说好的幸福呢

Sunday was my off day again. Stayed home for the whole morning and afternoon. Woke up at 10+am, went back to sleep at 2 and woke up at 4+pm after Sher bombed my phone with calls. I was feeling really tired, i dont know why! :O Out to meet her at 5+pm then went down to HougangPt to meet my clique. It's been like super long since we last meet up tgt ok! Maybe just me alone but LX wasnt there because he got to work. But meet up again soon yeh! :D

I became a part-time nanny for the night! Helped to look after Eunice's sister, Jessica. She's adorable but playful, but it's alright! (: Went down to Thomson's prata house! MY FAVOURITEEEEEEEEEEE OK! God-damn happy that night though i waited like super long for my prata. But still, i find the trip worthy deh! And thanks to clique who agreed to travel so far with me just to eat prata. ;O

Head back Amk with clique, Sher went off to meet smbody else since she was nearby. :D Walked around then brought Jessica back to her mum. Arcade for awhile then i went off to meet Sher after she was done. (: Bused home and chatted on the way home but the topic somehow spoilt my mood again. Sorry girl! Talked on phone with boy at 11+pm then i had my supper and talked again at 12+am for awhile after tv, onlined till 4+am then went to sleep! :]

Slept till 8+am after S woke me up again. Powerful. :X Head to school by 86, reached school alittle late. Submitted weekly report then went to meet boy to get my notes before going to library. Went to South Canteen for chicken rice with S, MM, YL and A. It's still so nice! :D Went for lecture then 72ed with Pam after school. I went down to HougangPt and she went to HougangMall. Pass my card to Agnes and i was shocked to see Taufiq there! (: Head home after that and studied for awhile. Talked on phone with boy for awhile before i go to sleep at 9+pm. Me lead healthy lifestyle deh! Sleep early, wake up early. Powerful!

It really stress the shit out of me for the past few weeks to keep this truth deep inside me. I've never told anyone(not even a single soul) or spoke about it even though i sensed the feeling there because i felt that i tried way too hard, way much harder than anyone else to get rid of it for the past few months. And all along, i thought it was gone already. I didnt want to be reminded of it so i chose not to talk about it. But everytime people start talking about tht topic and said smthing, i just had to hide the truth but seriously, there're still more that i didnt say out.
Well. I just hope people stop asking and talking about tht topic already cause it will link to another and i'll be reminded of it again so yeh! (:

And now it's 0339am! Slept too early just now already. ;X And now i cannot go back to sleep because i got to wake up at 5+am later on to go over to boy's place. His mum gonna buy breakfast for us yeh! :S

Gonna stay back in school to study c# after school today deh. :O HARDWORKING RIGHT!
Teedee.
Im happy, im happy, im happy.

Because you all failed to convince and prove to me. (: