23rd Aug`06
School as usual after the prelims, watched Goong on youtube in the morning till 1030AM. Bath &prepared &head to school. ;] School was alright, got back Maths Paper1 result &Chinese Paper result. Got 50/60 for Maths Paper1 &65 for Chinese Paper. Not very satisfied with my Chinese result but i cant do anything now. ((: After school went home as usual. Cant remember where i went in the night luh.

24th Aug`06
School was alright, got back Geography Paper results &i flunked it. Kinda upset &disappointed luh, but luckily, i didnt flunk badly. Got 47 for it luh. ;] After school head home as usual, dad fetched me up at the bus stop &went to Rochor. He went to get smthing there &we went to have lunch before going home. Slacked at home for like few hrs before going to Tpy at 9pm with my parents. Waited for my brother from 9pm till 11pm, went to Newton Circus for supper. Didnt eat luh. ;D Am going on a diet so i cant eat too much after 8pm. Hah.

25th Aug`06
Went to school also, got back Chemistry Paper2 results. Got 14/30 for it &Mr Rashidin told me that i almost pass but i didnt luh. Felt kinda alright with it because i didnt really study for it luh. ;] Went home after school &watched Goong Episode 7 &8. Ltr going out in the evening to meet WenYan for studying, not going for night class this wk. ((:

Go continue my Goong alr!

21st Aug`06
Happy birthday to my beloved sister Alena! ;] Spend my afternoon with my dad &went home at 5pm to watch tv. Watched till 5++pm &took train down to PS. Met up with Yan, Nita, Roy, Wei Wen, Wai Yang &lastly, our birthday girl at LongJohn. Had our dinner &went to SSC for pool session. While they're playing pool, Yan, Alena &me went out to play in the arcade instead but it was rather small luh. Made a fool of ourselves playing the machines, &Yan kicked the machine because her 1$ was stucked inside &out came 4 1$ coins! Lucky her eh? ;D Played Street Fighter &some games luh. Went in to look for them &watch them play pool till 9+pm, walk togther over to Mrt Station &i left to find my dad while they took train home. Went to Bugis with my dad, buy supper &walk around Bugis Village awhile, went home after that.

22nd Aug`06
Went to school in the morning at 715am for Listening Compre, went home at 845am. ;D Dad fetch me home, bath &prepared den accompanied him to Orchard Plaza. He went to work &i went to walk around myself. Walk up &down from Meridien to CentrePoint to Heeren &back to CentrePoint again. ((: Went back Orchard Plaza to look for my dad at 12pm den went to Hotel81 at Bencoolenn. Went to walk Bugis by myself, the sun was bloody hell luh! Its a pity for not visiting Sentosa today! >< Went to Kopitiam to eat after my dad oka alr, didnt eat cos i was not feeling well because of the bloody sun! Went to East Shore Hospital, waited for him to do his work. Sat there reading magazines for bout an hr &we went to Bedok South. Walk around for like 1/2hr &went to TampinesMall. Paid phone bills &walk around awhile, collected the PhoneBooks &went back home. Tiring luh! Spent the whole morning &afternoon outside walking about. ;D Tmr normal school day again, boring school life &my tuition days are back to normal from next wk onwards! Gotta start studying again, N's are just 2wks away!

I wanna rent vcds luh. Got so many movies to watch &serials to watch. ;D

Back to update! ;D Slept early yesterday night &i woke up in the middle of the night or rather early morning, use the computer for awhile &went to watch tv till 5+am then back to sleep. Woke up again at 7+am because of my brother &dad, bath &wash up, dad drive us to AngMoKio. Accompanied my brother to give out flyers for door-to-door at blocks luh, hell tiring! Went to 5blocks, total of 7blocks because we did 2blocks yesterday noon. Went to have McDonald's breakfast after all the tiring work, had our brkfast &took 88 down to ave8 to get dvds. ((; Took bus back home &watch My Super Ex-gf but i didnt watch all, was tiring so came online instead. Probably watch it ltr on in the night with my 2nd brother luh. Received a call from Chris just now, kinda shock but I just have to apologise to him luh. ;] Couldnt talk on phone with him just now cos i was outside.

Today is such a warm day! Tmr is the outing alr, meeting the ladies &the guys after their movie. ;] Looking forward to tmr but heard that not many are going luh. Kinda disappointed but its alright. ;D Off i go for my chicken wings! Yummilicious!

I got no idea why i hate him alot now, probably because he screwed up this whole thing. ;D Its up to him anyway, i shouldnt blame him because guys are always the same.

My head hurts alot after knocking onto the side of my door and its bloody painful. Am having a headache, pray hard that i wont go stupid after this knock. Helped Jin Wei to edit his blog before updating my blog, how nice of me luh. Not many are going for the outing this Monday, im still thinking about it of cos but it seems like this whole group doesnt seems as close as last yr. Probably because of the coming N's, everyone are facing stress &wants to cherish the time left luh. ;] I saw alot of things i want to get but short of money so have to save up to get all those things.

Im just not in the mood now just because of him. Screw him! Shouldnt have trusted him &i almost fall for his bloody trap. Im not dumb, im not stupid, im not idiotic!

Oh great, i finally changed my template and im going to make this blog public. Finally uh? I just felt that its so bloody boring that I've got nothing to do whenever im home so why not update this blog?

Finally, Prelims are all over for me. Yeps, not all of us because theres still D&T, F&N & Art paper this coming monday and the stupid Listening Compre on Tues but its not an important paper so i shant care about it. I just have to dig my ears clean so that I can just hear properly on Tuesday. Thank godness i dropped my D&T if not i swear im going to have more stress because all the 5subjects are enough to give me a severe headache and it sucks luh. I never feel so stress, not even for those previous examinations but this time, the stupid Prelims made me feel like im going to die so soon! >.< But luckily, its all over! ((; Just gonna wait for the results & wait for the arrival of N's! Hah. I want to do well for all my papers and get promoted, i dont want to regret!

I miss Hgpt Crews damn bloody much! ;D They're my lovelove and i didnt see them for quite sometime alr luh! Didnt go visit them even when i stepped into the shopping centre, i dont mean it anyway! Its just because I dont want to miss them so muchhh cos i know im going to miss them more if i see them. ;]

And this coming Monday its Alena's birthday! ((: Time pass damn fast oka! They're going out on Monday but im still thinking about it luhh. Hesitating to go because budget luhh. ;x I need money, i need cash! Anyone kind enough to donate some cash to me? Email me if you wish to oka? ;] I'll be very glad and happy!

Shall go watch my Princess Hours! ((: Its a very nice serial luhh. Korea Serials! Go catch it oka!

I've had never been so so so down before, all the things & memories hurt me still. The way he treats me now is like treating an enemy, i dont know what i want but i know i still want this friendship & i need this friendship no matter what had happen to us in the past. The way he treats me made me feel so so disappointed, i dont wish for all this to happen but he should know that whenever i need someone hes not around for me, i dont expect him around for me all the time but at least, show concern for his friend. Furthermore, i'm feeling very very very stress due to the upcoming Prelims which is like 12days away, how i wish the bloody time could pass slower so that i've more time to study for it. But as time pass, i just couldnt concentrate all day. )); This feeling sucks, everything just sucks!

School had been fine except that im getting busier & all that as days pass by. ;] I hate it when things goes wrong, the outer part of me hope that i could be loved by everyone but the inner part of it hates being loved by everyone, end up i tried practically all the ways to make those guys hate me. Who cares anyway, i know i wont regret doing it because i dont wish to be hurt by those people. I dont have the strength or energy to continue with my life anymore, it hurts too much. Be it my school life, my family problems, my love life, my own problems & all the stress, it really gives me too much stress that i dont even care bout other stuffs anymore. N'level is approaching, in like 2mths time & prelims is just 1mth or less than that. I cant afford to lose time, the outer part of my mind hates school & studying but the inner mind of mine told me that i would regret if i do not study hard for this major exam and if i wont be able to be promoted to Sec5 i would definitely regret. HAHA. Byeeeeeeeeeee ' THIS PLACE SUCKS, I WANT TO GET OUTTA THIS COUNTRY. ;D

New blog, new url. ;D

Every thing is not under my control, how I wish i could have whatever i wished for.