Yah, i think i'm going crazy again. Suck. Nothing to talk about today. Mood was ultra good yesterday and today morning but turn bad again now, maybe because of pms. Double sucks. Makes me think alot again.

I think i want to give up, but i just can't. Triple sucks. If i want to, it's because of her. If i dont want to, it's because of you. F. I hate pms hell lots.

Shopping makes me happy. Give me moolahs to shop for new clothes please. Give me moolahs and i'll call you daddy.

Sorry pigboy. My fault again today for making us quarrel. It's always because of the same reason. Now i know that reassurance doesn't help calm me down because promises are meant to be broken and it's your heart. Nobody know what you're thinking deep down. Whether you still have feelings for her anot, you can choose to lie or be honest about it.


Stomach cramp. Fuck.