Just came back not long and my brother spoke to me about him again. At this time when i'm feeling so down and jealous. Cried again while talking to brother. >.< Brother told me to give in to him more and brother tell me to say out how i feel if i'm really not happy. But how many times did i tell him about how i feel alr. Sometimes he care sometimes he don't. Guys always help each other! ): And now brother is helping him because he say at least he can make me laugh and smile again when i'm feeling downn when nobody else can do so so my brother likes him. Wth right!

He's now enjoying outside with another girl and i'm feeling so jealous. He broke his promise. And he say he want to accompany me for lunch tmr but now say he doesn't want to. Roar. This sucks man. I need to murder someone.