Im afraid of it.

I miss your hugs.
The reason why i didnt want to talk about us is because i am afraid tht you will go back to her one day. One reason, is enough to stop me.
To stop me from saying all this out.
Im already satisfied tht i can know you.
Im sorry, love.
Do you understand my fear?
The thought of it makes me tear and this is the only reason and the only thing tht is bothering me these days.



And again, dont bother to guess who it is for. Only he himself and S will know. (:


Worked from 9 to 4pm today, and i dont know why there's so many customers today! Tired you know. :X Keep having long queues for hours, scary hor. Had severe headache after morning, SC helped me massage my head in the noon cause it was unbearable. She's damn good in massaging! ;P Power power. THANKS GIRL! Go home straight after wrk cause the pain was killing me.

Stayed at home tonight! :d I am a good girl today! Fine fine. It's because im tired and i happen to be wrking 8am tmr, 8AM ok! :X Might as well murder me. But wrking till 12pm only, thanks Rick for helping me. (:


Meeting up sessions this coming week!
8th with J and RY.
10th with XQ and co.
12th with my girls! :D


Sometimes i find it hard to manage my time and i feel bad tht i couldnt join my cliques who happen to go out on the same day. Im sorry about it, really. If only i can split myself up into 2 or 3 and join all of them when they happen to go out on the same day but i just have to rush around and meet them but it's all worth it you know! And im sorry tht i couldnt meet all my friends often cause of work. (:


WOOOOOOOOOOOLA.
Go crap with S already.
:d

Sayomayo.