I cry, i smile.

Had been waking up in the middle of the night in between my sleep for the past few nights. Woke up once the night before yesterday and for the past few nights as well, twice last night. I dont know whts wrong with me, maybe i should take sleeping pills? :X JUST JOKING ABOUT THE PILLS PART. Those who know me will know, i will never never take pills even if im sick.

Reached school late today. Left house at 730, reached school at 820am. :D Lesson time again, paid 70% attention in class? :X Got back first lab test result and i scored like shit but my mood wasnt affected by it. Told boy and he told me to try harder for the next test. (: Head to library with Sher, sat for 5mins and we left the place for Bishan to send my phone for repair. Phone-less from 12+pm onwards, head back to school to do our project. Toured around the school again for a place to do our project but it's all occupied so we went over to block P. Invaded into one room and i got scared off when we went around to see if there's any people inside the rooms at block P. Lights off and i thought there's nobody in there, so i poke my head to see clearly and i saw heads in there. Scary enough. YALAH. I GOT NO GUTS. LAUGH! :P

Did our presentation slides till around 4 then went off to McDonald's for my mcfluffy before walking over to Amk to take bus home. :D

Somebody offered to fetch me from school deh! :X Touched ok! Next time yeh! BIG BIG SMILE.


Found this on one of the website yesterday. (: READDDD PEOPLE!

Be Glad That There's Quarrel in Your Relationship
Is your love relationship smooth? Have the both of you actually quarreled before? If your answer is yes, then you should be happy and be glad that it happened. But if your answer is however a no, then you should be aware of the danger that you are facing. Hmm– did I make things sound a bit too scary? Ha, it is not exactly that serious; don't be scared off by me. Well, I should believe that the both of you are just, still in the sweet honeymoon period of your relationship.
In life, we encountered a lot of up and downs. But it is nevertheless, through all these problems and obstacles that we learn to stand up on our feet times and times again despite the falls we had, that made us what we are today. If life were to be so smooth for us, we wouldn't have grown and learn to truly appreciate it. The same goes for love; if a relationship is ever so sweet and smooth, we wouldn't have learn to really appreciate and cherish the love that is between ourselves and our love. It is through the overcoming of all those quarrels and problems, surviving them through together that we truly know that we deeply cherish the love that is between both, strengthening the relationship more than ever.
Be glad that there is quarrel between both. It actually means that the both have developed another step further in your relationship. It is only when one is closer to you that a quarrel will then actually happen. I don't suppose you will pick up a quarrel with your partner whom you just started dating? You be just trying all out to please him or her instead, wouldn't you?
But do however treat each and every quarrel seriously, especially when the both of you have just started. This is the time for you and your partner to further understand each other more deeply, the time for you to reflect on yourself and honestly think about the relationship. This is the time for the relationship to be tested. A test of your love for one another; whether this relationship is strong enough to withstand any thunderstorm there may be. Well, a survival never fails to further strengthen the relationship, truly cherishing each other ever more.
Avoid unnecessary reasoning at the point of a quarrel. Most of the times it will only make things worse, wait till both have cooled down. At the end of the day, always make an effort to find out what actually went wrong. Is it your fault? Talk to each other nicely, share your unhappiness; let your partner know how you felt. A softer tone is always more calming and pleasing to the ears. Your partner will usually be willing to listen and to share his or her feelings with you too. Sometimes it is out of too much care for one another that unwillingly trigger off a quarrel between both?
Remember, nobody wanted any quarrel. If you are at fault, please don't be a stubborn donkey, you jolly well apologize and seek for your partner's forgiveness. A word of sorry isn't really that hard to say out? There is nothing ashamed to feel of, especially when with your love? Admit your fault, a sincere apology would always be pleasing to the ears; most of the time, harmony it will bring. Nonetheless, if your partner were to apologize to you, you graciously accept it. Why start another quarrel when you could end it? Well, there shouldn't be any overnight grudges between couples.
Give each other a good hug. "I love you dear, I am really so sorry to have hurt you, please forgive me–" Now isn't that such a sweet ending? It is usually through so that you understand each other better, cherishing each other even dearly. Remember, love is a two-way communication. It takes two happy persons, a happy you and your love to complete the equation.