sucky.
Life rules with so many loved ones around especially my sisters and R. (:

I'm gonna have lots of Mock Exams coming up every Saturday and Motivation camp from 18th to 20th 8am to 9pm for that 3days. And i won't be able to eat every day during recess because i skip CCA ever since sec4 and i've to make up for it. ): The school is just trying to stress all of us out.

Friday was outing day togther with Wenyan. Amk followed by Bugis then to Far East and back to Serangoon then lastly, home.



Saturday was CIP day followed by lunch togther with 5N2 then walk around CompassPt togther with Wenyan and Alena then home. (:

Sunday was working day, Pea Program so i had to help Wendy to work. Work till 430pm and wasn't such a good day anyway. Cynthia's bday so Laytin bought a cake and we had cake cutting session after we punch out at the lobby togther with a few people including our birthday girl! ;D Went home at around 5+pm. CompassPt to buy dinner home and then walk home.

Monday Youth Day. Went out with Wenyan and Alena to Pasir Ris Downtown to play arcade. (: Played for a few hrs then we went to Mcdonald's for drinks. I left at 5++pm and took bus down to his place nearby. Went to Hougang Green for dinner then went back Sengkang. Smthing happen after that, not gonna talk about it but it made me sad and i cried alittle. >.< But ltr on things were ok alr. ;D Slacked at void deck till 10+pm then home.

Tuesday school day. After school went out with Wenyan and Alena to CompassPt for Burger King. (: Home after that then went out to Amk with them again in the evening for study session. But turn out to be a slacking session instead for me. ;x Didnt have the mood to touch my books that night. Home at 10+pm.

Wed school then home after school because school ends late on Wed.

Today school then CompassPt with Wenyan to get her brother's bday present. Bought candies and seaweed and milk tea! (: Home after that.

Tmr and saturday gonna be a long day for me! And i'm having my O'levels Chinese Oral tmr!
Kenny's bday this coming Saturday! One after another..

Days getting more and more stress and busier each day ever since school started.

Met him on Monday but luckily he accompanied me till 8+pm. (: Din get to meet him after that day because of school and the piles of homework i've to complete each day. I feel so glad that i'm in 5n2 sometimes with so many nice classmates. ;D

Suppose to be on leave for work since last week but Wendy need my help this weekend so i've to help her out this Sunday because of the Pea program. Apologies to her. I can't help her out this Sat because i've CIP! Urgh.

Had our height and weight taken today, kinda sad to see i've grown fatter and taller again. >.<

Cynthia's bday this coming Sunday! And gonna go out with Wenyan tmr! (:

有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。

Past few days work and school again. My only off day yesterday, finally. School in the morning, heard a sad news from Miss Ezarin early in the morning. Disappointing. I guess 5n2 is starting to learn how to cherish our teachers more especially Miss Ezarin and Miss Tan.

Home after school, bathed and prepared. Down to East Coast, smthing happen after alighting from the bus stop and i almost wanted to take a bus back to Sengkang. >.< I dont know what is happening to me, even a smallest thing can make me angry and upset and someone has to give in to me every 5mins because i'm petty. I'm sorry lah. Went to find the two couples and i feel weird and abit bored. Only meal for the day at BurgerKing, almost died of hunger before that. 43ed back to HougangPt at 7+pm, suppose to alight at Sengkang but i need to go somewhere so HougangPt. (: Check schedule, he sent me home. Sat at void deck till 9++pm then home!

Rah. School's starting next week for the rest and him and this Sunday is my last day before my months of leave. (: Time to motivate myself!

Past few days either work or spend the day with him. (: I realise i didnt meet up with my schoolmates during this holiday but school's starting! >.< School suppose to start at 8am today but now i'm still at home because SS lesson is always so boring. Still considering whether to go to school for Chem lesson but i guess i'll be going or else people will tell me might as well dont go school today. ;D But i'm a good girl lah! Got work ltr on in the evening again but it's ok cos tonight's manager is nice. (:

I will hold on to the promises forever. ;D

Wanted to stay at home the whole day on Monday but went out in the late noon for lunch with him. (: I feel bad for pulling him out lah but it's ok. LJS at HougangMall den 161ed to CompassPt because i didn't feel like going back early. Walk around awhile den went to void deck. Home at around 8. ;D

Yesterday morning went to CompassPt, waited for the rest at Kfc. ;D Saw Kenny and Rick so i joined them but they lied to us! >.< Went to McDonald's, waited for the couple. Lingxiang came to find us after awhile and the couple came after awhhile. (: Mrt-ed to Plaza Sing, bought movie tickets Men In White, arcade then to Daiso and went for the movie. Stupid show but it was funny and the company was great. ;] Mrt-ed back to Hougang, back to workplace. Meeting and off to Marina South. (: Left the place at 8+pm, alighted at Dhoby. Walk to Paradiz Centre but wasted trip. Walk back to mrt station at 9+pm, Iris went to find Wendy and co. and the rest of us went back. ;D

Working at 12pm ltr on and i havent prepare. Gonna cab down ltr on i guess. (:

HGTR -

Work both on Sat and Sunday but went home alone yesterday because someone didn't talk to me for the whole day.

Suppose to be working today but got Huizhen to take over me cos i've to complete my homework by today or else i'm gonna be stuck at home tmr as well. Tmr brkfast in the morning, movie in the afternoon and steamboat at night. (: I dont want to grow fat anymore!

I just have to wait ...

I'M DAMN JEALOUS AGAIN! >.<
why must he make me jealous! ):


HGTR

Urgh. I'm so bored now! Gonna go get breakfast from McDonald's later on. (: Slept very early last night, had my dinner then went to sleep at around 8pm. Woke up at 4+am, saw 2 sms-es from him, 1 from Alena and 1 from my brother. Set alarm clock then went back to sleep, woke up again at 7am and woke my brother up. ;D Poor thing luh. I'm like an alarm clock so next time if anyone of you need morning calls just tell me huh. I'll just charge you accordingly, depends on what time you need me to wake you up. Brother might be paying 1/2 of the amount for my mp3, he's still considering so please pray for me again. (:

I love reading his sms-es because it's always so sweet lah. Maybe except when he's angry, i just hate to talk to him when he's angry because he'll ignore me for at least 5 mins or more than that. >.<

Alot people are asking me whether we're togther or not but i've said alot alot of times that we're NOT togther! >.< So stop asking me this question again. No point asking it over and over again because we are NOT togther but i can only say that i love him! (:

Monday work 10am to 2+pm. Punched out early because no sales and i wasn't in the mood to work. Too tired anyway so Mike allow me to punch out. (: Stayed in store with him till 6pm den he sent me home.

Tueday work 9am to 3+pm. Punched out early again because too many crews and no sales. (: Stayed in store, talk to Wendy, Mike and Agnes then meet him for lunch. He send me home and we went out again. Mood turn bad on the way back from Bishan, almost cried but soon ok alr. ;D Thanks alot to him again for accompanying me the whole night even though he's tired lah. I can see that he's tired. (:

Today back to school, down to Orchard for Literature seminar and it was boring. Almost fall asleep in there, talk and talk with the girls. Didnt join the class back to school, Alena and me walked off and we walk to Lucky Plaza for breakfast at McDonald's. (: Wisma for window shopping den back to Far East bus stop, 132ed down to Amk. Window shopping again, lunch at Pizza Hut. 159ed back to CompassPt. She left first so i went window shopping alone. Saw Saoyi working there, Fiona and her mother shopping. ;D Walked home after that!

Won't be going for Literature Seminar tmr i guess. (: Waste of time and they didn't take our attendance at all lah. Busy working this whole week!

Back from work! (: Today is like any other working day but mood was quite bad today. Kept everything to myself anyway, Agnes said i'm like a crazy girl in the morning. That's bad ok! I'm gonna learn to keep quiet during work but i think i'll feel uneasy if i don't talk.

Disturb Pech ChinYee during work today. I swear i'm not going to promote, turned them down lots of times alr and i was blamed today. Someone said i taught the wrong counter steps to John and i was pissed off. I only taught him how to get the drinks and introduce to him the counter front. I didn't even teach him how to assemble the items all that and Someone just say i taught him ALL the wrong stuff. Fuck ok. I swear i'm not going to teach anyone else in the future.

Talking about this makes my heart boil. I think i will die from working sooner or later.

Was too tired to blog for the past few days. Work everyday since Thursday. (:

Thurs work was ok. After work stayed in store talk then went to Kovan to get Bday party stuffs. Thank Rick for accompanying me lar. Had lunch den went back to store, played poker again den went home around 6pm. (:

Friday school in the morning, work from 12pm to 7pm den stayed in store chat togther with Mike and Wendy till around 9pm den went home. ;D

Today work again. Hell bloody tired alr and i still got work tmr, Monday and Tuesday. Off day on Wed and Thurs but there's Literature Seminar then work again on Friday Sat and Sunday. For the sake of my mp3, i'm gonna sacrifice my sleep but don't blame me when i give you a black face because i'm hell tired. (: Switched off my phone alr. Not gonna switch on until i go to bed. Off to eat maggi again!

Love him plenty!
I wish we can stay like this for as long if possible..
I promise i'll never let go until you let go first..

Back at home. Sorted out my feelings alittle. Didn't want to think about it anymore although i still have mixed thoughts about his feelings. (: As usual, i'll never be able to guess what he is thinking.

Went out to meet LingXiang and Derrick twintwin. ;D Played poker and slack, went to Lingxiang's house awhile then back to HougangPt. Razid's last day today! I lost daidee by 3rounds to LingXiang and Derrick lost 1 or 2rounds to me but because he's not working tmr, i'm gonna be the one who has to do the forfeits tmr! >.< Sway luck i have.

Thanks to Joy who consoled me today again. Cried really badly in the afternoon but i felt better after that cry. (: Everyone is telling me to trust him after they hear the whole thing. Am i really the one making wild guesses and not trusting him? Urgh! Yay. Work tmr means i get to see him. (: But i've to do forfeits.

That feeling is back once again, the fear. I really don't know what to do anymore. Forget it. I know i have to face this alone everytime. How many times do i have to tear because of this issue? Last time it was her, now it's another her.

I guess i have to sort out my feelings again.
Just feeling alittle tired thats all. (:

>.< I'm so unhappy today because he's neglecting me for his game AGAIN! Work today was hell tiring.

I don't feel like going to school tmr because there's two hrs of Maths and 1hr is enough to kill me alr. ): Probably home after school tmr, i bet he's gonna stay at home and play his game again. and i'm working on Thurs and Friday this week but not Sat and Sunday because wendy didn't know that i can work! Urgh! Shall tell them to put me on schedule this wkend!

i don't know what happen to me nowadays, i feel so tired and always in a bad mood. I can never get enough rest! >.<

i still love that guy although he's always playing his game and ignoring me. Stop neglecting and ignoring me you this guy! >.< It makes me sad.

Didn't have time to update blog. Either busy working or watching drama serial for the past few days. (:

Sat work from 1pm to to 7pm was okay. Had my first and only meal at 7pm after i punch out, almost die of hunger. Home after work alone, drama serial after bathing. (:

Sunday work 12pm to 6pm. Only meal for the day at 3+pm. Kept having one meal each day for the past few day but it's okay for me. ;D Home after work alone again den went out with dad at 7+pm.

Today Chinese O'level exam was quite tough. Not sure whether i can do well for today's paper but i'll definitely retake if i get a B. I must do well for my Chinese paper! >.< Headache during work and i was unlucky enough today because my E-Dictionary couldn't be switched on! Was so tired while doing the paper too. Home after the paper, finish watching Smiling Pasta alr! It's damn nice ok! Introduced by Wenyan. ;D Out to Rivervale Mall for dinner just now then home.

Tmr gonna be a long day at work, 8am to 4pm. >.< Gonna be so tired. I feel like screaming when the money i saved up for the past few weeks was being took away by someone from my family. Now i've to start saving ALL OVER again and i'm feeling very very pissed off. I'm going save up every single cent that i have from today onwards, who cares if i eat only one meal each day.

Roars.

I'm gonna work like hell during this holiday but i'll definitely find time so that i can meet him. (:

Reported late for school today because i woke up late. I didn't set my alarm clock last night and i can wake up at 7am ok. (: Lessons before recess but the teachers just talk to us, Miss Tan gonna leave us and go on leave for the whole June holiday and probably extend her leave because she's sick. Can't imagine having another Geography teacher for the next month. This sucks like hell. Area cleaning after recess then got back our report books. Got 6th position in class despite having such lousy results. Another sucky thing. But Kenneth smuggled into the school today and he joined our class after recess! ;D

I wanna eat that so much and the mr nice guy agreed to accompany me for lunch ltr on! ;D

School on 29th, 30th May, 1st, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st and 22nd June and Literature seminars on 6th and 7th. Shall go revise on my Chinese now. (: My saved messages inbox is full luh! I can't save anymore sms but i can't bear to delete away the old ones. >.<

Out to meet him just now. The sisters came down as well but left after awhile, his sister and lingxiang came down as well. (: Dinner at kfc den home.

I think i'm getting more and more happy with him around. ;D

I went to school today. (: Hang around with Lisa and group, Sharon and Angela and the guys! Quite a fun day because everyone talk alot today. Suntec for Elective module today, toured around the convention centre and we get to see the VIP meeting room and the big big big threatre room. Back to school, our group won the overall and we get to have Fish &co. dinner next week! ;D

Home after school and now i'm home. Not going for the class bbq anymore, don't ask me why but there's a reason to it. Only he and myself knows lah. (: Tmr last day of school, actually not the last day. Sec 4E and 5N has to go back to school for extra lessons on the first week and last week of school and we've got Literature talks on the first or second week of June. ;D

I'm afraid that i'll become too dependent on him one day.

Elective module for the past few days were ok. Chinese Intensive tests after the modules sucks though. Went on Monday but skip the test both yesterday and today. Whole of 5N2 skip the test today, that shows how united our class is. ;D

Rivervale Plaza with Wenyan and Alena after school today to check out the prices. I somehow feel quite weird, no idea why. It seems like only two people are organising this whole thing and i feel quite bad about it but there's nothing for me to do alr cos they've alr done almost everything. Having second thoughts about smthing, will see how it goes. (:

I haven't start revising for my Chinese O'level yet. Got back the overall results of everything alr and it sucks like hell ok. >.<>.<

Wei Wen just ask me along for his birthday celebration on 1st June, most of the N2 guys are going luh. Shall see how. ;D

Things are fine now alr. (: Thanks alot to Wenyan for that tag!

Met him for lunch again today. Lunch at Kovan den home. ;D Yesterday night's sms session with him made me feel happy, really. But he must make me unhappy once everyday. >.<

Roars.

Just came back not long and my brother spoke to me about him again. At this time when i'm feeling so down and jealous. Cried again while talking to brother. >.< Brother told me to give in to him more and brother tell me to say out how i feel if i'm really not happy. But how many times did i tell him about how i feel alr. Sometimes he care sometimes he don't. Guys always help each other! ): And now brother is helping him because he say at least he can make me laugh and smile again when i'm feeling downn when nobody else can do so so my brother likes him. Wth right!

He's now enjoying outside with another girl and i'm feeling so jealous. He broke his promise. And he say he want to accompany me for lunch tmr but now say he doesn't want to. Roar. This sucks man. I need to murder someone.

Stayed at home the whole night staring at the computer screen. (: I wanna get a glass bottle to put smthing in. Shall go get it after i save up, most probably end of this week!

School tmr again. Getting back all the results tmr but i'm prepared for the worst. ;D Not gonna care about my results anyway. O's Chinese is just next Monday and i'm still slacking like nobody's business and dreaming all day long. Gonna head home straight after school for the next few days again. (:

I must must must get that necklace no matter what!


I wanna meet him and see him so much.

Dad came home in the evening and we went over to Tpy to fetch my brother up and was forced to do the usual thing. Mood was hell bad because i was very tired lah. Had dinner at Tpy and i felt kinda sick again but mood turn slightly better after receiving his sms. (: Head home at 8+pm and was sms-ing with him throughout from 7+ onwards. Tv for awhile, was hell tired so i slept at 9+pm. Woke up at 1+am because of stomach cramp, sms-ed again with him till 2+am and i stoned for like an hr plus before i finally fall asleep at 3+am. The pain is killing me! >.< Woke up at 6+am, prepared for work den dad drive me over to work because of the stupid cramp.

Work from 830, extended till 230pm. Was feeling damn tired during work and togther with the cramp, i felt like dying. Ate a mouthful of muffin in the morning before work and didnt have anything after that. >.< I need food now but gotta save money. Home at 3+pm. ;D

Smthing cheered me up last night! (: Shall save hard for alot of things. Movie with him early next month after pay out! ;D

English Oral was ok, i was the first and i think i kinda screwed it up because i don't know what happen to my voice. Sms-ed with him on the way back.

Work cancelled because labour high, had lunch with him and the two sisters again at HougangPt. Or should i say, they went there to see me eat this time round. (: But i'm still grateful lah. The atmosphere was weird today, doesn't seems right. Brother called so i went to make bank transfer again and now my bank left $3+ only. Wtf right, my dream of getting a mp3 within 2mths gonna delay again. Shall stop eating from today onwards and save all the money that i have. ;D The two sisters left and then all separated. Kenny and him went home and i took bus home. Mood wasn't right again.

How i wish 18th May would last forever, how i wish that feeling will last forever but i guess that feeling will stay in my life. (: Do i still have a chance?

Everytime i have this thought inside my mind, i always feel like crying. >.<

Yesterday went to school in the morning for the Elective Module course and those in the Tourism &Hospitality course had a chance to get outta the school to this private school at Shenton Way. My eyes keep wanting to close throughout the session although it was quite fun. Ended at 12pm so we made our way back to school, left school at around 1230pm. Walk to Rivervale Plaza to transfer money, home after that. (: Wanted to sleep but the computer kept shutting down on me so i had to keep restarting the computer and wasted alot of time. Help my brother do some things, bath and prepared. Cabbed down to HougangPt, wasn't feeling very well so decided not to take bus. Didnt have any food, sat there looking around and them eat. Ntuc for candies after that den send the two girls home with him. ;D Not gonna elaborate what happen after that.

Took a bus down to Amk after everything, he went to find his friends and i train-ed down to Tpy to meet my dad. Shouldn't have gone down to look for him! He brought me to blocks as usual and started distributing the flyers. My stomach couldn't take it after 5blocks, gastric pain again so we stop. (; Went to have dinner while waiting for my brother, brother came to find us after i finish eating. And screw that uncle sitting beside us. Left for home after that. ;D Hell tired yesterday so i slept early!

School ltr on for English Oral. Feeling so tired still although i slept early last night. ): Off to prepare for school! ;D

i'll cherish the times we spent togther because i won't know if you'll walk away with her tmr.

Today went out at 11+am, went over to someone's place. Slacked and chit-chatted alot. 72ed back to Hougang, 82ed down to Serangoon and it rain heavily. Waited for his call, 101ed over to Hougang Interchange and meet him. (: Kovan for lunch, walk around and he accompanied me back to CompassPt. I think i made him angry again lah. He left and i wasn't feeling so well after that so sat down at one of the void deck and rested. Rested for like 1/2hr and walked back home slowly. Feeling much better alr 'cept that my head keeps spinning. ;D

Rah.
lovehimplenty;

Having a super bad mood now, partly because of the virus came back to find me again and now i'm having slight fever again. Guess it's time to stop having fast food.

Teared again just now, i feel so so tired that i alr dont know what to do anymore. Don't leave me alone tearing please..

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Things are better alr but my head still hurts now. Not feeling that well, gonna sleep early tonight because there's school tmr. ): He agreed to accompany me to collect my phone tmr! ;DD And my brother knows about him alr lah, just pray that he won't be so big mouth and tell my parents about it.

I always like it when the clock strikes between 1050pm to 11pm. (:

Was quite pissed last night luh. Jealousy kills but after that, i'm ok alr. ;D Stayed at home for the whole day yesterday, didn't have anything for the whole day xcept drinks. Slept at 11+pm last night! (: No matter how sad or angry i am, there's one message that will always cheer me up before i sleep and i always have to re-read the message to cheer myself up in the day when he ignores me.

Going out ltr to Tampines over to someone's place to play! (: At least he's willing to accompany me in the late morning before meeting him*. Might be meeting him* in the noon if he's not going to fly me aeroplane again.

I'm fine now people! (:

Today is not a good day at all lah.

Everything wasn't right since morning. And now i let some thoughts run through my mind again, making my tears drop. Having slight fever now and i'm stuck at home because i don't have the energy to walk out. Gonna be strong, i hate to be sick because everyone will be forcing me to eat medicine. Sucks. I wanna go on a diet! ):

I realise i've been throwing tantrums lately. Maybe i should just keep quiet bout my feelings and worries again. Never ending worries running through in my mind, causing me to tear. And i'm super hungry now, havent eaten anything since morning luh. I wanna cry out again because i'm really really tired of facing the same situation all the time. ): kill me please.

Looks like i really have to cut down on the amount of money i spend on my food and other stuff. July and August hell lotsa people birthday and thats the time when i'm not wrking alr. I shall be prepared for that 2mths of spending money. ;D


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Slept for a few hrs just now but my head still hurts and i feel as if i'm in the outer space. He's not replying me again luh but no choice, he's a busy guy. >.< My head hurts alot now and i'm waiting for his message! ): I'm hungry but lack of appetite. Probably going out to have dinner with family ltr on but i'm lazy!

Rah!

Exams finally ended! ;D Today Geography and Combine Science Paper 1 are ok but there a few questions i've no idea how to do for Science paper. But who cares, i've alr given up on my mid year exams. (:

4N and 5N are the only group of students who have to report to school on Marking day. Can't help cursing the school for taking away our marking day on Friday and worst still, our Sat. >.<

Stayed at home the whole morning yesterday and went out in the noon to meet him for lunch, LJS. Home at 4+pm. Studied in the night den computer for 1/2hr before sleeping. (: I hate bangalas! How i wish i can kill all of them.

Shall go sleep. Wasn't feeling very well today when taking Combine science paper. Pray that i won't fall sick ok. Shall try to stop taking heaty food but i know i won't do that lah. ;D

Dad came back to fetch me and my brother, off to Tpy. Helped distribute the flyers at mailbox and my hand got cut a few times. Now you know why i hate being a Property Agent! >.< 1/2hr of distributing, dad and brother went to have lunch while i sat there drinking my favourite ice milo! (: Send brother to office and we went off to Orchard. Dad went to find his friends for awhile so i went to CentrePoint and waited for him there alone and i didn't have any cash with me at all ok. So i went walking rounds and rounds in the shopping centre, luckily he was on phone with me. ;D Hang up with him, went to find my dad and we walk down to Wisma. Waited for like 40mins and thats when my phone left me! ): I hate this K700i i'm holding onto now, feel so pissed off whenever i sms because there's smthing wrong with the keypad and i've to use 80% of my strength each time i sms. And i'll only get back my phone on Friday after 5pm. Rah.

Dad ate again after that and we went to Chinatown. Walk for like 10mins and we went to buy porridge home. (: Back to Tpy to fetch my brother den home! Did my Chem TYS and fell asleep while doing. I'm just tired! A call from Bernard woke me up at 1+am, didn't answer the call. Saw his sms-es and i went back to sleep. Mum's alarm clock woke me up at 5+am, replied his sms-es and went back to sleep. 6++am wake up again, sms-ed with him awhile and back to sleep again. ;x Now you know why i'm always so tired in the night, waking up every few hrs or mins throughout the night makes me more tired. But it's ok if it's him or my sisters lah. ;D

Love Wed and Friday! (: Shit the school ok. Friday is suppose to be a marking day but the elective modules is starting this Friday. Most likely school will end ltr than usual because each session last 5 freaking hrs. Urgh.

Off to have instant noodles!

I'm craving for LJS, Yoshi and Kfc. >.< But for the sake of my mp4, i can't have all these!

Told my dad to buy back lots of cup noodles for me and he thought i must be crazy or smthing. (: Don't look down on cup noodles ok, it's the best food for me when i'm trying to save money. Either someone else pay for me or cup noodles for me so my poor dad has to pay for every single thing when i'm out with him. ;D

Completed my Physics TYS Paper 1 alr. Everything ok! Shall do my Chemistry TYS Paper 1 ltr on. (: Shall stay at home for the next few days. I must must get the mp4 asap! Sending my phone for repair ltr on so will be using my brother's previous phone for the time being. My eldest brother borrowed his girlfriend one of my previous phone. But it's ok! (: Just a few days without my phone!

Off to have my yummy cup noodles! ;D

I know that you're the one for me.

Today work was ok. (: Before work went outside to talk with ChinYee that sucker. But Jason told me to ignore whatever he said, why make myself angry because of him so i cooled down.

Worked from 830 to 2pm, Boss travel again. SaoYi was sway enough to serve her, i almost get to serve her but luckily there's one customer who saved me! (: After work walked to bus stop but halfway there, i walked back to HougangPt to find Kenny and Rick. Sat at Kopitiam for around 10mins and went off. Took bus home after that.

He said smthing that made me upset just now again but i told him to change his sentence but i feel uneasy still. Promised him smthing as well luh. ;D

Today is Mothers' Day! (: Doesn't make any difference for my family luh. Might be going for dinner togther tonight, hopefully as a family with everyone present and no quarrels please.

This week gonna slack alot because i only hav to go back to school on Wednesday, just one day. (: Gonna save up this two months for my Mp4 because my mp3 is spoilt and alot of birthday are coming up!

Yesterday Chemistry paper was not so tough but blame my bad memory. I couldn't remember alot of things that i actually studied throughout the paper and i was feeling so pissed off. Forget it. Rahh. Home after Chemistry paper, bathed and prepared. Rivervale Mall to get smthing then bus-ed down to HougangPt. Look for Agnes and chatted with them. Home at 4+ going to 5 and went out with family. (:

Today work started at 8 and punched out at 2pm without any food for the whole morning. Pain in the stomach pop out of nowhere at 12+pm, had my lunch after punching out but didn't eat alot because of the pain. MDS meeting for short while, hang around in store chatting and gossiping with Agnes and Fiona. Off to Kovan with Fiona to get flowers for her mum. By the time, i was alr half dead because i'm so tired! 119ed to Rivervale Plaza bus stop while she went over to her boyfriend's place. Changed to 136 because of the heavy rain and home! Slept all the way from just now till now, dad woke up me to ask me if i want to have dinner. Sucker right? Gonna go back sleep ltr on! Work tmr again.

I'm losing all the confidence as days pass by, i realise that holding onto smthing that isn't yours is so tiring. I only yearn to have more of your love, boy. When will you be ready?

Exams are killing me. Feel so tired after sitting for so many papers and i still got 3 more papers to go. Screwed up my Geography Paper II, Maths paper II and Physics Paper II today. I think i can just go to hell alr. Home straight after school nowadays because of the exams, was feeling tired as well. Kept having afternoon naps that lasted from early noon to late evening. ;D

Days getting better each day, at least i've someone to look for when i'm feeling troubled. Was being called down for MDS meeting on Saturday by Agnes and he promise to go with me. Might be wrking but i'm not sure too. Shall go study for my Chemistry paper II alr! Written papers end tmr then MCQ papers next wk! (: Gonna depend hard on all my paper I or else i'm gonna be in dead meat because i scored badly for my CA as well.

Thanks to Wenyan who borrowed me the mathematical set during Maths exam that day! ;D If not for her, my 5 marks would be gone just like that ok! Shall pray for her to see mph to reward her! (:

Saturday night mug until 3+am. Slept at around 4 then woke up at 6 for work. Prepared and dad offered to drive me there since he's going out so i reach there at 8+am and i was so bored luh. Studied a little then work from 9 to 1pm but i was known as the extra crew because Rickson came back to work and i wasn't replacing anyone. Appetite was bad, bought cup noodles from Ntuc after work but only had a mouthful of it and i threw it away. Continued studying after work and i was so tired ok. Chatted with Derrick & Lingxiang, wanted to go off at 3 but the guys decided to play poker so stayed for another 2hrs playing poker cards but i'm hell happy ok! ;D Went back with Derrick & Lingxiang at 4++pm and they send me to the bus stop. Thanks alot guys! Home, studied a little then off to sleep till 10pm. Studied for another 1/2hr and went back to sleep again.

Yesterday SS and Maths paper was tough. Screw SS paper, Mr Devan told us that Hongkong housing won't be tested but he gave us SBQ on Hongkong housing. Maths paper was tough for me because i didn't study for it at all. Maybe a few formulaes that's all. (: Plaza to buy lunch home with Alena after the paper, saw 5n2 guys there. Home after that. Happiest day yesterday luh!

Today Literature paper was ok but i was sleepy throughout the paper and the exam was taken in the hall. Slept for like 10mins after finish writing. Today isn't a happy day for me. Urgh! Gamed awhile just now. ;D Yayness!

Gonna chiong my game after the exams next wk for sure. (: Or probably starting from this wkend after the major papers are over!

the like has become love for me alr-

Studied for hours last night, computer for 2hrs plus. Slept at 3+am. Calls woke me up today at 7+am, agreed to help out to work so went to bath then prepared. Dad drove me down to workplace. Work from 930am to 130pm then rush home. (: Thank god the bus came as soon as i reach the bus stop. Bathed and prepared then 82ed down to Serangoon. Was late again luh. Meet Wenyan and we went to search for her M&M chocolates but couldnt find the one she wants so we 109ed down to HougangPt. Studied for like 1hr plus then walk around. Walk down to YioChuKang Pri bus stop and we went separate ways. ;D Not gonna elaborate what i did after that but studied outside for another 1hr plus alone before heading home.

Working tmr again despite having two papers on Monday. Promise to help them because Rickson is sick. (: I'll definitely fail my Maths for sure. Gonna mug and burn midnight oil today, gonna finish up all the chapters for SS by today!

Mug hard everyoneee!

Yesterday morning 82ed down to Serangoon and met Wenyan. (: Brkfast at McDonald's, Shop&Save to get choco and 82ed back to school. Phones were kept by the teachers because of Science Practical Exam and i think i screwed up everything because everyone had different answers.

Was feeling so bad at night that the tears fell again luh. Didnt have any food after the brkfast, stayed at home at night. Told him what happen at night when he finally replied me. (:

Today English Paper was quite tough but i've no comments. CompassPt after school, return library books then RivervaleMall to buy lunch home and i'm going to study after this. Gonna mug hard!

don't ask me how long, it's all up to you to decide.

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Yesterday was a good day except that my leg hurts alot alot alot because of the Napfa test on Monday.

Woke up at 6 and it was raining. Walked in the rain to the bus stop, not very far anyway. ;D 88ed down to bus stop, walked over to workplace. Chatted with Agnes before work, punched in. Work from 8-1 because i was extended for an hr, stomach pain and it was the sign that i'm very hungry so i couldn't smile luh. Punched out at 1pm, talk talk talk alot with the same people and 3 young girls, one of them likes someone from our store! (: Waited for Cynthia, accompanied her to Ntuc then walked her back home. Wanted to go home but walked back to HougangPt, chatted with Kenny and Wendy then Rick came. Studied a little, played poker but was caught by Laytin so we went to Cynthia's block downstairs and continued playing. Was feeling hell tired and somethings i heard after work made me upset. Urgh. Went home at 4++pm. Studied my Chinese after bathing, computer for awhile then slept at 8++pm going to 9. I'm tired ok! ;D

Was raining again when i woke up. Rah. I hate rainy days ok. First mid year paper was Chinese and it was ok luh. Just gonna pray that i'll score well! Gonna go study for my next Monday's paper Social studies alr. (: Tmr practical exam luhhh! Hope the easy ones come. Hah.

He makes me angry, he makes me sad, he makes me tear, he makes me happy..
SIGH.

I love my store ok. (: They rules totally. Super grateful to Wendy and Cynthia today! ;D

Went to ECP with my family for dinner just now. Went to the beach for awhile and my mood change again when i saw the sea. I don't know what happen but i wasn't happy so i just pulled my family away. The sea and the beach makes me think alot, it can be happy and sad things but today, the unhappy things came into my mind. Mood change after that, kept staring into space. Bedok interchange after that to buy some things and i forgot to get the foolscape paper. Sigh!

Work tmr although i've exam on Wednesday! Yayness. ;D I don't like staying at home at all.

i wanna make him mine..

Mood yesterday was good in the morning but turned bad in the later part of the day.

Took 965 to Sengkang Interchange then change to 159, down to HougangPt. Started doing the paperwork and i was hell bored because everyone were working and i've got no one to talk to so i just kept quiet for a few hours and when Agnes stepped in, i just talk and talk and talk but seeing him brighten my mood up as well luh. ;D Almost went berserk while doing the pile of SOC, thats when my mood turns bad at 4+pm. Was hell tired anyway. Helped till 830pm then dad came to fetch me up. By the time, my mood was already on the extreme bottom. Home, bathed then online-ed but i studied a little while waiting for him to reply luh. Chatted with him and my mood turned back to normal! (: Supposed to go down Amk again but didn't have the time and my mood was hell bad so gonna wait till i'm free then gonna make a trip down again. Rah!

School today was boring, even though there's no school tmr but we've piles of notes to study and my CA results for all the subjects is atrocious. I wonder how i am going to take my mid year exams that is starting this wednesday! Urgh! Shall start to study hard from today onwards. ;x But i still need to use the computer and msn to perk myself up especially by chatting with him. ;D

Was out almost the whole day yesterday. Slacked at home in the morning, tv and computer as usual. Bathed and prepared, dad drive me to HougangPt. Went back to store and chatted awhile, studied a little and went off at 230pm. (: 159ed down to Amk, i was lost at Amk luh! Ended up walking a very big round. >.< Not gonna elaborate what happen. Left at 4+ going to 5, walk over to Amk Park McDonald's and met Joreen and her cousin. Studied for a few hours till 7+pm going to 8. ;D I'mma good girl ok! Walk back to Amk Hub alone because they went to have dinner and i took 136 home. Went to RivervaleMall to buy desserts then walk home. (: Hell sleepy after all the studying and a long day.

Slept at 10+pm last night and i woke up at 6am today. I guess it's just a routine to wake up at 6 luh. Sucks man. I'm wide awake by 630am alr. (: Ltr going down HougangPt again to help Agnes and Cynthia with some paperwork. I'mma nice girl again! Hah. I've to complete my SS homework by today. Urgh. Off to do my homework!


I'm thinking of him again. Rahhh!

Now i know how bored it is to stay at home on Saturday and Sunday mornings, maybe because i'm used to going to work every sat and sunday morning. (: It's ok anyway, i'll get to see them ltr on.

Yesterday went to Tampines for my grandma's birthday celebration, had vegetarian food as usual and it was nice! ;D But all my cousins were not there luh. All had school so i'm the only youngster there, but it's alright anyway. Hah. Giant after the celebration with my parents, bought some groceries then back home. (: Was msn-ing with the usual people, jiaowei-ed with Wenyan again. I think she's going to kill me sooner or ltr so i just have to prepare my weapon and be prepared for the war! ;X Right idol?

I promise her i'll blog about her yesterday but i forgot about it so this post is all for her! ;x
She love laughing at those retardeds, She love B and G and Xiao Hoon. (:
She has alot of handsomes, Super Tim, MPH, Full Suit, Frenchie, Spanchie, Mario, Yong brother.
No one can beat her for being kpl and having the most jiaoweis. ;D
She's my idol and i'm her manager. HAHA.
are you touched? rmber i'll help you buy the pump for you to pump the toilet bowl. ;D

Used the computer last night after studying, chatted with Kenny and Rick. ;D

School today as usual. Lessons were alright, Chinese Oral after school was fast and quick because i was talking non-stop and spouting rubbish while waiting. (: Everything ended in less than 40mins, provided i'm the last 3rd person to sit for the oral. Was smsing with him while waiting and he finally told me smthing.

I don't know if i should feel happy that at least he's honest with me or feel sad that what i guess was right. But even if he ask her to be his girlfriend, i wouldn't feel angry at all because they knew each other first and what can i expect more from him? But i can assure that the feelings will still be there for him even if he still likes her. (: Ah. I like him i like him but i can't do anything. Sucks man.

Grandma's birthday today, don't know if i'm going for the celebration ltr on. Ana's birthday chalet as well today but i'm not going luh. (: Tmr i'm going HougangPt then to Amk, gonna get the disc from Cynthia and see them!

Why issit impossible for us? I believe in fate still, i believe God will put us togther if we were meant to be even if you can't forget her. (:

i'm hoping to receive your message, hoping that you'll take the initiative to care.

School today was fun. (: Everyone was in a good mood including the teachers.

Time to start mugging for the exams coming on next week! (: I promise i'll study hard so i just have to bear with it for the next two weeks. I'll be back at Hgpt after two weeks, i promise! ;D

I've the urge to play with a watergun suddenly. I wanna buy a watergun and play luh! After my exams, i'm gonna get one and play with it.

Although i'm trying to get rid of hoooking onto my phone all the time, i still miss him luh. There are still times i want to sms him but i held back. ): It's better not to disturb him i guess.

I hate it when he neglects me for his game but i don't have a choice because it's his life.

Someone sms-ed me again today and i was quite shocked to hear the same thing again so i didn't reply. Cried myself to sleep last night again because of him. I don't like this to happen all the time so i'm trying to get everything in hand. I've made up my mind alr today just awhile ago. Cynthia told me to trust him instead of someone else, maybe i should but it just hurts alot whenever people tell me things regarding him and another girl. Rahh!

I've made up my mind and i hope this time i'll just follow the way i think and not think another way again even if smthing bad crops up and make me cry for him again. (: Waiting for him silently and keeping all my feelings to myself is probably the best choice afterall. But still, i've to apologise to him again if i've made him unhappy. I'm already satisfied because i like him. ;D

Enough of unhappy stuff. I shall try to keep myself happy. ;D

Today school was great luh. (: Probably the shortest hours of lessons we had ever in NorthVista. School starts at 11am and ended at 230pm. Didn't have any lessons at all today because the teachers were either not around or the lesson was hell slacky. Rivervale Mall after school with Wenyan, walked around. Sent her to the bus stop and i went home. Studied a little and tried doing my Maths homework but i've no idea how to do at all so shut my books off and came online. (: Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NITA DEAR DEAR!

Got a new name for Kpl family and thats Jiaowei family! (: I love them plenty still because their craps is never-ending luh! Love the times when we laugh at those stupid people out there especially. ;D

Should i let go or wait?
Maybe i should just ....

I shall learn to control my mood. ;D

Yesterday was the worst day again. All thoughts inside my head made me feel like breaking down after meeting Kenny and Rick. Separated from them at 5+pm and all went home. I stayed around my house nearby and think alot. Kenny told me some things bout him later on and i was quite upset and disappointed luh. And somebody refuse to reply my messages because he told me he already told me what he want to say, if i refuse to believe him he see no point in replying me. Sigh!

Maybe it's time to let everything go, maybe i should have kept everything to myself so that even if he still likes her, i'll be able to go through it alone silently instead of feeling so vexed. Urgh!

Work yesterday was awsome! ;D

We chatted alot during and after work yesterday and i helped Agnes out again. (: I'm always doing the paper work luh. Dad came to fetch me up at 430pm and thanks to Kenny who accompanied me luh.

Today school was boring. Mrs Singh didn't come for lesson today so we had an hr of free period then Mr Devan had to leave for assembly after ten minutes and the class became so noisy after he left even though he gave us assignment to do but nobody did it, maybe a few did only. (: Skipped Physics practical after school because we were lazy. Home after that but it was raining heavily. What a lucky day uh.

GH sucks and rules. He can be nice and can be bad to me, what an ass but i still like him. (:

Changed my blog song. (:

Slept in the noon yesterday till 11+pm and did alot of stupid things to pass the time. Didn't sleep for the whole night, prepared for work at 6am. Took a bus down to work after so long, i'd been taking cabs every weekend to work. Bumped into Santosh on the bus but he alighted after two stops. (: Chatted awhile with him. Work from 8am to 1pm and punched in again at 2+pm till 4pm because they didn't have enough crews. Was tiring luh. Helped Cynthia do some things then took bus home! Giant with dad after bathing, had dinner then walk around. Home after that. ;D

Tmr work again from 8am to 3pm. Gonna sleep early tonight so that i've energy tmr since i didn't get to sleep last night. (: Thanks again to Alena who accompanied sms for a few hours.

School today was just so great. (:

Development test during Geography lesson was quite tough but i still manage to write smthing down on the foolscape paper. Lessons continued after that, Maths Vector test was hell for me. Wrote rubbish down on the paper, bet i'm gonna get single digit grade again. (: Got back my Chemistry paper result and wasn't shocked at all luh. Got single digit for it. Hah. Home after school. Supposed to meet Kenny for lunch today but cancelled because i was tired and since he got work ltr on, we decided to meet another day. ;D

I love my sisters luh. (:
Thanks alot to them these few days especially Alena who listened to my unhappiness and happiness. ;DDD

Yay! I can log into my Blogger account alr so i'm gonna use back this blog. Sorry people for the trouble uh! ;D This is confirmed if nothing goes wrong.

(((:

Threw away all my past memories, all the letters and things that are all from the past. (: Perhaps i should learn to live on my own, learning to be understanding and change to a better person. I realise that I shouldn't have take my family for granted especially my dad who stood by me and supported the whole family even though he cause me to feel so upset that im being born into this world for the past 16years. I understand why he want me to study hard and no matter how much i dislike this family for the past 16 years, perhaps its time i should grow up and learn to appreciate every single thing this is in my life now. ;D Look forward and live happily!

YAY. Im back to blog! (: My day today is just so oh-fabulous! Actually its only in the later part of the day, all thanks to this client who made me laugh like hell and i ended up laughing at practically every single thing that comes into my mind and anything that i come across on the bus, the people and some stupid things i hear. Was kinda stress in the morning because my aunt or rather my boss actually told me to double my steps because she said that its alr 10days but there isnt any progress and sales at all so the very worried me began to work doubly hard in the morning till the afternoon and i only have my lunch at 230pm.

Went to meet Boss after work and he treated me to Yoshinoya because he owes me a Pizza Hut meal luh. But because he went to make his specs that cost 200$ so the very nice me let him off by requesting for a Yoshinoya meal that cost half of the Pizza Hut meal. ;D And he told me about smthing that i kept laughing about luh. Im just in such a great mood that i can laugh at every thing even though it isnt meant to be a joke at all luh. I shall stop laughing at that matter but told him bout those drivers that made me laugh like hell today. ;x Took 82 home after dinner and after buying Selegie Beancurd home! (: YUMMY!

Went to work for the past few days as usual, more things for me to do as days pass by. (: Chatted with PA Sharon and she told me about the past coordinators. Hah. Im afraid i'll be like that Malay lady luh.

Getting more tired and restless each day that i can immediately fall asleep on my bed and sofa. Slept at 8+pm last night and 9+pm on Monday. ;] Oh yes, alena called me up yesterday. Supposed to meet her up today evening after my work but pushed it to another day because i need my sleep and i've got 4things to do today luh. Gotta rush through every single thing or else i'll be extending work again. Stomach isnt feeling very well these few days, the pain will come automatically if i dont have my dinner by 7pm and its bloody hell pain luh. Stop all these pain pleaseee!

Shall go prepare for work alr!

Went to work today morning at Mcdonald's and im hell tired luh. Couldnt keep my eyes open after 12pm today but i extended another hr till 1pm. (: Walk over to Ave8 to meet Xue Qin, pass her the calculator and head home. Today work was boring luh. Hell little customers, fussy customers but luckily theres still Cynthia, Fiona, Sao Yi and Ling Xiang there even though Mei Yun is wrking in the late afternoon and theres this attachment manager Andy today luh.

Talk on phone with boss den use the computer, chatted with Yan and Kenny. ;D Went to CompassPoint to buy some tops at U2 and bought lunch at McDonald's. Saw that bastard there working and he hid in the manager room not daring to step out to face me. Such an ass! Hate him and some people now luh. Flirts and bastards. I swear i wont speak to them anymore! Told boss bout it and i went home after hanging up with him. (:

Shall go continue chat with Yan alr. ;]

Thanks Yan, Boss and Joy for chatting with me early in the morning today through email and Msn. (: I was feeling bored and kinda stress again luh. Had lotsa jiaowei mails with Yan and we were typing like twits, true twits. Hah. Fond memories of our past during our primary school days when we would type like those twits.

To him i really dont know what to say once again. Yes, its true. I place all my friends infront of my boyfriend, not because of anything but because they were the ones who stood by me and helped me out all the times thats why i cherish all my friends and i wont neglect them even if im attached. I dont want to lose all my friends and lose contact with them just because im attached, if i knew things would turn out this way, i rather we stay single. Cherish all your friends and learn to appreciate them because we were once friends. If you can live without your friends and place your girlfriend before them then i think our thinkings are different. And i didnt give you any cold shoulder nor ignore you, if i have the time to sms, i would have replied you but this job isnt easy for me. I really really hope you'll understand all these things but it seems like you're still upset over all these and keeping it to yourself doesn't help at all and i didnt blame you for screwing everything up. You may think that im happy enjoying my life and neglecting you and thinking whatever im not trying to mean then let it be. I dont want to talk much bout this anymore, really. (:

Im not the happy girl anymore,
Im not like the past anymore.

Finally have the time to blog, getting quite used to the job but its really super duper tiring as days pass luh. Having about 6 buyers now or more than that and i've to arrange viewings and call the agents and stuffs like that.

Went off at 430pm since i requested to go off 2hrs earlier than usual, took bus 88 down to Hougang Point but when i was on the way, boss called me and said he couldnt make it so i called Kenny and Xue Qin and the earliest time they could meet is 630pm. Argh. Went home and change into smthing more comfortable and took bus down to Hougang Point again. Met up with Xue Qin at ave8 and we walk over togther luh. (: Saw Raniel, Lawrence and Derrrick twintwin! Damn happy luh. Sort of have some misunderstandings with Lawrence last night but hope to clear up all these misunderstandings by today, head home after dinner, sent Xue Qin home then Ling Xiang and Kenny sent me to the bus stop. ;D Went to Rivervale Mall get somethings and my dad came to fetch me up, head over to Punggol Plaza and the messages kept coming in luh, thats when the misunderstandings start. Home and slept at 9+pm, SUPER DUPER TIRED.

Luckily today my aunt told me to reach at 10am luh. But i alr woke up! Urgh.

Feeling so stress due to the job luh. I made like 1million calls today and ytd but i only found one place suitable for one client because of her budget luh. Wth. This job is killing me seriously! Requested to go off 2hrs earlier so that i can meet my friends luh. Luckily they agreed to let me go off earlier because i told them i would cover back that 2hrs on Saturday which means i'll only end work at 3pm on Saturday.

Going bonkers luhh. Facing the computer from 9am to 6+pm each day making calls and more calls! Urgh. And i've to wake up at 6am everyday and leave the house at 7am so that i wont be stuck in the traffic jam. Hah. What a great life i have!

First day for my new job at Tpy as a coordinator. (: Slack for the first day and i've got tons and tons of stuffs to do tmr. Hell for me man! I think i would probably work more than 9hrs and reach home late each day. But im still not being tortured by them because they're my uncle and auntie luh. ;D Gotta work hard in order to get commission and i must definitely work hard luh. The pay and commission is so so attractive! Hah.

Next month got another new job awaiting, working for my brother as flyer distributor. (: $6 per hr for me ONLY! Working during the night time after my job at Tpy on weekdays, there goes my whole week and im only left with Sat evening onwards to spare for all my friends and family so i've to cherish all my time from today onwards luh. Sunday working at McDonald's still.

Work yesterday with Wendy, Mike, Fiona, the morning aunties and Lawrence. (: Worked only 1/2 hr with that manager but luckily i've all those nice nice people to accompany me! Friday meeting up with Kenny laopo and maybe Meiyun wifey. Tmr gonna stay back in the office to look for sellers luh. JIA YOU TO MEEEE EH!

Kinda neglect him these few days or rather this whole week because of my mood and the job. Urgh. I seriously dont know how to plan my time luh. Dammit. Shall arrange everything properly by tmr! (:

My mood is slightly better today. (: Thanks to Lawrence, Sao Yi, Mike, Fiona and the morning aunties. They cheered me up during work yesterday especially Lawrence and SaoYi luh. ;]

Working with Lawrence the attachment manager, Mike, Sao Yi, Fiona and the morning aunties is probably the bestest day i've ever had after i came back luh. Even though the crowd came at 11+am till 1++pm, they still joked and laughed at some stupid things. ;D I love them!

Today working with the same o-people again excluding Sao Yi and including Santosh and Wendy. (: Didnt meet up with my friends ever since the holidays started. Shall contact them during the weekends because i'll be busy working this whole week but i'll be free on Saturday after 1pm alright. ;D

Especially to Kpl; Contact me alright! (: Love!

Please dont fucking screw up everything anymore.

Went down to work yesterday at 730am and i was late again. Work was tiring and bored luh. The crowd kept coming in and we didnt even have much time to rest till 2+pm until the crowd clears once in a while. (: Was extended till 3pm and my dad came to fetch me up. Bath and prepared and went out with dad to Amk to fetch my brother. Headed to CompassPt to have my lunch-cum-dinner but didnt have much appetite though. Walk around awhile and went home. Im too tired to even talk and walk so please dont bother me. Hah.

Working today as well at 9am till 3pm. Urgh. But i guess today's crowd wont be as much as yesterday since its Monday! (: Off to work alr!

Its been a long time since i felt so down and depressed. I dont know what happen to me either but i need some quiet time alone. Im feeling so upset that i almost cried out just awhile ago. Didnt have any appetite to eat today as well. Ate a hashbrown and a sausage in the morning during my breaktime and drank ice milo and i didnt touch any food after that. Urgh.

Sorry to all my friends but i wont be switching on my phone for the rest of today and probably tomorrow. (: Just leave me alone for the rest of today and tomorrow, that is all i ask for.

I need to sort out all my thoughts, please do not get worried. ;]

I may look happy on the outside but theres alot more behind this smile.
I may look happy on the outside but i may not be happy on the inside.

Met up with Yan at 310pm yesterday, was late because i couldnt find my keys when im about to leave the house luh. Spent 2-4 mins looking for it and it was found in my dad's room. Argh. Bumped into my dad downstairs when i was heading to the lrt station and spent 2mins talking to him as well. ;x Rushed over to the bus stop and waited for the freaking bus 27, its an old uncle driver luh. Took 87 down to Kaki Bukit after meeting Yan, met up with him and Jinwei at TechLink. Wanted to look for Yan's interview place but we didnt know wheres the place and we were lazy so we went to eat instead. ;D Took cab over to Bishan Junction 8 after eating with Yan and him while Jinwei went to fetch his girlfriend. Walk around the place and he left at 6+pm. Continued walking with Yan and bought my shoes while waiting for Jinwei and his girlfriend, like finally. ;] Meet up with them at 6++pm and we decided to go Hougang Mall, left without them. Shop around and i saw someone! (: Super super happy luh. Yesterday is my LUCKY DAY! Went to buy some food and took bus home at 8+pm.

Use computer awhile and watch tv, went out with dad to Kovan for Beancurd and Grass Jelly at 9++pm. ;D Head home, bath and sleep till today morning!

Went back to Mcdonald's to wrk this morning, tiring day luh. Stood for 7.5hrs and im dying soon. Thankfully theres Cynthia and Meiyun around if not i think im gonna get bored to death. Walk with them to the bus stop, they sent me there luh. (: Heard some things bout someone. Took 161 back home!

Slept at 2+am yesterday after watching 100% Entertainment, thanks to him for chatting with me to keep me awake. ;D

The more things people ask, the more i'll turn moody and angry. I know you care but i really dont wish to talk about it. If i want to say, i would have told anyone of you but i really really dont wish to talk about it at all, not even to a single soul. I please you not to ask anymore. Really sorry.

Going out to meet Yan in awhile's time. (: Accompanying her to Kaki Bukit for her job interview, stomach cramp comes and go every 1/2hr. I hate it luh. Making me feel so pissed with everything! Blog when i return!

Was browsing through some Taiwan Yahoo! Auctions sites and im so tempted by all those nice and cheap clothings luh. Urgh. Yet i can only see and i cant order because im saving up money! Anyone kind enough to donate some cash to me again? Hah.

Went out with my brother to CompassPt in the night just now, walk around there and bought his pants. Searched for my shoes but couldnt find the design i want. I shall be patient! Dad came to fetch us up at 9+pm after our dinner at Mos Burger. (: So inlove with Mos Burger nowadays.

JiaHong introduced me a job at his workplace but the person in-charge didnt pick up my calls. Probably not trying anymore because if the person wants to recruit people, she would have answered my calls luh. ;D Argh. Im waiting for the time to pass so that i can watch 100% Entertainment! Gonna stay at home for the next few days so that i can save the money up! ;]

Have been thinking alot these few days bout some things. (: Not gonna talk about it and i shall just keep it to myself. Some unhappiness and problems in my life that i dont even know what im going to do with it and sometimes why i face all these problems luh. This feeling sucks terribly, i swear. Dont bother to ask me what happen because i dont wish to talk about it and dont rub it in anymore.

Dont judge me by my looks and appearance, i may not be as happy as how you all think.

Yesterday was quite a tiring day for me luh. Woke up in the morning and went to get newspaper for my mum. (: Accompanied my parents to CompassPt to buy the printer ink refill and they left for KK Hospital while i went to the library. Borrowed books and walk around the shopping centre luh. Went to meet him and we went out. ;D Apologies to him because he couldnt carry out his plan because i wasnt feeling well luh thats why i didnt want to go so many places. ;x Sorry sorry! By the time we reach Raffles City i was feeling so tired and restless because of the cramp and i didnt want to go to a far place so we decided to head home and rest. Urgh. I hate cramps! So sorry! Reach home, bath and read my books. ;] Accompanied my mum to Punggol 198 for job interview at 8+pm, sat down and had drinks till 9+pm and my dad, brother and his gf Joreen came over to fetch us up. Went to Punggol Plaza for supper and desserts but didnt eat much because of the cramp. Head home and slept at 11+pm.

Today went to school, was almost late for school luh. Lessons start only at 830am because of the assembly, lessons was boring luh. ;x Collected our report books at 1010am and i went home after that. ;D Slept in the afternoon and woke up only at 2+pm. Bath and went to CompassPt to buy my brkfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner and for my brother and his gf as well luh. (: Im nice!

Dearest Alena Huang wants me to blog about her and mention her name. ;D I shall be nice! Hah.

Finally a layout that i always wanted! ;D i love this layout truckloads and i dont think i'll change it till i find another layout that is much more better than this. Edited the codes myself and i spent 15mins editing it. ((: Gonna sleep soon incase i cant wake up tmr morning!

Receive a sms from this person whom i dont know who he is luh but he told me that hes Sir Bing Cai's friend. Urgh. I hate this sort of people, probably ask Sir Bing Cai tmr morning or afternoon after i wake up. ;] Shall go have my sweetest sleep!

Smthing happened just now, feel guilty towards her because she was scolded for nothing and she was insulted when she didnt even do anything wrong. Im really really very sorry to you!

Sorry to dearest as well because i pangseh-ed him today. Wanted to meet him up but couldnt in the end because of some reasons and he knows why luh. ;] Accompanied my dad out to see the doctor again at Kovan, waited for like an hr and he send me home before going to the temple.

Im trying to save up money so please dont tempt me to waste my money on other stuffs. ;D Hah. Havent check out the price of it yet but probably will do so tmr or wed. I must get that thing luh. (:

Dearest came over awhile ago and surprised me with Kim Jeong Hoon album and poster, handphone accessory from Gift-A-Name and lunch from Thai Express. Was happy and touched but he lost his wallet luh. Sigh. Feeling so bad and guilty towards him because of smthing when he send me home. Im so sorry!

Slept at 3+am last night and im awake at 8+am today. Wth. Might be going out ltr on but im not sure yet though. ;D

Browse through alot of online shops just now and saw this Puma bag i love it but its like so expensive luh, costing 38$! Argh. Even though its not really expensive but for me this poor girl here, its kinda expensive. Hah. Any nice souls willing to donate money to me?

All my gorgeous hunks! I LOVE THEM. ;D

Deleted one post alr because of Alena, she regretted telling me to post smthing in my blog. ;x right girl? lol.

Today stayed at home watch Da Chang Jin till 1+pm and went to Rivervale Mall to buy my lunch. Wasnt feeling very well because of the headache. Bought home my brkfast-cum-lunch and continued watching Da Chang Jin. Didnt finish up my food, didnt have much appetite to eat luh. Chatted with him when hes on break, im nice. ;D Accompanied dad out to Tpy to fetch my brother and they had their lunch there. Took train down to Orchard with my brother while my dad went to the temple luh. Walk from Wisma down to Heeren, CentrePoint, Plaza Sing and lastly, Bugis. We walked all the way luh. Hell tiring but didnt find my shoes. So upset luh! All the shops we went into didnt have my size and i couldnt fit into their shoes. ): Bought my belt and my brother bought rings for his gf and him. Was mistaken by that salesperson! Argh.

Dad came over to Bugis to fetch us up at 9+pm and we went back to Plaza Sing to collect the rings. Drive him to Amk and went home to fetch my 2nd brother, drive him back to camp and went back to Amk to fetch my eldest brother. lol. We're busy humans. Was out since afternoon and im so tired luhh. My headache is going worst! Argh. I hate having headaches!

Just woke up not long ago, slept at 11+pm last night. ;x Slept for full 12 hrs and now im having a headache.

Stayed at home yesterday in the night till 10+pm, accompanied dad out to Plaza Sing because he wants to make some payment for Citibank. ;D Went to Bugis after that, brought drinks from Mcdonald's. Went home after that and sleep! Didnt have my dinner last night luhh and now my stomach is feeling so so empty!

I feel so upset whenever i pinch him but he still treats me nicely. Feeling so guilty luh. I shall learn to treat him nicely. ;D

Went to school late yesterday, reached school only at 940am. Met Alena outside the library because she was late also luh. Pe lesson was cancelled because of the haze, went to the library for movie instead but i cant remember the title of the movie. ;D After school head home and accompanied my dad to the doctor at Kovan at 12+pm. Waited for him from 130pm to 3pm, the queue is very long luh. Sms-ed with him throughout, went down to this temple at Bright Hill Road with my dad after that. He went for chanting and i went walking around, walked to Blk 403 just 1 road away and bought marsh potato and drinks! (: Went to Tpy to fetch my brother after that and we went to Plaza Sing because my dad wants to pay his bill, had Pastamainia with my dad and brother. ;] Went home at 5++pm because my dad got wedding dinner to attend luh. Hah.

Went to CompassPt with him at 7+pm. Return my storybook and bought food from Mos Burger and he send me home. ;D Hes such a big bully! Bully me somemore and you'll get pinch by me!

School today was ultra boring, almost 1/2 of the class didnt turn up for school today and the remaining half was in school either playing or sleeping. Yan and Nita didnt attend school today as well. The teachers taught almost 1/2 of the period and left us alone doing our own things because it wasnt like a class luh. Pathetic indeed.

Went to meet Yan after school today, had lunch with her at at Hougang Mall's Kfc. Finish and we took bus home luh. Was tired and wanted to watch Da Chang Jin. ;] Thinking of skipping school tmr and next Monday but still thinking about it luh. Think the girls are not going to school on Monday, probably stay at home and sleep and i might as well go to work instead of going for classes with less than 1/2 of the class in school. ;D

Dad's birthday tmr and my brother might bring my dad out for lunch-cum-dinner but its not yet confirm because of my Aunt's wedding in the night. Might be going for a movie with my brother and his gf luh even though i didnt want to be a lightbulb. Hah. I need a job for my weekends! ;x I think everyone would say that im mad because i alr got a full time job during the holidays and the pay is kinda high for my age but calculating all the things i've to get and pay for the family, im definitely short of cash still. Argh!

Got my colourful mashmallows from him! ;] He went down and got it for me yesterday luh. Its so nice and yummy!

Off to chat with Yan! ;D I WANT A WEEKEND JOB!

1more week to the start of the holidays! ;D and im currently looking for night time job in the weekend. Anyone got any lobangs pls tell me okay! (:

Yesterday took train down to Serangoon to meet Yan, Roy, Jeremy and WeiLiang. Was late for 1/2hr because of my dad. Screw him. Took train down to Vivo City, was laughing at torto and mario in the train with Yan. Went to IP Zone to get Roy's jacket changed and we went walking around den after that to Foodcourt for drinks! ;D Went to Vivo Mart to get plasters and to Candy Empire! I wanna get those marshmallows luh but short of money. Im gonna get those many colours mashmallows during the holidays! ;] Roy and Jeremy left first den we took train back to Serangoon. Had dinner and sat at the interchange for a very very long time. ;x Didnt get to see 82 ytd luh! Damn upset and worst still, Yan saw her bobo but i didnt get to see 82! Argh.

Took 82 down to Plaza for Yan's interview. Took bus home and my dad was at home luh. Thank goodness he didnt lecture me for going home late. I shall be auto abit by not going out these few days incase he flare up again. ;D

didnt update in details for quite a long time because im lazy. ;x

tmr going down to Vivo City again for the fourth time, with Yan, dearest and maybe Jinwei luh. Chatted with him just now, hes making me feel so loved luh. ;D I shall treat him better since he didnt bully me today! Hah.

School for another 2wks and i'll be busy working everyday. Looking for a more better job for Sunday and night time. Any lobangs? lol. ;] i need cash urgently luh! my dad even tells me to skip school and go work instead of going to school because he doesnt have enough income for this month. Poor me eh? forget it. just gonna pray that school ends earlier so that i can work. ;D

talk to dearest on phone in the morning and afternoon. ((; hang up and accompanied my dad out for lunch and we came back home. Wasnt feeling very well though.

In love with Da chang Jin nowadays, its a nice serial to watch also luh. ;] But i missed some episodes alr! Gonna wait for boss to pass it to me!

I finally made up my mind. ;] Congrats to JinWei di and his stead also!

School is as boring as usual but luckily, we only have school till 27th which is only 2more weeks away. Dad's birthday next Friday and he've to go for my Aunt's wedding dinner, shes my aunt even though shes only 20++ but her father is my Grandma's brother so we've to call her aunt but who cares. Hah.

Visited Vivo City 3times this week, getting bored of it alr. But will be going there again next week cos Yan wanna get smthing and Shopping spree with my brother in Dec will be there as well! ;D My brother failed his driving license yesterday, kinda upset about it and hes very upset because he failed just because of 1 mistake and now he've to wait till January for the retake. ((: Probably 13th Friday isnt a good day.

Alrighttttttt, im going off.

Finally, the N's are over! ((; I've been waiting for this day to arrive!

But sadly, my flu come and go for the past few days and theres this big ulcer at the side of my mouth that causes alot of pain! I think i would probably go crazy if anyone touches my mouth or if i eat anything that would cause more pain to the ulcer. Headache for the past few days as well, but thankfully, slightly better today.

Goong is starting soon on 9th Oct! But i dont think i'll have the chance to watch so im looking for the vcds! Starting work on Monday, my job in the past. ;] Though i dont really feel like going back now since Joyce and the people whom im close with are ALL not around anymore. Wth. But since i alr promise to go back den shall just work short hours. ((;

Waiting for Da Chang Jin VCDs anyway, got lots of Vcds to watch! HAHA. OFF I GO FOR TV!

Time flies. Will be having my first N'Level Paper tmr which is English and followed by more papers for the rest of this week.

Met Kenny yesterday at Hougang and saw Miss Ezarin there luh. Kinda shocked to see her there! Chit-chatted with him and the rest and he accompanied me to have lunch. Waited for Joyce, chit-chatted awhile and i took bus to Compasspt. Waited for Alena and we went to Delifrance to study. Hell luh. Their food are so expensive that i bet i wont go there anymore unless im rich! ;D Studied till 730pm and we left the place, went to the Community Centre walk around and my dad came to fetch me up. Felt kinda sian and bored yesterday luh. Probably is because of the exams that made all of us so stress! And theres Physics extra lesson tmr after my English paper then i've to study for my Geography! Probably going back to the usual place to study luh. ;] Stressssssssssss!