I've had never been so so so down before, all the things & memories hurt me still. The way he treats me now is like treating an enemy, i dont know what i want but i know i still want this friendship & i need this friendship no matter what had happen to us in the past. The way he treats me made me feel so so disappointed, i dont wish for all this to happen but he should know that whenever i need someone hes not around for me, i dont expect him around for me all the time but at least, show concern for his friend. Furthermore, i'm feeling very very very stress due to the upcoming Prelims which is like 12days away, how i wish the bloody time could pass slower so that i've more time to study for it. But as time pass, i just couldnt concentrate all day. )); This feeling sucks, everything just sucks!