How long more?

Determination, perserverance.
Because i know what i want, because i know who i love.
But how long can i hold on?
Perhaps just a little tired.
15th September marks 1 and half year of waiting.
Perhaps the real thing only starts now, it became a challenge to me already.
And no matter wht you say, wht you do, nthing can make me give up.
I promised not to tear anymore but i know now, i cant hold it anymore.
The stress and the tiredness level already reached the maximum now.
I know for myself, only after crying out then i will have the energy to continue the challenge. (:





请原谅我　原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口　好让你离开我

请原谅我　好想自私将你占有
你的寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活

请不要分了以後　还记得亲吻过的承诺
你的永久　已不属於我
默默低头　那时我很多　话哽在喉咙

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But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love


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比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢


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Enough.

(11:37 PM) -: U SAY U HATE GUYS JUSTN OW HOR
(11:37 PM) -: F5
(11:37 PM) SHA'RON Lear: LOL
(11:37 PM) SHA'RON Lear: :X
(11:37 PM) SHA'RON Lear: KIDDING LAH.
(11:38 PM) -: if the mrt door was open jsutn ow
(11:38 PM) -: i will kick you
(11:38 PM) SHA'RON Lear: teedee toodo tadah.
(11:38 PM) -: aand let you fly out
(11:38 PM) -: LOL

SEE. Evidence. Powderful hor dage. ;X

This morning Agnes told me to go earlier to help out but end up, because i slept late last night, i woke up later than usual today. Reached workplace just in time to follow my usual schedule. ;O

TEEDEE.

Hotshot is very very nice. BBALL IS LOVE NOW. ;P
Opposite PohKim played Hotshot today smore, was bio-ing over to watch.
Happy me.
Worked until 4pm and i was very tired so i slept on the journey home.
Now you can imagine how tired i was hor. ;O



Continue hotshot after reaching home until now.
Episode 6 finish already. Episode 7 faster come out please. :X
Next on list, Korean drama followed by Hongkong drama.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


^^

Sayonara.
Sayo mayo.
I am going to eat dinner already.
YUMMY DINNER WAITING FOR ME ALREADY.
TEEDEE.