Wed night was spent working. Thursday too.

And friday was spent sleeping throughout the whole morning cause i was feeling unwell. Dad send me to work and i was burning hot already. ): Requested to close shop early, dearby was telling me to go home. Took a cab home straight after closing shop, lied down like a dead corpse since then. All the way till this morning then felt slightly better. Terrible right? I've no idea why fever was making my body burning hot for such long hours! And worst still, had a quarrel with dearby in the afternoon yesterday over some matters. Patched things up after awhile though. Love him still. And it's because of this quarrel, made me understand things more. (: Really appreciate his care and presence.

Was supposed to work today but brother helped me take extra off day because i was still burning hot last night. And despite having another day off, i still feel giddy now. Must have burned my brain cells. Tmr monday. The day im not looking forward to AT ALL. And im still thinking if i should go school tmrw. See how it goes. And it gonna depends on my brain cells too. (:

And now, im somehow bugged with this question in my mind. Dearby told me not to continue anymore but if i stop, i will need to find a new one. But if i choose to continue, i might fall sick sooner or later again and i might .. just lose my love. Not because he isnt supportive but i just felt that, because of this, we havent been spending time together. A mere 1 or 2 hours each week or a meal each week with each other isnt enough to compensate all the time we lost ever since the start of Dec. All the times we would go dating, accompany each other to go somewhere after school. There's no more of such things now. But the saddest thing to say, weekends are his working days. And i dont stop him from working because it's his only available days to work. But i realised that i need time to rest too, thats why i've been giving a thought about this already. 1 week 7 days, i can say there is zero rest day for me. And that must be the reason why i will have a high fever this time round. ):

Give me advices please! Am gonna go rest again. Brain cells dying. :P Probably cause i went back to sleep this morning only at 5am. Tsk tsk. Goodnight folks!