Because of you

Because of you, i've learnt how to sort out my feelings.
Because of you, i've realise who is my love.
Because of you, i've learnt to be selfish in love.
Because of you, i fear.
Because of you, i worry.
Because of you, i avoid people.
Because of you, i run away from the truth.
Because of you, i wish i didn't have to face all these shits.
Because of you, i rather be alone than to hurt others.

I rather hurt those people now rather than next time. I'm sorry tht i have hurt some people in a way or other. I'm sorry tht i choose to avoid some people and run away from them because i cant bring myself to start all over again with the risk of getting hurt all over again. It's just not love if we were to be tgt with someone we do not love. Perhaps i need time to heal. Perhaps i need time to start all over again but for the meantime, i know you all care and i hope you all understand wht im going through and why i am doing this.

This is the way how i want it to be. Friends with everyone, close buddies still. :D

For me and him, let it be.
The only thing i care about now is work and friends.
But perhaps he'll still remain deep inside my heart.
I will let god decide everything from today on. (:

Sayo mayo.
:D
Going to go out for jobhunting PART II again later at VivoCity then to Sim Lim for Comex Fair briefing! SHIOKSHIOK. KA CHING. ;O

Have to call Mike and inform him tht i cant work this wkend, gonna get killed by him already. :X

AH.
GO ALREADY. ;ddddddd