Deepa day! :S

Today super happy day yoh! :D The first thing tht made me laugh like mad was the chat with JH dage. Crapped with him on msn then he helped me with some psp stuff. Thanks to his friend, Jenson too! (:

CompassPt to meet S up in the afternoon, went down to HougangPt to study. :D WE DID STUDY OK! Power hor. JP sister and the guys came down to wait for Cass so JP sister came over to our table and talk to us. I had to wave to all the people i know whenever they walk pass. And Lem called out my name damn loud, thanks for making me famous though! :X Chatted with the riders for awhile also, accompanied Taufiq to the atm machine and to summarise, i had a good day over at HougangPt! (: Damn happy deh. Head over to Bishan after tht to meet J then to T's house nearby to slack. Prata house for prata after T came down, bused home with S after tht. And again, I DID NOT SLEEP THROUGHOUT THE JOURNEY AGAIN TODAY! Power. Bathed already then talked on phone with him then onlined after hanging up. Rested for awhile and talked on phone again with him till he go to sleep! :D


HAPPY YOH.


I finally get to know wht he's thinking now already. :D Thanks for being honest and lettting me know whtever you're thinking and feeling now. Give us more time yah? Im sure things will go well.

And im trying to waste time by blogging super slowly. It's 4am already but i still cant get to sleep! Dont know why. :S Waiting patiently for hotshot to load finish deh! And i can proudly announce tht i've done my Jap assignment, GOOD GIRL DEH. Praise me ok!


And lastly, really thanks alot to L for the candies and the help. (: ARIGATO.


I dont know wht happen to me again.
I felt as though im getting more and more tired, helpless over this issue again.
I dont want to get hurt.
Im afraid tht you will go away.
I rather dont talk about it.
I rather let things be.
It will go well, it will take its course naturally.
I believe.
(:

Sayomayo.
Smile, it might not make you feel better, but it will keep people from asking what's wrong.

Tell me wht to do.

Today's sun wasnt nice cause it only came out after we reach tampines. Swimming with S. No sun at all today, spent the day inside the swimming pool talking. :S Left the place at 2pm and we went to Tampines to take bus back to Amk. (: Slept throughout the whole journey, super tired, dont know why. Slacked at playground till evening then we took bus back home. :D And for the first time, i didnt sleep on bus 86. The bus ride home always makes me sleepy but because i slept too long on bus 22, i wasnt sleepy on the way home. Staying home tonight! :D GOOD GIRL DEH.





I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, and I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, and I'm not supposed to say this, but I'm still in love with you.

Part of my life.

Just got back home not long.
Near to 12am. God damn tired right now.
:O


Shall start with yesterday. School was alright, but i have to apologise to S cause i made her late for school. I woke up super late yesterday, even later than Thursday. I dont know why i've been waking up so damn late these days! Really sorry deh. :S

We were late for school for an hour and so we skipped lecture. Kept meeting him up in school yesterday morning, exchanged jackets also. :D Super funny lah! After school head over to Amk with S, P and K. Accompanied them to get their things then K went off to find his friends and we 3 bused home. I didnt sit with them cause i needed to sleep! :O Me tired ok! Slept throughout the whole journey but it wasn't enough for me. Onlined and had dinner then i went to sleep at 8+pm. :D POWER! Woke up at around 1+am to reply sms and back to sleep all the way till today mrning for work! (:

Ate before work, do MDS today! Bery very fun. :P Not much orders till Lingxiang takeover at 12+pm and so i didnt have my break today! Go home straight after punching out at 1pm. Onlined and chatted with S and J for awhile then bathed again. Amk to meet him up, accompanied him to eat already then go void deck slack. (: Smthing happened after tht, dont want to talk about it. Spoilt my mood and we went separate ways. 132ed to Hougang to meet the usuals, they had dinner but i didnt have appetite so i didnt eat. They went to play pool and i followed for awhile then went over to meet him again all the way till 10+pm then bused home! :D Super far ok! Reached home only at 11++pm near to 12. Hell tired and hungry now! Didnt eat anything after tht meal in the mrning ok! :S Pain definitely gonna come back again later. Sucks sucks sucks.


And i got so many people to apologise to. There're some things you all wont understand why im doing all this. I just want to cherish whtever i have now because im afraid i will regret not cherishing it if one day it goes away and it will all be too late. I just hope things will remain this way and it wouldnt change or turn worst. (:

And yah, im still single right now so quit asking around whether im tgt with him already or not. :D



Well, i know he wont get to see this anyway. But i was feeling super upset yesterday tht smthing bad happened between me and him. ): I know it's my fault but im just afraid. I'm sorry, really sorry. But still, im glad tht we patched things up after tht! I promise, no more next time. ;P

Because i fear tht you will go away one day.

im trying.

Super tired last night and the pain came back again last night at 10+pm. Holy crap. It was killing me and i dont even know why the pain come in the first place. It always happen when i didnt eat so im not sure whether is it gastric pain or wht? :S

Sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.

School yesterday, woke up late in the morning but lucky we weren't late for school. :D Breakfast before class and first class was fun cause it was practical work and the module was part of engineering! FUN DEH. Went for next class then skipped lecture. Accompanied S to Aljunied to get smthing then Tampines and 72ed back to school. Went library to find my fellow classmates, crapped and played with them! Jap class then went to meet him over at Yck nearby. (: Slacked awhile and his friends came then Amk Kpool. See there play pool until 9++pm then went to have dinner and i was super lazy to wait for the bus cause of the pain so i cabbed home again! :X


Have been spending more time with him this few days. Thankyou for making me smile and the care. (: There's still a question mark in my mind though but i guess it's better to keep it to myself cause im afraid things will change again if i ask. I just want to keep things like how it is now. :d


Loved. :D
tell me you love me
i need to hear it.
just once.

Thankyou love.

Bathed alittle too long today and i thought we would be late for school. BUT we weren't late ok! :S Kitkat + greentea early in the mrning, my breakfast! SHIOK. 4hours of c# killed us. Can die hor, keep wanting to sleep in class. After school, McDonald's for lunch then chatted and slacked at McDonald's for awhile. J and his friend YQ came to find us. (:

Went off, waited for him to come then S, YQ and me took mrt over to Amk. :D YQ went off already then we went down to Mustafa. Almost got knocked by cars twice. Holy crap. :S This wk dont know how many times already smore. Power. Couldn't accomplish our task at Mustafa so we walked around there and we went to search for the bus stop. Walked a long road ok! :X 133ed back to Amk then meet up with him tgt with his friends. Sent S to take bus and i went off with the guys to other place. Funny bunch of friends! Cabbed home at 10++pm. (:



It's always so comfortable with him around. :D

wht to do!

A part of me wants to know whts on your mind, but im afraid to know it so i rather dont talk about it.


Super super super tired now. Just rushed through the C# assignment and i've yet to complete it but i've given up on it. :X Whtever!

Meet up with S this morning and we went to Amk to meet J up then walked over to have prata and it doesn't taste as nice as wht my brother had said! Thomson prata is way better. :D Head to school, library to spend the last hour and we went for lecture. Thankyou again for the jacket! (: Super big and comfortable again deh! SHIOK. Lessons all the way till 5pm, walked over to Yck interchange instead today with S and we 162ed to Amk s11 to have my dinner then home.


Last minute decision to meet L and C up over at HougangMall. Accompanied them to have dinner, they send me off to mrt station and i headed home cause i was like half dead and i had to rush my c# assignment. :S Sorry guys!

Got to know smthing while walking home! Well. Not gonna talk about it. (:

Sayonara people.
I need you but i know it takes time.

Important person in my life.

Multipost today cause cant get to sleep! :S

0317am right now. Holy crap.
I feel damn damn bad right now because of him.
I'm really sorry about it though you didnt say anything. ):
And now i cant get to sleep cause of this thing and him.

Powderful.
;O
*CLAPS*



Family dinner at 10++pm, all the way to Geylang for supper. I was feeling damn super tired again. :X Listened to them talk and see them eat, i ate alittle lah. (: Half dead by the time they finish talking and eating. Left the place at 12+am, sent 2nd brother and his gf back to their place then home. Had to help father do smthing after reaching home. And because of him, i couldn't talk to him on phone again today. ): Im really sorry. I know he waited like super long but cause i went out for the family dinner and helped my father do his stuffs, i couldnt talk to him! SAD OR NOT YOU TELL MEEEE! But i still manage to hear his voice for tht few secs just before he go to sleep. :D



Brkfast tmr morning with the girls and i think J too? :S Most likely tht i have to treat them to pratas tmr cause we had a bet on whether smbody would come along or not. BUT he said he wouldn't join us so yeah, i didnt force him at all so which means i've lost the bet i guess. Powderful. :X

Mustafa with S on wednesday, tanning with the girls on Sunday. SHIOK. :D
1 wk left to 2nd brother's ROM. (:
Oct ending soon, Nov coming soon.
Looking forward to a new month with a new start and im sure, more good things and more fun gonna come! HAPPY LIKE MANY. :d


And im waiting patiently for Hotshot episode 12 and 13 to load finish so tht i can watch it! And both videos will take around an hour which so which means by the time i finsih would be 4+am to 5. And i have to wake up at 730am later on because of the brkfast date with them! Holy. (:

I realise i hate going to lectures the most because i always feel so so so sleepy during lectures and the aircon would make me fall asleep. :S I should kick off this bad habit! Been feeling super tired these days smore. :O


Whtever. Me go watch Hotshot already! :d

Once again, i fear.

Humans!
Help clickclick on the nuffnang advert on the right side ok? :D
ARIGATO.

Give you all flying kiss to reward you all ok!
:P
^^






CUTE OR NOT YOU ALL SAY! :S Monster/dino drawn by him! Sorry cause it's very blurry but should be able to see the color of the dino! :X Super entertainer. THANKYOU FOR YOUR DINO AH! :X He drew one mouse for me instead when i asked for mickey mouse because he said tht it's name is call mickey but i didn't save the picture down!

Today tiring and fun day! :D Went to school and played around during the first lesson. Go around disturbing, talking, laughing, surfing website tgt with classmates. (: KY dage super funny today, disturbed him alot today! Maths lecture made me real real real sleepy but slept for alittle while only cause of the super strong aircon today. Freezing like hell in the lecture room! :X Amk for awhile after school then home! TIRED DEH.


;O


I fear, once again.








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:X


Sayonara.

Shiok.

Went out to meet cousin and off to aunt's place for swimming/tanning! :D The sun was so power ok! Tanned and swimmed till around 3, bathed and we headed to Tampines then mrt-ed over to town. (: Window-shopped around, bought slippers and tops over at Wisma then bus-ed back to PlazaSing cause she had to go meet her friends up.

Meet up with him after tht. :d Cabbed home at 10++pm. God damn tired and god damn hungry! :X Still waiting for my dinner to come home. Havent eat a full meal at all today thts why.

Power.
Sorry for the boring post cause me, the buddha sharon is feeling tired so i have to replenish my sleep so tht i can be full of energy tmr to bless people. ;O



I will never know wht will happen in the future.
If only, one day, you can stop telling me the reason and stop talking about it cause it's hurting me way too much everytime.
But still, i hope things will go well.
I dont know why i will feel like tearing every now and then.
I rather i dont know anything because im afraid to know.

Your reason kills.

Went to work happily, punched in late cause i had to eat. :S The air-con had some problems yesterday so everyone were all complaining about the temperature and we were perspiring like hell ok! Thank god the air-con was fine after tht during the peak hour time. ;D


Worked till 1pm, went home straight. Stayed home all the way till 11pm, slept in the late noon till 7++pm. Shiok shiok. :X But i was still feeling very tired even after the nap! Out to prata house with brother to have supper, damn crowded! Home after supper and onlined for awhile till he call me up. (: Talked for like a few minutes and my eyes were closing already so i went to sleep! :X Sorry.


Not going work today anyway. :S Gonna go swimming/tanning later on with WK! :D SHIOK. Super long never go tanning already!

Im missing him again.
Thankyou for making me smile in the afternoon and it's cause of wht you said to me.
Thankyou for making me tear in the night and it's cause of wht you said to me too.
Because i know i will be happy with you around.
But perhaps, i will never know wht will happen.



Things will go well.
Stay strong, sharon.
:D

You make me smile.

Super long day yesterday. Hell tired i can say.

Woke up alittle later than usual yesterday, rush over to school with S as usual. We've been late for school for 3 days. Bad habit. :S Had to rush there and walk super fast everyday. Lecture only start at 930am in the end, i dont know why. Ended at 1030am, the girls had their brkfast at South canteen. No appetite again so i dint eat again. Woola. :d

Walked over to bridge for awhile then to library and sat for awhile. ;O Walked off with S and we went to usual place. Me cannot stand the atmosphere in the library. Felt better at our usual place, mood got better and everything. :D The guys came for awhile and we went off for FNET. I dont want to talk about tht lesson cause it's boring boring boring. :P


Was dismissed early. Went over to Amk with S, rounds again. Bumped into JH dage and R. :D Super happy to see JH dage cause super long never see him around already! Sat down at void deck, talk for awhile then went over to his place. GATHERING OK! :X Met his friends downstairs and we waited for J to go up tgt. (: Went down see them do smthing and it was kinda scary. Went off after awhile and back to Sengkang. Waited for the rest to come over to meet me up, go home bathe already then out again all the way till this morning. Home at 5+am and slept for awhile. Got to prepare to go work already!
;O



I realise i can never forget all the things tht my dad did. Seriously. It was until yesterday then i realise it. You're the reason why this family will turn out this way so don't push the blame to anyone because thts your favourite thing to do. I will never forget and forgive you so easily this time because you already exceeded your limit in doing things. (:


Enough bout it. :D Realise tht we've been meeting up with the guys often this week. Power. Mon, Wed, Thurs and Friday. The good thing to be in the same school with friends. (: And i realise i haven't eaten any full meals yesterday. Just the 5 pieces of nuggets during FNET lesson. Power. :S


Sayonara.

:d
You make me smile and you make me tear

No trust anymore.

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It's my fault for falling inlove with you.
It's my fault tht things can only remain this way.
I have to try to keep this love within myself after today.
This is all because of wht you said to me.

Have been eating very very little these days. Dont know wht happen to me either. Its either no time or no appetite. Only ate one meal for each day since the day before yesterday. Seriously, i need to get back my appetite soon. :d

School was alright today and it's really comfortable to be wearing such a big jacket! Thanks alot again. (: Gotta return it to him tmr already anyway. BIS lesson was fun because we were chatting on msn and laughing like mad cause of him and J. Funny people. :X Head over to Amk Hub with the girls during our 4hours break. Bumped into JL today at Amk Hub! Head back school because we got so bored of Amk and we met the guys again for awhile. :D Jap lesson was alright but kinda stressful cause we got lots of vocabs to memorise! Gonna study hard this sem!

:d

Whole family is out again. Didnt had any food after my breakfast at 8+am. Power. And now i have to wait till around 10pm for my dad to buy my dinner back. :X


I will not say anything anymore because i can never trust guys again.
(:

No matter wht the reason is.

I feel as though 24hrs is not enough for me suddenly.

Today was late for school, tgt with S because 86 was damn packed and we couldn't get up the bus from my house bus stop so we walked over to CompassPt and took 965 then changed to mrt instead. :X 10mins break for the whole 4 hours only. Pathetic anot! Went over to find him to borrow his jacket during our breaktime. (: Thanks alot!

PlazaSing with S and P after school, had our lunch and walked rounds. Window-shopped at town area then their mood sort of influenced me? I dont know why. Was feeling damn shitty and my mood was horrible after tht. Im sorry siol. :S Mrt-ed back to Sengkang, S came over to my place and waited for me while i took a quick bath and i felt better after tht. :X Out to bishan to meet the guys up. Home at 10+pm i think. (:

Rushed through my excel assignment and msn chat with many people. Didnt have time to eat my dinner today. Power. Talked to him for awhile on phone and now im going to sleep after blogging! :d

Sleepy deh!
Tmr 8 to 6pm school.
Power.
Give me energy please!
;O

Too late to realise.

The moment my tears dropped last night, i know everything is too late.


Well. Blog tonight after i get home, might be meeting somebody after school. (:



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Go to school happily by 86 today. :D Thirsty like hell these days, dont know why. Drank down one bottle of drink but didn't make any difference at all. Lips just so dry nowadays and no matter how many bottles of water i drink also just remain the same. ;P

Lessons was all so boring today! And worst of all, it's all tutorials and labwork meaning we cannot skip all tuesday's lessons from 12pm to 5pm. WITHOUT BREAK SMORE HOR! Almost died of hunger and thirst. :X Went off with S and P to block S for awhile but the guys couldnt come out so we went off. 159ed over to Serangoon.N to meet R for awhile, S accompanied me over and she waited for me. Thanks girl! (: Walked over to HougangPt with her after R went off. Ate my brkfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner at Kfc and walked to Ave8 then walk rounds there and home! :d


Tmr short day! :D SHIOK. But as early as 8am and we have to see her for the whole of 4hours. Baddest thing bout wednesday lesson. Gonna go window-shop with S after school deh!
Power.
:D




SAYOMAYO.

I know it.

School finally started! (: HAPPY DEH.


Anyway, yesterday i went to wrk in the morning and i dont want to talk about it cause it was hell packed. Worked till 2pm and rushed home straight. Bathed and prepared, waited for S to call up.

Meet her up and down we go to PS to get her bag then to town. Window-shopped and got my havanianas! :D HAPPY LIKE FOREVER. Walked all the way to Wisma and back to Amk. Dinner at s11 then walk rounds at Amk Hub and we went to slack. ;P Talked quite alot and we went back at 9++pm cause i was too tired. Couldn't sleep after i got home in the end. Dont know why. End up sleeping at 3+am. :D

Today happily go back school in the morning and even though the lecturers are boring but it's fun to see my polymates! (: Was feeling troubled and unease in the afternoon during our breaktime cause of him. Couldn't stand the atmosphere in the library so S and me went over to dont-know-what-block to sit and talk. Happened to see him and J there also and got to know smthing. :d Kept secret! ZIP. Cmaths lecture was boring! :X Home after going Amk to get smthing.


;O

Life rocks so much with you now because im glad we could stay this way.
(:

Im tired.

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again



This song is very very bery nice. :d Well. I cant solve the problem, i just want to run away from it but it's stucked on my mind ever since tht day. Hurting words. All over again and it's stucked there. It's bothering me, it's making me cant sleep well.




Maybe this is the reason why,
im afraid tht i will fall for you before you fall for me.

Fall for you.

Too lazy to blog.
Too troubled to blog.
Too many thing on my mind tht is bothering me.
It just affected me so much.
Only two person know about wht is bothering me.
:D




Power.
Power.

I dont know why i keep saying this word nowadays. Woola. :X Well. I went out to meet S in the late noon yesterday and we went down to Bishan and we went home after tht in the evening. (:


Was suppose to off today, but i went to work in the end at 12pm. :d Work was fun except that series of incidents happen suddenly. Dont know why. The curse! ;P Did mds, shiok! :S Worked till 6pm, go home and out again to Bishan to meet the guys up. Was late again and they waited near to 20mins for me i guess. :X SORRY SORRY. Window shopped around, got too bored so we went off and head back to Hougang then i went back after buying my dinner. Onlined and chatted with S and J again. :D




I got alot of comments tht my body system is spoilt already. Cause my flu keep coming and going every now and then and even though i kept complaining tht im tired and i do not have enough rest, but i just couldnt sleep well for the past few days.



I keep repeating the same songs over and over again this few days. :P HELLLA NICE.



:d

Sayonara.

Lost faith in it.

Didn't blog yesterday, just too tired to do so after i reach home. :X

Yesterday was an early day. :S Dad drove me down to Bishan at 11+am and i shopped around. Bought 3 tops and 1 shorts within half hour. ;O Bused over to his place nearby to meet him, spent the whole day with him.



Was damn hungry and tired yesterday so i kept closing my eyes to rest. :P Sorry but thanks many. :d Homed at 10+pm and thts when i could hardly keep my eyes open already. ;O



It seems like i've already lost faith, lost trust in everything already. Doubting what you and they all say, im really sorry but you guys just have to thank R for making me turn out this way. :D I wont believe all these things anymore, prove it and let time prove everything.



YAY. Enough. I didnt go to work today again, i was just damn tired and everyone said tht if im really tired then just say i cant go. :X Powderful. Tmr off day again which means i got 3 days off. Today is the 2nd day already. SHIOK. And the happiest thing of all is tht school is starting and im very bery very bery happy about it although the timetable sucks alot but going back to school means more craps, more laughter, more fun. (: AND SUNDAY, outing with S. DEH DEH DEH. She's loved by me!



And again, i realise i've been working too much tht i didnt have much time for them during this holiday.

Sher and Pam, just rmber tht no matter wht happens, my ears will always be open yea? (: Just let everything take its course, it's normal for you all to be sad, unable to let go and so on at the starting but trust me, as time goes by, you will definitely know whether is he really the one for you? or will you meet someone better than him? We can't tell now because it takes time for everything to happen. I've went through this before, you girls were the one who told me to let go right from the first day me and him broke up but i was like you all. Couldn't let go, crying almost everyday, feeling bad and so on but as time goes by, you will find yourself letting go cause you know, things will never be the same again and guys who love you for who you are and cherish you will come and look for you. Just let everything go slowly because god will arrange everything if you guys are meant to be ok? (:


Everything just takes time.

Good day.

Today is a very very good day. Exclude the fact tht i am not fully recovered. :D



I slept for 3 hours and i wasnt late for work this morning. Tell everyone how punctual i am for the first time after so long. (: PRAISE ME LAH. And even though work was very tiring cause i could hardly keep my eyes open, but i tried my very best and im glad i didnt skip work(I had the thought of skipping work when i wake up today!) otherwise Agnes will kill me for sure, very sure.

And then i manage to survive until 3pm without complaining how bored it was to work when there is not much customers in the afternoon and i didnt ask for early punchout today. :D PRAISE ME AGAIN! Mike made us all laugh like mad people today. He's damn funny i swear. Good at imitating people smore. And so, work was quite fun today despite the super long queues from morning and the never ending customers who came today. Powderful. I dont know why everytime Agnes work, the queues will be never endng and long like shit. Everyone realise tht ok!


And just nice when i finish work, it started to rain so i had round 2 of shiokness of walking in the rain. Onlined in the late noon, went out to nearby to buy smthing then out with father to Yishun to sign a new line and get my hp. (: Me love it cause it's RED. RED OK! Style. Amk to get smthing then go home. Onlined and was mass smsing people. But it's alright cause i am proud to announce tht i have UNLIMITED SMS. So flood me with your sms and i will flood you back! :S


And so therefore i declare, today is a happy and good day for me, the holy sharon and buddha sharon. :d And then even though i am tired, i promised to go meet W and the rest up so i have to go now! (:

Well. I was supposed to work tmr also which is my seventh day for the week but i had to meet somebody so i'm having my off day again! YAY.



Anyway, i've changed my contact number already(incase i didnt let some people know).
Just pm me on msn and i will let you guys know my new number ya? :D



Sayonara.
Good day!

Things start to change.

Today went to work in the mrning and was late for an hour. Was feeling quite sick during work but just had to continue working. Poorthing right! ):


Worked till 230pm, go home. Onlined and chat with S and J again, checked my timetable and i've no comments about it cause the timetable is super sucky. Got into Jap module anyway, and dont worry JH dage! :D I will keep my jap notes for you! Watched hotshot episode 11 part 1 only and i didnt have time to continue watching. Prepared and head over to HougangMall to meet the usuals up. (:

JP sister finally came with us today. Super long never see him already ok! And so, today was very fun! Vivo, Amk kpool, Mustafa, Jalan Kayu's prata and home at 2++am. Laugh alot today again! :d


Feeling even worst after going out today. Looks like i have to stay home tomorrow after work already. :X Have been going home late this two days already. Tiring and quite sick. Powderful. Great uh! Pray hard tht i wont have high fever deh. :D


Holy sharon, buddha sharon, please bless almighty sharon. :X


Gonna turn in soon. It's 0403am and i have got work later on in the morning which means i only can sleep for 3 hours. Pathetic for a person whos ill. But forget it. ;O


Sayonara.
:d

Ends with a dot.

Our relationship can only stop here for now.
Friends.
:D
If feelings can be found within a month, then it's not call love.



But anyway, we're still friends yoh! And im still feeling happy and more relieved but smthing struck my mind last night.



And please do not let me fall ill at this time. My throat just hurts badly this morning, and the flu from yesterday. Must be cause of the rain, must be! ):

I wont let you look down on me.

Teedee.




Today work was hell busy. So many things to do, so many orders coming in and we didnt have enough riders smore. And the worst thing of all, i dint have my break today so i didnt eat the whole morning until 2pm. Was damn hungry ok! ): Those who know me and work with me will know tht i always, always complain tht im hungry after an hour or two hours. :d


And i was angry with someone cause tht person made me worry the whole night. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE LAH! Forget it. Im not petty ok! :X Worked till 2pm, chat with Agnes till around 3pm then home! (: Dont intend to go out tonight anyway, all thanks to the rain! But most probably going to Starhub later on. HAPPY YOH.


I cant wait for school to start. :D MADNESS TIME. Im gonna be more busy after school reopen but who cares. I no longer care about any other things already. (:






Brother's ROM is on the 28th Oct! Fast right! Happy deh. End of month got so many activities. Me like. (:

Gonna go rest first. SLEEPPPPPPPPPPP. :D

;O

Me happy girl today. I feel much better now actually. (:
Sort out my thoughts already.


Today go work, didnt talk as much. :D Worked till 1pm and had my lunch then go home. Was feeling very tired but ZY called me up and asked us out. So i went out to HougangPt to meet them at 6+pm. Slacked there till 7+pm and off to Amk with the usuals cept' LX cause he's working. :d

Eat dinner and walked around. Bumped into Gavin and co. over at Amk also. (: Go home at 10+pm and chatted with S and J. Tired deh! Chat with them damn funny lah. :X


Going off to wonderland soon anyway. 8AM tmr again. Holy. ): I hate to start work at 8am cause i have to wake up at 630am ok.



And L is the dont-know-number-wht person who said tht i have panda eyes. GREAT UH! Thankyou for reminding me tht i have panda eyes and i should rest more PEOPLE. :X I AM SO GONNA SLEEP MORE THE NEXT FEW DAYS! ;O


Sayonara.

It was my fault.

{EDITED}
Read smthing from Pam's blog, i didnt realise tht the letters just click like tht. :X Double alphabets smore. Cool deh!


Went out to meet the guys up at HougangPt in the afternoon today and down to Tpy to meet LX's gf, SX. :D All the way to ECP, sat down and chatted. Cabbed over to PP, walked around for awhile then to have dinner and up to Timezone then C and me 43ed back, he went home and i went all the way back to SK. The journey almost killed me. :X


Arigato to those who cared, really. (: Even though i've made up my mind, i just couldnt stop thinking about the fear deep inside. Maybe it's haunting me every minute. I dont know. Whtever. :d


Tired tired.
Just too tired.
(:





//

Damn cool. Way too cool. Have been seeing alot of very very nice bikes on the road these days, especially the one i saw at Amk when i was with boyfriend tht day! :d


No talk about work today. ;O Was in a moody state last night after i woke up. Holy. Ended up sleeping at 3+am, was feeling so so down. Great uh. (: Needless to say, S is the only one who knows everything and why im feeling tht way. Thanks girl! Indeed, i cant do anything right now but to keep everything to myself. Holy.

Enough. I wasn't late for work today! SURPRISING RIGHT. M and L was shocked early in the morning ok! :X It's so rare tht they even said they will strike lottery if they bet today. Bad anot. :d

Going out with Lingxiang and co. today! (: Monday might be going to Bugis with the guys, still thinking deh!

Sat, Mon, Wed, Friday, Sunday. JUST NICE ALTERNATE DAYS DEH. :X


Yes, my schedule's out already. Again, my next off day is next Thurs. And i've requested off on Saturday also. :D LAST 2ND DAY OF HOLIDAY OK! Must sleep in late for once. :X Powderful.


Blog at night! (:

Im afraid of it.

I miss your hugs.
The reason why i didnt want to talk about us is because i am afraid tht you will go back to her one day. One reason, is enough to stop me.
To stop me from saying all this out.
Im already satisfied tht i can know you.
Im sorry, love.
Do you understand my fear?
The thought of it makes me tear and this is the only reason and the only thing tht is bothering me these days.



And again, dont bother to guess who it is for. Only he himself and S will know. (:


Worked from 9 to 4pm today, and i dont know why there's so many customers today! Tired you know. :X Keep having long queues for hours, scary hor. Had severe headache after morning, SC helped me massage my head in the noon cause it was unbearable. She's damn good in massaging! ;P Power power. THANKS GIRL! Go home straight after wrk cause the pain was killing me.

Stayed at home tonight! :d I am a good girl today! Fine fine. It's because im tired and i happen to be wrking 8am tmr, 8AM ok! :X Might as well murder me. But wrking till 12pm only, thanks Rick for helping me. (:


Meeting up sessions this coming week!
8th with J and RY.
10th with XQ and co.
12th with my girls! :D


Sometimes i find it hard to manage my time and i feel bad tht i couldnt join my cliques who happen to go out on the same day. Im sorry about it, really. If only i can split myself up into 2 or 3 and join all of them when they happen to go out on the same day but i just have to rush around and meet them but it's all worth it you know! And im sorry tht i couldnt meet all my friends often cause of work. (:


WOOOOOOOOOOOLA.
Go crap with S already.
:d

Sayomayo.

I cant help it.

There's a happy news today! :D Second brother getting married to his girlfriend already and the date have been confirmed i think. Happy for him!


I slept at 3+am last night cause was talking to boyfriend on phone and woke up at 8+am today, all thanks to my parents cause they thought im working. Very tired ok, but couldn't go back to sleep after tht so i watched drama. Felt very tired at 12+pm already and i cant go to sleep already cause i had to meet RY at 2pm. :X


Went to meet RY for lunch at MosBurger then i took bus over to boyfriend's house. He's very vain i tell you all, he took a long time to prepare ok! ;O Out to SSDC to book his practical after he's done, tgt with his friend as well. Amk McDonald's for their dinner, slacked at playground till night then i went home. (:

My off day is just gone like tht. :X Time flies! And tmr im wrking 9am instead of 10am. Full again! Very tireddddddd seh! ;O Gonna go sleep soon!

:D

I cant help it anymore.
But i'm still trying to tell myself the same thing.
It's just not the right time yet.

Dont.

I've got nothing to say today. Was in a shitty mood in the evening cause of somethings. (: S knows everything and those who are involved know it too.


Couldnt take it any longer cause i feel so guilty and bad towards smbody and the stress made me cry out in the evening. And Cass talked to me after work today regarding the problem. It made me feel even worse after i heard smthing. But im glad, at least i managed to make it clear to them and him once again. I just dont want to talk about this topic anymore, it's not because of whoever and nobody's at fault in this whole thing. :D I just dont want to talk about it, for now.

I am happy with my life right now. :d



Felt better at night anyway!
Well. And there's smthing i've to say, whtever i've typed in here may not be referring to who you all think it is so if you all want to know, ask. Dont guess alright? (:

I dont know.

Moody day. Worst still, i dont know why im like this. Late half hour for work this morning. Punched out 40mins earlier in the evening. :X I am just getting more and more lazy.

Seriously in a sucky mood today. But work was not so bad cause it's always fun! :X Lem played with me during work today and it was very funny. After work, back to moody state. I hate it. ):


Home after work and yes, J the ahbeng threatened me! EVIDENCE HOR!

      俊杰™     says:
SHARON
      俊杰™     says:
U TRYIN 2 BE FUNNY ARH
      俊杰™     says:
UR BLOG
      俊杰™     says:
SEE U NXT TIME
      俊杰™     says:
CHOP 1 TIME


So sorry ahbeng. Dont chop me up ok! I think i cant meet them already, cause i will get chopped up by him then you all wont get to see me anymore and everyone will be super sad. Then you all will go chop J up also! :D




I am running late now, again. ;O Meeting RY for dinner tonight! My boss ok. Dont play play. Blog when i comes home!


I cannot fall in love with you.
I cannot fall in love with you.
I cannot fall in love with you.
I cannot fall in love with you.
I cannot fall in love with you.
Because it's not yet the right timing.

//

{EDITED}

Met RY boss at Hougang8 at around 8pm and he was very unhappy cause i made him wait for 15mins. :X Thanks for the mcfluffy! Damn long never eat mcfluffy already! Ice-cream, ice-cream! :P


Mood better at night already. :D Thankyou people who making me laugh like madgirl again. And my very good boss said tht i got eyebags and got panda eye and told me to buy eye cream or whtever. NICE ANOT YOU TELL ME! Have to emphasize tht i have panda eyes and eye bags. Bad bad bad.



Work tmr again. And i am so honoured to have XQ and RY to come down and find me tmr! ;O Not need to say again. Tmr work definitely gonna be very fun! YAY.




I cant help it anymore.

Im feeling tired again.

I try not to think.
I am trying hard.
I dont want to know anything right now.
I dont care what will happen in the future,
i am just happy like this.
So leave it as it is, for now.
I am keeping quiet.
(:




And i dint blog yesterday again cause was too tired(again) and lazy. ;O

Onlined and chatted with S in the morning, chatted alot then i went to work already. (: Almost late, but never hor. Powderful. I can estimate time already. Worked till 5pm, work was very tiring yesterday, i dont know why. Stayed in store to chat with SC for an hour till 6pm. Talked alot, damn bloody alot. Head home, got changed, rested for awhile and head over to Kovan to meet the guys up. :D

Dinner at hawker, went to meet SX up! Congrats to LX and her! (: LX AND SX. Walked around the mall for awhile then to IcezPool see them play pool. Obviously right. :X Stayed till around 930pm, went to buy dinner for my dad and home!


Chatted with S and J online. The newly couple-to-be! :X I am sure going to get killed later. KIDDING LAH. ;O FRIENDS OK! And then smthing kinda bothered me after receiving a sms. Not going to talk about it. :D Let it be!



I am going to murder people.
Strangle people.
Kill people.
Rape people.
Kidnap people.
Rob people.
:X



Have been talking about bikes recently. Bikes just make me fall in loveeeee with them! :D Gonna go prepare for work already.


Sayomayo.

Fall for you.

Anyway, i deleted ytd's post due to some reasons. (:


Went out to Yck to meet boyfriend yesterday in the evening and sorry, i was late. (: Back to his place to put his things down then walked over to Prata House to have dinner! Nice! :d Went over to Bishan after tht to meet his friends.



Was feeling sleepy and tired again. ;O Okay, i know i will never get enough sleep this whole week so you all just have to hear my complains every single day. :X

Slept at 12+am last night and i woke up again at 2+am for dont-know-wht-reason. Just wake up suddenly so i came onlined and chatted with Kenny. :D HE MY DAGE. So have to spell out his name. And yah, he asked me somethings about him again. Told him everything again!


Feeling super lazy this whole week also. Probably cause of the cramps tht is killing me so again, i've to apologise to those who asked me out but i didnt join in. :D



Ask me out after next week! ;P And advance booking ok!


S just told me somethings again. SEE, now you know why my antenna super long already. :X I get news like super fast ok. PING PING PONG PONG.


Ohyes, grats to boyfriend cause he passed his practical yesterday! Last 2 practical lessons for him already. Showoff! ;P


Have to go prepare for work already.
Woola.
AND SOMEBODY SAID THT PEOPLE WHO BLOG CRAPS ALOT.
Should we strangle tht person?
:P
SHOULD RIGHT!
><


Whtever!



Like i said, i no longer know what i want and know what i am thinking anymre.

But,
I just want to stay this way with you because i am happy like this.
I dont care wht will happen in the future.
And again, thankyou for making me feel so comfortable when im with you everytime.
:D

It's all fated.

:D

I am very happy.
I am very happy.
I am very happy.
I am very happy.


YES. Suntanning/Swimming session with cousin after next week, after so long! I want to go mustafa cause i've never been there before. Okay, maybe i did when i was still young. S, mustafa trip soon ok! (:


Today work was still alright, almost fall twice and too many stupid things from me today. I've no idea why i was so clumsy today. I was laughed by them anyway. POOR THING RIGHT. :S And thanks to them, i got a new nickname again. 自HIGH GIRL.


Punched out at 130pm happily! (: My this week's schedule is out already. Working everyday cept' for Thurs. Long hours evryday yoh. Payday next Friday! Outing with S on 12th Oct, the last day of holiday! Requested off on 11th and 12th so tht i can enjoy my last 2 days of holiday. :D Not sure whether i would be able to take the off successfully on 12th cause there's an event on tht day and everyone are expected to work and they tried to cancel my request away from the request book. MEAN RIGHT! :X


I've think it through last night anyway. (: S knows whts my final decision already.
I know wht is more important to me now.
The rest can wait and i still believe in fate though.






If only, people stop mentioning his name to me. It's pointless ya? Cause i no longer feel anything about him. (: And i will never turn back anymore. HAPPY YOH. Teedee. ;P







Off to prepare already.
Ohyes. Changed my blogsong already!
Might be changing again but after a few weeks.
Love this song now!

Recovered.

YES! I've fully recovered from my moodswing. :X


I bet it will come back tmr afternoon again so beware! KIDDING LAH. :P




Anyway, i didn't go out with the guys today to Bugis cause i was too tired to go all the way there. Sorry guys! :D So i stayed home and watched movie and chatted with friends online! Kinda moodswing earlier on in the evening when i was chatting with boyfriend. Really sorry about it! (:

J called me earlier on today in the evening also, and we chatted for awhile also. Chatted with S today also and i always feel so comfortable and she made my mood better! YAY. :D

Brother brought me out to have my very late dinner, 11++pm to have my dinner. Must be mad ya? :X No appetite actually but i was told off by many people for either not having my dinner or not eating on time these days. The cramp is making me feel very uncomfortable you see. Anyway, he brought me to see f1 nearby. Couldn't see any f1 cars at all but could hear it! :D Bery cool. But i prefer to see bikes' race? Though i doubt there will be any bikes' race cause it's very super dangerous.

Im in love.
Im in love.
Im in love.
Im in love.
Im in love.

Yes, im in love with bikes now! It's very bery cool and nice ok. A pity i dont think i can take up bike license cause my parents will definitely grind me like shit if i were to take up. And i felt tht girls dont look nice riding on tht bike cause it's quite big. :X But i still love it. (:


Im going to sleep early today although i know it doesn't helps cause i will end up waking up in the middle of the night again. ;O Open eyes for awhile, then back to sleep. Hope i wont wake up late tmr again! (:





Blog tmr when i come home at night? :D Meeting boyfriend tmr for dinner, after his practical.


YAY.
YAY.
YAY.
YAY.



Off to bed!
HAPPY DEH.
HAPPY YOH.

I've no idea.

I've no idea wht i really want either.
I've no idea whts on my mind either.
I've no idea wht i am running away from.
I dont know wht to say anymore.

Perhaps it's just part of everyone's life tht they will face this eventually. The last time i felt this way was the very first day of the chalet.

Never felt so tired before. Didn't blog yesterday cause was feeling so dead by the time i finish work. Rushed home after work, watched movie, onlined and tv. (: Was feeling sick so i stayed home the whole night also. Slept at 11+pm i think?

Woke up very late for work today. :X Went to work still but ended work later. And i dont want to talk about it. Nthing bad happen, nthing happen. And again, LX said tht my panda eye is getting more and more obvious. Holyshit. And Kenny came to work today, after damn long ok! Though he said smthing wrong today tht kinda spoil my mood but whtever. :D I already told him anyway.



I hate panda eyes.
I hate having eye bags.
Thats it.



Anyway, i've decided not to talk about tht topic anymore.
I'll leave it to fate, over the next few months.
Things will go on well for us, for me, for you and for everyone.
(:




You just made me fall in love with you at the wrong time.
And there's nthing i can do but to keep mum about it.
I will never talk about it again.
Trust me.


I will be fine soon.
Cramps these days, making me have moodswings and so on.
Sucky feeling.
Please go away. :D

You will never understand how i feel.

歌曲：下雨天
歌手：南拳妈妈


下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉


Tell Me Why It Hurts

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
(Tell me now)2x
Tell me why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
And makin' you feel blue
Is there anythin' that I can do

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody left your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

(Repeat Chorus)

(Instrumental)

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
makin' you feel blue
Is there anythin' that I can do

(Repeat Chorus)

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Just you.

Smokie was super adorable this morning, he came up to my bed and lied down beside me when i was sleeping. :X

Slept late last night. Was chatting with boyfriend online and watching movie. :D Watched 'Definitely Maybe', not so bad! NICE. Slept at around 3+ to 4am and woke up at 7+am this morning.

Onlined for awhile, went back to sleep at 8++am. Didnt go work today anyway. (:


Woola. Im very satisfied with my life now and i mean it. ;D
Probably because of him, i dont know. But i like the feeling of this so-perfect life.
With very good friends around me, a job, things going on well for me and of cos, him. (:




Have to go out with my father for awhile to do smthing now. :D Blog when i comes home tonight!




{EDITED}
Went out with father to Serangoon.N for awhile, back home and rested for awhile then 86ed to meet S. (: Waited for boyfriend to come and we went to have lunch. Was darn tired today anyway.

Gav came to meet us up, S went home. Slacked at MosBurger then meet boyfriend's friend. Spent the time over at SSDC after tht. :D Was feeling very very sleepy at 9++pm already. Head home at 10+pm.

Hungry.
Sleepy.
I need food and sleep now, right now. ;O
Tmr have to go back work already.
Holy.


Sayomayo.
Thankyou for making me feel so comfortable when im with you. ;P

dumdum.

Back home.
^^

Went to work in the morning and i was very unwilling to get out of my bed cause was too tired. :X Got up and went to work in the end anyway, but i was late though. And ZY and J told me tht they could see tht my mood wasnt tht good today. Holybolly.

Worked till 330pm instead of 4pm. Go home already, wash up then onlined awhile. 86ed back to school with S, went for GM meeting. Walked to Amk Hub after tht, dinner at big s11 then roundings at Amk Hub. (: Intend to go find BG and G but too lazy to walk over to the other side.



Go home after tht.
Felt kinda lazy to go work tmr already.
):




I feel upset when i see people around me upset, especially him.
It hurts so much yet, i can only give them advices and tell them to do it slowly.
I know you all can do it one day! :D
Try your best, let it go and you'll feel happier after tht! ITS TRUE OK! (:


All i want to wish for now, is for him to be happy always! :D
And i wish for everyone around me to be happy always also!
^^

@_@

Oh yes.
BELATED BDAY TO CASSIDY ON 23RD SEPTEMBER!
Apologies tht i couldn't spend the day with you but thanks for being such a great friend! (:



And to our dear Sheralyn! :D
I hope you stay strong during this period of time, i've told you wht i went through, i've told you how i would deal with this kind of problem but still, the final decision is still yours. What you want to do with this is how you want to face this problem. Follow your heart. No one knows what you want, we outsiders cannot make the decision for you. We can only give you advices and open our ears for you. But like i said, most important, is you must know tht whtever the outcome is, you have to be happy once you make the decision. No point making tht decision if you know you aint gonna be happy, it will make you feel hurt even more. Everyone will sure bound to go through this problem and i know it takes time for all of us to let go. Slowly, bit by bit but you must make sure you make an effort to. But of cos, you still have to FOLLOW YOUR HEART ok? I just dont want to see you upset anymore, understand? (:

And this is for you!
let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.






To pam also!
Follow your heart, know what you're doing and make a decision once and for all. Changing decisions over and over again wont help to solve the problem. (: It takes time for everything to happen. Trust and believe is the most impt thing ok? Trust him and believe in it.


I'm sure things will go well for all of us!

I believe time will bring us tgt if we were meant to be.
Right?
:D

TEEDEE TOODOO TADAH.
*BLINKS*

HAW HAW HAW.

Back home already.


Today fruitful day spent with SSP. :D I woke up very late, at 1230pm and so, i postponed the timing to 2pm instead. Supposed to meet at 1pm initially. :X Sher walked over to my house thr and we walked over to CompassPt tgt. Meet up with Pam then mrt-ed to Chinatown. Went to get her things then down to Plaza Sing to window-shop. (:

Pam went off to Hougang, Sher and me head to Bishan for awhile then Amk. Talked quite alot, 86ed back. She went home and i went over to CompassPt to buy smthing then walked home. :D



Prata prata.
I'm craving for prata.
;X

I find myself thinking of him more and more but yet, i realise i've fallen for him at the wrong time. The girls will know why. (:

I realise.

Very very tired.
Just got back from work and i am going to sleep after blogging! :D


Not going out tday already. Last night was madness, head over to W's place to sleepover till this morning. Head home at 6+am, prepared to go work straight. Reached workplace early and had my brkfast before starting. (:

Worked till 5pm today. Chat with them for awhile then go home. Super tireed deh. :X Gonna sleep like a sleeping god tonight.

Tmr SSP outing. Madness for sure. ;O Me love everyone around me!




I cant bring myself not to doubt you all. Prove to me first. (:
He's super nice and cute.
Making me fall for him more and more.
LOL.


And i take back my words now, going out to meet the usuals for dinner now. :X S
Sayomayo.

//

{EDITED}
Went to meet the guys, C, LX and L at HougangMall. :D Sorry dudes for making you all wait. E and ZY didnt come along tonight. Dinner at LJS and thanks to LX again for helping me. Thanks friend! (:


Walked around HougangMall after dinner, L got candies from MiniToons for us! :D NICE but i ate away all the gummies. Me love gummies! I was feeling very tired so they accompanied me over to the mrt station and i mrt-ed back to Sengkang then walked home. Thankyou guys! (:




I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY.

YAY.

I need to be loved.

Today work very fun again! :D Madness during work these few days. ME HAPPY DEH.

Wasnt late again today. SURPRISING RIGHT. Smore i only slept for like 2hours or so, slept at 4+am last night and woke up at 7+am this morning. Powderful. But i was feeling so tired during wrk after 2pm onwards. Extended till 4pm in the end then go straight home. (:

Onlined for awhile then go down HougangPt meet up with usuals. (: Bishan to have dinner, then arcade play awhile then J8 to window-shop. ZY and E pierced their nose and ear respectively. All go separate ways after tht at 9+pm.


Kenny shocked me today, he came down to have his haircut and dropped by to say hi! :D Happy to see him you know!

Tmr still got to work but i forgot wht time i'm supposed to work and end work. Holy bolly. :X WOOLALA.


Madness, im loving it. Pardon my crazy mood these days, too high already. ;O






CHUNK REMOVED. I AM NOT GOING TO WASTE ANYMORE TIME ON YOU. (:
You just dont deserve it.
I hate you and i hate whtever you're doing now.
It's a pity tht you dont understand.


Powderful. (:

<3

Reporting time: 0342AM.

Today work very fun! ;O
Me never late for work today smore.
2 DAYS ALREADY OK!
Sense of satisfacton.


Was laughing like hell today during work, dont know why. Was in super good mood probably cause of boyfriend. (: He made me happy this morning before i go to work. After work went home and he accompanied me to chat till i reach home. :D Onlined and chatted with friends online. Fell asleep at 5+pm and slept all the way till 10+pm.

Onlined again, chat with Sher and JH dage then to have my very late dinner with my brother and father at Serangoon. (: This shows how late my family have dinner tgt. :X Usual pain came back after my very late dinner but this time, it lasted for awhile only. HENG AH. ;P

Home at 12+ going 1am. Chat with boyfriend as usual and watched drama online. :D NICE.

But i'm feeling tired already. ;O
Still have to work later on in another 4hours. Shitty shitty.
Gonna go rest awhile now.
Pray tht i wont oversleep. :X



SSP outing next Tuesday again! :D

Stop halfway.

Headache.

I hate it when problems keep coming in before i can even solve one. Never ending problems this month, ignored quite a few smses over the past few days because was kinda busy. Didnt mean it anyway. ;O

Today morning work until 2pm, rushed home and onlined for awhile after preparing. Waited for Sher to come over, 89ed to Pasir Ris. Empty trip down to Eunos cause i lost the person's number. :X STUPID RIGHT. YA LAHH. Dont laugh at me! We sat there for half hour then went to eat. Brkfast-cum-lunch. :D

Then walked over to City Plaza at Paya Lebar then window-shopped around. Mrt-ed to Amk, meet up with Gavin cause Sher wants to pass him smthing then we went window-shopping again. :D Roundings at Amk Hub as usual. 86ed home.



I want to get tht M)PHOSIS BAG! ;d
TARGET TARGET.
Too many things to get, too little money in my bank account. ;O
Gonna chiong wrk this month until school reopen. Just realised tht bonus coming in Nov! :D SHOPPPING IN NOV! WOOOLAAAA.


Thankyou Sher and Pam for being there when i was feeling so low just now.
They are the only ones who knows how i feel now and why i will feel tht way.
(:
SSP HUAT AH.
EI0808 HUAT AH.
He HUAT AH.
*SMILES*


I wish tht school could start asap! Miss the school times and my school's foood! :X
Craps and lame jokes everyday. ;O
WEEEE.

Sayomayo.

You make me tear(again).

Yesterday was too busy and too tired to blog.

@_@



Orchard in the late noon with Sher to Wisma to get her laptop fixed, it was done on the spot! Hell fast. :X Walked around and went Cine then Heeren then CentrePoint then PS. Mrt-ed back to Sengkang, home to change. (:

I am not kidding. ;O I was feeling super warm with jeans so i decided to go home and change and she wanted to put down her laptop anyway. :D

Met up again, 86ed to Amk. Walked rounds then to Bishan. (: Window-shopped over there, roundings again then we went to the bus interchange to sit cause we were very tired! :X And there's this boy who eat cup noodles without the soup and i don't know how he can eat it ok! Talked alot then saw Zonghui and boyfriend thr also. :D



Gotta go work today deh. Kinda lazy to go but i dont have a choiceee! ):
Gonna ask to go off early today cause have to go down to Eunos for a job interview after tht. ;D Not very sure what job is tht but gonna go check it out yoh! TEEDEE.

Blog again at night or tmr when im free. ;O
Have been getting more and more busy these days so i'm gonna apologise to everyone!
Sayomayo. :D

Spell love.

Was browsing through and i saw this.

let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.


He's jealous because she moved on
he's insecure because she seems happy
he's regretful because he realized
he wasted his time thinking
instead of telling her how much she's
worth to him...

Powderful.

Never blog yesterday cause firstly, very tired and secondly, yesterday mood was hell bad.

Didnt sleep the night before again, and because i slept in the morning, i couldnt wake up in time to go to work yesterday. Woke up only at 11+am after getting a shock from the bad dream. (: Onlined, watched Hotshot Episode 8 and chatted with friends then to CompassPt to help my brother throw in cheque. ;D

Homed already then off to Lorong Ah Soo tgt with him to his client's flat to help clean up. Tiring deh! ;d Back home after an hour or so of cleaning, onlined again the out to Tampines with famiy then home! ;D

Powderful cause i stayed home the whole day. Didnt go out with friends hor. ;X Siao siao. Break record ok!



I'm really touched by ZH's efforts to console me. Really thanks alotalotalot to him and somebody else who tried to make me smile by sending me a very very lame sms. :X


I feel alittle worried for my girls deh. Just hope they gonna be alright ya? (: This month is a manyproblems-month but whtever we do and everything is gonna be worth it! Believe, trust.
And i'm happy for us cause we found someone we love already! :D
Hope he will be alright today also. It's gonna be a happy day today!
WOOLA.
(:





Blog when i comes home tonight! :D

why don't people let go ?
they're clinging to pain



I finally realize this is never going to end.
Everytime he talks to me those feelings come right back.

You'll be the last.

I cant sleep.








Because love takes time, so i promise to give time.
Thankyou Zonghui, for your constant reminders.
But i already found myself halfway hanging thr, i cant turn back anymore.
Dont worry, i am fine people.
(:

I've found you.

PLEASE CONTINUE TO CLICK ON NUFFNANG OK?
Or just come into my blog often! :D

I changed the post options cause it's 16th September post. :X

Didn't sleep last night, back home in the morning and slept from 6+am to 11+am.
Checked my results this morning and i'm quite satisfied with it! :D
EI0808 huat ah!
I am very happy cause all my friends made it tgt with me though there's one who failed a module but we'll help you for sure next sem!

*GRINS*

Out to meet Sher at my house nearby and we walked to CompassPt tgt at around 145pm. (: Accompanied her to Popular to get smthing then i went off after tht to HougangPt to meet the usuals. Chatted with Eunice and the rest while waiting for Cassidy. ;d 72ed to HougangMall to meet up with Lingxiang then mrt-ed down to Plaza Sing. Bought movie tickets already then had lunch. Walked over to town area, window-shopped awhile then walked back to Plaza Sing for movie - Make It Happen.

The movie wasn't so bad, but only the dancing parts attracted me. :X After movie played for awhile and i left first at 9++pm to Esplanade. :D Supper at Marina Square's Hk Cafe, went to Lau Pa Sat to buy supper for my father then home. ;O

Feeling abit tired cause didn't sleep last night. Smthing is troubling me, family and another issue. Not relationship problem of course. (:
But it's alright, things will go well ya?


Hotshot episode 8 out already! But havent go a time to watch it. Probably later on!
(:

Have to help brother out tmr in the late noon after i finished work. WOOOLA.
Tired deh.



BYEBYE.



:D

Think no more.

I dont want to think anymore.
Stop asking me the same question over and over again.
Thankyou everyone.
(:

Yes. Today is 15th September. Dont worry, i am still as strong cause of him. :D
I promised to take off the ring from my necklace soon and i will do it and not regret anymore. (: SSP getting rings anyway and we're going to put it on our necklace! SSP HUAT.


Today SSP outing! Very fun and i love them as much as before. (: Although we all have similar problems but i'm sure we gonna go through it successfully! YAY. HAPPY DEH.

Went to CompassPt after getting ready, throw in cheque and to meet Sher and Pam. Roundings at CompassPt while waiting for Pam's customer then to Bishan to window shop and eat! :D Ate at Cafe Cartel, again. NICE. I've to apologise cause was kinda busy with my phone today but we did take photos tgt! (: YAY.

Smsed with him until he start work. Roundings at J8 then back to CompassPt to buy smthing and accompanied Pam to get smthing then home! ;d

I love all the photos we took today! BLINKS. ;O Only uploaded one into friendster in the end.

Tomorrow off day! (: And results gonna be out tmr morning! GOODLUCK TO EI0808. HUAT OK. :D

Will be working quite alot from this week onwards. (: But it's alright cause he will be busy wrking this whole week also. *BLINKS*

It's as though i have known you for a very long time. (:

Arigato.

Big big thankyou to everyone who wished me today. Too many names already so i'm not going to list it all down but i shall thank EVERYONE over here ok? :D

Very grateful to you all.

Not going to blog about today cause i'm way too happy but yet, very tired. :X
Going to sleep real soon cause i still have to work tmr in the morning.
Going out with SP tmr in the late noon! SSP Outing. (:

Huat ah!
Byebyebye.
Sayo mayo.

Thankyou.

Yesterday very very good day. :D Really thanks alot to that 3 guys and Sher who made my mood bettter!



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Worked in the morning, was rather tired cause didnt sleep well the previous night but finished work at 1pm and off i go home. :D Onlined and chatted with Sher and the rest then with JH dage also! Told JH dage the truth in the evening, thanks dage! (: Sher came over to meet me up at around 5pm so we walked over to CompassPt and talked on the way thr.

Roundings at CompassPt then 86ed to Amk to have dinner. ;] Mrt-ed to Esplanade and we settled down at one place. Talked alot, took some pictures. FINALLY OK! :X Boyfriend, ZongHui and one of their friend came down to find us and they bought lantern for me deh. ZongHui bought firework sticks as though it's free, played with the sticks! Very very nice hor. MEEEE LOVE. :D Eat icecream already then continue play and boyfriend bought another 2 cups for me and Sher after an hour or so. Peppermint is love. (: They sent us to mrt at 11+pm and we reached home at 12am or so. Sher became the first to wish me cause we were tgt at 12am. :X THANKYOU THANKYOU. You're loved also! Was feeling very tired by the time i reach home. Bathed already, wash up then off to bed at 1+am. ;O

Woke up at 5am to reply sms again. :D





Need to go prepare for work already deh.
BYEBYEYEEE.

You were the one who wanted me to say I dont like you anymore.

120908

Yesterday never blog cause really too tired already. Didnt sleep well last night anyway cause of him deh! ;X




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Woke up at 8+am then onlined after tht. Sher came over at around 10am and we chatted online with Zonghui and JH dage. :D Watched Heart Of Greed 2 Episode 1 only cause 1 episode took quite long already. (: Off to Bugis, window shopped and walked roundings thr. Go somewhere else after tht.

Sher had to go off so i went off with her, 86ed back home. Was very hungry but promised boyfriend tht i would eat. ;O Walked to Rivervale Mall to buy dinner and go home. Onlined again, chat with friends till 10+pm and went off to bed. Rested and rested till today morning. Just a short nap in between every few hours cause had to wake up. ;X NEVER SLEEP WELL YOU KNOW!



Have to prepare to go work already. Today gonna have lots of fun tonight! (: YAY.
Esplanade with polymates tonight and probably hes coming along also! Still not sure yet deh. ;D Blog when i comes home tonight.

Sayomayo.
He rocks manymany! :D
Loveeeeeeee.

You wanted this to happen.

Today woke up at around 12pm. ;X Yes, slept near to 12hours but woke up at around 3+am last night to reply his sms. Happy deh.

Used computer and chatted with friends for awhile then off to meet Sher. 82ed to Punggol End and we walked all the way back to Punggol cause she wanted to do smthing. :D SECRET DEH. Feeded mosquito bites, hell alot. 136ed to Amk and met up with ZhenYan. Bumped into JH dage then we did roundings again. :X Lame and crap as usual with the two girls while waiting for Eunice and the guys.

Waited for them at alighting area and bumped into Gavin and his friend. (: Dinner-ed at S11 when they all reach, up to Kpool and saw Gavin and his friends, JH dage again. The rest played pool also. ;D

Smsed with him after he finish his RTT. ;X Bid goodbye to all of them then off to help dad buy dinner at s11 then home with Sher. (:


Tmr gonna go down to SimLim and collect paycheque with Sher in the morning. ;D Have to go work in the night. ;d



I still feel very tired though i slept 12hours yesterday. Madness. :X WWWWWWOOLA.
Going to sleep soon deh. :D


You wanted this to happen, now i make it happen. (:
Happy ya?

BOING.

Stayed home the whole day today. ;O



First time after so long. Skipped dinner today also. No food no makan. :X
Watched Hotshot episode 7 and hongkong drama half of the first episode and chatted online with friends and bloghopped around and sms-ed with him. (:


Dont know wht to say suddenly. Today not emo but seems like alot of troubles?
Dont know dont know.



Off to sleep already. Very tired yohhh.
(:

The only way left.

If you just want to hear tht sentence, i will say it out to you and everyone.
You should be bloody happy now right?
Selfish guy who dont know anything about love.




Evil guy who spoiled my mood on the first night of my chalet. My decision and mind not changed yet, i still believe and trust though i told him for the sake of it. He wants to hear it, i tell him tht.

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On the very first day of our chalet on 9th September 2008, we went to check in tgt with Pam, Gavin, Sher and ZongHui. :D Then blahblahblah. I went back to Hougang/Sengkang to meet usual group up in the evening. Dinner-ed with them then I head back to the chalet. (: CS came then we played daidee. TEEDEE. WON 2 ROUNDS out of dont know how many rounds i played. :X Played for awhile only cause i was busy replying sms-es. And smbody surprised me with food from McDonald's, really thanks alot for the food ya? He went to buy specially hor. :X



Told JH dage about tht thing also. Forgive somebody who dont know anything about love and dont know tht loving someone is no wrong. :X Whtever. At the very least, i know wht im thinking. (:

Wanted to go to the Red house initially but we had odds so we stayed in the room and played. Went to walk and chat with Sher and Pamela in the night, Pam went off and the guys came over to find us. (: Head back to the room and played cards, tried Chivas and the taste sucks. :X The guys drank off like 1/4 of the bottle and our dear ZongHui couldn't take it after tht. Went to McDonald's at 3+am cause CS wanted to eat. Back to room and chatted till 4+am, near to 5am and slept. :D

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Woke up at 10+am, bathed already then waited for the others to bath also. (: Off to Giant to meet Pamela and found out the food and everything is much more expensive than Ntuc so we head back to Whitesands to get birthday cake then bought bbq things at Ehub and head back to the chalet to rest. :D Watched movie and chatted. Slowly, one by one come! Night time was bbq, SUPER FUN I TELL YOU. :d

Crap and lame-ed with everyone, tried Baron's beer and had 1 and half cup only. (: Very nice. Way nicer than Heninken. ;O I was abit half dead by 10+pm and almost everyone left at 10++pm, Sher went back too so i stayed around with CS, Gavin, ZongHui's and their friend. Pamela was drunk already so she went back to the room to rest. (: The guys went crazy after tht, do alot of things and laughed like mad. Head home at around 12am. :D

Dage missed me you know. ;X He asked me why i didnt online, he wants to chat with me! TEEDEE. Just kidding yohh. He's one of the trustable person to me now. :D



Gonna watch hotshot episode 7 already. ;O
Hell lots of things to settle.
Stay strong.
Thankyou WeiLiang for the encouraging words also and everything on 9th Sept. (:




I dont like you anymore.
The sentence you wanted from me.

Say the 3 words.

Bleach Ending Song: Sen No Yoru Wo Koete - Aqua Timez

I want you to love me, but I don't think you will.
I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you, there are many unchangeable things in this world and my love for you can't be stopped by anyone.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you I have to let you know "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself,
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Putting these feelings into words is so scary but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words,
That's why we can only smile Why we sing "do re mi" among the vivid autumn colors With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves as to protect someone who's just been reborn.

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest I didn't want to know that you didn't love me and live the rest of my days alone.

That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you I have to let you know "I want you to love me, but I don't think you will." I wander around as I repeat this to myself It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love. Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love.
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.





Credits to: JH dage. ;D
It's the bleach ending song and it's translated to English and i find the lyrics very touching and yea. (:


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Met the guys and ZhenYan up at HougangPt in the evening then 72ed to HougangMall to meet Eunice before taking a bus over to Yihao's condo. Bbq and had lots of fun! Then they went to buy beer back at around 9++pm. One bottle each person smore. Drank a few sips, about 3-4 mouthful and i felt abit fainty then they started to play true or dare. :X They dared me to drink up one glass of beer but i only had like 2mouthful of it then Lawrence helped me to clear it up. :D THANKS YOH! Parents came to fetch me up after they finished the wedding dinner, sent Eunice home first then home. (:

TEEDEE.

Tmr chalet already. Gonna stay over for one night only so i'll be back home on Tuesday night though will be late. (:

Found out another unexpected news again today. Only those who were around today and Sher knows about it. :X SHHHHHHHHHH.

Okayyyyyyy. BYEBYEE. (:
The beer made me so tired already. Off i gooo!

HARPI.

Very happy very happy. ;d

Tired after work again, down crews today again cause ALOT of people didn't turn up for work. Not alot actually cause they called those who are suppose to off to come down and help out. (: Extended till 3pm then go home.

Enough enough about how i am feeling these days.
In love with this song sang by Liang Jing Ru.
Very very nice.
And it's very touching also, can make me cry finish all my tears you know.

:D

Alot of people said smthing to me recently, their sentence were almost the same.
"Can see tht you really like him alot."
Thanks everyone again for the encouragement(again).
I everyday got people to thank.
;O



I know smthing tht he dont know, something from tht girl. Crush and love is totally different yoh. You may not understand it now cause you have yet to experience it but i guess you will only understand it after you experience it. (: It takes time and patience.

TEEDEE TOODOO TADAH.


Tonight bbq night again, Yihao's bbq. He invited all of us down and it's at his condo. Damn cool. :D They're getting alcohol for me to try tonight! Just a sip!
I am going to get prepared already! (: CHEERS!

Wont be blogging for the next three days unless i come home in between.
Dont miss me okkkkkkkk!
Hiak hiak hiak.
Ohyes, heard a bad news from a rider past few days tht one of our rider got into an accident last week. Just hope everything's gonna be alright for him and hope he comes back to work soon ya? (:

BYEBYEBYE.
Stupid pig.

No energy anymore.

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I hate whtever i am thinking now. I hate whtever mood i am feeling now cause it's killing me i tell you. I realise everytime until September, i will feel the tiredness. Last yr was the same also, read my archive if you're curious. :D Worst still, last yr i still had him. No matter how tired i am, im going to pull it through and stay strong so tht i can continue the challenge. Love love.

Felt slightly better after crying out just now in the evening, not all of my feelings but abit of it ONLY. Shitty shitty. ;O Go out with father at 7+pm and supposed to go find Lingxiang and co. after tht but i was too tired and lazy and restless so i didn't go in the end. Homed awhile ago and i'm feeling even more shitty after going out with my father. I hate i hate.



Chalet coming very soon. Countdown, another two more days. ;] *GRINS* We're going to have a wonderful and powderful night for the first day cause we've agreed to have a drinking session. YES, TO MAKE THE HOLY SHARON DRUNK IS THEIR JOB. CHEERSSSSSSSSS! YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SENG! :X

TEEDEE.

Just kidding. I hope i wont get addicted for the very first time. Legal age soon. :D Happy yoh! Drinking session, party time in another two days! Shiokshiok, cool cool.


KWA KWA KWA KWA.



Anyone got job lobang? :X





ShroomyshroomyTong is veryvery nice to hug these days again. Replacement of Hgtr's cosy hugs. ;O

Going to sleep very very soon cause i am very very tired and i feel very sad tht i cant chat with dage today cause he's out playing pool with HIM. TOODOO.

Hug shroomyTong to sleep tonight again. :X LOVELOVE.





I miss you badly now.
How long more?
命中注定我愛你

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Found this on smbody's blog. :D Quite true about the following few.



guys drinks to forget about the girl.
girls drinks to think back about that guy.

guys can forget, but cannot forgive.
girls can forgive, but cannot forget.

when guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls.
when girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from other guys.


guys wishes to be her first love,
and girls wishes to be his last love.



Blog tonight. Having severe headache now, feel as though there're insects biting my brain up and it's very painful. SINCE MORNING HOR. Stress and think too much already. Dont ask me to eat panadol cause i hate eating medicines.



*BLINKS*


The only reason is you.
The only love is you.
I cant do anything now but i will still hold on to the promises we've made throughout the 8months.

How long more?

Determination, perserverance.
Because i know what i want, because i know who i love.
But how long can i hold on?
Perhaps just a little tired.
15th September marks 1 and half year of waiting.
Perhaps the real thing only starts now, it became a challenge to me already.
And no matter wht you say, wht you do, nthing can make me give up.
I promised not to tear anymore but i know now, i cant hold it anymore.
The stress and the tiredness level already reached the maximum now.
I know for myself, only after crying out then i will have the energy to continue the challenge. (:





请原谅我　原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口　好让你离开我

请原谅我　好想自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活

请不要分了以後　还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久　已不属於我
默默低头　那时我很多　话哽在喉咙

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But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love


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比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢


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Enough.

(11:37 PM) -: U SAY U HATE GUYS JUSTN OW HOR
(11:37 PM) -: F5
(11:37 PM) SHA'RON Lear: LOL
(11:37 PM) SHA'RON Lear: :X
(11:37 PM) SHA'RON Lear: KIDDING LAH.
(11:38 PM) -: if the mrt door was open jsutn ow
(11:38 PM) -: i will kick you
(11:38 PM) SHA'RON Lear: teedee toodo tadah.
(11:38 PM) -: aand let you fly out
(11:38 PM) -: LOL

SEE. Evidence. Powderful hor dage. ;X

This morning Agnes told me to go earlier to help out but end up, because i slept late last night, i woke up later than usual today. Reached workplace just in time to follow my usual schedule. ;O

TEEDEE.

Hotshot is very very nice. BBALL IS LOVE NOW. ;P
Opposite PohKim played Hotshot today smore, was bio-ing over to watch.
Happy me.
Worked until 4pm and i was very tired so i slept on the journey home.
Now you can imagine how tired i was hor. ;O



Continue hotshot after reaching home until now.
Episode 6 finish already. Episode 7 faster come out please. :X
Next on list, Korean drama followed by Hongkong drama.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


^^

Sayonara.
Sayo mayo.
I am going to eat dinner already.
YUMMY DINNER WAITING FOR ME ALREADY.
TEEDEE.

Figure it out.

Figure out whts love first.
Figure out wht you yourself is thinking first.
Figure out wht you actually want first.
Figure out wht your heart is thinking first.

:D






TEEDEEE.

I am happy again today despite the tiredness.

Work in the morning, very tired but no choice. Worst still, 2hours of special promotion cause the queues. I HATE THIS KIND OF PROMOTIONS, make us work until want die smore.

Punched out at 2pm, eat already then go home. Onlined after bathing, off to Amk to meet my date for the day! :D JH DAGE HUAT AH! He very nice heh!

Wanted to eat at the hawker centre, but because we were very full still so to make it up for the empty trip to the hawker centre, i drank sugarcane juice! NICE. :]

Off to Shaw Centre for movie, WALL-E. No comments bout this show but luckily, the tickets is freee! TEEDEEE. ;O Almost fall asleep in the cinema, ALMOST ONLY HOR.

No storyline smore. Abit funny only smore. ): Me dont like.

After movie, walked to Taka eat dinner tgt then mrt-ed back to Amk to change bus home. :D HAPPY DAY WITH DAGE. He super nice and talkative also! TEEDEEE.

Next time bring me out again hor, dage. :D Talked quite alot today, about this and tht and this and tht. SECRETS! ZIP ZIP. *GRINS*

Sorry to Lingxiang, Eunice and co. cause never go meet them in the end. :X Very tired and sleepy. Next time nxt time outing again! ;O TEEDOH.

FLYING KISS FLIES ALL OVER CAUSE ME HAPPY MOOD AGAIN.



Sayo mayo.
Go watch finish Hotshot Episode 4 then go sleep already.
:P

I miss ....

I miss Cafe Cartel's Strawberry Milk Shake. ):
It's veryveryvery nice hor.

I miss McCafe's DoubleChocolate Frappeeee!
Die also must later go buy. :X

I miss you.
Determination and trust and believe.

I think i must come up with fresh ideas to bluff people. TEEDEE.
September fool's day ended already and i have got nthing to do on that day so i told Sher and Gavin smthing shocking and unbelievable. But of course is fake duh!

;OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO





Meetups with XueQin, Boss and co. in another next few weeks i think. :D
*BLINKS*

I want to watch hotshot.
I want to watch hotshot.
Youtube took a super long time to load last night.
They all watch equals me cannot watch. Sad or not? ):
I am going to be faster than them next time.
HEE HEE HAW HAW.
;d











@_@
It saddens me when i see my friends around me sad over love but yet, they still pretend to be happy.
Love love love.
But still, i will try my best to help them to settle their problems yoh.
Gambate all of you! :D
Holysharon will bless you.
Almighty!
;d


Off i go to prepare for work.

TOODO.

HELP HOR.

Please help hor. :D

Help by clicking and doing the poll by Nuffnang! ARIGATO PEOPLE.

@_@

PLEASE CLICK ON THE ADVERTISEMENT/LINK AND DO THE POLL(SURVEY) OK! :D

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TEEEDEE TOODO TADAH.



Today whole morning watch Hotshot on youtube, super nice drama also. Got shuaiges smore! *DROOLS*



Bball drama, so cool and hot and nice. ;P Develop feelings for bball again. TEEDEEE.



*BLINKS*

Watch till noon, out to HougangMall to trim eyebrow then to Ave8 to cut hair. :D WOOLA.

Thin hair now, super super shiok hor. ;O

Go back HougangMall to meet my long lost XueQin and Renyong boss. Dinner at Cafe Cartel then talk and talk and talk and talk until 7pm. *GRINS*

Boss left first to meet his friend so me and XueQin went to vcd shop to see vcds. :X More dramas to watch. Walked to interchange, she left first so me bused to HougangPt to find the rest. :D

Cass, JP sister and ZhenYan came down also, sat with riders. Talk and laugh and crap with them. :D Super funny. Wanted to go down to Amk and kpool initially but cause of the heavy rain, we got stucked there. All the way till 10pm then home. I lub them many.

Perhaps like wht Agnes said, i've hurt someone unknowingly cause of Hgtr. Hurt a few of them actually but i just want to thank them and all my friends for being there to encourage me. ;d I LOVE YOU ALL. FLYING KISS FLIES ALL OVER AGAIN. ;X

Yes, chatted with Saoyi on msn today and talked about him again. And again, thankyou best friend for encouraging me to wait again. LAST LONG WITH FIONA YOH! :D






And now tht i've accomplished my task, you all should repay me by CLICKING ON NUFFNANG yoh! ;P





TEEHEE.


HEE HEE HAW HAW.




Tomorrow dating day with JH. HAHAHAHAHA! :X
Might be meeting Lawrence and co. after tht, might be only. :D
*GRINS*

I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY.


I miss you, love.
命中注定我愛你(150907)

Tick tock.

Ticktock ticktock.

;OOOOOOO















Very bored you know.





Very long never stay at home whole day already. ;P Shiokshiok.

Busy chionging drama the whole day, slept till fullfull today smore. 1230pm then wake up with a headache. TEEDEE.

Settle class chalet thing, chat with friends and chiong drama. Helped friend create blog yesterday. :D Yes and tht person shall not be named.


TEEDEEE TOODO TADAH.

My favourite phrase now. ;]
I am still very happy over his call.
Sorry hor, but you all wont understand why. ;P
Tmr suppose to work but i just rmbered tht i have to meet Renyong, Kat and Xueqin for dinner at cafecartel! YAY. CAFE CARTEL. :D *GRINS*

Food makes me happy yoh.
Shopping makes me happy yoh.
Hgtr makes me happy yoh.
:d

Thurs movie day with dage, me scared and stress cause is dage. ;X WALL-E.

I've got too many things inside my brain cells now.
May die sooner or later with all the secrets in my brain. ;O
Magic magic please cure my brain cells.
Please let me release it all now.
POOT POOT.



TEEDEE TOODO TADAH.
ShroomyTong is handsome, is cute.
;d
HAPPY YOH.

Hgtr ;]

TOODOOO

Leo Guys

- perfectionist (sometimes, a bit extreme)
- love to brag
- mood swings
- doesn't reply or answer sms/calls immediately
- high sex drive
- doesn't bother about friends
- loves alone time

But they are:
- hardworking and capable
- can earn lots of money
- really sweet if they want to
- sensitive to feelings
- does not flirt around
- great listener and counsellor

Found this on the internet, those in bold are totally true about hgtr. :X
TEEDEE.
I love him still. :d
HGTR-

1509

September already. 15th Sept will come soon, very soon. Dammit.

The day i dont anticipate at all, supposedly would be 1st anniversary but yet again, it's alright. (: Cause im still believing in our fate and god's feeling yoh.

Super very tired today during work. Worked from 10am to 9pm. YES, dont know how many hours but was extended cause down crew and big big boss come. SUPER BIG hor. Dont siao siao. :X But me kept eating and eating and eating today cause eating can help perk me up. ;O

My eyes was like half closed at 12+pm. YES, AT 12+pm ALREADY WANT CLOSE. So of course i have to drink bubble tea and eat alot of butterfly. ;X My top favourite now is butterfly. I even asked Vilma whether she wants some butterflies and she thought i eat the real one. They said tht i entertained them today. YES, THEY USE THE WORD ENTERTAIN AGAIN. ;d

And i've yet to finish Fated To Love. Left 2 episodes still. Gambate. ;X Tonight cfm can finish but need to stay up till 1+ or 2am again. Tired tired. Start drama-ing now already. Sayo mayo.

My heart wont change, my love wont change. I'm serious this time cause it's you. :D

DEEE DA.

Comex 2008 finally ended, last day today so all closed late. Finish work at around 11pm and reach home near to 12am. Cinderella. ;O

I miss all the people at Comex now, Newstead NEC. :D WOOLA. I love NEC in-charge(s) and all the people over thr many hor. They are damn nice and very nice people who joke and have fun and entertain me throughout the 4days.

Got one pair of free tickets to watch WALL-E and i asked JH along. Friends heh. :D Everyone must be surprised why not Hgtr hor? Cause cause he's working on tht day lah. Muthu. :X Heart no change, dont worrry.

And after sleeping at 2am everyday, my panda eye officially pop out now. HO SEH. I hate hate hate panda eye the most, please get rid of it for me. :X ME HATE PANDA EYES. It makes my face so ugly hor.

I am going to sleep early from tomorrow onwards, reason because i havent watch finish Fated To Love yet and i'm going to finish it up today though i got work again tomorrow. CHIONG AH. HUAT AH! :X

After Fated To Love i still have got 3 more dramas to watch. One hongkong drama, one korean drama and one taiwanese drama. WEEE. ;D My life will never be bored for these few weeks. TADAH.

TADAH TADAH.

DEE DA DEE DA.

:dddddd


Go watch drama already.

Reporting now is 1:31am. I bet i cant sleep by 2am today already. YAY.

CHEERS. ;O

Byebyebyeye.
Reason for my very good mood today is cause i received a call from him today. TEEHEE.
YES, A CALL FROM HIM. :X He asked me just one question and it was less than 5mins but i am still happy over it okay. :D DONT LOOK DOWN ON THIS CALL HOR. *GRINS*

Enough.