I am not asking for more anymore.

Fell asleep the past two days without talking to boy. Really sorry. :O
Very tired deh.

Yesterday school in the morning, ate at South canteen during breaktime and boy called! :D Happy yoh. Went to library after tht, studied Fnet for awhile and fell asleep again cause was super tired. Could hardly keep my eyes open. Slept for an hour or so then head to Jap class. (:

Walked to Amk after school and chatted alot with Sher on the way thr. Thoughts and feelings kept. And there're still alot more which i felt it is better to be left unsaid. I stopped asking for more things from you already. Because i find myself falling deeper and deeper as days goes by.

All the things you said right from the day i know you, it either made me smile, tear or confused. Awhile negative, awhile positive. The feeling is killing me.
But still, im loving the way you treat me because i feel so loved and it makes me the happiest girl! :D
And i still will stay on this path with you.


Bought my sneakers after school then meet up with JH to get back my psp then 86ed home. Onlined till 8+pm and went to bed! ;X Skipped dinner because i was so damn tired and lazy to go out and eat. (:


Im having a headache now. God damn pain! :S Blog tonight!
TEEDEE.

I am not asking for more anymore.

Fell asleep the past two days without talking to boy. Really sorry. :O
Very tired deh.

Yesterday school in the morning, ate at South canteen during breaktime and boy called! :D Happy yoh. Went to library after tht, studied Fnet for awhile and fell asleep again cause was super tired. Could hardly keep my eyes open. Slept for an hour or so then head to Jap class. (:

Walked to Amk after school and chatted alot with Sher on the way thr. Thoughts and feelings kept. And there're still alot more which i felt it is better to be left unsaid. I stopped asking for more things from you already. Because i find myself falling deeper and deeper as days goes by.

All the things you said right from the day i know you, it either made me smile, tear or confused. Awhile negative, awhile positive. The feeling is killing me.
But still, im loving the way you treat me because i feel so loved and it makes me the happiest girl! :D
And i still will stay on this path with you.


Bought my sneakers after school then meet up with JH to get back my psp then 86ed home. Onlined till 8+pm and went to bed! ;X Skipped dinner because i was so damn tired and lazy to go out and eat. (:


Im having a headache now. God damn pain! :S Blog tonight!
TEEDEE.

What if no feelings?

And i slept in the library today during our breaktime for like half hr or so? Super tired deh. So cannot blame me! :S

Laughed like hell inside the lift when going for 2nd language class. Love my classmates many! :D Jap lesson was alright today. Ended 20mins earlier, which is good! Waited for P tgt with S then i went separate ways with them. Cheers to meet T up, he came to fetch me deh! (: Walked to mrt station to meet his friend then to Bishan. Ate dinner already then slacked there till 9+pm and home! :P

Smbody just told me something again. I dont know to be happy or not, seriously. Cause the 2nd thing tht person told me made me fear again. Whtever it is, i believe time will prove everything. (:

TEEDEE.

I just want to cherish whtever i have now, especially you.


Super tired right now. YEH. GONNA GO SLEEEEEEEEEEP ALREADY.
:O
Sayonara.

Trala.

:D
:D
:D
:D

Me in a very good mood. Too good. ;P Yesterday was school as usual, after school head over to the library to do some studying. :S CANNOT BELIEVE IT RIGHT! But i spent more time on msn and so on. :X

Stayed in the library till 430pm then T and J came to find me and we went to eat! MY FIRST MEAL FOR THE DAY. :O Their friends came, then waited for them to eat finish then they left after smking. Bishan after tht with T to find his friends and we head to The Cathay for movie! :X They are super super super funny, i swear. Laughed from bishan all the way to The Cathay and they did smthing which is even more funny while queue-ing up for tickets. Thanks to him for the movie treat and for helping to carry my laptop all the way from school! :D

Teedee.

Went to smk after movie, buy drinks then basement cause he wants to eat again! :S Slacked there till 9++pm then they send me to the mrt station. Thanks deh! Talked on the phone with him for awhile on the way home, reached home at 11pm feeling super sleepy. :D

Will be meeting him again today! (:

Im super irritated with my fringe already! :d Thanks to him again for always helping me to make it aside for me and i've been holding on to his jacket near to a week already. Power. :X Big and comfortable deh! Thankyou thankyou thankyou!







HAPPY GIRL YOH.
Blog when i reach home at night.
(:

Stay put.

Super tired today cause i didnt sleep the whole night yesterday. :S Went off to school early with S today but we still reach at around 11am. Library to find Pam and we studied Maths for awhile but i was like half dead cause i was feeling sleepy and tired. :X

Lessons all the way till 5pm, hardly sms today cause was super lazy and tired and everyone was studying hard! :O Walked over to opposite after school to meet up with brother and his gf, home to change then to this place near Chinatown i think. Second brother's ROM was good! (: Drank even without eating for the whole day. Power. Brother let me tried cocktails and it was nice! Felt like vomiting after tht. Went off at 9+pm, drove mum down to someplace to take smthing from her friend then home.

God-damn tired. :O


Brain cells died even before i could crack my brain to do the c# assignment. C# test tmr, luckily it's MCQ! :P Didnt get to see him around today in school deh. But it's alright cause i just saw him ytd! And he called a few times today, happygirl hor! :X

Gonna go sleep straight after this! :S Knockout.


Changing blog song already. To canto song. :D
Hell nice ok!

Sayomayo.

Deepa day! :S

Today super happy day yoh! :D The first thing tht made me laugh like mad was the chat with JH dage. Crapped with him on msn then he helped me with some psp stuff. Thanks to his friend, Jenson too! (:

CompassPt to meet S up in the afternoon, went down to HougangPt to study. :D WE DID STUDY OK! Power hor. JP sister and the guys came down to wait for Cass so JP sister came over to our table and talk to us. I had to wave to all the people i know whenever they walk pass. And Lem called out my name damn loud, thanks for making me famous though! :X Chatted with the riders for awhile also, accompanied Taufiq to the atm machine and to summarise, i had a good day over at HougangPt! (: Damn happy deh. Head over to Bishan after tht to meet J then to T's house nearby to slack. Prata house for prata after T came down, bused home with S after tht. And again, I DID NOT SLEEP THROUGHOUT THE JOURNEY AGAIN TODAY! Power. Bathed already then talked on phone with him then onlined after hanging up. Rested for awhile and talked on phone again with him till he go to sleep! :D


HAPPY YOH.


I finally get to know wht he's thinking now already. :D Thanks for being honest and lettting me know whtever you're thinking and feeling now. Give us more time yah? Im sure things will go well.

And im trying to waste time by blogging super slowly. It's 4am already but i still cant get to sleep! Dont know why. :S Waiting patiently for hotshot to load finish deh! And i can proudly announce tht i've done my Jap assignment, GOOD GIRL DEH. Praise me ok!


And lastly, really thanks alot to L for the candies and the help. (: ARIGATO.


I dont know wht happen to me again.
I felt as though im getting more and more tired, helpless over this issue again.
I dont want to get hurt.
Im afraid tht you will go away.
I rather dont talk about it.
I rather let things be.
It will go well, it will take its course naturally.
I believe.
(:

Sayomayo.
Smile, it might not make you feel better, but it will keep people from asking what's wrong.

Tell me wht to do.

Today's sun wasnt nice cause it only came out after we reach tampines. Swimming with S. No sun at all today, spent the day inside the swimming pool talking. :S Left the place at 2pm and we went to Tampines to take bus back to Amk. (: Slept throughout the whole journey, super tired, dont know why. Slacked at playground till evening then we took bus back home. :D And for the first time, i didnt sleep on bus 86. The bus ride home always makes me sleepy but because i slept too long on bus 22, i wasnt sleepy on the way home. Staying home tonight! :D GOOD GIRL DEH.





I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, and I’m not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, and I'm not supposed to say this, but I'm still in love with you.

Part of my life.

Just got back home not long.
Near to 12am. God damn tired right now.
:O


Shall start with yesterday. School was alright, but i have to apologise to S cause i made her late for school. I woke up super late yesterday, even later than Thursday. I dont know why i've been waking up so damn late these days! Really sorry deh. :S

We were late for school for an hour and so we skipped lecture. Kept meeting him up in school yesterday morning, exchanged jackets also. :D Super funny lah! After school head over to Amk with S, P and K. Accompanied them to get their things then K went off to find his friends and we 3 bused home. I didnt sit with them cause i needed to sleep! :O Me tired ok! Slept throughout the whole journey but it wasn't enough for me. Onlined and had dinner then i went to sleep at 8+pm. :D POWER! Woke up at around 1+am to reply sms and back to sleep all the way till today mrning for work! (:

Ate before work, do MDS today! Bery very fun. :P Not much orders till Lingxiang takeover at 12+pm and so i didnt have my break today! Go home straight after punching out at 1pm. Onlined and chatted with S and J for awhile then bathed again. Amk to meet him up, accompanied him to eat already then go void deck slack. (: Smthing happened after tht, dont want to talk about it. Spoilt my mood and we went separate ways. 132ed to Hougang to meet the usuals, they had dinner but i didnt have appetite so i didnt eat. They went to play pool and i followed for awhile then went over to meet him again all the way till 10+pm then bused home! :D Super far ok! Reached home only at 11++pm near to 12. Hell tired and hungry now! Didnt eat anything after tht meal in the mrning ok! :S Pain definitely gonna come back again later. Sucks sucks sucks.


And i got so many people to apologise to. There're some things you all wont understand why im doing all this. I just want to cherish whtever i have now because im afraid i will regret not cherishing it if one day it goes away and it will all be too late. I just hope things will remain this way and it wouldnt change or turn worst. (:

And yah, im still single right now so quit asking around whether im tgt with him already or not. :D



Well, i know he wont get to see this anyway. But i was feeling super upset yesterday tht smthing bad happened between me and him. ): I know it's my fault but im just afraid. I'm sorry, really sorry. But still, im glad tht we patched things up after tht! I promise, no more next time. ;P

Because i fear tht you will go away one day.

im trying.

Super tired last night and the pain came back again last night at 10+pm. Holy crap. It was killing me and i dont even know why the pain come in the first place. It always happen when i didnt eat so im not sure whether is it gastric pain or wht? :S

Sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.

School yesterday, woke up late in the morning but lucky we weren't late for school. :D Breakfast before class and first class was fun cause it was practical work and the module was part of engineering! FUN DEH. Went for next class then skipped lecture. Accompanied S to Aljunied to get smthing then Tampines and 72ed back to school. Went library to find my fellow classmates, crapped and played with them! Jap class then went to meet him over at Yck nearby. (: Slacked awhile and his friends came then Amk Kpool. See there play pool until 9++pm then went to have dinner and i was super lazy to wait for the bus cause of the pain so i cabbed home again! :X


Have been spending more time with him this few days. Thankyou for making me smile and the care. (: There's still a question mark in my mind though but i guess it's better to keep it to myself cause im afraid things will change again if i ask. I just want to keep things like how it is now. :d


Loved. :D
tell me you love me
i need to hear it.
just once.

Thankyou love.

Bathed alittle too long today and i thought we would be late for school. BUT we weren't late ok! :S Kitkat + greentea early in the mrning, my breakfast! SHIOK. 4hours of c# killed us. Can die hor, keep wanting to sleep in class. After school, McDonald's for lunch then chatted and slacked at McDonald's for awhile. J and his friend YQ came to find us. (:

Went off, waited for him to come then S, YQ and me took mrt over to Amk. :D YQ went off already then we went down to Mustafa. Almost got knocked by cars twice. Holy crap. :S This wk dont know how many times already smore. Power. Couldn't accomplish our task at Mustafa so we walked around there and we went to search for the bus stop. Walked a long road ok! :X 133ed back to Amk then meet up with him tgt with his friends. Sent S to take bus and i went off with the guys to other place. Funny bunch of friends! Cabbed home at 10++pm. (:



It's always so comfortable with him around. :D

wht to do!

A part of me wants to know whts on your mind, but im afraid to know it so i rather dont talk about it.


Super super super tired now. Just rushed through the C# assignment and i've yet to complete it but i've given up on it. :X Whtever!

Meet up with S this morning and we went to Amk to meet J up then walked over to have prata and it doesn't taste as nice as wht my brother had said! Thomson prata is way better. :D Head to school, library to spend the last hour and we went for lecture. Thankyou again for the jacket! (: Super big and comfortable again deh! SHIOK. Lessons all the way till 5pm, walked over to Yck interchange instead today with S and we 162ed to Amk s11 to have my dinner then home.


Last minute decision to meet L and C up over at HougangMall. Accompanied them to have dinner, they send me off to mrt station and i headed home cause i was like half dead and i had to rush my c# assignment. :S Sorry guys!

Got to know smthing while walking home! Well. Not gonna talk about it. (:

Sayonara people.
I need you but i know it takes time.

Important person in my life.

Multipost today cause cant get to sleep! :S

0317am right now. Holy crap.
I feel damn damn bad right now because of him.
I'm really sorry about it though you didnt say anything. ):
And now i cant get to sleep cause of this thing and him.

Powderful.
;O
*CLAPS*



Family dinner at 10++pm, all the way to Geylang for supper. I was feeling damn super tired again. :X Listened to them talk and see them eat, i ate alittle lah. (: Half dead by the time they finish talking and eating. Left the place at 12+am, sent 2nd brother and his gf back to their place then home. Had to help father do smthing after reaching home. And because of him, i couldn't talk to him on phone again today. ): Im really sorry. I know he waited like super long but cause i went out for the family dinner and helped my father do his stuffs, i couldnt talk to him! SAD OR NOT YOU TELL MEEEE! But i still manage to hear his voice for tht few secs just before he go to sleep. :D



Brkfast tmr morning with the girls and i think J too? :S Most likely tht i have to treat them to pratas tmr cause we had a bet on whether smbody would come along or not. BUT he said he wouldn't join us so yeah, i didnt force him at all so which means i've lost the bet i guess. Powderful. :X

Mustafa with S on wednesday, tanning with the girls on Sunday. SHIOK. :D
1 wk left to 2nd brother's ROM. (:
Oct ending soon, Nov coming soon.
Looking forward to a new month with a new start and im sure, more good things and more fun gonna come! HAPPY LIKE MANY. :d


And im waiting patiently for Hotshot episode 12 and 13 to load finish so tht i can watch it! And both videos will take around an hour which so which means by the time i finsih would be 4+am to 5. And i have to wake up at 730am later on because of the brkfast date with them! Holy. (:

I realise i hate going to lectures the most because i always feel so so so sleepy during lectures and the aircon would make me fall asleep. :S I should kick off this bad habit! Been feeling super tired these days smore. :O


Whtever. Me go watch Hotshot already! :d

Once again, i fear.

Humans!
Help clickclick on the nuffnang advert on the right side ok? :D
ARIGATO.

Give you all flying kiss to reward you all ok!
:P
^^






CUTE OR NOT YOU ALL SAY! :S Monster/dino drawn by him! Sorry cause it's very blurry but should be able to see the color of the dino! :X Super entertainer. THANKYOU FOR YOUR DINO AH! :X He drew one mouse for me instead when i asked for mickey mouse because he said tht it's name is call mickey but i didn't save the picture down!

Today tiring and fun day! :D Went to school and played around during the first lesson. Go around disturbing, talking, laughing, surfing website tgt with classmates. (: KY dage super funny today, disturbed him alot today! Maths lecture made me real real real sleepy but slept for alittle while only cause of the super strong aircon today. Freezing like hell in the lecture room! :X Amk for awhile after school then home! TIRED DEH.


;O


I fear, once again.








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Sayonara.

Shiok.

Went out to meet cousin and off to aunt's place for swimming/tanning! :D The sun was so power ok! Tanned and swimmed till around 3, bathed and we headed to Tampines then mrt-ed over to town. (: Window-shopped around, bought slippers and tops over at Wisma then bus-ed back to PlazaSing cause she had to go meet her friends up.

Meet up with him after tht. :d Cabbed home at 10++pm. God damn tired and god damn hungry! :X Still waiting for my dinner to come home. Havent eat a full meal at all today thts why.

Power.
Sorry for the boring post cause me, the buddha sharon is feeling tired so i have to replenish my sleep so tht i can be full of energy tmr to bless people. ;O



I will never know wht will happen in the future.
If only, one day, you can stop telling me the reason and stop talking about it cause it's hurting me way too much everytime.
But still, i hope things will go well.
I dont know why i will feel like tearing every now and then.
I rather i dont know anything because im afraid to know.

Your reason kills.

Went to work happily, punched in late cause i had to eat. :S The air-con had some problems yesterday so everyone were all complaining about the temperature and we were perspiring like hell ok! Thank god the air-con was fine after tht during the peak hour time. ;D


Worked till 1pm, went home straight. Stayed home all the way till 11pm, slept in the late noon till 7++pm. Shiok shiok. :X But i was still feeling very tired even after the nap! Out to prata house with brother to have supper, damn crowded! Home after supper and onlined for awhile till he call me up. (: Talked for like a few minutes and my eyes were closing already so i went to sleep! :X Sorry.


Not going work today anyway. :S Gonna go swimming/tanning later on with WK! :D SHIOK. Super long never go tanning already!

Im missing him again.
Thankyou for making me smile in the afternoon and it's cause of wht you said to me.
Thankyou for making me tear in the night and it's cause of wht you said to me too.
Because i know i will be happy with you around.
But perhaps, i will never know wht will happen.



Things will go well.
Stay strong, sharon.
:D

You make me smile.

Super long day yesterday. Hell tired i can say.

Woke up alittle later than usual yesterday, rush over to school with S as usual. We've been late for school for 3 days. Bad habit. :S Had to rush there and walk super fast everyday. Lecture only start at 930am in the end, i dont know why. Ended at 1030am, the girls had their brkfast at South canteen. No appetite again so i dint eat again. Woola. :d

Walked over to bridge for awhile then to library and sat for awhile. ;O Walked off with S and we went to usual place. Me cannot stand the atmosphere in the library. Felt better at our usual place, mood got better and everything. :D The guys came for awhile and we went off for FNET. I dont want to talk about tht lesson cause it's boring boring boring. :P


Was dismissed early. Went over to Amk with S, rounds again. Bumped into JH dage and R. :D Super happy to see JH dage cause super long never see him around already! Sat down at void deck, talk for awhile then went over to his place. GATHERING OK! :X Met his friends downstairs and we waited for J to go up tgt. (: Went down see them do smthing and it was kinda scary. Went off after awhile and back to Sengkang. Waited for the rest to come over to meet me up, go home bathe already then out again all the way till this morning. Home at 5+am and slept for awhile. Got to prepare to go work already!
;O



I realise i can never forget all the things tht my dad did. Seriously. It was until yesterday then i realise it. You're the reason why this family will turn out this way so don't push the blame to anyone because thts your favourite thing to do. I will never forget and forgive you so easily this time because you already exceeded your limit in doing things. (:


Enough bout it. :D Realise tht we've been meeting up with the guys often this week. Power. Mon, Wed, Thurs and Friday. The good thing to be in the same school with friends. (: And i realise i haven't eaten any full meals yesterday. Just the 5 pieces of nuggets during FNET lesson. Power. :S


Sayonara.

:d
You make me smile and you make me tear

No trust anymore.

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It's my fault for falling inlove with you.
It's my fault tht things can only remain this way.
I have to try to keep this love within myself after today.
This is all because of wht you said to me.

Have been eating very very little these days. Dont know wht happen to me either. Its either no time or no appetite. Only ate one meal for each day since the day before yesterday. Seriously, i need to get back my appetite soon. :d

School was alright today and it's really comfortable to be wearing such a big jacket! Thanks alot again. (: Gotta return it to him tmr already anyway. BIS lesson was fun because we were chatting on msn and laughing like mad cause of him and J. Funny people. :X Head over to Amk Hub with the girls during our 4hours break. Bumped into JL today at Amk Hub! Head back school because we got so bored of Amk and we met the guys again for awhile. :D Jap lesson was alright but kinda stressful cause we got lots of vocabs to memorise! Gonna study hard this sem!

:d

Whole family is out again. Didnt had any food after my breakfast at 8+am. Power. And now i have to wait till around 10pm for my dad to buy my dinner back. :X


I will not say anything anymore because i can never trust guys again.
(:

No matter wht the reason is.

I feel as though 24hrs is not enough for me suddenly.

Today was late for school, tgt with S because 86 was damn packed and we couldn't get up the bus from my house bus stop so we walked over to CompassPt and took 965 then changed to mrt instead. :X 10mins break for the whole 4 hours only. Pathetic anot! Went over to find him to borrow his jacket during our breaktime. (: Thanks alot!

PlazaSing with S and P after school, had our lunch and walked rounds. Window-shopped at town area then their mood sort of influenced me? I dont know why. Was feeling damn shitty and my mood was horrible after tht. Im sorry siol. :S Mrt-ed back to Sengkang, S came over to my place and waited for me while i took a quick bath and i felt better after tht. :X Out to bishan to meet the guys up. Home at 10+pm i think. (:

Rushed through my excel assignment and msn chat with many people. Didnt have time to eat my dinner today. Power. Talked to him for awhile on phone and now im going to sleep after blogging! :d

Sleepy deh!
Tmr 8 to 6pm school.
Power.
Give me energy please!
;O

Too late to realise.

The moment my tears dropped last night, i know everything is too late.


Well. Blog tonight after i get home, might be meeting somebody after school. (:



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Go to school happily by 86 today. :D Thirsty like hell these days, dont know why. Drank down one bottle of drink but didn't make any difference at all. Lips just so dry nowadays and no matter how many bottles of water i drink also just remain the same. ;P

Lessons was all so boring today! And worst of all, it's all tutorials and labwork meaning we cannot skip all tuesday's lessons from 12pm to 5pm. WITHOUT BREAK SMORE HOR! Almost died of hunger and thirst. :X Went off with S and P to block S for awhile but the guys couldnt come out so we went off. 159ed over to Serangoon.N to meet R for awhile, S accompanied me over and she waited for me. Thanks girl! (: Walked over to HougangPt with her after R went off. Ate my brkfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner at Kfc and walked to Ave8 then walk rounds there and home! :d


Tmr short day! :D SHIOK. But as early as 8am and we have to see her for the whole of 4hours. Baddest thing bout wednesday lesson. Gonna go window-shop with S after school deh!
Power.
:D




SAYOMAYO.

I know it.

School finally started! (: HAPPY DEH.


Anyway, yesterday i went to wrk in the morning and i dont want to talk about it cause it was hell packed. Worked till 2pm and rushed home straight. Bathed and prepared, waited for S to call up.

Meet her up and down we go to PS to get her bag then to town. Window-shopped and got my havanianas! :D HAPPY LIKE FOREVER. Walked all the way to Wisma and back to Amk. Dinner at s11 then walk rounds at Amk Hub and we went to slack. ;P Talked quite alot and we went back at 9++pm cause i was too tired. Couldn't sleep after i got home in the end. Dont know why. End up sleeping at 3+am. :D

Today happily go back school in the morning and even though the lecturers are boring but it's fun to see my polymates! (: Was feeling troubled and unease in the afternoon during our breaktime cause of him. Couldn't stand the atmosphere in the library so S and me went over to dont-know-what-block to sit and talk. Happened to see him and J there also and got to know smthing. :d Kept secret! ZIP. Cmaths lecture was boring! :X Home after going Amk to get smthing.


;O

Life rocks so much with you now because im glad we could stay this way.
(: