Boyf and me are alright now already.
:D
Love him love him love him!

And it's funny when we dont even know the reasons why we're quarrelling this few days.
Probably pms. Probably exam stress.
We've been really tired due to the exams! ):
Cant wait for it to be over yehhhh!
And both our papers end on the same day. YAY!

Study session at CompassPt yesterday morning for awhile in the morning. Head home at around 130 because i was feeling so tired and M wants to go home. Went home, tv awhile and i slept till around 530pm. Wokeup, surf net again then watched tv then went to prepare. (: Boyf came over to Sk to pick me up before going to Pasir Ris for his brother's 21st bday celebration/bbq. Was feeling so sleepy still! Left the place after cutting cake at 11++pm because boyf had to go meet his classmates for studying. They do midnight study only, dont ask me why. :O

Reach home, washup and i went to bed soon after. :X Doubt i will be going out today. Gonna stay home, cook my lunch for myself and study! (:

Goodbyeeee!

Too lazy to update blogger.

Exam officially started today. Finally the scariest module paper down. 2 more left. (:
Have been studying with classmates recently, otherwise would be working. And thanks JJ for lending me his calculator. Been a great help for my networking paper. :D

Study session again tmr.
Not sure if im going to boyf's brother 21st bbq tmr night or not because of the huge quarrel just now. See how it goes though i doubt we will patch things up by tmr noon. (:

I cant wait for exams to be over. I cant wait to start working everyday. I cant wait to enjoy and go out with my friends. (:

Gonna go study ERP for awhile before going to bed.
GOODNIGHT!

Went on a date with boyf today.

Went to his house in the morning to wake him up, Vivo in the afternoon. Job interview, movie and he bought for me the water bottle i wanted! Shall not go into details, more at wordpress. (: Dinner at Carls' Junior after movie, slowly walked around because we were both damn full and bloated. Went back to his house for tv and rest. He send me back before he go to meet his classmates for studying. :D All in all. Thankyou for everything today dearest!

Goodluck to everyone having exams now.
Goodluck to boyf!
Goodluck to EI08!
Goodluck to Cass and JP for their N's!
Goodluck to Junheng!
Goodluck to myself!
(:

A pity. They are all going out this coming Sunday and i cant join in cause i got a paper on Monday. SAD TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXX! I WANNA ENJOYYYYY. but gonna wait till after 2nd sept! WISH ME LUCK!

Any updates will be over at wordpress for more. (:

I think it's time to change my contacts. ): OH MY GOD. $_$

Anyway, today work not bad. Sales not bad, time never pass so slow because i got my CLEOOOO. :D Was reading the magazine for 3-4 hours. Then talk to neighbours awhile. Fast! Handover at 6pm, walked around the mall and i saw smthing i like again. Oh my gosh! ): Went over to Thomson Plaza, bought some groceries and walked around the mall for awhile before i meet Sheila to get smthing from her. (: Head back Sk, 1hour journey! Was so cold in the bus or rather the whole day cause of the rain in the afternoon and i forgot to bring jacket out. Ohyessss, boyf's comfortable windbreaker is in my hands again! :X Took it home ytd and he agreed cause he still got his jacket with him. Cooked my dinner. NICEEEEEE! Tomyam soup base. Ultra double nice.

Boyf slept the whole afternoon, and he's still sleeping now i think. What a weird guy. He sleeps at near to 12pm when i was on my way to work today. I feel so tempted to eat Sakae sushi ever since i start working at Novena because my workplace is just DIRECTLY infront of sakae. And im dying to try out the korean cusine located at level 4, probably pull boyf to go try it out next month after payday. :D Job interview next monday(coming monday) at Vivo. Then gonna start mugging for exams for the remaining days of the week. Gonna die so badly! OH GREAT. I left two days to study for networking paper. Tues and Wed plus Monday night. ): Dammit! Gonna try to ask for Thursday off. Hope she agreees!

Happy 9 months anniversary boyf! (:
Love you boyf!
And im feeling tired now alrdy.
MEANS. GOODNIGHT ALL! :D

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. :D Me attack boyf today. End up he promise me two things. TEEDEEE.
(: (: (:

Went to work in the morning, almost late and i missed the train smore so end up, gotta waste money to work. ): YOU KNOW WHAT LA. Damn sad please. Open shop, rot there. Sales not bad. And then, Michelle Chia and her group of friends came into the shop and i gotta serve them. Pretty ladies! And luckily they damn nice to buy. :D Handover shop at 6pm, meetup buyer to trade then to boyf's place. Apologies to Ry, Xueqin and co. for not going to have dinner with them. Damn broke alrdy now thts why. Went to boyf's house alrdy, waited for him to bath then to golf house there to meet his friends Tk and Sj for number ball. Slowly, their other friends came. Alan, hoifai and one more guy. Boyf won money again! But end up, the money he win is mine! Cause he promise to get me that top! :D HAPPY! Watched them play till 9+pm then went to have dinner at Bishan with boyf, tk and sj before tk send me back to sengkang along with boyf by car cause boyf lazy ride bike! (: LAZY PIG! Reach home at 11pm sharp today because of 7th month.

Ownself give target to be home by 11pm. :D And what's next. I HAVENT STUDY FOR MY EXAM AT ALL! Great. Most probably tomorrow gonna go home straight after wrk and chiong the next few days alrdy. MOTIVATE MYSELF!

20mins more. I think boyf forgot about it alrdy. Sigh.
Wait for him to talk about it first. ):

Gonna go sleep soon. TIRED LEHHHHHH.
Goodnights!

Quick post before i go to work.

Monday - Stay home the whole day. Tw drama all the way. Forgot what i did alrdy that day.

Tuesday - Stay home again for tw drama the whole day. Dinner at night with father at ave8. Home.

Wednesday - Morning and afternoon spent watching tw drama again. Fine finee, my life is all about tw drama now. But it's damn nice! :X Went to Bishan to take key from Jo in the evening, back home to change cause of the last minute decision to head out. Home at 11++pm. Continued again. :D Chatted with Tk awhile last night too. Sometimes we cant control this thoughts from entering our head but there is nothing we can do about it too. Sigh.


Working till 6 later on. Gonna meetup with a buyer to trade my dress and hopefully the other buyer doesn't play me out then i will have extra moolahhhh! :D Might be going over to boyf's place after work today.

Go and do smthing about it before i really really give up.

Very tired now still despite sleeping from 6pm to 1am. :O

Im irritated with irritating boyf now. HE KNOWS THE REASON WHY! From last night ok. I never say anything about doesnt mean i dont mind. IT IS FOR YOU TO REALISE. YOU BETTER DO SMTHING ABOUT IT BEFORE I @($*%)^!# YOU.

Stayed home the whole day today. Damn super lazy these days, probably because of my eye infection which made me dont feel like going out, dont feel like doing anything.

Managed to pack my room on Sunday and my wardrobe on Monday anyway. Threw away alot of clothes already. :D Sense of achievement! But im still not done yet deh. Kinda lazy to continue packing my room already. Im hungry now! And there's nothing for me to do. Probably go dig out food later on but i guess there's nothing for me to eat. OH MY GOSH. Hope i wont be tempted to order McDelivery. I hate to pay that extra $3 surcharge just for one meal because i rather go to the outlet and buy it myself! :X

Am getting very lazy now again. Blog tmr! (:
9th month anni in another 3 days!
YAYYYYYY.
And guess what? I will be wrking at Novena on Thursdays too so drop by to buy me drinks ok!
:X

Went to work on Friday, sales not so bad. And that was when i realise my atm card is missing also. Head home straight after work at 6pm, dig out all my bags to search for my two cards but still couldnt find. ): Onlined till around 9+pm, brother and sister-in-law came to pick me up. Left the house for supper at Geylang, dimsum! :D Went over to Geylang East NPC to make my police report then they send me to Bishan. Boyf came to pick me up at J8, went over to 186 to meet his friends. As usual, their daily routine. Went back to his house at around 3, had a chat before going to sleep at around 4 or 4+am. TIRED DEH.

Woke up at 8 to go do the registration thingy again at Orchard Hotel with Hweezi. (: DAMN TIRED. Didnt felt like going actually but that is the only day Jimmy will be going so have to go in order to settle the thing at one time. Reached there at around 10, lasted till 10++am then we went back to Sin Ming cause too tired. :X And i actually fell asleep till 2+pm. Bathed, prepared, eat then boyfriend send me to Yishun IN THE RAIN. But he told me it stopped raining when he was on the way back home. Well, smbody said that i didnt spare a thought for others just because i fall asleep. If i didnt, would i even bother to apologise in the first place and yet rush down and we had to travel in the RAIN. I didnt know that i will be so tired to fall asleep when i get home. I know it's my fault. I should have known that if im so tired then we shouldnt meet. But i didnt mean for it to happen AT ALL. ):

Boyfriend said that it was my fault too and i know it. But i was being said like i did it purposely and didnt feel sorry for it. I apologised and i've explained. Sigh. Let it be then.

Didnt have my dinner last night, left for home at around 8pm. Head home and dropped dead on bed. Did i mention that my eye is getting worst now? And now i cant wear my contact lens out. ): GREAT UH! UNLUCKY TO THE MAX THIS WEEK.

Thanks to Sher for the help btw. She's there to help me out everytime i face problems and my family refused to help me out. Thanks alot sexy! :D

Thanks to Boyf for being so nice to me. Well, maybe he was right not to answer some of the question marks and insecurity in my heart. He said that he dont want to answer the questions because he would be lying to me and himself if he answered yes or no. Because he wouldnt know what will happen in the future. Maybe i shouldnt even talk about the future anymore and the more i shouldnt talk about the past anymore. But there are times when i just couldnt control the attacks by all those questions that made me feel insecure. Boyf said that we should just care about the present and cherish all the times we have now. (: (: Love him! 9th month anni coming soon but it's on a friday. SAD! He got soccer on fridays, i got work on fridays though it ends at 6pm but it's the time his soccer game start! And his exam is 4 days after our anni. ): See how it goes yeh. I was expecting a meal tgt only thats all but it just coincidently happen to be on a friday. BLAHHHHHH.

Gonna go study now already. (:
Probably stay home today.

I realised...

there are so many things i still cant let go up till today.

.I dont know what i want either. I dont know myself anymore. So many things kept aside in my heart. So many things i chose not to talk about. So many things i pretended like it is no longer bothering me. So many things i want to let go long long long time ago. So many things i regretted.
.So many things i thought i had already forgotten and let go.


.And when it come to times like this. The only thing i yearn for is boyfriend's comfortable hug, telling me that everything will be alright and he'll be there for me. But a pity, he's not here with me right now.
I just hate to think about the past. I am gonna try again, try to let go all of it.
All over again.


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Back home after a long and tiring day. Slept at 4 last night, woke up at 9 this morning. Hell sleepy. Rushed to Woodlands to meet KY at the library to study. Yawning non-stop. As usual lah. Rubbish all come out in between to make us laugh. :X And damn greatttt. ME KANA SORE EYE! PAIN YOU KNOW! ): Left the library to have lunch at 2pm, and i regretted eating ban mian cause it sucks. NOT NICE. Didnt even finish half of it, walked around the whole mall again and again after eating. He accompanied me to wait for time to pass cause i only had to reach town at 430. :d Took mrt to town, meetup with Hweezi. Wasted trip. And i realised smthing. IMPORTANT NEWS. Got a shock of my life and i only just realised today.

DOUBLE.
SWAYNESS.

Went to Taka with her after that, then back to Bishan to buy desserts then back to the guys' house. Our boyfriends laaa! (: Dinner followed by dessert followed by teeveee. Almost fall asleep. Boyfriend accompanied me to Thomson to collect my dress then he send me back.

Im feeling so shitty now. I cant find my IC. WHERE THE HELL DID I PUT!
DEEP SHIT.
Work tmr.
PLEASE LET ME FIND MY IC BY TMR! ): ):

Gonna turn in already cause of my SORE EYE.
RED EYEEEEEE! :d

Studied, nua-ed at home today. Still feeling damn lazy and tired after around one month of chiong-ing for tests and projects. Slept for near to 12hours last night but the more i sleep, the more tired i am. Killer.

Told mum about the HK trip in December and she allows! :D Happy shit. Cant wait. I wanna go Bangkok, I wanna go HK, I wanna go TW. So many places i wanna goooooo but have to one at a time. ): Gonna study hard for the upcoming exams and prove my dad wrong.

Gathering next Friday evening! Not sure am going or not but i wanna gooooo so much. Miss them alott but gonna see if im still broke by then or not. Am very broke this month especially now. I miss going out with cliques too but i guess everyone are busy for their N's and school and everything. ): And im busy with my schoolwork and exams. Wont be having too much fun during this two weeks of study break deh.

Gonna go watch tebe again! (:
And lastly, i love teri teoooo! Sometimes i miss disturbing him so muchhhh. :X

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Life is damn short. ):
R.I.P Noorzan.
Seriously, he's a really nice guy. He kept quiet throughout the times when people commented about him and everything. He didnt even say anything about it and tolerated it. He talked to us nicely still despite all. And now, he's gone. To a better place i guess. ):

Last minute change of plan in the evening. Went down to usual place to meet Cass to have dinner. JP was there too. Sat down and talk after dinner at Kfc, talked with riders and Rohman uncle. Rohman uncle is another guy i admire, he's like a father to us who give us suggestions and advices. And he gave me advices just now. :D Damn long never see them already especially Syazwan! He was there working today, had a short chat with him while i was waiting for Cass too. (: Glad everything's fine for everyone of us now. A pity i didnt get to see Azri and Azhfar today. Left even before they arrived.

Left for home soon after cause my head was hurting. Shitty. I hate it when my head spins. It gives me headache. Tmr study in the morning with KY at Woodlands then to town in the late afternoon to meet Hweezi for the F1 registration thingy.

Gonna sleep early again tonight.
((:

Finally its overrrrrrrr! Shiok to the max. Like a burden off your chest. But another burden entered my chest.

Spent the whole day doing project, rushing like hell yesterday. Afternoon went over to RVM to meet MM and YL before going to Sher's house. Was feeling damn sleepy. Head home at 6+pm and continued doing all the way till 12+am. And yes, my "GREAT" father actually took out the plug and i left my battery at home. Great uhh. The whole laptop shut down on me and i didnt save. Was feeling so pissed off. Curse and swear!

This morning woke up at 6+am to rush the report, meetup with Sher and we cabbed down to school at around 8. Last minute rush through the project work and report, presentation over. Went off with Sher back to Sk to put our laptops at home then to PS for lunch. ION cause she wanted to get smthing and we had to rush over to Lavendar for my interview which i didnt go in the end at the very last minute because of the environment around the building. Walked back to bus stop, took bus back to Amk and that pighead didnt answer my calls. Went down to Eunos alone in the end to collect smthing then head back home. Expected, my dearest boyf fell asleep again! ):

Very tiredddddddddd. Gonna go watch tv already! :D
Finally can relaxxxxxx.

Too lazy to dress up on National Day. Dressed casually and went off to Novena for my interview. Or rather go there to sign contract only. :X Starting work this coming Friday at Novenaa! Bought McDonald's for lunch then to boyf's house. Ate our lunch, watched tv, watched him play dota and then tv again. Bored to the max. Head out at 7+pm to meet Hoifai and gf and their friend at Macperson. The journey there ultra shiok. :D ME LIKE. Went up to blocks cause wanted to watch fireworks but realise it's over already. Went back to Sin ming cause the guys wants to play number ball. Watched them play then TK came and yayyyyyyyyyyy.Boyf won money! (:

Left the place at 12, boyf wanted to ride his bike home first so TK drove us back to boyf's place to fetch boyf after parking his bike. (: The way he drive and corner, one word. SCARY! Reckless driver indeed. :X Went to fetch their other friends at Bishan then wanted to go to Jalan Kayu for supper but boyf decided to let me go home first cause i said i didnt want to go back late. END UP, NO FOOD FOR ME. Sad or not! Quarrelled with boyf after i reach home, BIG BIG QUARREL. WTH. Double sadness for me. Slept without eating after i got so pissed off. ):

Boyf's family gonna go watch GJ today! In the afternoon which means i cant join in cause have to go to Sher's house with MM and YL to chiong project. STUPID PROJECT! Curse and swear. ):

Blog again tonight! :D

Friday was spent in school. In school from 12 to 6pm doing project with the guys + Yannan. ): What a project. Worst than any other projects. Left the school at 6pm for Clementi then to Whampoa then to Serangoon then cabbed home. Killer tired. Continued project awhile then knocked out on bed at around 2.

Today cabbed down to boyf house cause i was DAMN lazy. Ate the bread that his brother's gf made then watched tv and continued on my project. The whole afternoon till evening was spent doing that project. Ate our dinner after his father came back, bathed and went out to meet his friends. And his friend actually said that im so quiet. I think for boyf's friends and relatives and family would always be saying that im very quiet. :D Good sign or bad sign? Up till now i still cant open up to them, probably because i seldom see them. VERY VERY SELDOM. ): Boyf sent me home tgt with his friends at around 1+am after we got so bored sitting down at st22. And he got pissed off because of smthing when he reach my place downstairs so i shall be a good girlfriend and not irritate him now. :X

Tmr National Dayyyyyyy. Gonna be another day spent with boyf. (: Afternoon will be going Novena for my interview first. Gotta go back to do my project now. TOOOOOODOO.

I realise we got alot of things left undone. One word. DIEE!

Yesterday was really a busy day so didnt update. (:

Woke up at 7+am yesterday morning and realise i was about to be late. Rushed all the way to school, reached at 9am instead of 8. And furthermore, i got a test early in the morning. Lucky manage to finish within an hour. :X Hiak hiak. After netcom, to library to study WAD and CA with classmates. 1-2pm netcom lecture then to level 5 to continue study for that two test. Kinda screwed up my CA test. Did study for it but out of a sudden when i realise i only have half an hour left for 2 or 3 qns, my mind went blank. WTH. And i just anyhow scribbled the answers down. ):

Walked to yck with the guys and Joyce caught up with us after awhile. Last minute decision to have dinner with Kimyong and Joyce over at Bishan. :D Love having dinners with friends! And i brought them to all 3 coffeeshops and finally settled down at S11. And irritating cleaner at Kim San Leng who said that we were blocking the way just because me and joyce was playing sissors paper stone to decide on where we should eat instead though no one was trying to walk pass us. So we left that coffeeshop and went to the other. Talked after eating, then head home. (:

And today, woke up at around 10+ in the morning, head out to TP to meet Sher and Kenneth to do our proj. Gavin came afterwards, was like stoning there instead. :X Left the school at around 5+pm, took bus to Tampines and walked around awhile before going home. Started on making my ERP notes just now. (:

Boyf called just now. Plans to go HK in Decemberrrrrr! :X Not sure if im going or not though. Gonna confirm by end of this month. If im going means gotta save up every penny for this trip! OHHHH MY. But the good thing is that, we dont have to worry about our lodging issue cause will be going back with his friend who's staying in HK! See how it goes yeh. (:

Gonna go back to my ERP notes while waiting for boyf's call! (:

Edited post options again. Time check: 0224AM.
Everytime post at 2am then go sleep. :O

Very bery tired. To the max already. Body system gonna die soon. ):
Mood wasnt very good since Sunday. Broke down at night on Sunday. Sudden attack. Buried myself in the wet pillow to sleep.

The next day Monday was super bad. Whole day having severe headache but not to the extent that i will faint. Was damn tired. Went to school, supposed to meet boyf after school but he decided to bring his bike for inspection because i end school late. So end up not meeting but its alright. (: Had dinner with Kenneth after school and i went to CompassPt to get my solution for my lenses before going home. Small tiff with boyf but after that made it up. Gotta apologise to boyf about it deh. Forgot what i did in the night. Watched tv, studied abit of CA. Slept at near to 3 again. WTHHH!

TODAY. Slight headache still. Despite sleeping late, i went back to school in the morning even though no class. Studied with Anthony, MM, YL, Joyce, Yannan and Gavin came in the afternoon. (: CA the whole morning, WAD in the afternoon but MM only went through with me. DBMS lecturer was damn nice to let us have his 2hours of class to do our own revision for our test. I think even he pity us for having 3 TEST in a SINGLE DAY. Killer. He went through DBMS test paper for an hour and let us have the rest of the time. :D Left school at around 530pm, cabbed to boyf's place because i was too tired to walk to yck and take a bus. Ended up, i waited at his house downstairs for half an hour! >< Went up, had dinner, watched movie, had pizzas and short nap for like 10mins. (: Cold war with boyf all the way till back home. Or rather until now still cause i said smthing wrong. Though i know i've been feeling so tired thats why i feel irritated and will pick a fight with him. But i guess he's clever enough to ignore my nonsense. :X Love him deh. BUT IRRITATING HIM IGNOREE MEEEEE.

Studied WAD and CA just now. Double killer. Anthony was damn nice to call me go sleep just now at near to 1am. Mother said that i would definitely collaspe if this continues. Tomorrowwwww or rather later. Less than 2hours of sleep left for me now. Have to wake up at 530am cause class is at 8AM. I AM VERY VERY TIRED.

F1 job secured. Thanks to Jimmy. Managed to pull in Sher and Hweezi too. :D
Novena job interview changed to Saturday morning. Teedee.

Me not enough rest = mood down = DONT IRRITATE ME.
And if i did show a moodless face to anyone of you, please dont mind me! ): Just too tired and stressedup already. I NEED REDBULLLLLLLLLL.


I miss Teri teo's hugs now. I NEED IT!

Today is just so not my day. I feel like hurling !#$%(^)&@$* but i know i shouldn't.

Enough nonsense, enough shit to make me break down today. When i was feeling better after complaining to someone, the other person was making the other part of me GO UP again. Adding on to everything.



And conclusion, im feeling very down now. Hope i wont break down today. NOT TODAY. I AM NOT GOING TO SHED ANY TEARS FOR ANYONE TODAY.



I AM SUPPOSED TO STAY STRONG AND NOT CARE ABOUT THESE PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T APPRECIATE ME AND MY HELP. I AM NOT GOING TO BOTHER ABOUT PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T GIVE ME BASIC RESPECT WHEN I GAVE THAT SOMEONE. So what if you have the rank? So what if you have the authority? AT THE VERY LEAST. Give someone the respect if you want them to respect you. I dont deserve such treatment at all.

We are all human beings. And so much for going down to work today. Shouldn't even have agreed to help out if i know that such a thing will happen. And they will definitely say, not happy dont work. They can live without us. Not the first time hearing that from them anyway.



And i think i have to apologise to KL. But yeh, KL and the topic im talking about above is totally irrelevant. I have nice RM. (:

URGH.

Enough about it. Last minute called down for work, 330 to 7. Head home straight. TV, abit of ERP and abit of CA revision. Tomorrow ERP day because morning 2 hours of ERP, 2hours of WAD and another 2 hours of ERP make-up class. I hate long school days.

I need something to make me feel better. I need someone to make me smile.

Today woke up at 12 all thanks to my alarm. :O I think i would still be sleeping if my alarm doesn't sound. Job interview later on at Eunos. FAR DEH! Hate travelling so far now cause i will be very very lazy to go. And i dont like job interviews!

Gonna go home after job interview and wait for F*47**D to comee pick me up! (:
Should i work on National Day? Wahpianggg. I wanna go out i wanna go out!
And the more i dont think i should work after last night.
If im unappreciated at work, then why do i have to work right?

See how the interview goes later on. :D
Blog tonight after i come back from boyf's cousin's bbq.


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Time check: 207AM. Just bathed finish, smell super nicee now. Plus boyf's jersey, make me ultra comfortable. I think if at boyf's house plus his bed, would be perfect already. ):

Watched tv, onlined while waiting for boyf to come pick me up just now. He finally came at around 8pm, reached Pasir Ris park for his cousin's bbq at around 830. All the way till 1am. Eat, talk, laugh, cut cake. :D One of boyf's aunt family only came in near to 1030pm and the other one about 11pm. Kept eating throughout the whole night. :X Grown fatter again. Boyf was so nice to peel prawns for me, take out the crab meat for me, feed me stingray and sotongs, take water for me again and again. Me love him! :D He then send me home at 1+am after we cleared up the place. Gonna stay home tmr to study i guess. (: Gonna nights out soon!

Goodnights people!

Friday was a working day this week. Woke up at around 11+ and watched tv and eat. :D Was feeling damn lazy to work though. But cause it's the last day of the month, still have to go. ):

Worked from 330pm to 11pm, fast bite for break. Didnt want to have break initially but cause the good sales, making me very tired and hungry. Needed a rest. Wanted to bring my meal home after work but too bad, they dont allow so have to finish up there and i had to eat very fast cause of the stupid last bus. Didnt even finish my food! >< SO IRRITATED OK. Went off, saw JP outside so talked to him awhile then rush to the bus stop. Took last bus home. (:

Onlined and slept at near to 2. :D

Was so sad this morning because i couldnt ping my networking lab test. ): IDIOTICC. And i dropped my phone TWICE early in the morning. Make me feel that my day isnt going smoothly. Didnt have the mood to attend lesson so decided to go over to boyf's place after WAD class.

Got back WAD result. Did OOP report during WAD class, went over to J8 to buy my lunch then to boyf's place. Had my lunch and we love shaker friessss! :D Watched tv awhile then made him help me with my report. Finished it up then surfed websites and watched movie on his lappy. (: Had early dinner but only crab, cooked by his mum! Damn nice! Went back room continue watch movie on his lappy and he wanted to rest for awhile BUT i got pranked by him when i went back to his room after getting a drink!

Wahpiang. I think i whole life must get prank by everyonee. ): And we were both laughing non-stop just because i was pranked. Watched tv awhile after all the laughing then he went to meet his friends and i went home. :D


We're getting better and better as days pass. Happy eh! Im really glad. Even though we still dont meet as often as last time but he calls me about every few hours now, at least better than last month! (:

Saturday he gonna come pick me up after his soccer game to go to his cousin's bbq. (:
Finally OOP project DOWN! IADP proj gonna chiong over this wkend then study for that 3 upcoming test.

Gonna go do some work already! :O

Imagine doing the SAME lab exercise from 1pm until 10pm. And i still cannot get it to ping succesfully. Well done. ): I give up!

Tmr's lab test is killing all of us! Didnt attend class today. Woke up at 8am so i decided not to go school. Back to sleep, woke up at 11 and prepared. Head back school at 12+pm, studied with Anthony. He taught me the lab exercise until 3+pm then he accompanied me for lunch at South canteen before going home. (:

Have been working on that stupid thing from 5pm after i reach home till now.
TEE. Not sure meeting boyf tmr or not even though tmr is Thursday cause he got soccer tmrrrr!
):
Urgh!

Happy todayyyyyy!

Today early in the morning, OOP project assessment. 2nd group to present, got it over with. Went to Cheers with MM and YL but i bought nothing. Went to meet my dearest boyf over at the atrium, went to Koufu for lunch tgt then to entrance. (: Talked for awhile then he walked me to Block L. DBMS test was so-so. Luckily it's open book + Sher's help. Finished the paper, went off to boyf's house and he MIA-ed for that 1hour plus.

Called him no answer, smsed him no reply and he wasnt at home so i waited for him at his house. Watched tv and fell asleeep on his comfortable bed again. :D He finally came back at around 630pm. Rested for awhile, watched tv then ate dinner at his house and back to TV till around 9+ and he send me back.

Pampered by him this few days. I like! :D
Gonna go do OOP report already.
Feel like sleeping heh.
Miss boyf's bed. ):

Forgot to mention smthing yesterday. I met Wei Liang at my house downstairs bus stop when i alighted from the cab. (: Coincidence eh? Damn long never see 5n2 peeps. Suddenly feel like having a gathering to meet them up. ):

Slept late yesterday. Woke up at around 9 this morning, csharp codings again. Then prepared for school. Late for school, met KY and we went to school tgt. WAD lesson dismiss early again. Continued csharp codings, southcanteen for tako ball. Thanks Sher for treating. :D Free access lab continue codings then went for lecture. Lecture lasted only an hour today. I like!

Went to buy waffles with the guys + Joyce then walked to yck with KY, Gavin and Joyce. 72ed to Tampines then back to Sengkang to buy dinner back home. Boyf called when i was on my way back. And he just called again not long ago to ask if im okay cause i told him im very upset and stressssss. How can i not love him right! (: (:

And i have to apologise to this friend of mine who have been asking me for help but yet i couldnt help him cause i was busy with my projects and LOTS AND LOTS of tests this few weeks. Sorry! ):

OOP project assessment tmr followed by DBMS test and i have yet to study for it. Cisco test i dont know is this wed or next wed. :X Thurs FNET lab test. DIE DIE DIE! Friday last day for OOP project and report. SIGH!

Cant wait for exams to be over. ):
Urgh.
Goodnights all.
Gonna go continue csharp and wait for boyf's call. :D

Everyday have to edit the post date and time. TROUBLESOME! ><


HAPPY BDAY JP SISTER! (:

Woke up in the late morning cause of stomach cramp. ): Sad deh. Watched tv awhile then went to work. Damn tired and restless cause of the cramp. Work till 6, ate and talk tgt with Agnes, Eunice and JP sister then KL lonbang JP sister and me home by cab. :D thanks! Bathed, tv, project awhile then head out to CompassPt. Needed a break so i took a walk there. Bought dessert and whipped potato. Paid the price of a medium one for a LARGE one cause they didnt have a medium size one so they gave me the large one. HAPPY! (: Walked home again. Talked to boyf awhile on the way back. Tv awhile again then do project awhile, ERP and back to project. Talked to boyf awhile before he go to bed just now.

Gonna go sleep soon. Smokie loves me! He happily lie down on my bed and enjoy himself from just now all the way. :D

140AM ALREADY. Goodnights all!

Very sleepy now. Probably gonna go sleep after blogging. (:

Woke up at 11+ this morning but was still feeling very tired. Wanted to go back to sleep but i guess i will end up waking up very late for work! Onlined till 1+ then watched tv and ate maggi again. Late for work for about 15mins, worked till 11. Hafiz facial expressions and his jokes again made me laugh during work. :D

Sad case. I thought about him again at work today. Hoping that he would appear to make me laugh again. ):

Happy thing. My dearest boyf called me and talked to me during my breaktime and after work. Make me feel happier at work. :D

Stopped going out, gonna try to spend lesser money on everything including food cause im broke. VERY BROKE. ): DAMMITTTTTT. Projects due, tests, exams coming. When smbody pops out in my head is enough to make me feel restless. ): SIGH.

Stayed home the whole day today. Amazing. :D

Watched tv almost the whole day. Was feeling damn damn damn lazy and sleepy throughout the whole day. Head out for dinner with Agnes at point. Casual conversation with Azri and Azhfar while waiting for Agnes. Long dinner with her cause of the long talk. (: Head back store for awhile then home. Continued tv show followed by more csharp codings.

HK Shows are damn damn nice. Loving it cause i watched channel 55 & 255 the whole day today. :X

130AM ALREADY. Time flies. Work tmr! Cant wait! :D
Gonna go continue to bury myself in csharp codings again.

Thursday lesson was good cause it was somehow a short day as compared to other Thursdays! :D All the guys cept' Kenneth and Anthony left after Netcom class. So WAD class was short. The lecturer left after 40mins cause the class had around 11 or 12 people only. Left for early lunch at koufu with classmates, South canteen to get my green tea then library to do IADP assignment then to lecture. (: IADP class ended early also. FOR THE FIRST TIME even though only half hour earlier. Back to SK with MM, YL and Anthony again. CompassPt to buy my dinner then walked home.

:D

No calls from you for 2 days already. You did call today but i purposely rejected your calls because you never even bother.
No replies from you when i text you.
When you dont bother, i also can choose not to.
(:

Decided to work on Saturday cause i need monehhhhhhhh! And work gonna be so fun on Saturday again. Damn lazy to find a new job!

Goodbye!

Edit yesterday's entry date to 21st instead. Then i wont have double post on 22nd. :D
Have been talking about something with Junheng dage recently. Hiak hiak hiak.

And as expected, i was late for class again today. My transportation is using way too high. Travel alot by bus and mrt, and i change mrt to bus, bus to mrt every single day. Taking a few trips each day. ): Got back CA result, luckily i didnt fail. Thanks to my group membes alot for helping me with the project during the holidays. I think i will fail for sure if not for them! :D Left the lecture halfway through with Sher, went to free acess lab and did revision for our IADP test.

Started to get bored after an hour plus so i started surfing websites and msn chats as usual. :X Was feeling damn sleepy while waiting for time to pass. IADP test was manageable. (: Early dinner with KY after school at Amk hawker. Went to find Pam at her workplace to chat with her for awhile before going home. :D

Did abit of OOP project, ERP assignment and went for supper at Bedok with father then back home again. Did my cisco already! Another assignment down. Yay!

Tmr thursday but not meeting Teri teo. Sad or not. ONCE A WEEK ALSO DONT HAVE ALREADY. Anniversary no meet, weekly date also cancelled.

Dear God is back on my playlist again. (:
Working on Saturday. Friday yet to confirm. Sunday got another lobang but not confirm also! :P


When i realise i dont get the attention from you.
Im lonely, im tired, im missing you again.

Didnt head town after school today.

Was late for school again today. Luckily lecturer went through revision for OOP test or else a confirmed fail for me cause i didnt study at all. :X Managed to finish the test successfully. Koufu for lunch with classmates then back to class. DBMS lesson, damn hate SQL. ): Bishan after school alone to trim eyebrow then back to Sk to meet sister-in-law. Had our dinner at Jia Xiang noodles restaurant then walked around the shopping mall. Talking, laughing and gossiping. :D Walked back home, brother came back and we went for supper tgt at Punggol because he havent had his dinner. I went there for drinks only though. Head back home after that. Talked to Tlove on phone just now, kinda shocked that he rmbers smthing and he said he will get me the water bottle that i want! YAY! (: I think bettter dont yay so early in case he never go get it. Hanged up because my father was nagging that im talking on phone instead of sleeping cause i was late for school for the past two days.

Tmr IADP test. ): Took away my wed afternoon again. AGAIN. Sigh.

Love you T.
Happy anniversary. :D

Sunday was spent at home at the earlier part of the day. Woke up in the afternoon and Jon came all the way to Sk to accompany me to have lunch. Meet him at CompassPt and had McDonald's, ended up he eaten already. Damn nice of him. (: Walked around awhile, went to Pop to get my mouse then Minitoons to buy gummies and he went off to Bedok while i head home. Thanks alot. Smthing happened at night, dont want to talk about it. Im sorry and im really really sorry. Perhaps it was wrong of me to even start this whole thing at the very beginning.

Monday which is today. Head back school and i was late, alighted the bus at Yck road to take a cab to school instead because i had a test! Was late for the test, and classmates have already started. Luckily i manage to finish it on time! (: Koufu for lunch with classmates, WAD lesson was super boring. Second breaktime accompanied Sher to go take smthing then went to freee access lab to surf websites. :X Lecture after that then took bus back with MM, YL and Anthony. Thanks Anthony for helping me carry the lappy throughout! Laughed alot on the bus cause of MM. Went to get my dinner along with MM and YL then MM went to get cakes before we go separate ways. Walked home and smbody surprised me at my house downstairs. (: Really thanks alot! Really touched. He left and i head home and that person is not Tlove.

CHUNK REMOVED. ALL IN LJ. (:

And i bloghopped today. Happened to read Tlove's friend's gf's blog. Influence i guess. The girlfriends are facing the same problem. I miss Tlove alot now. And everytime i miss him, i will be wearing his jersey. He haven't give me a call from just now. Well. Smthing he said yesterday really saddened me again. Teared at night, sudden again. I tell you things because i hope you are someone i can talk to, someone i can turn to when i face problems. But you really made me feel disappointed with the way you reply. At least you made me feel better at night by saying smthing really sweet. (:

Gotta go study for my OOP test already now. Might be heading town after school tmr. See how it goes cause i still have IADP test on Wednesday. Exam timetable out already. ):



Alrighttttttttt. GOODLUCK PPLE!

Today best. Woke up late for work in the morning so i didnt go in the end. Cabbed down to Thomson Plaza to collect my dress then over to Tlove's place. And there's this van who horned me and the guy in there actually waved to me but i have no idea who he is. Whatever. Tlove's place, eat lunch, tv then afternoon nap. And the sleepypig slept all the way till evening time because he was so tired. :X Woke him up in the evening, prepared then off to his uncle's shop tgt with his family for his grandma's birthday celebration. Ate alot, drank alot. And he was extremely sweet today. (: Thanks Tlove. Left the place at 10++pm, head back to his house cause the brothers want to get changed first and had to send his mum back. Then his brother send me back along with Tlove and his younger brother and his brother's gf before they go over to Hougang for mahjong. :D

Gonna be going out with Sher tmr in the afternoon. (:
Love T!
Thankyou love for your effortsssssss.
:d

60 THINGS GUY MUST KNOW.

Saw this in one of the blog! (: 60 things guys must know!

1. We only talk about our ex boyfriends to explain how much better YOU are than they were, no other reason.

2. IT'S THE TRUTH! We need a little challenge too. It's OK to act a little uninterested sometimes (don't go screwing some other chick or extreme behavior of the sort), we like to have to work to keep you by our side too. If you are too sweet, too fast, a girl could possibly lose interest.

3. We don't buy things because we expect gifts back, we are being genuinely nice.

4. Girls don't always want to hang out with girls. Just because we have guy friends does not mean that we want to be with them. We probably already had the chance and didn't take it.

5. If you mess up, we will almost always get angry before we actually calmly explain everything.

6. We do not all like dollies and pink. Do not treat us like we are fragile.

7. If we complain to you, it is because we confide in you, not because we want to torture you.

8. Don't expect us to make the same mistakes your ex did. If we do, it is not because there is some huge conspiracy against you. Maybe you are making a mistake, not us. Do not compare our mistakes to hers.

9. Girls get jealous too, usually worse than guys. We always feel like we have to fight for you, and will say anything mean about any girl you were speaking to, even if we never met her. Don't take offense, be glad we care so much about it.

10. Do not make promises or tell us you'll call when you know you'll forget or fall asleep. We will wait hours for that call. Just tell us you'll talk to us tomorrow.

11. if there's another girl, tell us. You might be surprised at our reaction. We don't all want to be serious either. It beats sneaking around.

12. We really do feel unattractive or overweight. There is a lot of competition out there. We need to be assured, even if its 600 times.

13. We don't search for compliments in the way you think. We are helping you by telling you exactly what we need to hear. Do not get annoyed, it will most likely cause an argument.

14. We want to hear we are prettier than the girl in the magazine, even if its not true. We don't think its cheesy. Stick to it, no matter how hard we push you.

15. We DO want to be called hot by you, just not all the time. Change it up.

16. We know you don't care about what happened in our day, but listen. It hurts us a lot when you don't pay attention.

17. We watch plenty of movies with you where girls remove clothing and do outrageously abnormal sexual things. When we ask you to watch a love story with us, we only want to spend time with you. It will not kill you, and it doesn't make you less of a man.

18. We don't mean to embarrass you. Don't get so angry with us when we do. We already feel terrible. We'll try not to next time.

19. Flowers and chocolate don't make everything better. You do.

20. We don't want to change you. We met you the way you are, and we love you. The suggestions are just that. We are used to changing a lot about our appearance, and mean not to offend you.

21. We are not all materialistic. Back rubs and making us dinner (even if its a sandwich because you can't cook!) are plenty sweet enough.

22. We like to pamper you, just don't take advantage.

23. Don't expect us to cook for you all the time. If we do, appreciate it, and let us know you do.

24. We don't really want a fairytale romance. You have your fantasy girls, we have our fantasy love. It's meant to stay that way. We want what's real, too.

25. We think you are the hottest guy in the world, no matter what anyone says, or what you do.

26. If you are a friend, do not ever agree with a girl when she calls her boyfriend anything along the lines of an asshole. Stand up for him and try to be positive. She may get mad initially, but she will later appreciate it and probably realize she was just overreacting. If she loves him, even if he really is a jerk, she will not take your advice to leave him. She will only do that when she feels she is ready to. If you try to convince her she will question your motives and may not want to speak to you.

27. Don't expect us to always come to you. We want you to come see us too.

28. We don't like to be nagged about where we are going or what we are doing either, but we usually hear you out.

29. We might let you go, but we are never "cool" wih you going to strip clubs. We are being very understanding by letting you go. It is advised that you be just as understanding about our feelings towards it. Please do not come home and tell us about it. We'll like to pretend it never happened.

30. Do not call us crazy. We are emotional and act in mysterious ways, but you are pushing a huge button when you call us crazy.

31. We go to the club to dance with our GIRL friends, not other guys. No, it is not the same if you go. We all know you are not dancing by yourself or with your guy friends. Be reasonable with your comparisons.

32. No, PMS is not an excuse, but we do not mean to be shitty to you. It IS a biological fact. Expect an apology, but you do not have the ability to sympathize with dealing with cramps or unstable emotions, so try to be understanding.

33. It is a general rule: Do not speak about other women in front of us. Women are apt to be much more insecure than men, and while we should not be talking about men in front of you either, you are setting yourself up for more of those "searching for compliment" questions. That, and its plain disrespectful. Just do it when we aren't around.

34. We will always get annoyed when you act cocky. We know who you really are and we love you. We will deal with it, but we absolutely detest it.

35. If you are a friend, respect your fellow man and do not attempt to woo her or try to get her to participate in questionable things. She will try to ignore it, but she HATES it.

36. We dress sexy because we want YOUR sexual attention, no one elses.

37. We don't put on makeup to impress anyone but ourselves. Do not worry if we put it on just to go to the store.

38. We may hang out all day with friends, and not call or talk to you, but at night, we just want to be next to you.

39. We like to have clean fun. What you may think is ridiculous and boring, we may actually find exciting, especially when we do it with closest friends. Don't try to understand. Just accept it.

40. When we cry, just listen. Even if you have no idea what we are talking about or saying. All we need is to feel heard.

41. Be careful when you roughhouse with us. We might act like we want you to really try, but we know you are stronger than us.

42. Not all girls are afraid to feel inferior to their man, just don't be condescending.

43. Tell us your fantasies. we want to fulfill them.

44. We probably like the same things you do in bed, you just haven't given us time to get comfortable with you. We aren't all freaks from the get-go. Give us a chance.

45. just because we don't have sex with you when you offer it doesn't mean we don't want to or we are trying to tease you. Our mothers taught us wisely. Be patient: if you can't, move on.

46. We aren't porn stars, do not hold such high standards.

47. unless you want us to treat you like you don't matter around OUR friends, don't treat US that way.

48. We're nice to your family because we want them to like us, so we can be closer to you. It does not always mean we like them.

49.Just because we say we love you doesn't mean we want to get married. You don't have to get sacred and run away. We'll understand if you don't feel that way too.Remember that we are emotional. We just need to know where we stand with you.

50. We're not trying to betray you when we ask your guy friends advice on our relationship with you. They know you best, and we're probably only saying good things about you anyway.

51. We don't expect you to be like the guys in the movies that romance the girl. We know life isn't like that. Don't worry so much about doing amazing things, just thoughtful things. For instance; cleaning dishes, spending the night alone, making the bed, or remembering something that she might forget. We appreciate that so much more.

52. Don't freak out about Valentine's day or anniversaries. If the girl is mad that you forgot your three month anniversary, she needs to grow up (move on, it's ok). Kisses, cards, and/or just a Happy Valentine's day hug are absolutely acceptable. We understand that you can't buy or do outrageous things.

53. Tell us what you want in bed. You are not as easy to figure out by reactions. If you want it, just ask.
Don't push it if she won't do it. She probably has good reason, and it will just make her feel terrible if she can't or isn't comfortable with doing it. We never want to deprive you.

54. It's ok to confide in us, even if you cry. We will not tell the world of your weaknesses or make you feel less masculine because of it.

55. We don't expect you to have 6 pack abs, nor do we really want you to. Like huge boobs and perfect asses, they are just nice to look at.

56. We don't want to hear about your past sexual endeavors. We really don't care how many people you've been with, just that you are with us now. However, we are naturally curious, and will ask questions. Don't EVER answer them. EVER. No matter what we say.

57. Hide your porn properly. We don't want to know that you have it or use it. It hurts to know that we may not be providing you with something that you need.

58. Girls snoop. Especially when we just meet you. We're sorry, but we automatically have no trust in you, and must find out for ourselves what you are like. A lot of us won't admit it, and may never tell you that we have. It's a terrible habit of which we are ashamed. Remember this when you have old photos or other things you do not want us to see in your room.

59. Most girls will just want you to be honest with them, even if it hurts. If you just want sex, make it clear. Not all girls need to be lied to to get them in bed. We like to have fun too. If the one you are going after is not interested, I'm sure there's another at the bar more than willing.

60. Do not sleep with a girl if she is drunk unless you are prepared for the worst drama of your life. She may deny it, she may own up to it, she may make you look like a schmuck to the entire town. Either way, know the consequences.

Wed - Netcom lesson followed by CA lecture then followed Sher to block N to study with another friend. (: Saw Tlove when we were about to go off. Happy girl! Went for WAD test, thank god we didnt have to sit according to our index number. Head back home after WAD test, took train to Khatib then 965ed home. Slept at 9+ that day cause i was too tired.

Thurs - Tlove's day! :D Happy every thursday cause can meetup with Tlove! finallyyyyyyyy yeh. School was so-so. WAD lesson was spent revising on the next test. Breaktime was spent eating at koufu with classmates then to lecture. Ate chocolate, play with lappy in there along with MM. Paid full attention during IADP lesson cause of the upcoming test. AGAIN. ): Ultra sad. Never-ending tests. Had to wait for that slowpoke to come pick me up after school. Waited damn long this time round. ): Went off to st22 cause wanted to buy some food back to his house but it was closed so we went back empty-handed and his brother's gf ordered pizza delivery instead. Dinner then watched tv for awhile before me and Tlove went over to st22 for dessert thn he send me back. :D

Today - spent at home in the morning doing my IADP assignment then last minute went back to school to find Gavin and KY to study. Reached school at 4pm though. :X Gavin went off, did my packet tracer and finally it woorked! HAPPY DEH. Left with KY for Yishun to have dinner then i 854ed to point to meet JP sister and the rest. (: Rickson and LX they all was there alsooo. Did ERP assignment then chat with them. Went to ave8 to buy some food then home. :D

Tmr gonna work in the morning instead of night shift. Gonna miss out the fun working in the night tmr though. But no choice! ): Gonna be heading over to Tlove's place in the afternoon after work. Teeee.

Cant wait to hug Tlove tmr again! :D

Slept at around 5 on Saturday night/Sunday morning. Woke up at 10 for work on that very morning. Worked from 12 to 4. Was feeling very moody, head home after work. Rested for awhile and meet up with Sher to Amk for my interview and i didnt like it. :X Went for dinner at s11 with her after that then bused home. Forgot what i did after i reach home though. :O

Monday back to school. Free access lab with the girls during breaktime, talked and listened to their stories. (: Head to lecture then followed Gavin and KY up to level 5 to print some things after that. Mrt-ed back with KY cause i was going to Khatib but last minute decision to have dinner so we alighted at Yishun to have dinner tgt before going home. :D Head home, chat online, surf net then started on my netcom(half), iadp(half) and WAD test revision and abit of oop project. Slept at around 3 again. ):

Tuesday back to school, DBMS test was no feelings to describe. :X Head back Sk with Sher, i went to buy my dinner then back home. Chatted with boyf for awhile again and was studying for WAD when sister called me down to point. Brother came back to take smthing so he drove me there. (: Chatted with them for awhile then accompanied Agnes for dinner before KL, JP sister, Cass and me accompanied Eunice to walk then separated. Left for home. Had a chat with boyf on the phone on my way home :D Continued to study WAD then slept at 12+. Very very tired already. ): Gonna take a break from work this Friday and Sunday. Feeling as though my body is going bonkers soon.

Gonna go prepare for schoool already. (:
CIAOS~

Yes. Its 430am right now and i still cant go to sleep. ): Clock haywire already. Sickening body. Gotta try to get to sleep after this post or else im gonna be in deep shit later on because i have to wake up at 10 to prepare for work. Work from 12 to 4 later on instead of 2 to 6 because of the interview in the evening. (:

Today work was fun. :D Love working on saturdays. Always enjoy, always laughing on saturdays. Thanks to the riders, thanks to Zhongwee, thanks to sister. Hafiz was damn affectionate today. Super. And it made me laugh. :X Worked from 330 to 12am without break today. Thought i would be able to punch out at 11pm so i requested not to have a break but extended because of the sudden orders that came in. 3 person running one station. (: Cleared orders, punched out and had my super super late dinner then cabbed back home with KL. He dropped me first then he head back to Woodlands. Thanks!

Life have been good now. Perhaps im avoiding again. He was the one who did it first so im just granting his wish if it's what he wants. (: I rather we didnt even meet in the first place, i rather we didnt even start contacting in the first place. Then all these wouldn't have happened now.

Gonna turn in now~ (:
GOODNIGHTS ALL!

Went to work yesterday and it was boring to the max. No idea why also. Surya said he could see from my face that smthing is troubling me. Oh my! And i've been eating alot recently, especially yesterday. Finished work at 11+pm then head home. Had a chat with Tlove for awhile then surf net the whole night. Smsed with Tlove when i couldnt sleep. ): Slept only at 4++am.

Always love it when i receive Tlove's goodnight message when i open my eyes in the morning. (: He always go home late in the midnight or rather early early morning so i will only see the message when i wake up. :D :D :D

Start everything afresh.
Good things will comeee!
Work later again. ): 3 TO 11.

Thankyou boyf for being so sweet today! :D
Things indeed turned better after i told him how i feel that day.

School today, climbed out of bed to go to school and i was very sleepy throughout the whole day in class. Hard time keeping my eyes open. Didnt bring lappy to school today so i watched Sher do her netcom packet tracer task then WAD was spent surfing internet plus abit abit of work done. (: Breaktime at South canteen then skipped lecture. Walked back and fourth between Block L and Block A. Tiring deh. Settled down at Block N, Sher's friend came over to look for us and he explained to me some of the c# codings. Power. Gonna try to do the codings tmr or later on. :D
Boyf happened to pass by after his test, talked for awhile then he left to join his friends. IADP lesson was so-so.

Boyf came back to school to pick me up and he had to rush back because i was dismissed early. (: 20mins for him to bath, prepare and come back to school. Fast okay. Touched because he nrmally take his own sweet time just like me. :d Went off to E!Hub for movie, finally get to watch Transformers with him! Dinner at Kfc after the movie then he send me back home. He did alot of things that made me smile and appreciate his efforts more today. (:

Tmr gonna work 3 to 11 again. Gonna do some assignments later on and tmr morning. Probably stop working after this wkend. Interview at Amk on Sunday for another job. :D Lets hope nothing will happen this wkend.

2 more weeks.
(:

School everyday.

Monday school was ok. (: Thanks to boyf for lending me his jacket if not im gonna freeze the whole day! After school head home with Sher and we dropped by Pam's workplace. (: Chatted with her for awhile and she went back to work. Jiayou to her! Can see that she's really working very hard! Went home after that.

Tues school, OOP was so-so. DBMS was usual, no comments. :d Bishan after school to meet Ry boss. Walked around awhile then we went to Hougang Mall to meet Xueqin. Had dinner, catch up alittle, then walked around again. (: Minitoons for my gummiesssss! Dropped by Pop to see Agnes but she was busy so i went off without even chatting with her. Miss her alot! ): Left for home after that.

Wed woke up late. Was so so so tired that i slept till 10+am. :D Late night sleep results in late wake up in the morning. Went back to school at 11+am, studied CA with classmates in the library and went for the test. Screwed it all up because i couldn't understand what they were trying to ask. :X The way they ask the questions was totally different from the past year papers. Anyhow write answers, didnt have time to finish it up. Left for mrt station with classmates, took mrt to Amk. Bought some things then to work. (: Packed condiments all the way, JP sister came down and he accompanied me to have dinner. Finally finish packing at around 10, chatted with Agnes awhile and ate again. :O Now i feel so fat. I need to go on a diet!

Thanks sister for waiting but i didnt accompany him back because i was not done yet. Sorry!

Short chat with riders for awhile after packing condiments, thanks smbody for offering a ride home! Rejected because i got my brother to come pick me up before he asked. (:

Reached home near to 12. And now it's going to be 2! AH. I think i cant wake up on time again tmr.

Need a new job asap. Lobangs? :D

Im seriously in a bad mood nowadays whenever somebody mention about him. Thanks for spoiling my mood by mentioning his name anyway. But i already said, I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS ISSUE ANYMORE AND I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM OR HEAR ABOUT HIM. THATS IT. Dont blame me for showing attitude and being pissed off if you wanna talk about it ever again.

I know whats best for me, i let time decide everything. But i've made a choice.
(:
Probably the best for everyone of us.
Thanks for waking me up at this point of time when my life is so shaky.

Somehow, i couldn't bring myself to face this problem and to make a choice because i fear.
But still, i know i have to face it one day and make a choice, a stop to everything that is so perfect now.

I dont know if i'll regret or not, but it is indeed a choice i cant bring myself to make.

Studied in the afternoon before work on Friday, prepared for work and then work from 6 to 11pm. Smbody spoilt my day. Bad bad day. ): Dont wanna talk about it, refer to LJ blog for more details. :D Told boyf about something that we both hate to talk about. But sooner or later, i know i will give up on this whole thing if things doesnt change. ):


Saturday work was bery very very fun. Work from 330 to 11 without break but did MDS and i had a crazy day. Laughed alot, played alot. (: Thank god there's Agnes and ZF to accompany me at work. And thanks ZF for the green tea! :D Worked till 11, had my super late dinner then rush off because of the last bus! Regretted not staying in store awhile more deh.

Couldnt sleep all the way till 4++am. Text with ZF and sister for awhile. (: Holiday is over just like that! Sigh.

Gonna go prepare for work already. 2 TO 6 LATER! (:

Wed meetup with JP sister at ave8 for prataaaa! :d NICEEEEEE! Went over to point, slack and talk awhile with Azhfar and the rest. Head home at 8+pm cause i was very sleepy! Smthing happened at night, dont wanna talk about it but it did spoil my mood. ):

Thurs happy day! :D Woke up at 12+pm, prepared then went over to boyf's place. Started raining when i was about to reach so stayed at his house, had lunch, tv, afternoon nap and then dinner at his house before we head out in the evening. (: Went to Novena to satisfy my craving for mangoooo tango then walked around. Didnt know where to go so we sat down and talked for awhile. Head back Bishan to meet his friend, sat under his friend's block and waited for his friend then his friend followed us back to Sk before they go over to meet another friend because boyf had to send me home. :D Me love rides home!

Slept very early because was too tired. I think i slept too much nowadays! ):
But i've no idea why im so so so tired despite sleeping so much. :O Woke up in the middle of the night to reply smses because of the weird dreams im having. Very weird, very scary. And ZF say i have dreams when im sleeping because i did too much bad things. ): I NEVER OKKK! )):

Completed my assignments that are dued today this morning. Got plenty of studying to do, plenty of assignments to complete. Wanted to take off for today to study but Agnes said there isnt enough people. School starting next week and what a week we gonna have.

):
ERP, FNET assignments due on Monday.
DBMS test on Tuesday.
CA Common test on Wednesday.
IADP assignment due on Thursday.
And worst of all, im working all 3 days for this wkend.
GREATTTTTTTTTTT.

Gonna go study CA already. :D

I super miss teri teo now. Kinda vex over smthing because people have been giving me advices.
I miss teri teo i miss teri teo. (:

School starting real soon. Got plenty of things to do tmr, assignments and study! Might or might not be meeting Teri teo this week. Supposed to meet him up for Transformers on Thurs but he said see how it goes first. So meaning might not be able to have the chance to meet him up again. Damn long never go dating with him already.

Met JP sister at ave8 yesterday and i forced him to go to point again. :D Yusof and Rickson was there as well. Talked for awhile and i head off to ave8 to meet Ry boss for dinner in the evening. Had dinner, walked around awhile then he lonbanged me to point because he took cab home. (: Head back point slack, talked to riders and the usual people. Head back home, JP sister accompanied me back to Sk. Thanks sister! (:

Reached home put things, head downstairs to take smthing and talk for awhile then back home. Chat on phone with sister for awhile and ZF called. (: Again rejected him to go Loyang because damn far! Slept at 1++am. :D

Woke up at near to 10 this morning, meetup with Sher and went to town. Walkd around awhile then to have lunch at Seoul Garden. (: (: (: DAMN FULLLLLLLLL! Went to FEP to walk around awhile then her friend came so i went back home first. Fell asleep and was woken up by calls. Ave8 to meet sister in the evening, waited for Mingwee to come then to point again. :D Talked to riders as usual and chatted awhile with Rickmond and Rickson. Bought my dinner then home!

Wkends cominggggg! WORK AGAIN. ):
The only good thing is that i always feel safe working with the same people over there and they can make me laugh like an idiot. :D :D :D

WHERE ON EARTH IS TERI TEOOOOOOOOOOOO!
):

Damn tireddddddd.

Saturday work was fun. :D 3 to 7 did MDS and then runner for my lover XYUE after my break from 7+ to 11. She's probably my bestest partner in the night shift now. I love doing runner for her deh. (: Left the store with Eunice after work at 11, thanks ZF for offering a ride home. Walked with Eunice halfway and she decided to go by the other way instead because she got a last bus to catch. Thanks anyway for walking with mee halfway! Fortunate me, lucky me. (: (: (:

Text with ZF and JP sister all the way till 3++ then sleep!

And im supposed to work at 10 but ended waking up at 11, work at 12+ and i was told to punch out at 2+ just because another crew wants to do MDS. WTF IS THIS. Was so bloody pissed off by them. I swear i wont even come down to help out the next time that manager or crew needs me. Went for lunch with Agnes and KL and i ended up not eating again. Sat there, watch them eat. Head back store, gossip with XYue alot again. Just because a manager of your race is at work doesn't means you guys dont have to do anything but just stand there and watch us work like shit. And dont think that because a manager of your race is working, you can just choose your station. You're not even fit to be the one to punch that guy's card yesterday because you yourself do that too.

Packed condiments, 300 PCS OK! From 4 to 8pm and lucky Agnes and KL allow me to punch my card! (: Just nice MingWee and Cass came back at 8 with our foodddddddddddddd. PRATAA! :d Chatted with Mina after dinner and it turns out that they were talking about that girl too. Was so sleepy at 9+ already so i head home. Msged the whole day again today. Reached home, bathed and knocked out. I was supposed to wake up after a few hours to accompany ZF out but i woke up at near to 4am. HIAK HIAK HIAK. :O Went back to sleep at 5 again.

Gonna meet JP sister later on. WOOOOOOPSY.
Time to meet Ry boss and XQ up for a meal again!
ARRANGE PLEASEEE. :X

Kenny and the rest alsooo!
And i havent went out with cliques for outing for quite sometime already.
Have been wrking night shift on saturdays. ):
BLAH.
Time to start studying!
):

Went to work the past two days. And i slept only at 4 last night, couldnt get to sleep and thanks JP sister deh! :D

Was so mad about the punch card thing on Thurs because no one ever ever adjust our timings like that. So i went to work yesterday and i asked Mike about it and he said that they arent allowed to adjust our timings. And then i told Mina about it after work and she promised to return me and she said she will check. Im happy not because i got back my money but at least someone said she will check and do smthing about it. (: Punched out at 8 yesterday and my hand suffered badly from all the wipings and polishing of the stainless steel. SAD OR NOTT! Stayed on at store because sister, Mingwee and Cass was around and Lawrence came down at night. :D

Head home at 1130pm. And i got cheated by JP sister and Zi feng! WTHHHHHH! Both of them ganged up to lie to me!

And today is Saturday again. When i have to go to work at 3 and smbody is punching out at 7 instead today. Means i will see smbody around at work. BLAHHHH. ): 3-11 tonight people!

Gonna go prepare for work already peopleeee! CHAOS!

Yesterday was Teri's birthday. And of cos i wished him Happy birthday boyf yesterday already! :D And he's damn happy now because he's 3 months older than me. AND HE'S 19 BUT IM NOT YET 19. Very sad. But no difference anyway. :X And another red item to his collection. Influence him to get red items. HAHAHAHA. But it was partly because of his second darling.

Past few days was damn happy with JP's craps. He finally came back to Sg after a week. Told him about what happen to me and someone, and i felt better now. (: Thanks sister. Have been slacking at point for the past few days too. Usual people, and yesterday was the best. :D

NYP no school next week. Best thing of all. Seoul garden and transformers nxt week. WOOOOOOOLA. Got so mad when i FINALLY realised we weren't paid for all the extra time we worked. So what if its 10 mins? or 15 mins or 20 mins? Aint we supposed to get paid accordingly?

Gonna go rest already. GOODNIGHTSSSSS ALL.

I finally fell sick. Fever came in yesterday during work, headache all the way and i still went to work. Thanks for all the concern to everyone over at workplace. (: Including the riders. And im shocked that Hafiz actually mentioned someone's name, just when i want to adjust back to the days when we were both just colleagues and i deliberately changed shifts when i know he's working in the morning. Sigh. If only i didnt reply that day, if only we were just like before.

Head damn bloody pain now. And i need food! :O

And i do miss him. ):

Sick of blogger.
Bored of blogger.

(:
New LJ for fun again.

Went to work on Saturday, 12pm to 830pm. Wanted to extend till 11 but only stayed on till 9++pm then A sent me home and he told me somethings. HIAK. (: Thanks alot for sending me home anyway! Reached home within 15mins, bathed and prepared then dad drove me over to Pam's place. Reached there within another 15mins or so, and just nice when i was downstairs smsing Sher, they popped out! :X

Went up to Pam's place with them, smthing happened in the middle of the night when we were about to go sleep. Awake till around 5am, rested for an hour half then got up to get prepared for Pam's big day! (: The last place was at the buffet lunch, felt so dead over there when we got nothing to do already. Disturbed KY and the rest till i got so tired and i kept quiet after that. Left the place with Sher and Joyce.

Head home, washup and bathed. A came over to pick me up for dinner at Changi Village. Went to Changi Beach, talked and talked till around 9. Wanted to go down to HougangPt but decided to head home because of my dead look. He ride pass OCH to let me take a look. Kinda scary though! :O Almost fell asleep on the way back. Thanks A! Fell asleep right after i reach home. Dead tired.

And i slept for more than 12 hours. Woke up only at 12+pm when Sher called me. Sorry! Because i was supposed to meet them all at 10am for project.

Have to go work later on at 4pm again. (:


Just ask yourself why.


Another 6 days.

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LAWRENCEEEEEEEE! Apologies to him for not being able to help him celebrate his birthday because i had to work. ): And i've to apologise to his gf because his sweet pretty gf was very sweet to msg us and plan a surprise for him. But i couldn't make it. SORRY!

And CONGRATS TO PAMELA AND GARYYYY! (: Their big day is tmr! Time flies. Bliss.

Stay happy forever Pamela and Gary!

Very rare for photos to be up on my blog. Only people who have a place in my heart ok! :X

Woke up at 9+am in the morning yesterday and nua-ed on bed till 10+ before i went to prepare.

Head out with Sher to Amk to get smthing then to Rivervale Plaza then home. (: Went to work, A was nice enough to drop by for awhile. Worked till 11pm, punched out and head home straight. Leg was damn pain. TIRING! Sms after work, all the way till i fall asleep again.

Have to go work again today. :d 12 to 830pm and smbody offered to send me home today. Thanks alot! Gonna go over to Pam's house tonight after work. TEEEEEE.

GOODBYEEE! (: Gonna go prepare for work already.

Almost died carrying two bags today plus presentation was killing. ): But whatever it is, its all over.

Teri came back to school to pick me up after i told him i ended school(ended an hour earlier!). Happy. Went to Jalan Kayu for prata then to his house. Almost fall asleep. He then send me home at 10+pm before he go meet his friends and i end up bringing home the helmet again. :D

I want a new helmet!
BLACK AND RED. :d

Gonna go take a rest already. TIREDDDDDD!
:O

Nothing much to update about Monday because i just went home straight after school to study for my next day's test after the lecture. :D

Tues morning OOP test manageable, afternoon DBMS E-quiz which sucks because i didnt study for it but i passed anyway. (: Went to Amk hub with Sher and she went home while i waited for Ry boss and XQ. Walked around alone for the whole 1 and half hour! ): But luckily Sher, Teri and A kept me company by texting with me. Teeee. Meetup with them already then went to have steamboat! YES! My craving dont-know since how many weeks ago! And sher was actually nice enough to say yes to seoul garden with me either this wk or next wk. Wanted to go on Wednesday but because of the project so we decided to postpone it. But thanks alot to her also! (: Was super full after an hour of eating, but it's very cheap! Ry went to buy dinner for his mother after steamboat and he cabbed us home. Alighted at Ave8 with XQ because my house was totally out of the way and i feel bad if i ask him to send me back to my place. 161ed home!

Wed netcom Cisco test. Sucks! Couldnt find the answers online, only like 1/4 or half of it. Went to the library with classmates after CA lecture to do project. I stayed for an hour then left for home. Rushed to work and i was late. Expected. :S Work was boring! No sales, no crews. Can dieee deh. Punched out at 9pm, wanted to slack with Jp for awhile but too tired to do so and there's project waiting for me at home! ): So i went home after that. Did project awhile then msn chat with A.

Presentation today, later on. ): FORMAL WEAR. WTH! And i've to bring helmet today because i took it home the other day, but luckily Teri says he will take it home today. :D Thursday today. So you guy know who i'll going out with after school today! BLINKS BLINKS!

I WANT SENTOSA.
I WANT SENTOSA.
I WANT SUNTAN.
:D

As mentioned in the last post.

Teri came back to school to fetch me on Thurs after the killing IADP test. Down to Marina Square straight after school to meet his friend and his friend's gf. (: Had dinner at Subway, sat there for a long time laughing. Wanted to go esplanade, but before we cross the road, decided to go Marina Barrage instead. Went to Citylink's 7-11 to buy smthing before going over to Marina Barrage. The view is damn nice! But had a tiff with him and we didnt talk for awhile. All the way until we were on our way back to my house, halfway through the journey.

Didnt go work on Friday again. Left for Bishan to collect my top at around 3pm, bought a super cheapo tee from Cotton On then tookaway lunch for Teri. Went to his house, watched tv till 6pm and off to FEP for awhile. Just walked around and i didnt really pay attention to the clothes because was talking. :X Went off to Upper Thomson for dinner then he send me home because he had to go meet his friends. I thought i was going to faint at night because my chest bloody hell hurts and it was killing me. Difficulty breathing and i only managed to sleep at around 2++am. But i was alright after waking up in the morning the next day. (:

Saturday supposed to be my off day for the Sentosa trip but i decided not to go and i heard that it was cancelled in the end. Didnt go out with clique either when they have plan another outing even though Sentosa's trip is cancelled. Went to work instead, from 4 till 11pm. Felt sick at the later part of the night, was feeling very giddy. Head home, bathed and slept.

Didnt go work today again because i woke up at 12++pm! :O Was feeling giddy still. Went to do project at CompassPt with Gavin and Sher till around 5+pm then head home. Unwell! Stayed home throughout. And smokie scratched me just now, so i've got cuts on my thigh now. WTH. RAHHHHHHH.



Gonna go rest soon!
GOODNIGHTS ALL!
(:

The bestest thing in my life.

This gonna gonna be kinda busy. ): Tests and more tests. Followed by plans this coming wkend.

ERP test later on, cant get anything into my head! DAMMMMMNIT. Feeling stress with so many tests everyweek. Iadp project presentation, IADP test, Netcom test. The killer of all. I dont have enough time to study, i dont have enough time to do the project! :O

Happy thing after tmr's test. Gonna meet my boyf after school! :D YAYYYYYYY.

Plans for this wkend, Sentosa trip with clique, Family lunch/dinner, BBQ, Work, Outing, Study(The saddest thing of all).

I want i want i want. STEAMBOATTTTTTTTTT!
And i have been calling Teri korkor. :d
Find it fun disturbing him because he entertains me.
HAPPY HARPI.

Lazed around at home for the past two days. :O

Too lazy to get out of the house, apologies to 5N2 classmates especially Weiwen because it was his birthday celebration on Saturday and apologies to cliques for not joining them on Sunday for outing. Stayed home the past two days, studied alittle, did a few assignments, watched Boys over flowers and im addicted. :S

Didnt even bother to go out to buy my brkfast and lunch. Had dinner with boyf and his family last night tgt over at Rivervale Plaza. Supposed to meet boyf for dinner only after his work as he came over to Sengkang after work but his family were at Sengkang so decided to meetup with them for dinner tgt. (:

Was feeling so tired this morning that i felt like skipping school again. ): But i still went in the end because my attendance has already dropped for that module. Was late for class though. School ended at 2, head home straight after school because was feeling sleepy. :O Watched boys over flowers again! :D Damn handsome! Gonna go continue my show already! Teee.

:D :D :D

Handsome to the max. Hot to the max.
I think i will love them like hell if they're my boyfriend. :S

One week never blog! Had a busy week! Still okay though but just didnt have the time to blog.

Wkends was spent working, wkdays was spent in school and after school was heading home to do assignments and to watch Boys over Flowers. Damn nice. :S

Was feeling so sleepy on Wed that i went for the Netcom class and left after that. Skipped CA lecture. Boyf's place after doing smthing, he went to school and i stayed at his house alone. Watched Boys over flowers again and i fell asleep after a few hours of watching. Slept till 3pm when he came back, watched tv till around 5 then went to bath and prepare. (: Went to 24hrs for our lunch-cum-dinner, then his friend came to meet us and off to Yew Tee to fetch his friend's gf. VERY FARRRR! Movie at Cwp after that, Night At The Museum 2 and its nice! We went in 20mins late though. :S Had to go home after the movie so boyf sent me home first.

Thurs was another usual day. No dating after school because i wanted to rest. But ended up, i had to complete assignments. ):

Today was super tiring day! Woke up early for the graduation duty, rush home to bath and change then to work. Didnt have the time to rest. Worked from 4 to 11pm then back home! :D

Asked Mina to cancel my schedule tmr because im very bery tired. Boooooo. I need to rest!
Goodnights all!
(:

Six monthsary on Thurs was fab because i got to spend time with boyf. Rushed off to find him after the lecturer dismissed us because the sky was turning black. Made him come to block L to pick me up. Thankyou! (: His friends came to join us, as usual they had their usual routine before going off.

Went back to boyf's place first and it started pouring heavily when we were on our way back but lucky we were at golf club area already! Boyf was all wet but me 1/4 wet only. :S Bathed at his house, had our dinner then watched tv. Prepared and off we go to TP to meet E and his friend. :D Left for Downtown tgt, E had his dinner then boyf sent me home first. Thankyou again!

Woke up at 8+ in the morning, onlined for awhile till 10+ and i went off to cousin's place then to Sher's place. Cab fares was the killer yesterday. Mrt-ed over to Joyce's place after we were both done, took away food from Kfc to Joyce's place to eat. (: Waited for CS to come over then we cabbed down to ROM office for Pam's big day! She's really very pretty! Left for Sengkang after the whole thing ended and i had a 40mins chat on phone with Agnes from Pop. :D Catched up and gossiped. Went to boyf's place after alighting at Sengkang because there wasnt time for me to go home to put my things. ): Another hour journey!

Went up to his house first and waited for him to come back for an hour plus! ): His mum cooked dinner for me, watched tv and played facebook while waiting. Stayed at his house till 8+ then he went off to meet his friends for his soccer game and i went back to Sengkang to get smthing then home! (:

ROADSHOW PAY HAVENT COME IN YET! URGH! Have to clear my debts after receiving the pay already. ): BOOHOOO.


Gonna go get prepared already!

No matter how disappointed i am with you, how angry i am with you, how i wish you could have did smthing for me but you never, im still touched by your efforts every single time. (:

Saturday and Sunday was work at J8 roadshow again. (: Head home after work on Saturday, boyf's place after work on Sunday.


Work was getting more fun as each day pass by but too bad, it's only 3 days of work. The part-timers are nice people. :D Had dinner at boyf's place on Sunday, fell asleep in his arms while watching tv and he woke me up to send me home even though he was really tired also. Thanks boyf!


Monday and tues school as usual. Head home straight after school because of the upcoming tests. ):

Met boyf for brunch this morning before i left for home on my own. Afternoon nap after Gossip Girl from 2+pm all the way till 6+pm. Studied WAD all the way till now! And im still feeling sleepy even after sleeping the whole afternoon. :O

I havent been meeting my friends this whole week! ): TESTS SUCKS.
Still have to settle projects and revisions after this week! BOOOOOOOOOOOO.

The day has comee!
21st is here again. :D :D :D

Have been facing alot of problems recently and it sucks when i had to keep it all to myself again. So my apologies if you dont see me smiling as much.

Studied ERP on Monday till around 10+pm, slacked for awhile then head home. (:

Tues was dinner with Cass and all then stayed with them while they study for their exam.

Went for a interview on Wednesday at Paya Lebar and i was told to go for the training next week. Still considering whether i should go for the job anot though. Met my sister-in-law as she was working at the same office building after my interview. Kovan for dinner with her then brother came to pick us up and they sent me to Hougang to meet the usuals till around 10+ then head home.

Thurs was school and my mood was somehow not there. Boyf fetched me after school and i made him waited quite long. Sorry! He sent me home to put my lappy first then went back to his house for dinner before going to meet his friend then to town area to fetch his friend's friend. :D Boyf sent me home in the night.

Today i went to work for the roadshow and i was late because of the traffic jam. Boyf dropped by for awhile in the afternoon. Went home straight after work at 5+pm. (:

Gonna do my CISCO test later on and study for OOP today. There isnt time for me to rest.



GREATT.



And i broke down last night.
I need to get back on track as soon as possible.
Problems. Problems. Problems. Problems.
WTF.

Ended up working from 130 to 11pm on Saturday. Reached home near to 12, slept at around 2am. Did MDS the whole day, KL helped me out alot and luckily we had alot of riders around! (:

Today woke up at 9am, late for work for an hour plus. Worked till 2pm, brother came down to fetch me. Head home and bathed then went to mothers' day celebration for grandma. Catched up with cousin for awhile, left for home at around 5pm, got changed then brother drove me to work again. TIRING LEHHHH! Did MDS again, packed glass cups with Kartika. :d Talked for awhile after work with Kartika then went home! Completed my cisco tests after bathing, gonna do tutorial 3 later on! Kinda busy this few days, didnt have enough sleep! ):

Worked alot this few days, i feel so pampered by alot of people in my life because they helped me alot when i didnt ask for the help. Tell me how not to love all these people in my life more. :D

Most probably going to study tmr. Im only left with Monday, Tuesday and Thursday to rest, study and go out with my friends. But i havent been spending much time on my studies! ): SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Blog anothr day! (:

I slept for 15hours on Wednesday. But i did wake up for a short while in between! :D Was really feeling damn lazy so i didnt get out of the bed for that 15hours.



Went to school on Thursday, and i skipped IADP class. Meet boyf for awhile then i head back home. Wasnt feeling well, probably because i slept too long but my body was feeling warm! ): Went home, lied down on the bed for a few hours to rest. Watched Gossip Girls again till 7+pm then head out with my brother to fetch my sister-in-law. Dinner at Bishan's Ajisen, walked around awhile then home. And boyf told me he went up to Mount faber! YES, WITHOUT MEEEEEE! But its alright lah, cause he went up with two guys instead. Hiak hiak. ): Slept at 12++am even though i slept alot already. :O



Yesterday no school day! :D I love fridays the most! Went to work at 10 till 3pm. Requested to punch out early cause they didnt give me my break only until 2pm and i told them to let me punch out early instead. :S Did MDS the whole morning, went home after eating. Felt abit sick after eating though. Bathed and online for awhile till boyf came over to pick me up at around 630pm. He send me to HougangPt to change my schedule for today, went off to his uncle's shop for their whole family mothers' day dinner at NAFA opposite! (: Peak hour is damn crowded on the way there! Finished everything at around 10pm, back to Bishan to street soccer court for awhile then went to meet E under his block. Again, he accompanied boyf to send me back to Sengkang. :d Thanks alot! Had to go up to take the bagpack down to boyf. Talked for awhile downstairs then they went back to Bishan and i went home.



Time fliessss. 21 days more!

And i realised i didnt hang around there as much as last time ever since boyf told me he didnt like it. I just felt that i had to spare a thought for him and i didnt want things to get out of hand again. So its better this way. (:
But a sad case, boyf love his second darling more than me now!
And even though i love his second darling also but how can win me right!!!
But i feel happy because he said his second darling is carrying his lifee everyday thats why he must love that second darling of his. TEEEEEE. :D :D


ALRIGHTTTS. BLOG TMRRRRRRRRR! (:

Very sleepy now. :O

Monday was school in the morning and the most irritating thing about school now is that we have to go to the audi to take the temperature stickers every single day twice otherwise we would not be allowed into the class, canteens and foodcourt. IRRITATING DEHHH! Went back home with Sher and Hanjun after school. Went home to put my bag down then to HougangMall. (: Bought my flats and shorts and dinner then back hme!

Tuesday school was boring laaaa. Finished school at 5 but i had to wait for boyf to end school so i accompanied Sher to Yck mrt station and halfway through, boyf called so i walked back to school to meet him and his classmate. :D Went to Block N to fetch their friend then we went off to Bugis! Walked around awhile then bought my bag and skirt then head back to Bishan. Bought movie tickets for X-Men then went to have our dinner before going for the moviee! (: Movie was 2 hrs long so boyf send me home after the movie. Talked for awhile before i go up and he went back to Bishan to meet his friends. Sleepy mode on the way home deh. :O

Was feeling so tired that i had the urge to skip school but i still went in the end because of the lecturer. ): School till 12, passed boyf something then head back hme with Sher.

Gonna go rest awhile first, might be going over to Bishan later on! (:
TOOOOOOOOOO.

Last day of work at Jurong Bird Park today. Worked with Boyf, Boyf's brother and gf. Although the ground was damn muddy and we had to wake up early in the morning and the rest was good. Food provided, salary was great(highest pay i've earned for an hour and its considered high compared to outside already!). :D

Yesterday morning was the first day of the event, and it was already quite crowded but the kids are super duper adorable though a few are quite irritating. Reached boyf's place at 6 and we cabbed to Jurong Bird Park from Jurong East Interchange. Set up the things, get prepared then the event started at around 1030am. All the way till 4pm, packed up then cabbed back to boyf's place. Bathed, had dinner, slept all the way till 9++pm when E came over. Boyf send me home along with E. (: Slept at 11+pm. Early i know. But im still very tired.

Woke up at 430am, went over to boyf's place at 6 again. Woke him up and had brkfast then mrt-ed to Boonlay and cabbed over to the birdpark again. Event started at 12pm till 4pm. Packed up, cleared everything, moved things and forgetful me and boyf forgot to bring our own clothes to change into so we had to go buy their tee shirts to change into. Bought the same one. (: Went back to his house after everything, cabbed back again. Spent alot on cab fare this two days! Bathed, had dinner and rested for awhile. Head out with boyf to Bishan, Cine and CompassPt. Wasted trip to Cine for nothing. :S He send me home after having our snack at around 9++pm cause he wants to meet his friend! :D

School tmr again. DAMNNNNNNNN TIRED.
Wanna go sleep already. :O
Maybe going Bugis with boyf on either Tuesday or Thurs.
Gonna save his petrol after this week or after he hit 1000km.
(:
NIGHTYS ALLLLLLL.

Happy Labour Day or May day or whatever day. :d

Yesterday school was okay. Lessons then lecture as usual, had fun disturbing, talking and laughing. Thanks to the guys. Gavin's no feel song made us all laugh till stomach pain. Web Design class was okay but i just hate to do those exercises! ): Went off with Sher to entrance and she went off while i waited for boyf to come pick me up.

Went to pump petrol and saw Hoifai, illegal way of u-turning back to join us. :X Went separate ways after that. Went back to boyf's place cause he wants to put his bag, left for HougangPt after that cause we got no place to go. Walked around for awhile, talked for awhile then back to Bishan. Intended to meet his friends up but we went McRitchie(duno how to spell laa!) instead. Talked for awhile then we went back to Bishan for dinner. Saw Eunice when we were about to go off, bid goodbye then boyf send me home. (:

Today work, late for like 20 mins or so. TODAY WORK IS SO NOT GOOD IN THE MRNING. Everything was in a mess and some of them were in a foul mood. So not right. Went for break after an hour of work, did MDS all the way till i punched out at 3. Went back home after work and stayed home throughout. :D Gonna sleep early tonight. Have to wake up at 4 later on to go over to boyf's place. All thanks to the job!

Mount faber and Marina barrage. :DD
YAY!

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界


你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天