School had been fine except that im getting busier & all that as days pass by. ;] I hate it when things goes wrong, the outer part of me hope that i could be loved by everyone but the inner part of it hates being loved by everyone, end up i tried practically all the ways to make those guys hate me. Who cares anyway, i know i wont regret doing it because i dont wish to be hurt by those people. I dont have the strength or energy to continue with my life anymore, it hurts too much. Be it my school life, my family problems, my love life, my own problems & all the stress, it really gives me too much stress that i dont even care bout other stuffs anymore. N'level is approaching, in like 2mths time & prelims is just 1mth or less than that. I cant afford to lose time, the outer part of my mind hates school & studying but the inner mind of mine told me that i would regret if i do not study hard for this major exam and if i wont be able to be promoted to Sec5 i would definitely regret. HAHA. Byeeeeeeeeeee ' THIS PLACE SUCKS, I WANT TO GET OUTTA THIS COUNTRY. ;D