Yesterday was the worst day again. All thoughts inside my head made me feel like breaking down after meeting Kenny and Rick. Separated from them at 5+pm and all went home. I stayed around my house nearby and think alot. Kenny told me some things bout him later on and i was quite upset and disappointed luh. And somebody refuse to reply my messages because he told me he already told me what he want to say, if i refuse to believe him he see no point in replying me. Sigh!

Maybe it's time to let everything go, maybe i should have kept everything to myself so that even if he still likes her, i'll be able to go through it alone silently instead of feeling so vexed. Urgh!