Will you ever appreciate me?

Belated birthday to Benny on 4th August!

Happy Bday to Saoyi and Wendy on 5th August! :D

*SMILES WIDELY*

So many friends' bday this month, me happy for everyone. *CLAPS* All old already. Me still very young. NEH NEH NI POO POO. :X Me will not grow older this year so i am still 17+ years old. HAPPY HOR. NO 18. ;O

Me come blog early in the morning cause these 3 people, gandong anot. *TEARS ROLL DOWN AGAIN* Cannot cannot. Too drama already. ;d

Very troubled by some things again this few days, ever since Sunday. Sept coming, me going to run away from it. ;O Me holy/buddha sharon going to make Sept disappear next month and jump straight to October. But then, if dont have Sept means no chalet. Cannot cannot. Me will MIA after chalet but only on 2 days. :D Clever anot. Me got Professor's brain, stylo milo brain hor. Dont tell you all which 2 days, determined to do it this year cause of him. It's all because of him, all because of him, all because of him. *POINTS TO HIM*

Will you ever understand how i am feeling now? Will you ever appreciate wht i am doing now? Will you ever care for me and ask me how i am doing now? Will you give me just one hug when you feel tht i am so tired and upset? Will you treat me like how you treat me in the past? Sad or not. Everyday go there will be people asking me about him, i don't mind but whtever. There're some things tht cannot be said here. :D

*BLINKS BLINKS BLINKS*

Time running out already. 11 days more to complete present. ;O Hesitating whther to give already cause cause, i also dont know why. AH. ROARS.

Me determined to wait, believe in us and trust you just like before. :D Even if i know tht the chances are 0.000001%, i still rather believe in god's feeling and my feeling cause i know who i love and i dont want to regret in the future. *BLINKS*

Me not emo, no emo, never emo, will not emo. ;O

Gambate! *PRAYS HARD HARD*

^-^
Sayo mayo.
Go prepare for work already.
Bery tired you knowwwwwww.