Sunday was working full shift. Sales was not bad before break, after break was terrible to the max. ): Didnt join Zhongwee's party in the end partly because by the time i reach Hougang, it would be near to 11pm already. Sorry guys! Finished work at 9pm, close shop then took mrt back. Reached home at around 1040, ate dinner then did some assignments before going to bed. :D

Not really a good day for me this few days. I have the feeling like something is missing, i dont know why. The feeling is making me feel down. Tried hard not to think about it but sometimes, it's just not possible and worst still, i dont know whats the reason that made me feel that way.

Urgh.

Anyway, something happened today. Hope Jasmine will cheerup and dont be sad anymore! ): I know it hurts alot, i know how you feel but like what i said, cry for someone who's worth your tears. Else just let it go. Someone will learn to cherish you and love you for who you are.

Love my new blogsong now. Credits to Jasmine. Super love it despite the fact that it makes me tear and the song really makes my mood even more down. But i still love it.

And im really thankful to some guys who tried to cheer me up. Esp someone who's his friend, he said something that i feel touched towards. He told me to look from the outside of the circle because only then i will realise how much T loves me. And i wanna stand out of the circle to look at it.

(:
I know i haven't been spending time with my own friends, have been really busy with school and work. Did meet up a few of them but not the cliques! ): Promise to meet them up soon since i didnt join them yesterday. But gotta let everyone know, my working schedule will be changed from December onwards. My off days are only Thurs and Saturdays which means, i'll be working on Monday to Wed after school too. Tiring i know. Have even thought about quitting school last week due to some reasons but brother and sister-in-law told me not to because it'll be such a waste. Gonna try to stay put and be strong. :D And i have to apologise to Teri teo for being so problematic recently. For showing the attitudes and everything.

There're times i needed someone to rely on and the reply i got from you was .... There're times when i expected something but it didnt happen and i can only dream about it. What can i do?