No energy anymore.

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I hate whtever i am thinking now. I hate whtever mood i am feeling now cause it's killing me i tell you. I realise everytime until September, i will feel the tiredness. Last yr was the same also, read my archive if you're curious. :D Worst still, last yr i still had him. No matter how tired i am, im going to pull it through and stay strong so tht i can continue the challenge. Love love.

Felt slightly better after crying out just now in the evening, not all of my feelings but abit of it ONLY. Shitty shitty. ;O Go out with father at 7+pm and supposed to go find Lingxiang and co. after tht but i was too tired and lazy and restless so i didn't go in the end. Homed awhile ago and i'm feeling even more shitty after going out with my father. I hate i hate.



Chalet coming very soon. Countdown, another two more days. ;] *GRINS* We're going to have a wonderful and powderful night for the first day cause we've agreed to have a drinking session. YES, TO MAKE THE HOLY SHARON DRUNK IS THEIR JOB. CHEERSSSSSSSSS! YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SENG! :X

TEEDEE.

Just kidding. I hope i wont get addicted for the very first time. Legal age soon. :D Happy yoh! Drinking session, party time in another two days! Shiokshiok, cool cool.


KWA KWA KWA KWA.



Anyone got job lobang? :X





ShroomyshroomyTong is veryvery nice to hug these days again. Replacement of Hgtr's cosy hugs. ;O

Going to sleep very very soon cause i am very very tired and i feel very sad tht i cant chat with dage today cause he's out playing pool with HIM. TOODOO.

Hug shroomyTong to sleep tonight again. :X LOVELOVE.





I miss you badly now.
How long more?
命中注定我愛你

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Found this on smbody's blog. :D Quite true about the following few.



guys drinks to forget about the girl.
girls drinks to think back about that guy.

guys can forget, but cannot forgive.
girls can forgive, but cannot forget.

when guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls.
when girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from other guys.


guys wishes to be her first love,
and girls wishes to be his last love.



Blog tonight. Having severe headache now, feel as though there're insects biting my brain up and it's very painful. SINCE MORNING HOR. Stress and think too much already. Dont ask me to eat panadol cause i hate eating medicines.



*BLINKS*


The only reason is you.
The only love is you.
I cant do anything now but i will still hold on to the promises we've made throughout the 8months.