My mood is slightly better today. (: Thanks to Lawrence, Sao Yi, Mike, Fiona and the morning aunties. They cheered me up during work yesterday especially Lawrence and SaoYi luh. ;]

Working with Lawrence the attachment manager, Mike, Sao Yi, Fiona and the morning aunties is probably the bestest day i've ever had after i came back luh. Even though the crowd came at 11+am till 1++pm, they still joked and laughed at some stupid things. ;D I love them!

Today working with the same o-people again excluding Sao Yi and including Santosh and Wendy. (: Didnt meet up with my friends ever since the holidays started. Shall contact them during the weekends because i'll be busy working this whole week but i'll be free on Saturday after 1pm alright. ;D

Especially to Kpl; Contact me alright! (: Love!

Please dont fucking screw up everything anymore.

Went down to work yesterday at 730am and i was late again. Work was tiring and bored luh. The crowd kept coming in and we didnt even have much time to rest till 2+pm until the crowd clears once in a while. (: Was extended till 3pm and my dad came to fetch me up. Bath and prepared and went out with dad to Amk to fetch my brother. Headed to CompassPt to have my lunch-cum-dinner but didnt have much appetite though. Walk around awhile and went home. Im too tired to even talk and walk so please dont bother me. Hah.

Working today as well at 9am till 3pm. Urgh. But i guess today's crowd wont be as much as yesterday since its Monday! (: Off to work alr!

Its been a long time since i felt so down and depressed. I dont know what happen to me either but i need some quiet time alone. Im feeling so upset that i almost cried out just awhile ago. Didnt have any appetite to eat today as well. Ate a hashbrown and a sausage in the morning during my breaktime and drank ice milo and i didnt touch any food after that. Urgh.

Sorry to all my friends but i wont be switching on my phone for the rest of today and probably tomorrow. (: Just leave me alone for the rest of today and tomorrow, that is all i ask for.

I need to sort out all my thoughts, please do not get worried. ;]

I may look happy on the outside but theres alot more behind this smile.
I may look happy on the outside but i may not be happy on the inside.

Met up with Yan at 310pm yesterday, was late because i couldnt find my keys when im about to leave the house luh. Spent 2-4 mins looking for it and it was found in my dad's room. Argh. Bumped into my dad downstairs when i was heading to the lrt station and spent 2mins talking to him as well. ;x Rushed over to the bus stop and waited for the freaking bus 27, its an old uncle driver luh. Took 87 down to Kaki Bukit after meeting Yan, met up with him and Jinwei at TechLink. Wanted to look for Yan's interview place but we didnt know wheres the place and we were lazy so we went to eat instead. ;D Took cab over to Bishan Junction 8 after eating with Yan and him while Jinwei went to fetch his girlfriend. Walk around the place and he left at 6+pm. Continued walking with Yan and bought my shoes while waiting for Jinwei and his girlfriend, like finally. ;] Meet up with them at 6++pm and we decided to go Hougang Mall, left without them. Shop around and i saw someone! (: Super super happy luh. Yesterday is my LUCKY DAY! Went to buy some food and took bus home at 8+pm.

Use computer awhile and watch tv, went out with dad to Kovan for Beancurd and Grass Jelly at 9++pm. ;D Head home, bath and sleep till today morning!

Went back to Mcdonald's to wrk this morning, tiring day luh. Stood for 7.5hrs and im dying soon. Thankfully theres Cynthia and Meiyun around if not i think im gonna get bored to death. Walk with them to the bus stop, they sent me there luh. (: Heard some things bout someone. Took 161 back home!

Slept at 2+am yesterday after watching 100% Entertainment, thanks to him for chatting with me to keep me awake. ;D

The more things people ask, the more i'll turn moody and angry. I know you care but i really dont wish to talk about it. If i want to say, i would have told anyone of you but i really really dont wish to talk about it at all, not even to a single soul. I please you not to ask anymore. Really sorry.

Going out to meet Yan in awhile's time. (: Accompanying her to Kaki Bukit for her job interview, stomach cramp comes and go every 1/2hr. I hate it luh. Making me feel so pissed with everything! Blog when i return!

Was browsing through some Taiwan Yahoo! Auctions sites and im so tempted by all those nice and cheap clothings luh. Urgh. Yet i can only see and i cant order because im saving up money! Anyone kind enough to donate some cash to me again? Hah.

Went out with my brother to CompassPt in the night just now, walk around there and bought his pants. Searched for my shoes but couldnt find the design i want. I shall be patient! Dad came to fetch us up at 9+pm after our dinner at Mos Burger. (: So inlove with Mos Burger nowadays.

JiaHong introduced me a job at his workplace but the person in-charge didnt pick up my calls. Probably not trying anymore because if the person wants to recruit people, she would have answered my calls luh. ;D Argh. Im waiting for the time to pass so that i can watch 100% Entertainment! Gonna stay at home for the next few days so that i can save the money up! ;]

Have been thinking alot these few days bout some things. (: Not gonna talk about it and i shall just keep it to myself. Some unhappiness and problems in my life that i dont even know what im going to do with it and sometimes why i face all these problems luh. This feeling sucks terribly, i swear. Dont bother to ask me what happen because i dont wish to talk about it and dont rub it in anymore.

Dont judge me by my looks and appearance, i may not be as happy as how you all think.

Yesterday was quite a tiring day for me luh. Woke up in the morning and went to get newspaper for my mum. (: Accompanied my parents to CompassPt to buy the printer ink refill and they left for KK Hospital while i went to the library. Borrowed books and walk around the shopping centre luh. Went to meet him and we went out. ;D Apologies to him because he couldnt carry out his plan because i wasnt feeling well luh thats why i didnt want to go so many places. ;x Sorry sorry! By the time we reach Raffles City i was feeling so tired and restless because of the cramp and i didnt want to go to a far place so we decided to head home and rest. Urgh. I hate cramps! So sorry! Reach home, bath and read my books. ;] Accompanied my mum to Punggol 198 for job interview at 8+pm, sat down and had drinks till 9+pm and my dad, brother and his gf Joreen came over to fetch us up. Went to Punggol Plaza for supper and desserts but didnt eat much because of the cramp. Head home and slept at 11+pm.

Today went to school, was almost late for school luh. Lessons start only at 830am because of the assembly, lessons was boring luh. ;x Collected our report books at 1010am and i went home after that. ;D Slept in the afternoon and woke up only at 2+pm. Bath and went to CompassPt to buy my brkfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner and for my brother and his gf as well luh. (: Im nice!

Dearest Alena Huang wants me to blog about her and mention her name. ;D I shall be nice! Hah.

Finally a layout that i always wanted! ;D i love this layout truckloads and i dont think i'll change it till i find another layout that is much more better than this. Edited the codes myself and i spent 15mins editing it. ((: Gonna sleep soon incase i cant wake up tmr morning!

Receive a sms from this person whom i dont know who he is luh but he told me that hes Sir Bing Cai's friend. Urgh. I hate this sort of people, probably ask Sir Bing Cai tmr morning or afternoon after i wake up. ;] Shall go have my sweetest sleep!

Smthing happened just now, feel guilty towards her because she was scolded for nothing and she was insulted when she didnt even do anything wrong. Im really really very sorry to you!

Sorry to dearest as well because i pangseh-ed him today. Wanted to meet him up but couldnt in the end because of some reasons and he knows why luh. ;] Accompanied my dad out to see the doctor again at Kovan, waited for like an hr and he send me home before going to the temple.

Im trying to save up money so please dont tempt me to waste my money on other stuffs. ;D Hah. Havent check out the price of it yet but probably will do so tmr or wed. I must get that thing luh. (:

Dearest came over awhile ago and surprised me with Kim Jeong Hoon album and poster, handphone accessory from Gift-A-Name and lunch from Thai Express. Was happy and touched but he lost his wallet luh. Sigh. Feeling so bad and guilty towards him because of smthing when he send me home. Im so sorry!

Slept at 3+am last night and im awake at 8+am today. Wth. Might be going out ltr on but im not sure yet though. ;D

Browse through alot of online shops just now and saw this Puma bag i love it but its like so expensive luh, costing 38$! Argh. Even though its not really expensive but for me this poor girl here, its kinda expensive. Hah. Any nice souls willing to donate money to me?

All my gorgeous hunks! I LOVE THEM. ;D

Deleted one post alr because of Alena, she regretted telling me to post smthing in my blog. ;x right girl? lol.

Today stayed at home watch Da Chang Jin till 1+pm and went to Rivervale Mall to buy my lunch. Wasnt feeling very well because of the headache. Bought home my brkfast-cum-lunch and continued watching Da Chang Jin. Didnt finish up my food, didnt have much appetite to eat luh. Chatted with him when hes on break, im nice. ;D Accompanied dad out to Tpy to fetch my brother and they had their lunch there. Took train down to Orchard with my brother while my dad went to the temple luh. Walk from Wisma down to Heeren, CentrePoint, Plaza Sing and lastly, Bugis. We walked all the way luh. Hell tiring but didnt find my shoes. So upset luh! All the shops we went into didnt have my size and i couldnt fit into their shoes. ): Bought my belt and my brother bought rings for his gf and him. Was mistaken by that salesperson! Argh.

Dad came over to Bugis to fetch us up at 9+pm and we went back to Plaza Sing to collect the rings. Drive him to Amk and went home to fetch my 2nd brother, drive him back to camp and went back to Amk to fetch my eldest brother. lol. We're busy humans. Was out since afternoon and im so tired luhh. My headache is going worst! Argh. I hate having headaches!

Just woke up not long ago, slept at 11+pm last night. ;x Slept for full 12 hrs and now im having a headache.

Stayed at home yesterday in the night till 10+pm, accompanied dad out to Plaza Sing because he wants to make some payment for Citibank. ;D Went to Bugis after that, brought drinks from Mcdonald's. Went home after that and sleep! Didnt have my dinner last night luhh and now my stomach is feeling so so empty!

I feel so upset whenever i pinch him but he still treats me nicely. Feeling so guilty luh. I shall learn to treat him nicely. ;D

Went to school late yesterday, reached school only at 940am. Met Alena outside the library because she was late also luh. Pe lesson was cancelled because of the haze, went to the library for movie instead but i cant remember the title of the movie. ;D After school head home and accompanied my dad to the doctor at Kovan at 12+pm. Waited for him from 130pm to 3pm, the queue is very long luh. Sms-ed with him throughout, went down to this temple at Bright Hill Road with my dad after that. He went for chanting and i went walking around, walked to Blk 403 just 1 road away and bought marsh potato and drinks! (: Went to Tpy to fetch my brother after that and we went to Plaza Sing because my dad wants to pay his bill, had Pastamainia with my dad and brother. ;] Went home at 5++pm because my dad got wedding dinner to attend luh. Hah.

Went to CompassPt with him at 7+pm. Return my storybook and bought food from Mos Burger and he send me home. ;D Hes such a big bully! Bully me somemore and you'll get pinch by me!

School today was ultra boring, almost 1/2 of the class didnt turn up for school today and the remaining half was in school either playing or sleeping. Yan and Nita didnt attend school today as well. The teachers taught almost 1/2 of the period and left us alone doing our own things because it wasnt like a class luh. Pathetic indeed.

Went to meet Yan after school today, had lunch with her at at Hougang Mall's Kfc. Finish and we took bus home luh. Was tired and wanted to watch Da Chang Jin. ;] Thinking of skipping school tmr and next Monday but still thinking about it luh. Think the girls are not going to school on Monday, probably stay at home and sleep and i might as well go to work instead of going for classes with less than 1/2 of the class in school. ;D

Dad's birthday tmr and my brother might bring my dad out for lunch-cum-dinner but its not yet confirm because of my Aunt's wedding in the night. Might be going for a movie with my brother and his gf luh even though i didnt want to be a lightbulb. Hah. I need a job for my weekends! ;x I think everyone would say that im mad because i alr got a full time job during the holidays and the pay is kinda high for my age but calculating all the things i've to get and pay for the family, im definitely short of cash still. Argh!

Got my colourful mashmallows from him! ;] He went down and got it for me yesterday luh. Its so nice and yummy!

Off to chat with Yan! ;D I WANT A WEEKEND JOB!

1more week to the start of the holidays! ;D and im currently looking for night time job in the weekend. Anyone got any lobangs pls tell me okay! (:

Yesterday took train down to Serangoon to meet Yan, Roy, Jeremy and WeiLiang. Was late for 1/2hr because of my dad. Screw him. Took train down to Vivo City, was laughing at torto and mario in the train with Yan. Went to IP Zone to get Roy's jacket changed and we went walking around den after that to Foodcourt for drinks! ;D Went to Vivo Mart to get plasters and to Candy Empire! I wanna get those marshmallows luh but short of money. Im gonna get those many colours mashmallows during the holidays! ;] Roy and Jeremy left first den we took train back to Serangoon. Had dinner and sat at the interchange for a very very long time. ;x Didnt get to see 82 ytd luh! Damn upset and worst still, Yan saw her bobo but i didnt get to see 82! Argh.

Took 82 down to Plaza for Yan's interview. Took bus home and my dad was at home luh. Thank goodness he didnt lecture me for going home late. I shall be auto abit by not going out these few days incase he flare up again. ;D

didnt update in details for quite a long time because im lazy. ;x

tmr going down to Vivo City again for the fourth time, with Yan, dearest and maybe Jinwei luh. Chatted with him just now, hes making me feel so loved luh. ;D I shall treat him better since he didnt bully me today! Hah.

School for another 2wks and i'll be busy working everyday. Looking for a more better job for Sunday and night time. Any lobangs? lol. ;] i need cash urgently luh! my dad even tells me to skip school and go work instead of going to school because he doesnt have enough income for this month. Poor me eh? forget it. just gonna pray that school ends earlier so that i can work. ;D

talk to dearest on phone in the morning and afternoon. ((; hang up and accompanied my dad out for lunch and we came back home. Wasnt feeling very well though.

In love with Da chang Jin nowadays, its a nice serial to watch also luh. ;] But i missed some episodes alr! Gonna wait for boss to pass it to me!

I finally made up my mind. ;] Congrats to JinWei di and his stead also!

School is as boring as usual but luckily, we only have school till 27th which is only 2more weeks away. Dad's birthday next Friday and he've to go for my Aunt's wedding dinner, shes my aunt even though shes only 20++ but her father is my Grandma's brother so we've to call her aunt but who cares. Hah.

Visited Vivo City 3times this week, getting bored of it alr. But will be going there again next week cos Yan wanna get smthing and Shopping spree with my brother in Dec will be there as well! ;D My brother failed his driving license yesterday, kinda upset about it and hes very upset because he failed just because of 1 mistake and now he've to wait till January for the retake. ((: Probably 13th Friday isnt a good day.

Alrighttttttt, im going off.

Finally, the N's are over! ((; I've been waiting for this day to arrive!

But sadly, my flu come and go for the past few days and theres this big ulcer at the side of my mouth that causes alot of pain! I think i would probably go crazy if anyone touches my mouth or if i eat anything that would cause more pain to the ulcer. Headache for the past few days as well, but thankfully, slightly better today.

Goong is starting soon on 9th Oct! But i dont think i'll have the chance to watch so im looking for the vcds! Starting work on Monday, my job in the past. ;] Though i dont really feel like going back now since Joyce and the people whom im close with are ALL not around anymore. Wth. But since i alr promise to go back den shall just work short hours. ((;

Waiting for Da Chang Jin VCDs anyway, got lots of Vcds to watch! HAHA. OFF I GO FOR TV!