I realised...

there are so many things i still cant let go up till today.

.I dont know what i want either. I dont know myself anymore. So many things kept aside in my heart. So many things i chose not to talk about. So many things i pretended like it is no longer bothering me. So many things i want to let go long long long time ago. So many things i regretted.
.So many things i thought i had already forgotten and let go.


.And when it come to times like this. The only thing i yearn for is boyfriend's comfortable hug, telling me that everything will be alright and he'll be there for me. But a pity, he's not here with me right now.
I just hate to think about the past. I am gonna try again, try to let go all of it.
All over again.


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{EDITED!}

Back home after a long and tiring day. Slept at 4 last night, woke up at 9 this morning. Hell sleepy. Rushed to Woodlands to meet KY at the library to study. Yawning non-stop. As usual lah. Rubbish all come out in between to make us laugh. :X And damn greatttt. ME KANA SORE EYE! PAIN YOU KNOW! ): Left the library to have lunch at 2pm, and i regretted eating ban mian cause it sucks. NOT NICE. Didnt even finish half of it, walked around the whole mall again and again after eating. He accompanied me to wait for time to pass cause i only had to reach town at 430. :d Took mrt to town, meetup with Hweezi. Wasted trip. And i realised smthing. IMPORTANT NEWS. Got a shock of my life and i only just realised today.

DOUBLE.
SWAYNESS.

Went to Taka with her after that, then back to Bishan to buy desserts then back to the guys' house. Our boyfriends laaa! (: Dinner followed by dessert followed by teeveee. Almost fall asleep. Boyfriend accompanied me to Thomson to collect my dress then he send me back.

Im feeling so shitty now. I cant find my IC. WHERE THE HELL DID I PUT!
DEEP SHIT.
Work tmr.
PLEASE LET ME FIND MY IC BY TMR! ): ):

Gonna turn in already cause of my SORE EYE.
RED EYEEEEEE! :d