Update time! Because i dont intend to sleep tonight already! :P

But a problem now .. I've lost track of my daily activities already. Time have been passing so fast everyday!

Okay but all i can remember was ..
20th March went to dearby's secondary class BBQ after work and we had a huge quarrel, cold war while at his class bbq. You definitely can't imagine that because i know NO ONE there and i had to sit alone with no one to talk to just because of the huge quarrel. Patched things up later in the late night and he sent me home after we felt drizzles in the midnight. (:

21st March anniversary! :D :D Dearby came over to pick me up after work again and we went back to his place for steamboat dinner. Yes, i ate alotttt! Rested awhile and off for home!

22nd March again i met dearby because i took MC. Went to his house after polyclinic trip and we both slept the whole afternoon. :D Woke up at night and his mum cooked tonic soup for me. Ate our dinner and went to Novena awhile, Rochor Beancurd at Upper Thomson after that and then Bishan for a stroll and talk. (: Love times like this! Oh yea. We went really crazy playing SJ's itouch with the tap tap game and the table hockey game. Funny times!

Monday home after work.
Tues photoshoot after work.
Wed home after work.
Thurs which is today! Went over to dearby's again after work, had dinner and was damn mad with him! Finally he decided to wake up at 8+pm, rushed out to Simei to collect my dress for the wedding dinner. (: Wanted to go Changi Village but ended up at Airport for late dinner at Popeye's which was a disappointment! Walked around awhile and then home!

And yessssssssss, it's 26th! :D Brother's big day! Oh well. Change of mind! Gonna go catch a half hour sleep first now because eyes start to get really really small already now. (: Dearby is coming over in the afternoon later and he's gonna be with me till wedding dinner is over! YAY! VIP table makes me stressful. And im excited because my msian relatives are coming over later too! :D Love times like this where everyone gathers! Teehee.

And really hope .. EVERYTHING WILL GO WELL TODAY! :D

OK PEOPLEEEEEEEE! IM FINALLY BACK TO UPDATE! :D

Have been reallyyyyyyyyy busy. I know i've been busy all the while, but ever since attachment started, my life is really sooooo damn packed. ):

Anyway, past few days was really crazy and was damn upset till i broke down quite a few times. I almost lost my wallet on Sunday and i didnt even realise till hours later. Thank god it's at Novena and yes, i found it in the end because someone passed it to the customer service counter. Lucky me. Almost burst out crying when i realised. ): Quarrels and unhappiness in relationship the past few days too. Work project was killing me also. Can you imagine how unhappy i am the past week? And office job life is really killing me especially when i have to focus solely on the project given.

Anyway, everything have been solved. And screw you if you intend to try to break us up. (: Try harder, it's not for you to judge our relationship at all. And listen hard, it's not your turn to say anything yet because he haven't even said anything. And through this, it made me stronger again. :D Thank you very much! Hiak hiak hiak.

But indeed, i havent been spending time with my friends, Teri Teo and my family. Last time bad, now even worst. ): I need more time please.

I really really really need a break. ): But i doubt i can ..

I know we will stay strong.

I realised it had been super long since i last update. :P Exams finally all over. DI paper was the best out of all. :D Tips was damn accurate for the exam. Super like DI lecturer, and did i tell you guys that he's the funniest and handsome lecturer? :X Okay lah. TO ME, MAYBE. Though he's older than me by i think, ALOT? :P

Okay. Enough. And so, made plans the whole week after my DI paper to enjoy my last week of holidays. (: Monday to Friday, all out of house to enjoy. Happy me. :D
Monday with Sher.
Tues with dearby.

Wed accompanied dearby and his mum to polyclinic for dearby's and his grandma's checkup. After that was back to Thomson Plaza for lunch at Peach Garden Restaurant for dimsum. (: Back to his house to sleep till evening time, Bishan to get my phone and we went separate ways cause he had to go for his class bbq and so, i went home! (:

Thurs went back to school in the afternoon for IPP briefing. After that was town, went to PS and walked towards town alone. YEAAAAAAPS. I went window shopping alone. Was waiting for Tk to come join me but he had to wait for his sister to end school so that he can take the car out so i waited till 5+ before he finally come. Evil right! ): Anyway, i had a great time at 313 though. Tried lots of clothes at F21, Zara and Mango. And i resisted all the temptations. But only bought Mango Basics to change into because my white top was stained. Rust stains! URGH! If not because of that stain! Met Tk and Joshua and gf, Cheryl at Uniqlo then Tk accompanied me to eat my late lunch at LJS. (: Meet up with Joshua and Cheryl at Coffee Bean after the meal, waited for dearby to come join us then to Cine for movie. Caught Paris with Love smthing smthing one. :P I like the movie because it's quite cool. After movie stood outside Cine thinking where to go. Walked back to 313 thinking where to go again. And finally they decided to go back to Thomson for supper. Took Tk's car back, followed back to dearby's house cause he wants to park his bike. Off to Thomson for supper. Dead full and bloated. :X

Friday went over to dearby's again. Can you imagine me spending time with him like from Tues to Fri? And that is to cover back the amount of time we haven't been spending together for so long. (: Wanted to go Sentosa but by the time he wakes up, there wasnt enough time already. So dropped the idea of going, and he made it up by bringing me to swimming. Went over to Tk's house in the noon time, relaxed and talked. :D Shiokkkkkkkk to the max. After that was Amk Hub to meet up with SJ, they accompanied me somewhere. Settled some stuffs and had dinner then i went home while the guys went to ECP for fishing. (:

And there goes my 1 week of holidays. Weekends the usual style ...... WORK. (:

And Monday will be the start of my attachment. Need to get clothes for office wear already. ): SIGH. Moneyyyyyyyy. I dont have anymore extra money to spend already. Okay. GOODBYEEEEEEE!

Damn busy with exams and work and TW DRAMAAA. :P

Anyway, SE paper was disastrous. All the notes that i studied and read didnt came out, and all those i DIDNT STUDY AT ALL came out. Almost went mad doing the paper cause i anyhow wrote answers again. REALLY IN DEAD MEAT. ): Let's just pray hard god will save me!

Thurs and Fri rot at home watching TW drama till working time again. Just damn lazy to get out of the house. :D Fri after work met RY for late dinner again at AMK. And it's the first time i reached AMK at such a early time though i end work at 9pm! I'm gonna take 851 to AMK from today onwards instead of 166! Now you know why i love SMRT buses. :P

Anyway, the long awaited day of the week! Finally get to rest on Saturday. And yeps, my last weekend to enjoy and go out. Didnt want to go out actually but dearby asked to watch movie tgt. Went over to his house in the afternoon and was so mad cause he end up sleeping like a log despite his promises. Yes, he broke promise AGAIN. ): Mad to the extent that i wanted to just go home but was held back by him. End up leaving the house at 7pm for Yishun, wanted to go town initially but was feeling damn lazy to squeeze with the crowd. :P Bought movie tickets for Percy Jackson and had tonic soup at nearby coffeeshop. NICE! Movie was nice but the threatre was terrible. So cramp and squeezy! ): Cabbed back home after the movie and continued tw drama! :D

Have been watching the drama till early morning the past few nights and i can just fall asleep while watching! :P And another news is i get to know my attachment company already. Got into 3M as a web/flash designer or smthing. ): Sad note, not really interested in it. Happier note, it will help me to gain more experience in a big company! :D :D

Gonna take a few mins off from SE to blog. Have been really busy with studies! My brain cells became weaker i realised. I've grown older. ):

Anyway, lets start with Saturday!
End up didnt go over to grandma's house though cause brother went off to work at the very last minute so i stayed home and watched tv till late noon then over to dearby's. (: Reached at 5+pm and he was still sleeping! Had to go over to his grandma's place so all our plans got to be cancelled. No dating, no movie! Went over to Novena Square first before going over to his grandma's place, had dinner and watched tv then gamble! Ban luck with his cousins and uncle. :D Luck wasn't on my side at the beginning though, kept losing dearby's money. But after that better already! Won money in the end! :D :D Played till around 12, had beancurd that his cousin and brother bought back and we left cause of the last bus! Took 147 back to Hougang Ave8, bought supper and took a cab back. He dropped me at my house downstairs and continued the journey back to Bishan.

Sunday work! Last minute studying after i reach home, was so tired that i gave up IST at 3+am. ):

Woke up in the morning and did more last minute studying again. Exam at 1230pm, was so screwed up. Anyhow wrote answers for all. :P Left for dearby's after the paper to rest. Tired! Work at night again and Jo came down so she gave me a lift to Bishan! Thanks thanks! (: Wanted to meet up with Tk to study at first though, but no books so took 156 home!

Today again over to dearby's, studied alittle over at his house, ate lunch, laughed and mad angry also. But everything is good still! :D Was tempting for ice cream so we ordered mcdelivery for desserts + his brother's dinner. Left for work in the evening again!

Sigh. Am not finished with tmr paper! SE! My god. I'm only at chapter 4 and i have another 10 chapters to go. Looks like im gonna lose my sleep tonight! And if i dont get to sleep tonight means im gonna go over to dearby's after my paper tmr again! :P Reason why i dont go home is because it takes me 1 hour to reach home from YCK and another 1 hour to Novena from my house. But it takes only 1/2 hour to reach dearby's from YCK and 1/2 hour to Novena from dearby's. Save time you know! And i can rest with the extra time instead of wasting the time on travelling to and fro. (:

Alright, gonna go back to my books already! Sayonara!

Did this quiz on fb and this is my result!
:X
The seriousness of my love results make me wanna laugh. :P


Dear , below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have many goals
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Want to achieve as much as you can
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

Anyway, Wed was a happy day for me! :D Dad drove me over to dearby's place, slept awhile and got up to get prepared. Cabbed over to Gleneagles Hosp with him, his mum and brother for his appointment. (: Decided to walk over to Tanglin Mall for late lunch after that, had Chili's and we were all damn full because the portions are big! American size servings heh. Walked over to Orchard Mrt station and separated with his mum and brother. Took train over to Novena with dearby to visit his friend at TTSH. Stayed on till 7pm and i left for Bugis by cab to meet Jo and Karina at MOF! :D The food quite nice, especially the dessert! I like! And it was Jo's treat, thankyouuuu so much! Dinner was great anyway, got family feeling. I double like! :D Went over to TheFaceShop to get face masks and nail polish + Karina gave us free membership so now i got TFS membership! Happy happy! Walked around and separated with Jo and Evan at Bugis. Walked to bus stop with Karina and separated again. Took 130 instead back to Amk and home! (:

Thurs was home all the way till work time. Sales terrible to the max! Why people dont go shopping after CNY! ): Brother was at Novena so took car back home after shopping at Cotton on.

Today stayed home again till work time. Exam is on Monday and yet i havent start studying! ): Urgh! Any ways to memorise 11 chapters of notes?! Sigh! In deep shit already. Teri teo have to make me feel even worse because of that SINGTEL paper. And now, we have this thing to worry about. DOUBLE SIGH.

Tmr gonna go bai nian at grandma's house i think! Please let me at least finish up 6 chapters by tonight! ):

Massive slacking throughout the entire CNY. Boring i know! ):

New year eve was steamboat at home followed by sleep till 10+pm. Drama marathon all the way till morning and i decided to catch some sleep at 4+AM.

CNY DAY 1
Woke up again at 6+Am and got prepared, off to Msia truly asia~ Journey was like 3 hours long? Reached grandma's place and we continued to nua there for the rest of the day. But it definitely feels good to see them! Did some catching ups with my cousins, happy me! Love them heaps! But anyway, it's the company that makes me happy although we did nothing but rested at home the whole day.

CNY DAY 2
Came back SG the very next morning because all of them went to Genting and we didnt get to join. (: Popped by City Square to take a walk around and have lunch, all of them manage to get some thing except me! Poor me! So i spent my RM$ on food instead. :P Back home in the late noon and continued to nua at home the whole night! Got so bored by 8+pm, so last minute movie plan with RY at AMK! Cathay website got me pissed off but he called in to book the tickets in the end though. Accompanied my dad for late dinner first before i went to meet him at 10pm. Movie ended and we took last bus back to Hougang then cabbed home! :D

CNY Day 3
Woke up at 12+pm, got prepared and off to ECP for lunch with my brother and sis-in-law. Super bloated and full! Left for Marina Square after that and shopping was good except the horror. ): Yes, I MET SOMEONE WHO'S DAMN SCARY THERE! Cant believe i'll be SO 'SUAY!' to meet him there. Hopefully i wont see him around again. Pretty please. Continued shopping and then went to the CNY He Pan which is kinda boring. No cny mood this year! ): Went back to Marina Square for late dinner at Billy Bombers before going home.

And out of all the loots i got, there's one which i super love cause it's Mr Men Little Miss series! Damn adorable! Maybe you can try asking me what it is in person and i'll tell you! And the best thing, it's damn cheap cause they're having sale. Hahah! Am gonna go pop by a few stores today again cause everywhere is having sales. :P

Gonna have a packed day today! Am going to accompany dearby for his doctor appointment followed by dinner with Jo and Karina(my boss & colleague!). Anyway, the dinner was supposed to be at 5 but dearby's appointment is at 4pm so i had to meet the girls later. ): So sorry! Okay, am gonna go get prepared now because im supposed to reach his place by 12pm! GOODBYEEEEEE!

Fri went over to Amk with dad to have breakfast before he send me over to dearby's house. Tried out my chocolates, damn sweet! ): Should have make dark chocolate instead. And something struck me in the afternoon. Broke down just like that. Had a talk with him and i felt better of course. (: But somehow, there's somethings that are best to prove with actions instead of just words. Afternoon nap for awhile, lunch and back to sleep. :P Woke up at 5 to go to work! And Jo was there to accompany me throughout, had some talks about BGR also. And we both agree that it depends on fate for two parties to come tgt. If there's no fate, no matter how hard you try, how hard you feel that this r/s will work out, this r/s will bound to break one day. Leave everything to fate! :D

Closed shop at 10pm, Reached home near to 12am and watched GG + Msn chat with dearby till 4am. (:


For close friends, they would have already known what happened recently. I'm not going to blog about it here. But let's just pray for fast recovery. :D Thanks to friends for their concern and wishes.

I just want to be there for him when he needs me. Anyway, i wont be in Sg tmr till Monday i guess. Coming back by Monday night though!

Feel so distant. There is a line that im not allowed to cross over to step into your life. I'm trying but there's a point where i'll start to give up.

1 week didnt blog again!
Sunday was meeting up with Cass, Lawrence and Yihao for my super late dinner over at Hougang. (: Thanks guys esp Cass cause he went back to get the doraemon and thanks for walking me to the bus stop!

Monday was meeting up with RY boss for late dinner again at Kovan before going home. (:

Tuesday was window shopping day with Jasmine and TK! :D After work was like rushing all the way. Ended work at 5pm, rushed to dearby's house to take the clothes to mail out. TK and Shijie was waiting for me so i had to rush down and we cabbed over to Tpy just in time for me to mail out. Meetup with Jasmine and we took bus over to FEP. Shijie left after awhile and so, TK went shopping with us! :D And it was definitely very nice of him to carry my laptop for me the whole night. (: Ion for late dinner at HK cafe. Again, Tk's treat! Feel so bad though. Went to this shop and we finally bought the first item of the day! Bought a tee shirt i find it damn cute! :P Walked to 313 and we went to Centre Point for mac icecream. Followed TK back to his house cause he wanna take car along with Jasmine, transferred GG season 3 and he lent me his hard disk! (: Sent Jasmine to Amk ave 4 before he drive over to dearby's block to pick dearby and Shijie up and from there, dearby drove to send me back to Sk!

Wed work and that was when dearby called to tell me the bad news. Upset and worried. Jasmine came to meet me after my work and she waited for me to end work. Sorry for making her wait so long! ): Took 166 together back to Amk and we separated. I left for home while she went to meet her friends.

Today went over to Hougang then to Bishan to get my hair cut and eyebrow trimmed. Went over to dearby's house till evening and left for work.

Have been sleeping late. And im feeling so sleepy and tired. Even worst, am bothered by some things. ): seriously dont know what to do. Let it be. Im tired of it.

My everyday life became worst. Sleeping at 4 or 5am everyday. Less than 4 hours of sleep everyday.

Anyway, end up skipping SE lecture on Tuesday. Went over to dearby's house to have lunch then i went over to Paya Lebar to settle some things while dearby went to school then went back to his house again to rest. (: Had dinner and a long chat with his mum, was late for work though!

Friday ended school early. Disappointed with SACP assessment though. Lots of problems and some unhappiness. ): SIGH. Left for AMK to settle my banking things, waited for an hour plus! Went over to dearby's after that, work and late dinner with RY at Amk after work. :D Damn long nver meet up with him deh! Took last bus home for 88 after that!

And finally my long awaited off day! :D Went over to dearby's house early in the morning, woke him up and we went to meet Ahtank to take the camera before going to Bussorah for photoshoot. Took us near to 2 hours long, head back dearby's house to eat before going town for his haircut. Walked around the whole town. Damn damn damn tired. Cheap basics from F21 @ 313 though!
Cheap basics = happy me. :D Head home after that!

Eyes closing already! ): Gonna sleep early!

Quick post before i go to school! :D

End up sleeping like a pig on Saturday, woke up at 2+pm and watched Xia Yi Zhan Xin Fu all the way till 11+pm. Packed my wardrobe and my room too! Wardrobe in a whole mess and packed. Was feeling so irritated! ): Dearby then came to meet me with food after his work! :D :D Walked over to SK Kopitiam to buy food for my father then go home! Reached home at 1am and continued the drama again. NICEEEEE! And im addicted to it alrdy. ):

Yesterday was work, was so bored by 7pm. ): But i managed to hit my own target of cos. haha! Was sending some invoices during work too. Reached home continue abit more. Slept early though! :D


Im feeling so so so lazy to go to school these days. Esp when all the tests are over. How i wish SACP project will end early too. ): Happier note, tryout session #1 tmrw after school! Wed plan for TGL collection #3 and Saturday photoshoot + dating! :D

Looking forward to Saturday! :D But monday gonna be my death cause it's SACP PRESENTATION! ): SIGHHHHHHH. He's taking back his laptop today which means i have to bring two laptops to school today. MISERABLE. ):


Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.

YAYYYYYYY!
COS is finally over. All the tests and bad days are finally over! :D :D Left with SACP project and exams! So not looking forward to CNY! ): Time is running out because exams is coming!

Anyway, was rushing SACP the whole night till 3+ then sleep! Woke up at 9 this morning and i dillied dally to school. Reached school only at 11, end up not enough time for assessment so postponed to next week! Read through COS notes and COS test was hell urgh. But thank god, lecturers close one eye. :P Just that there wasnt enough time for us to complete the paper. Went to Amk with Sher, dillied dally again then took bus to workplace.

Wanted to replenish sleep tmrw but gotta go over to dearby's place in the morning. (: Most probably gonna head home to rest after he go for work because im just soooo tired.

Alright! Gonna go back to watch Xia Yi Zhan Xin Fu! :D BYEBYEEE!

Back to blog!
Have been really busy with school and work plus the BS. Have been sleeping after 3am for the past few nights so i must say i got a crazy schedule right now! Bad for my face and body. URGH!

Anyway, Saturday was spent settling BS thing with Karina. Met her up at CP then over to Haji Lane for the photoshoot before going over to Toa Payoh to have late dinner at Popeye's together. 12 hours straight. And i reached home at near to 1am. But i had fun! :D

Sunday work, Monday and Tues same routine. Wednesday was Entre presentation and last lesson. (: Happyyyy! Went over to dearby's after school, did my project and watched Hai Pai Tian Xin after he went off for school. And i felt like sleeping throughout! :O He got home just in time at 540PM to send me to work. And he came back at 9pm to fetch me after work. :D Went to Amk to have Popeye's and i dont like their service there though their food is nice. I hate bad service! ): Walked over to mrt station to mail out my parcel before he send me home.

Got nothing to blog about today! Same routine. SACP assessment is tmrw! ): SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS! And to add on our stress level, COS lab test is tmrw too. 30%! Seriously dunno what to do now. 24hours is just so not enough for me.

And btw, dearby passed his TP! Congrats to him! (: He promised to bring me out one day with car instead of bike. I still prefer bike though, unless it's a shopping day! :P And on a happier note, going out with Jasmine after payday for CNY shopping! Excited! :D

Alright. Got to get back to project work! :D

Skipped Entre class on Wed morning, head back to school at around 12+pm to study with the rest. Lab test was a gone case because i couldnt finish! And there were some parts i didnt know how to do. :P Rushed off for work after the test, dearby came over to fetch me after work and we went for supper at RK again. Hell bloated and full. We always order too much food! But he's still very nice to order all those that i want to eat! :D Home after supper to study for my SE test.

Ytd and today same routine. Rushed project and studying for test like crazy. Slept super late the past two nights esp last night! Slept at around 3am and thats why im feeling super tired today. :O
Met dearby in the afternoon today after my COS class for awhile to eat together. (: Sat down to eat our light food and chat for awhile before i went back to continue project with the rest. And as usual work again!

i feel so pampered. (: I can only say that im really fortunate.

Met up with Cass for dinner for 2 days after work. Sunday and Monday. (: Was a last minute decision to meetup for dinner on Sunday so we only met up at near to 11pm after my work. Ate at ave8, my favourite tomyam beehoon soup! :D Last bus home!

Monday was school then followed by work. Again went to Amk with after school before heading down to work. Left workplace for HougangPt after work. Miss that place so so much! (: Waited for Cass and Lingxiang to come down and so i spent sometime chatting with Mike and the rest. Foodcourt for super late dinner again, left for home after that.

Today was usual. IST class ended early so i went over to dearby's place after school to rest awhile. Had late lunch over at his house before he send me to work. (: Was so busy during work that i didnt even have the time to eat my dessert from 6pm all the way till 9+! By the time i got time to eat, it was melted already. ): Left for home at 930pm.

My laptop crashed last night. Kinda spoilt my mood but what to do! ): Everything gone and yes, it has all my important things inside! But it's a die die to format else i cant boot up my laptop. And thanks dearby for lending me his laptop because i got RAD lab test tmrw! And i have yet to study for it! ): Double sigh! Alright. Got to get back with RAD now. Am hungry! ):

Back to post! :D Friday school was not so bad. SACP class ended early, COS class ended early too. Went to Amk Hub with Sher after school, walked around and got my pumps. (: Wanted to go to the bank cause she wants to change her card but the queue was killer long so she dropped the idea. Tired out from all the walking so we sat down and had a chat. Planned to do smthing together! Heh heh heh! Our lil secret! :D :D Excited eh! Work after that was pretty good. Got big fish again! Home after work.

Saturday woke up at 10+am, prepared and went off to Bishan to buy lunch before going over to dearby's place. Didnt know that his mum cooked! ): Watched Tao Hua Xiao Mei on his lappy after eating, had a small tiff again but it was okay after that though. And my mouth was so tempted to eat the whole day so we had the bak kut teh his mum cooked before leaving the house for his soccer game. :D Travelled all the way to Jurong for his soccer game, watched them play till 8 and we went back to his house after that. Ate dinner again and headed home after resting for awhile. (:

Today work again! Got to finish up Tao Hua Xiao Mei and Hai Pai Tian Xin later! :D
Dearby promised to come pick me up after work on 2 days next week! YAY! 2 days no long bus journey home! :X

Alright! Gotta go watch my drama already. BYEBYE!

Okay. I need to take a break from that 26 pages(currently!) long report. It's killing me.

Anyway, skipped Entre class today. Again. Cant rmber how many times already though but i just cant help it. :P Last minute decision to go over to dearby's place again. Reached there at around 12pm and he was still not home! But he appeared like 5 minutes later after i reach though. :D His mum cooked lunch for us, watched tv awhile and he had to go back school for class already. Used his lappy to do my things while he was in school, dearby's mum again prepared sandwiches and hot tea for me to drink. Really appreciate it hell lots! (: Love his mum's cooking!

Dearby finally came back at near to 5pm, i was texting him and telling him how tired i am while doing the report and he zoommmmm back within that 10mins. :D Happy girl! Talked for awhile and had our dinner before he send me to work. Sales was bad, very bad. But i was hell busy throughout. Alot of new stocks came in today so i had to iron, pack the clothes and tag the items. And customers who tried alot alot but didnt buy any. BOOOOO. ):

Hopefully tmrw will be a better day!
Anyway, i was telling Mingmin how much i wish Week 15 wouldnt come so fast! Horrendous days coming soon. Bad bad bad sign. And which is why i got more people telling me, "i can presume that you're going to fall sick again soon. Very soon. "

Partly because, week 14 which is next week. I have 2 tests, 2 projects and 1 report to do. And since the sem is coming to an end, projects due and presentations plus exams coming. 1 month to exam. How can i relax at this point of time?!

And it had not been such a good week. Problems came crashing. Really hopes to help dearby out but i have no ways. ): I think he must be feeling really sianz and upset cause 3 days in a row! I honestly feel that i will go berserk if it was me. You can never imagine how difficult it is to think of ways to settle the 3. Okay, maybe not that difficult for most people. But people like me and dearby or especially me. I will just break down. Straight.

Alright. Gonna get back to my report and to wonderland!
Time pass so fast! ): It's 220AM alreadyyyyyyy! Dammit!

Very good news!
Finally recovered fully(or rather 3/4ly) because i lost my voice right after i recovered from the giddiness and fever.

But anyway, went to school today but end up, still feeling unwell so i went off and over to dearby's place to rest. Thanks to dearby's mum for the care! (: Took a short nap after eating medicine again, woke up at 4pm feeling better. :D :D But lost my voice. Urgh!

Dearby's mum cooked me lunch so had my lunch and use lappy for awhile. Ate medicine again for dry cough before leaving for work. Dearby called the minute i left his house! SO SAD RIGHT! ): No fate in meeting him and i couldnt wait for him to come back because he got no extra helmet so i had to leave for work. ): Went up to NTUC to buy strepsils and magazine because i didnt bring lappy out. End up i didnt even have the time to read at all! And again, i forgot about the time till Fjord girl came over and ask me, "You not gonna close shop?" then i realised. :D Left for home! Tired sleepy. I dont know why my body have been feeling so tired after that fever. And it definitely made me dont feel like going school even more. Can i just sleep at home everyday? Im supposed to do report tonight but im feeling so so so tired already. Or maybe its because of my contact lens. Havent change it for quite sometime already. Doots.

Shall change a new pair soon. And shall chiong report tmrw. God bless me. :D BYEEEEEEEEEE!

And im really glad i have dearby's and his mum's care. Appreciate them! And yesssssss, i love my dearby even more!

Wed night was spent working. Thursday too.

And friday was spent sleeping throughout the whole morning cause i was feeling unwell. Dad send me to work and i was burning hot already. ): Requested to close shop early, dearby was telling me to go home. Took a cab home straight after closing shop, lied down like a dead corpse since then. All the way till this morning then felt slightly better. Terrible right? I've no idea why fever was making my body burning hot for such long hours! And worst still, had a quarrel with dearby in the afternoon yesterday over some matters. Patched things up after awhile though. Love him still. And it's because of this quarrel, made me understand things more. (: Really appreciate his care and presence.

Was supposed to work today but brother helped me take extra off day because i was still burning hot last night. And despite having another day off, i still feel giddy now. Must have burned my brain cells. Tmr monday. The day im not looking forward to AT ALL. And im still thinking if i should go school tmrw. See how it goes. And it gonna depends on my brain cells too. (:

And now, im somehow bugged with this question in my mind. Dearby told me not to continue anymore but if i stop, i will need to find a new one. But if i choose to continue, i might fall sick sooner or later again and i might .. just lose my love. Not because he isnt supportive but i just felt that, because of this, we havent been spending time together. A mere 1 or 2 hours each week or a meal each week with each other isnt enough to compensate all the time we lost ever since the start of Dec. All the times we would go dating, accompany each other to go somewhere after school. There's no more of such things now. But the saddest thing to say, weekends are his working days. And i dont stop him from working because it's his only available days to work. But i realised that i need time to rest too, thats why i've been giving a thought about this already. 1 week 7 days, i can say there is zero rest day for me. And that must be the reason why i will have a high fever this time round. ):

Give me advices please! Am gonna go rest again. Brain cells dying. :P Probably cause i went back to sleep this morning only at 5am. Tsk tsk. Goodnight folks!

Yesterday was quite a exciting day! :D Laughed alot so my mood was ultra good!

Went to Bishan early in the morning with dad then he send me to school. RAD lesson was spent checking emails, searching for SACP coding solutions and last 15 mins doing RAD's assignment but couldnt finish. :P Head to Block P to meet up with JJ to take cable, south canteen to buy some light food and back to L to do project. AND I STILL CANT FIND THE SOLUTION! God dammit. Was msn-ing with Tk throughout though. Damn funny i swear. :P Left school at 4+ for Amk Hub with Sher, looked around and went off for work. (:

Worked from 6 to 9pm, time pass super fast last night because was msn-ing all the way with Tk, Sher and Karina. And my mood was damn crazy because i spent alot of time laughing to myself over what Tk and Sher said. :P Didnt realise that it was past 9 so end up close shop late. Hiak hiak.

Was walking to the bus stop when dearby called so met him at his house and his friends was waiting downstairs so we had to rush! :X Went to have supper with them at Jalan Kayu then back home. Short tiff with dearby after that though. But made things up at my house downstairs. :D :D At least he knows what i was thinking at that point of time already now. Thank god for such a wonderful boyfriend, wonderful friends around me.

Today work again later. ): No school though. But decided to come over to dearby's so that we can spend quality time together but am left alone at his house now because he got lesson from 1 to 3. :P Gonna get back to project later!

Goodbyeee!