Over and over again.

Feeling damn shitty now cause over and over again, i've been tearing for the same person. Today's tears is all for him, not because of wht happened earlier on between me and Lawrence. Smthing happened earlier on in the morning and i'm not so petty to stay angry cause no point getting angry over it since he've done it. But thanks to tht slap, me cried out everything. FINALLY.

I've been wanting to cry out all those shits and things i've heard from everyone about Hgtr, all the things i see, all the intolerable feelings and thoughts. And today, i finally let everything out of my heart. They thought i was crying cause of tht slap but is not. *CLAPS* You think one sided love is wht i want? You think loving someone and waiting for someone is so easy? I say again, YOU WONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS TO BE LIKE CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW LOVE AT ALL. ALL YOU EVER KNOW IS TO WAIT FOR GIRLS TO FIND YOU AND FIND GIRLS NOW BUT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IT ALL.

Breathe in, breathe out. I must stay calm at all times. :D

I didnt give him tht thing this wkend. Sudden change of thought about it so i've decided to pass it to him either next wkend of next next wk. Whtever it is. G

Go work in the morning, late for like 10mins. ;O Was hell tired hor today but still okay. GOT MOTIVATION LEH. :X SEE SEE LOOK LOOK. *BLINKS* After work stayed back and help pack glass cups, play psp, talk talk, laughlaugh then ZhenYan came down to find us. Go riders' corner talk talk and me go home at 6pm cause super tired already. :D

18th got BBQ to goooo. ;D WOOLA. But not very sure whther going or not heh.

Me dig news tht day again. Bad news for him again but me never tell anybody cept' Sher. :X The news involve him hor. It's his thing but too bad, it's a bad news for him. *BLINKS*

I dont care wht they say, i'm in love with you.

PIKA PIKA. ;O

Me go close eyes and sleep already. *BLINKS*